Drennan Slowly and blindly, and with human bloody-mindedness we shall reach for the stars and the Heaven we neither understand nor deserve. What is Heaven? Well, what is the human soul? They are both abstract and incomprehensible while also being impossible to locate in the physical realm. Yet we can still render into another form, the human soul by wordings of brain waves and emotional responses triggered by chemical reactions in the brain. Perhaps the incomprehensible void of the Universe will someday be translated into “Heaven” by the same standards. 990929
><> worth going through hell to get to. being one with christ is the ultimate joy you can feel. 991116
meli Heaven is discovering the scent of your lover on a pillow when he is gone and breathing it until you fall asleep.

It is wherever you find it, or make it, for yourself.
ac heaven is too convenient a concept to trust. a promise of paradise makes people accept bad stuff right here right now. i have no idea what happens after we die, though. no clue. 000220
camille heaven is the peace we find within ourselves 000221
lotusflower cocteau twins - pink orange red 000224
neville Used to think I could get there
sort of
with some limbs still sticking out
lucky me
only illusion
so keep reaching if you want to
I'll be in the shower.
kt when all confusion dyes out... and completely simplicity takes its place. No longer a frustration just happiness. After running the race and perseviring... finally making it to the end 000612
Barrett Labatts,
or sex,
or chocolate icecream with hot fudge and marshmallow fluff,
or sex,
or pizza,
and sometimes sex.
ubliss ***ubliss: The Ultimate Bliss***

Subject: Hell, Heaven & Universe

If you are a member of our Universe, then You are not a member of Hell and Heaven.

If you you are a member of Heaven or Hell, then you are not a member of our Universe.

Where are you now?
Hell, Heaven or Universe?

You have a choice!!!

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d while driving somewhere in south dakota towards the sun, i murmured to ebd, 'i'm driving towards heaven' 000917
sabbie i once knew a girl named heaven. she was quiet, shy, sweet and really beautiful. she had a gorgous face, really long thin dreads and always looked so beautiful. she was one of my goddesses. i never really spoke to her; i always wanted to, but i could never think of anything to say. 000918
deliquesce speaking to everyone we have allows us all to experience a little piece of however we define heaven 001011
tazfab Wait for me in heaven, my love
That’s if you go first
Wait, that soon I will go
Wherever you are
And start all over.

Our love is so big,
And so big that it will never end.
Life is so short
That’s not enough for it.

That’s why I’m begging you to please
Wait for me in heaven
And there between the clouds we will make our home.
kx21 Is there any correlation between securing a seat in HEAVEN and cultivating the greatness of LOVE? 001220
birdmad Richard Butler and the psychedelic_furs summed it up nicely in the early 80's

is the whole of a heart
and heaven
don't tear you apart"
kx21 Dear birdmad,

If "heaven
is the whole of a heart
and heaven
don't tear you apart", then

h1) what should hell be?

h2) what is the definition of
'the whole of a heart'?
[R5]Syckle we all pay a price before picked from the guff
we choose and play with our lives before we play them for good
i chose no pain, no happiness,
others ask for pain, as long as happiness comes with it
others ask for misery, as long as ecstasy follows
i chose no pain, no happiness
nothing bad happens, nothing good happens, just one fucking day
just one fucking day
it passes just as it comes
and i watch others cry, fend, smile, and revel
and i sit with a half grin/half frown on my face
knowing not which to choose for i already chose
i chose no pain, no happiness
and i just watch to watch anymore
i know what i chose
kx21 Your Heaven is somebody Hell... 010104
bob denver almost heaven, west virginia...
blue ridge mountains, shenendoah river.
kx21 In Particular,


But, there is one HEAVEN can accommodate the special needs of both GOD and SATAN. This HEAVEN is called
kx21 And NOTHING is probable the one and only
one can accommodate the special & specific needs of GOD, SATAN; EVERYBODY and EVERYTHING from HELL to HEAVEN, in particular, the UNIVERSE(s)...

Just imagine now you are a very tiny something which is much much smaller and lighter than all particles, atoms, superstrings, etc...

What can you do now?
kx21 A possible answer:

You can pluck Everything / Everybody else strings freely like nothing...
ubliss *ubliss: The Ultimate Bliss*


Proven method to HEAVEN with unlimited & timeless guarantee:-

keep EVERYTHING for others and
Leave NOTHING for yourself...

Tell me why and

I will tell how wonder you are...
ubliss *ubliss: The Ultimate Bliss*


Proven method to HEAVEN with unlimited & timeless guarantee:-

Leave EVERYTHING for others and
Keep NOTHING for yourself...

Tell me why and

I will tell how wonder you are...
Seed I've been told it's really nice out there. 010321
kx21 Given that Heaven is a place with
The Highest Moral Standards you never ever found here.

Do you want to stay there?
satansatansatan party at my house.

look for the columns of brimstone.

don't mind the Cerberus, he don't bite (he might get up on yer leg though)

We've got all the big names playin'

we've got Sinatra
we've got elvis
Jim Morrison takes turns singing with Jimi and doing some funky shit with Mike Hutchence and some E-fried DJ's (it's a blast)

it's a hell of a show (literally)
David Byrne Heaven is a place where nothing ever happens. 010326
sapphire_ is the state of being perfect.

heaven. knowing my love for you is returned and feeling it pass between us without superfluous words or actions, above and beyond what defines time and distance

joy in knowing that it will always be that way

heaven. a spiritual sense of being where you are

that is the very most i can comprehend of it...

of what it could be.
The Truth "The kingdom of heaven is like a man who sowed good seed in his field.
But while everyone was sleeping, his enemy came and sowed weeds among the wheat, and went away.
When the wheat sprouted and formed heads, then the weeds also appeared.

"The owner's servants came to him and said, `Sir, didn't you sow good seed in your field? Where then did the weeds come from?'
"`An enemy did this,' he replied. "The servants asked him, `Do you want us to go and pull them up?'
"`No,' he answered, `because while you are pulling the weeds, you may root up the wheat with them.
Let both grow together until the harvest. At that time I will tell the harvesters: First collect the weeds and tie them in bundles to be burned; then gather the wheat and bring it into my barn.'" - Jesus Christ
The Truth GET IT?
if not, Jesus explains below...

" He answered, "The one who sowed the good seed is the Son of Man.
The field is the world, and the good seed stands for the sons of the kingdom. The weeds are the sons of the evil one,
and the enemy who sows them is the devil. The harvest is the end of the age, and the harvesters are angels.

"As the weeds are pulled up and burned in the fire, so it will be at the end of the age.
The Son of Man will send out his angels, and they will weed out of his kingdom everything that causes sin and all who do evil.
They will throw them into the fiery furnace, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Then the righteous will shine like the sun in the kingdom of their Father.

He who has ears, let him hear. "
kx21 A place with no
Moral Standards?

A place with too stringent/ high Moral Standards which nobody can ever meet/ reach?
kx21 A place with no time and distance?

A place with Nothing and Nothing else?
kx21 A Bullshit?

An Illusion?

A Reality?

A state of Life?

A state of Mind?

A state of Ubliss?

A state of Supreme_Enlightenment?

A state of Perfection?

A state of Nothingness?
the repeater silentbob i woke up to find it in my bed. the black empty sockets glaring at me. I lie there afraid at first, contemplating how it could have gotten there...
perhaps my little brother had decided to play a mean trick. maybe he'd bought it for a dime down at the magic shop. when i got my senses about me, i picked it up and threw it in the trash.
Later i was making lunch. some sandwiches with lemonade and frito lays potato chips. The cornerstone of any nutritious lunch.
there it was again, staring at me through those empty pools of nothing.
It grinned at me mockingly as if to say, "You can't get rid of me..."
This scared me something awful. I went in the garage and buried it in the floor. it wasn't paved, it was a dirt floor. Then i pulled the car forward, and parked the front left tire right over where i had buried it.
That night i went to bed and couldn't rest easy, for i lacked the comfort of unhaunted sleep, unhaunted by disturbing dreams.

When i stayed with my aunt one summer when i was six, there was this dalmation. He and I were the best of friends. he'd follow me everywhere. Eventually the summer ended, the leaves changed color and i had to go back home. i never saw the dog again, but my aunt wrote from time to time to tell how he was doing. Well, my aunt had died recently and to this day i guess i don't really know what happened to the dog.

I woke up from the dream, streams of sweat seeping down my face. On my dresser it sat, peering at me with its little face, bleached white with time. I picked it up and walked downstairs. I went into my little brothers room and woke him up in the middle of the night, "Stop doing that, you little brat! I'm sick of this! you aren't funny at all!"
He was half asleep and rubbed his eyes and tried to see what the commotion was about, "What are you talking about? Why do you have that? Are you sick or something?"
Well i didn't know what to say. I ran out of the house and threw it in a truck that was speeding by. Then i ran into the garage and pulled the car out and dug the same spot i had buried it that afternoon. Nothing was there..just black emptyiness like the cold holes of where its eye should have been.
The Truth Society has a distorted view of what Heaven is, probably thanks to cartoons. heaven is not sitting on a cloud, and we don't play harps all day. Heaven is still going to be in the third dimension, but nothing we can imagine could prepare us for the awe inspiring glory that heaven is: Eternal Paradise. 010422
sophie quoting from the bible this is what will happen and how great heaven will be. (revelations) 21:1-8 And i saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no sea. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shal be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. And he said unto me, it is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely. He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son. But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolators, and all liars shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death. Romans 6:23: For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. Revelation 21:18 (the holy Jerusalem) and the building of the wall of it was of jasper: and the city was pure gold, like unto clear glass. (Revelation) 22:1-5 and he shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb. In the midst of the street of it, and on either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manner of fruits, and yeilded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were healing of the nations. And there shall be no more curse: but the throne of God and of the Lamb shall be in it; and his servants shall serve him: And they shall see his face; and his name shall be in their foreheads. And there shall be no night there; and they need no candle, neither light of the sun; for the Lord God giveth them light: and they shall reign for ever and ever. But hey this is what I know, and no one has to read this and care what it has to say, but i hope someone reads this. smile god loves you. :^) 010424
lali is what i feel when we're together.

i love you mike!
TalviFatin Alabaster satin sheets smoothed upon a bed with roses scattered amongst them...
Candlelight dances across the walls, illuminating your face that smiles and your eyes that burn deep into my soul...
Your touch, gentle and loving, soothes my inner fears...

You hold me with those strong arms and nuzzle me with your smooth sunkist skin, reminding me why I love being in your arms...

We kiss and pleasure shoots right through me. Your hands wander all over my body and you grip me with passionate longing...

You stop and look at me with that wonderful smile of yours...and then you dissappear into thin air.

I wake up.
kx21 A Chicken_flavor... 010726
god a chicken flavor, a distict yearning and awareness. a highly polished duck of excellence. a skinny arm. a fat juicy ass. a potato in mourning, a potato joyous with sexual rediscovery. 011220
cube The following assumes that 1) God is cloaked in power, 2) power equals energy equals heat, and 3) Heaven and Hell are both measured with proximity to God. These are logical assumptions to make if you take a few moments to consider.

Hell is banishment from God's presence - a void so cold and distant that God is but a pinprick of light. Not all hope is lost - for where there is light, there is hope. God does not completely abondon his children. Growth is still possible, but at a glacial pace.

Heaven is where the action is. In close proximity to our creator, our growth knows no bounds save those of God himself.

This then is the purpose of our test. Where on the scale will we find ourselves when we pass through the veil?
kx21 Did God spend more time in Hell than in Heaven?

Any good_point?
kx21 Did God spend more time in Hell than in Heaven?

Any good_point?
bandaids go to: my_story 011221
pushpins see: eve
kx21 The Space for naked Singularity or
evaporated Black_holes...
lycanthrope heaven is a stillness to this...this is only imperfection in that it keeps going...is this hunger love...because if it is...i'm mired in it...and i'm too impatient for a heaven that isn't in your eyes 020225
silentbob the repeator repeated my dogskull story

Freak Tied in a knot

breathing each others air

breathing each other in

on the couch at the coffee shop

feeling like we are the only two people that exist.

adumb sinners delight 021012
Lovelorn The love of a beautiful woman, the companionship of a friend who stuck with you through all of your trials and tribulations, the relationship to a VERY, VERY rich man, and the personal connection to a high level politician.... that is my heaven. 021013
zander I beleive Heaven and hell are not actual places but more like... points of view. 030101
megan a dated cosmo and a rifle magazine sitting in the bathroom together.
so innocent... our future together :)
me the opposite of Hell...Heaven is knowing peace in your heart, and wherever you go, there Heaven is...not many people are destined to find it and so Hell is a place on earth... 030624
crimson My grandmother used to tell me that when she dies and is in heaven she will look down to see what I was doing. She threatens that if I am doing something bad she will pee on me.

...if heaven existed
constance I'm not going to heaven.
God doesn't like whores.
Except Rahab.
I think he really liked her.
If I were to go..I wouldn't want my roommate there.
I wouldn't want there to be anymore college.
I wouldn't want to be sad anymore.
I hope there's no sex.
chris opioids. 031129
mak can be whatever you make it.

mine comes to me through my friends and other amazing people that i meet.
myriadmoods Heaven is the hole in my heart. 040112
april n heaven is the void. 040202
an observer the ultimate destination

makes life worth living

we all like to trust in promises

there is nothing to lose
knot meat one memory. you live it over and over again on a loop, with no memory that you had just lived this memory over. which memory do you choose? 040301
dakota heaven is when I can breathe in deep and not feel a fear
heaven is when the air is crisp and the trees hang low with leaves
heaven is walking in the rain on a warm summer night in a blue dress
heaven is train tracks and a rope swing and a perfect apple tree
Heaven is long hair and a garden with gnomes
Heaven is knowing your there when your there.
kx21 iLink:- The Heaven of

red door touch me with your black paint to mask my dead nature covering absence fuming into reach bubbling a rich stain 040521
anja recently my sister was talking about moments that tell you what heaven must be like and i couldn`t remember having experienced such a second

maybe it feels like doing the right thing in the right way at the right timt in the right place for the right reason
gja i thought it was where there was endless meat pies 070129
stephshine i thought it was a place where the clouds were made of cotton candy and i sat on them. 070218
skater who told you that? 070218
butterfly in flight For me this is heaven- Jimmy Eat World 070306
flitty bird song rings relief to my longing.
i am just as estatic as they are
but with nothing to say.
Rob Heaven
is where I think I am
when I'm standing in the shower
under a steady stream
of hot water
humming a tune whose words
I forgot, and so
I create new words
personal sounds that will never
never be spoken, only though to
express how I feel
about my hopeless
plans, unrequited
love, and undeserved
what's it to you?
who go