psycho_babes_free_talk psycho babe Hey everyone whos here!!!!! talk to me, I have all the time in the world! really I do and its sad! 001103 ... god in mexico hey there psycho babe. this is god. i am in cancun for a couple weeks for some r&r. i really am only fluent in chinese, english and palestinian. do you know any spanish? please help me! god 001103 ... psycho babe dear god, Hey, haven't talked to you in a while. I guess I have been talkin to the devil to much lately. So your at cancun? That kicks ass, i should go there someday. No, i really dont speak any spanish, some french though! 001107 ... unique butterfly hey psycho babe. i came back. :) i have a lot to get off my mind. c-ya. 001115 ... SCOTT the cow kicked nelly in the belly in the barn-but why? ok so ok then and all that-5hrs sleep in two days i hate insomnia but i like the strung out feeling is there a happy medium psycho babe? she who knows all and scares all. and hay, how bout them redskins? 001121 ... psychobabe Dont know scott, what you been up to? Not much with me, just chillin, and chatting with you sexy bitch! Are you one of bobbys buds? 001121 ... SCOTT just stumbled on yall-don't know bobby or much about history don't know much about the french i took and sing something ryhming w/cook me sexy???? you are psycho you sexy blathering babe! oh tryiong out for a comedy troupe tonight wish luck-good or bad 001122 ... SCOTT hey psycho, by the way thanks for the email-and i just read what you said about the butterfly and wishing you were dead-we all do sometimes-i wish i were the living dead-sometimes i am, going through the motions w/out any feelings-dead and the dread.., inside-come crucify the dread, time alone. oh time will tell, think your'e in heaven but your'e living in hell. time breaths-sticky and sweet wow-need sleep by babe! 001122 ... guitar_freak psycho, i dislike Bahgia. Acually i dislike ma famille. I dislike them ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!! Did you know that cold is a four letter word? Just like other four letter words, except it is worse!!! 001122 ... psychobabe ????????????????????????????????????????What about cold? Um alright guiterfreak, so I take it your meeting with baghia was a bitch?! Yeah I guess it could be, Hey I ttried to call, where were you? 001122 ... psychobabe Dam scott, I love the way you write and talk! It all makes so much sence, considering that I practically am brainwashed by all these pills that I cant even tell what I feel anymore. I hate the way doctors give you pills to make you feel something that you dont even feel for real! Its all so fake, and that is why I cant stand doctors. I have diabetes, and I have to deal with the practically 24/7 Sometimes, its just to much...... 001122 ... SCOTT life is a struggle, and the pills only confuse the issue. i take em, and now i don't know where i begin, or end. You just gotta take it one lousy day at a time, and it ain't easy. time breathes, trickling silver breath-and seethes w/envy it cries, and we die, slowly while we linger, on this desperate life seeking (always seeking) a new way, and a better day our breath grows short as our lives grow long and every morning we must go on but why? heya psycho babe, i likes your style! 001127 ... psychobabe thats kool scott, i like your style to! It kicks ass!!!!!!! 001127 ... psychobabe heey scott, my buddy becca wants to meet you!?!?! She says, "IT KICKS ASS!!!!!"" She's makeing fun of me, so i dont really care. But e-mail me soon 001127 ... SCOTT hey yeah, I always like to meet new peoples, and power to them!!!! so i'm sitting here, surrounded by light and dark divorced from both i have to find my thought and go in search- of a brand new way gotta be myself disregregard what they say gotta go on my own no place to call my home less you count my mind its not always kind it bleeds at times and seethes w/pain and joy and love it calls the rain silver and blue magic and despair it fills my world and swallows the stare that i see in the mirror and i am smelling like a rose that somebody gave me on my bday deathbed 001129 ... SCOTT oh yeah, ps-as kid rock sings we take too many pills they help to ease the pain 001129 ... SCOTT she's making fun of you?!?!? how dare she, hhhmm dunno bout dat. it's like having a gummi worm crawl through the plane that is swimming in your mind-it happens too often!! i can't find my thoughts or the dreams i send got a fractured spirit but its on the mend have too many visions phantoms through my mind they scream w/echoes 'til i finally find the empty dreams that once were real that life has crushed w/thoughts unreal but i still go on w/my mystic ways i am filled w/wonder every day life cannot break what it cannot find the powers that be i have left behind i am seeking new ways from a future past though i was crushed my spirit is too vast for the demons of dread to crush w/spite i am invoking my power to blind the sight of demon dread and phantoms real they see me now and now i'm healed i'm finally ready now to go on again to you my friend this message i send "we are STARRIDERS" "we are golden dreams" "don't give up" "even though it seems" "that you can't go on" "you can't survive the pain" "i'll lend you my strength" "and so will gain" "a brand new way" "for you and me" "we'll find a new way" "a new way to see" wow, guess i am blathering today! 001129 ... silentbob hi scott im the bobby she was speaking of in an earlier blather on this blathe. how ya doin, king cheese? 001129 ... psychobabe yeah, everyone is writeing in here! No one ever writes in here!? You guyys have made my day, much better. Hows is hanging bobby? haven't talked to you in a while 001129 ... silentbob oh its goin pretty good same old same old still kickin around here ya know how it goes 001129 ... SCOTT HEYA BOB, feeling and doin' like a three cheese pizza, which means i got no idea but it sounded good at the time. heya psycho babe, glad to hear you like the attention, it is a typical human need, ya know somebody please pay attention to me!!! or not later ya'll 001130 ... SCOTT OK MAYBE NOW, "the killing of the past, and coming back to life" I am on my way, but what a way to go about it. Bob, if you are so silent, how come the blather? I know, if I can't understand your silence, I can't understand your words. that's cool. heya psycho babe, just peeked at the ask god, and you are right about him. He's ok for a guy who happens to be a hypocrite (read the bible sometime) I'll get slapped in a bar in San Diego for ya this weekend, later. 001130 ... psychobabe thats kool, aight peoples I heard a funny thing today.......but i cant remember what it was???? Hm,blank memories, ah the feeling. Such a splendor, not knowing whats going on, dont try to make sence of this, but i have no idea what i am talking about. Anyways, hey bob, hows the goldenfinger Cd, I heard its really good, i like the anne difranco one, sarah showed it to me, and i like the way she does her stuff 001130 ... erin the psycho jipsy what is all this? have i found my home? 001130 ... psychobabe um, no this is MY home. 001201 ... SCOTT its a home for anyone who needs it, right? wow, heya psxycho isa back and wondering, u ever held a friends hair back for three hous while wishing you could wash "it" off your arm 001204 ... SCOTT OH YES blue is the thought that thinks itself 001204 ... erin the psycho popsicle juice but i'm a psycho babe too. i'll pay half the rent, c'mon! 001204 ... skankfires S#$*&! 001205 ... SCOTT there are times when the heart wears thin and glasslike reflections of the truth appear to be falsified and imagined w/the heart babble blather babble 001206 ... psychobabe hey, if i let you live here, then you gotta pay half the rent...money these days, everyone use it very carfully!!!! But yeah, this is the house of psychos, to recover, rest, and play hard! 001210 ... SCOTT sometimes at night i run the other direction, thru shadows of silver gleaming w/fearsome fateful glances-taking strength leaving doubt 001212 ... unique butterfly hey hey. i'm talking to ya. yup. erin here. you know. the one that you sat next in study hall. i moved to missouri, 'member??? i betta go. hi. 010117 ... psychobabe dude erin of course i know it was you! come on, how could i forget you! well yea, i haven't really written in blather for awhile, how are my fellow blatherers??? 010119 ... marty Hey, Babe. Whatcha doin sittin here all by yousef? Frumious wants to buy yez a drink 010119 ... Thyartshallshant Hello Psycho Babe. How's it going? Good? That's nice. I'm like you were (assuming your not still), I have all the free time in the world and no one to talk to. I just sit and blathe and chat and blathe and check my email. I'm attracted to writing to you because of the inclusion (why am i writting with such big words??) of the words "pyscho" and "babe" in your name. You and I can get along. I'm taken (ha, it scares me sometimes too) but we can still be friends. I enjoy masturbating, blathering, making jokes, masturbating, and just in general doing not much of anything. Well, see ya around sometime, laters - Thy 010119 ... SCOTT hey babe, sup? how was yer xmas/new years? mine? was in a hospital for "suicidal tendencies" still should be i think. almost out of strength did my comedy act on the 2nd of jan and the 20th, did ok but did not have the ability to feel anything but depressed nor do i now, sux huh. think you once wrote that you hate when doctors give you something to feel someway that you don't-me i dont care anymore- kindness is a fools pursuit, creulty a madmans, i lay somewhere between right now 010123 ... Thyartshallshant on hiatus A suicidal comedian. We should make a club Scott. 010123 ... SCOTT great idea, ya think we could get the overdose prone to join? 010125 ... Thyartshallshant I can be persuasive! When I'm not stabbing myself in the leg! 010125 ... SCOTT tell ya wha, i shall do it for ya you can whap me w/a hammer, norse style great act, pain and comedy as one representative of our so-called culture and beliefs psychobabe, where art thou? 010126 ... psychobabe hello, i am here my friends. just not had much time for myself or life in fact. :p oh fucking well, listening to my fav. music, Mariyln manson, ICP, Rancid, Jack off jill, ya know the types, their allllllllllll great! "take your hatred out of me, make your victim my hate, you never ever believed in me, i am your tourniquet" "They slit our throuts, like we were flowers, and our milk has been divoured...when you want it, goes away to fast, times you hate it, always seems to last, just remember when you think your free, then crack inside your fucking heart is me" In the words of my friend manson to you all. Write to me soon~ 010209 ... unique_butterfly hey, sup katie. yeah. its erin. i'm bored. i was talking to holly. she and i have been e-mailing a lot and well, when we actually talk on msn, there's nothing to say. haha. there's no hot topic around here :( well, i'm feeling inspired. that's why i'm here. to write. a lot. too many thoughts. aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh. hehe. bye. 010309 ... psychobabe hey hey!