insane
they You think I'm joking. <p> You do, don't you.
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eric ...where you go to get away from *normal*. 980905
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sage i prefer the term "nutty" or "fruitacious." 980923
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sarah jane sanity is the playground for those who have no imagination 981014
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[marissa] and the walls of the asylum
bleed white around the clock:
to push the black and red
demons out of convoluted brains.
she has six realities, and he
has none. they are empty space
with porous skulls that puke
thoughts like running water and
leave us stunned on our habitual
plane of sanity.
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lisa i like insanity. life is a little more colorful that way. besides, when one gains intelligence, doesn't one gain a little more insanity at the same time?

mmm chaos.
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Rainer Netscape Navigator and Microsoft Internet Exploder are both insane. Everytime I type 'i' in their location fields, they take me to the page you are reading this very moment. 990409
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strange poet I have a friend who is insane....but she wont admit it...you can see it in her eyes, she is decietfull, jealous, and full of pain, shes not my friend anymore, well at least not untill she takes the knife outta my back 990414
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emma booooooooring! 990422
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ceorl bizarro, food in hair, chain smoking, assigning blame. 990422
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daxle if that's what they call normal then I'd rather be insane 990518
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Ari Raven The true insight to reality... 990622
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that one the only place i truely feel at home 990828
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trakie it is a good thing. i always strive to be more insane. it's when i stop trying that i actually achieve it. 991010
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emsie I think that you think I'm insane becuase I feel this way. but please don't dismiss it as though it doesn't matter. how I feel is very real, and while things are okay right now, they could be better. 991014
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kim i think i'm paranoid... insane. things begin to naw at your mind. you can't stop it. rocking back and forth, back and forth. why the hell am i rocking? i thought they only did that in movies. i guess some things really are true in those blank films. 991014
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Drennan BE MORE INSANE!!!

smoke a little more,
drink a little more,

eat foods you would never have thought you would like,
go on a plane, they rarely break down,

paint your hair and quit your job,
sell your car and buy a bike,
go somewhere youve never been,
break something you don't like.

Laugh, Cry, Scream,

be fun, be novel, be insane.
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ricmariem state wherein people think you're not sane but you think you are 991031
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Nate Higgins The only true insanity is to not question your own sanity. There are however destructive deviations that crop up regularly in people and are often considered insanity. I am one of these: bipolar self destroying world saving Fern; co-founder of the Green Thumb of Justice.
If I show you my delusion will you show me yours?
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valis insane: when you think that maybe YOU might be the eggmen, and THEY'RE the walrus. goo goo goo joob. 000110
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amy membranes are not insane
your brain is more than a membrane
ergo you can still be crazy?
what do you think?
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MollyGoLightly don't mistake eccentricity for insanity. the eccentric are charming. the insane pick the lock on your bedroom door just to watch you sleep. 000321
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Tal insantity is what they call you when they want to control you, when they wish to own you, more so than they ever could by killing you. but when you break free and unlock yourself they come fore you, and they'll get you and you'll know the endlees night... 000430
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jennifer I think birdmad is insane
but in a good way

I don't like sane people
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amorfus There are people living in this society, who through no fault of their own, are completely sane. It is up to us who are out of our tiny little minds to remedy this situation. You can start by painting one half of your face blue and the other green, and then getting ping-pong ball eye, and rolling around on the floor saying "squak! squeek!" 000512
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josie The insane of the world are we who think too much. Unlike the world that meditate to find the centre of their minds, we push the borders of our imagination, we expand the barriers of our knowledge, we break the limits of our thoughts ...thinking constantly, unknowingly, and unwillingly even.
The voices of your thought won't stop thinking, and you'll continue to question reality until you steer yourself hundreds of kilometers away from all the traits that once made you likable as a person..and you dont even think to question your sanity.
Because what you believe is in your head and once they're thought, they're priceless.
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Brad Gold star for josie. 000605
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Adrienne some days are alright.but maybe i am actually going insane.slowly.like the trees in the rearview... 000607
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misstree the little insanities,
Robbins' essential insanities:
the things that let you giggle
at "reality".

the bigger insanities,
useless, painful, and inescapable:
the way my hands grabbed the knife
and I walked around the table
to try to kill someone
in a Denny's.
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Rainer ouch, my head hurts 001010
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Rainer Be more insane, you say? Stupid you are, for if I had one wish, I wished this fucking crap would come to a damn end like real soon.

Please.
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erin the psuedo popsicle erin the psychoticotic juipsy juice
erubb thaah side co. juicy juice
in sane
in sanity
juicy juice
word, tab, says write juice, tab, you erin the psuedo popsicle, tab, e mail, blather.
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Meara I am going insane. I tell myself at least once a day, "You are not crazy." But I don't ever believe myself. I don't remember how I got this way, and I don't know when it's going to end. 001116
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one of those beautiful people With the truth so dull and depressing, the only working alternative is wild bursts of madness and filigree 001230
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botch j where's my fonzie badge?? 010102
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peanut butter it's not here in the cabinet with me. 010102
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Barrett peanut_butter_is_your_friend 010102
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Bell R am i crazy?
i will reply after consulting the demonic hordes which live in my washing machine...
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Mustard Inspector unsane 010123
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tit she gave me two books for christmas. they were both about being insane, or being thought of as insane, or being mistaken for being insane. now i wonder was it a hint that she is insane? or was it forshadowing to the fact that she would drive me insane? 010314
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Killer13/Shadow65/Psycho89/Ginko65 That's what I am.Insane.This site is insane,too.More links then I could ever possibly click on.Oooooooogy-boooooogy,if a Kirstin Walburn/Ball licking arse fucker with implants bitch is reading this,erm...I still know what you did last summer...snort the nose...devil bunnies...fight banana,fight.... 010326
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monde i have a dilevel reality construct mechanism that allows me to enjoy the enjoyable parts of being a whackball, while keeping simultanously out of danger of having (consensus) reality lurch out from under me.

to put it clearerly:

i have three Voices in my Head. They aren't beamed in from out there, they're just me, being weird, and taking different forms than the one I have to live in day to day life.

one is an advisor. voice is just my own voice but as someone who didn't screw QUITE as many parts of her life up the way I did. this is the part of me that seems to always know the Right Thing to Do. i made up an exotic magical personification for it. let it fall into some syllables that sounded right for its name. that one's important, because it's beneficial.

the other two are just craziness for its own sake, and for fun, i dun' take them seriously.

one's an incubus, the one that plays head games with me, and who is also a muse, that gets me to write and do art sometimes.

the other is something so out-there no one could ever understand it. a mindvirus that consumes, consumes, consumes, that has no soul, that has no morality or intellect but is made of pure lust and sensation. it has lots of tendrils, tentacles, etc. and whips them around driving eight nine ten at a time into the equivalent creature in my lover's mind (his looks different) this is for entertainment, if i started taking this seriously it would be nuthatch time, yeah.

but what signifies seriously? i just know i get really bored with the things in so called reality that make other people soooo excited...like movies and tv and sports. i don't give a damn about that. i'd rather watch the stuff in my brain.

humanity doesn't like insanity
because it's anti-consumerist:
entertainment for free
we don't have to earn money to enjoy it
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ladybird fleeing from the burden of your freedom to live an inauthentic life 010516
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lost running from responsibility as if you still have a childs mind in a grown up body. Hurting many to release their own pain. I used to be that way. one of my freinds still is. i realized that there is much more to life than just pain. I found love.I just wish that my freind could. 010516
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Anaesthetic Slipping into a warm bath. 010517
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unhinged yeah...i think i just flipped out on redneckk for no reason that any of you can see. living in a state of suspended reality, trying to quit smoking, being worried sick about my friends, and realizing that the town i live in is filled with stupid yuppie fucks doesn't help my mood any. there goes that animosity again. there is too much testosterone in my house...it's...taking......over. help 010522
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em eye ensayne? in without worth noting no-one who cares anyway will not that i do even if i didnt i wouldnt but if i wanted to i couldnt oh dear this sounds too much like poetry id better stop before it turns into an insightive artwork inspired by....


damn. too late.
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User 24 "Asylum"
They lock me up
and watch.

They bring me food
and leave.

They listen
and wonder.

They let me be
and 'care'.


I stay within
and cry.

I eat nothing
and starve.

I speak my lines
and think.

I live
and die.

--Howard Y (me)
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ditto Who?
tell me now,
what the hell is this,
that reminds me of a friend of mine,
she hates me and I don't know why,
I love her,
don't fuck around,
that an't funny.
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lalalander the incessent ticking of my watch is driving me insane. 010608
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lalalander "the nut house is where they'll send you", she warns. the nut house. the loonybin. that's where she's been. won't say why though. "you're nuttier than squirrel shit" her father tells her. fuck him. he's the real nut. 010608
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johnny west It's Saturday and I will do absolutely nothing for the rest of it. What a fucking waste. I guess I could always...I don't know. Oh well. Maybe I'll take a nap. 010609
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OA There is an area of the mind that could be called unsane, beyond sanity, and yet not insane. Think of a circle with a fine split in it. At one end there's insanity. You go around the circle to sanity, and on the other end of the circle, close to insanity, but not insanity, is unsanity 010621
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jesus insanity is a virtue, without it we would be forced to face up to the cruel reality of this shithole we live in
it is escape
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TaterHead ...the light that turns on in your head when you realize that you're tired of conforming... 010804
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distorted tendencies always notice that brilliance and genius ended up in