nocturnal mikey is adorable 010309 ... nocturnal thank you. you're the best! 010309 ... mikey the only thing im best at is being me. im the best me anyone could ever be. 010309 ... nocturnal well, I just got home and my own family (except my faithful dog of course) was not here to greet me. 010309 ... mikey at least you got blather! us! 010310 ... nocturnal actually, it's more like just you. not that that's not enough or anything, but I've been blathering for quite a while now and you are the only one who has bothered to respond. course, that's why you're my favourite. I'm still kinda bored and pissed off, though. oh well, whatcha gonna do? 010310 ... mikey im bored to dear. bored bored bored. 010310 ... nocturnal boredom always seems to bring people to blather. it's a good time killer. well, if other people are actually on to respond to what you say. that's always nice. I was all alone for a while there. that probably put me in my mood. I can't stand being ignored. 010310 ... mikey your not being ignored 010310 ... nocturnal I know, I'm just being bitter and stupid. I'm sorry, you can stop bothering to read my crap. I feel like all I've been doing all night is bitching and feeling sorry for myself. I've got to learn to keep those things to myself and not expect other people to care about my stupid petty issues that mean nothing. I think I'll just go now. 010310 ... mikey if you go then i will be here alone you nutcase 010310 ... nocturnal you would honestly rather read my self-pittying crap than be alone? maybe we should find something interesting to talk about, get my mind off of how pathetic I've been the past few hours. oh, and to make it worse, my friend ryan, yeah, he went out w/ one of our friends who swears no one picked up when she called a bunch of times. funny, I've been here all night. I hate liars. but anyway, how are things with you? 010310 ... mikey im actually on the verge of tears, shaking and quite depressed right now. worse i dont feel like explaining it its to complex and i dont feel like typing it out. 010310 ... nocturnal sounds like we're just great company for each other. you're sad about whatever it is you're sad about and I'm completely and utterly alone. might be more helpful if we were able to communicate beyond this cold, flat screen. 010310 ... mikey well i cant email ya to your normal since yo usaid you cant access it! 010310 ... nocturnal I'm using another one to blather right now, though. 010310 ... mikey okee dokee i just emailed ya 010310 ... monadh I am hopeless I can never seem to sleep at night though a part of me is always dreaming 010310 ... johnny west Sleep is overrated. 010310 ... nocturnal I disagree. I love sleep, I just wish I could get more of it. sleep is the most peaceful state, nothing could possibly be of any real trouble to you when you are asleep. I love that. 010310 ... johnny west Sleep is underrated. 010310 ... nocturnal now ya got the right idea. 010310 ... mikey sleep is like sex its underrated if your not getting any! 010310 ... johnny west I'll drink to that!!! (Of course, I sleep TOO much). 010311 ... nocturnal man, I miss johnny. where's he been? 010327 ... johnny west I'm here! I can't believe you missed me. I'm so happy you're back! Yippeeee! 010327 ... nocturnal YAY!!!! of course I missed you fool! you're the funniest blatherer ever. 010327 ... johnny west Well, the least sane blatherer, anyway. I was never really away. I just slipped into different crevices. But YOU...you vanished for a little while. I wasn't the same without you. Now I can be my crazy self again! 010327 ... nocturnal let the flow of insanity now resume. 010327 ... johnny west If you want to read something terrible that makes no sense, check out: singing_about_cows_and_penises. Guaranteed to kill a few brain cells. 010327 ... nocturnal that was awesome. I read it a few times just to make SURE it was absolutely senseless, and you were right. 100% ridiculous. I loved it. 010327 ... nocturnal my quote for the day: "sometimes I rock so hard, I actually cause myself physical pain. being as cool as I am is both a curse and a blessing, kids. be thankful you're just your average self." 010423 ... Dafremen I attribute whatever measure of success I ultimately achieve in life to the mediocrity of my peers. - Roger Dafremen - - - 010424 ... nocturnal I am so not rockin today. I have a final to finish. It won't take that long and it's really not all that difficult, but something, some unidentifiable, incredibly strong force is keeping me from doing it. I am a moron. No, slacker is a better term. No, procrastinator is even more accurate. I'm all these things. I am a wonderful person. I'm good enough, I'm smart enough, and doggonit, people like me. 010503 ... Dafremen Plus you've got WESSON-ALITY. 010503 ... nocturnal otay, kids. I'm off. 'bout to go to the last calculus class of my life. Unless of course there is a hell after all, for eternal damnation surely includes calculus. after that it's off to new_orleans for jazz fest and cinco de mayo!!! I'll talk to y'all upon my return sunday night. lata!!! 010504 ... nocturnal this will be my last ever blather about calculus, I swear. well, unless I get all nostalgic and decide to relive my bitching. but anyway, I want to apologize to everyone for having used up so much damn blather space with my whining and crying about calculus. anyway, I have my final today at 2pm central. please wish me good luck. it's all I got. I sure as hell don't have the knowledge or ability. this has been proven repeatedly. otay, off to "study" this crap for the last time ever in life. 010512 ... Kontrol Ahh..I love the smell of calculus in the morning. it smells like...Kontrol. Good to see you concentrating on your studies my dear. Good luck. 010512 ... nocturnal thanks. I definitely need it. especially since I'm sitting here blathering when I should be studying. one hour left!!! this won't end well. 010512 ... nocturnal otay, well I'm getting disconnected. no one will be able to talk to me for days. this is awful. I don't know what I'm going to do. well, later y'all. 010512 ... denzel Whaddaya mean "disconnected"? What the fuck is that shit? 010512 ... nocturnal well, my fucking dad unplugged my computer without warning. I'll be back tomorrow night. if you're not there, well then. that's too bad. all I have to say is.....take me to bed then or lose me forever. 010512 ... DannyH howmanypeoplecanyoufitonyourbed 010513 ... johnny west I wanted to say goodbye to you last night, but you weren't around. So here it comes. I'm off to Bibione, where I will drink lots of wine and hit on Italian men and women. What fun. See you in a couple weeks. I'll miss ya. 010519 ... nocturnal goddamnit! I'm so sorry. otay...well...not like you'll read this before you get back or anything, but my fucking internet connection has been screwing up and I couldn't get online for more than about 2 minutes for the past 2 days. it seems like it's fixed now, though, so we'll see. anyway, I hope you have/had whatever...fun with all the fat italian women and I'm sooo sorry I didn't get to tell you good bye. 010520 ... johnny breaks out the booze Nevermind that. You've got a job! 010604 ... Dafremen Speaking of a job. How were those Italian women anyhow? I'm assuming that as a tourist in a land full of proud macho and not always particularly tolerant Italian males, you decided against researching the bi and homosexual male population during your visit. If not...how were the Italians in the job department? 010604 ... johnny west Greg (one of the few english-speaking guys I talked to) said that the women were "worth cutting body parts off for". Er...I'm not so sure about that. I think I saw about half a dozen young ladies who I thought were kind of sexy. That was about it. Plenty of breasts and asses (which was enough for Greg - he exclaimed: "Fuck! Even the old chicks are hot!"), but that doesn't do it for me. And, unfortunately, I can't say I found one disgusting fat Italian woman. Although there was that topless one at the pool... And the sex, as expected, was unforthcoming. Jobs of the sexy kind I know nothing of. Shooby dooby doo. 010604 ... Dafremen Perhaps you weren't slutty enough Johnny. Might I suggest that next time you show up in the Hotel restaurant dressed in marinera sauce? If anyone asks what you're doing announce that someone ordered spaghetti with meat sauce and you're there to make sure that person is NOT disappointed. Works every time for me down at the Kiwanis Pancake Breakfast.(I substitute the marinera sauce for melted butter and syrup and mention that I'm "Calcium Enriched" and "Strong enough for a man, but PH balanced for a woman" since I don't care to attract any same-sex consumers.) Armed with this strategy I hardly feel it necessary to wish you good luck on your next European adventure. 010604 ... Dafremen Where ARE you lady? I've been looking all OVER for you. If the water doesn't get to you, the boredom will. - The Dali Lama (on life in exile) 010608 ... nocturnal at work I'm here. the reason I'm a bit quiet today is that I brought a book to read, so I'm not forced to beat the boredom by blathering. I've been posting stuff when someone strikes a mood in me to do so (popular). so sorry. anything in particular you wanted me for, or did you just miss my presence in general? 010608 ... Dafremen I wouldn't go so far as to say I MISSED you so much as I found the lack of your presence unusual. Hows everything going today? 010608 ... nocturnal at work it's so sad how you can't bring yourself to admit that you missed me. but no need, for I am sure that it's true. everything's fine, nothing too exciting. but, since you claim not to miss me, I guess I'll just get back to my book now. good day. 010608 ... Dafremen I don't imagine I even need to TELL you how truly EVIL you can be do I? 010608 ... nocturnal at work only if you want to join my friends when they tell me repeatedly, "damn, liz. you really ARE the devil." 010608 ... nocturnal at work goin home. bad weather. might not get back on today 010608 ... Dafremen __=___=___===____===___=====__=___=__====___=___=___===___=______ __==__=__=___=__=___=____=____=___=__=___=__==__=__=___=__=______ __=_=_=__=___=__=________=____=___=__====___=_=_=__=====__=______ __=__==__=___=__=___=____=____=___=__=___=__=__==__=___=__=______ __=___=___===____===_____=_____===___=___=__=___=__=___=__=====__ 010608 ... Dafremen yuck that didn't come out so good as I had hoped. 010608 ... nocturnal as long as it's decipherable, it's good. I like it. 010608 ... nocturnal goddamn this place practically shut down after I left. that's kinda sad. maybe I should quit my job so that I can make more time to maintain blather during the day. 010611 ... Dafremen I know I'd chip in to maintain ya. (Would that make you a "kept" woman?) 010611 ... nocturnal it just might, and you have NO idea