trust
me? as ive said before, we don't often trust others, but maybe we trust ourselves a little more than we should?

2:
(this argument may potentially be bull shit)
to scientific thinkers, followers of modern western civilization, the people who argue that they can't believe things that they cannot feel through their own senses (this includes me) - so you sit there denying the words of some multi-thousand year old books, religious things like god etc., on accounts that there is no proof no evidence, that you cannot see these things yourselves. but how much of science do you take as Absolute Truth because some scientist in some journal ... very likely the scientist didn't experience it directly either, but through some sort of machine like a computer... but then the machine can be thought of as an extension of the senses for the one who uses it... and the word 'theory' plays a very important part. they do not often state that what they have found is the Absolute Truth, but instead what they think is a likely answer based on their interpretation of information (and what is information without interpretation?...) ... so i'm guessin that most of you catch this theory stuff, but some go ranting about that it's all absolute truth damn gammit...
now i've thoroughly lost my train of thought. did i have any point? maybe... i've seen the rings around saturn. i've seen the moons of jupiter. i've seen clouds of stars in the sky.
so what happened to old god?
i pulled out good ol' occam's razor.
seen how god(s) could be created by man.
simpler. slice.

but should i be so sure?
hehehe. i'd just prefer to live and not worry.
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gaudior i trusted him
i did, i was such a fool
i knew he would hurt me if he could, if only he could
he was just biding his time until my guard was down
and then he ripped out my heart without even listening for the sound of my utter heartbreak

never again, i swore
never will he destroy my very soul
and yet
and yet
i would let him do it
for just three little words
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BOOM! i trust him
he trusts me
i don't trust myself
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kari If you take a scientist's word on something you haven't ever experienced yourself, you're trusting him the same way lots of people trust in their religions. The reason I don't trust in religion is because I have seen religion and it makes me sick. People will do anything you want them to do if you threaten them with eternal punishment or offer to reward them eternally... 000127
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tarin perhaps i should have written it here, instead of in sophistry. 000509
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birdmad A good Hal Hartley film.
1990, i think.

i like it, but i can't watch it anymore because the lead actress, Adrienne Shelly, looks too much like someone i thought i knew.

And Martin Donovan's character is a lot like i was (and maybe still am) during that time
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silvre impossible.
never believe in anything or anyone unless its God. not religion, but God Himself (or Herself). the only thing that will always be there and will always stand for the same thing, at least as long as you're around.
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shiva i trusted her
she trusted me with her life
but she didn't trust herself

boom.
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SCOTT TRUSTING=FOOLISHNESS 001109
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marissa seems to be the point between lies and the truth. you have to know which is which. 001111
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kx21 Level of Trust = no. of Truth -
no. of Lies

The SCIENCE: Tell more Truth
THE ART : Tell less Lies

The Reality:
NOBODY can be trusted as
Everybody Lies, either intentionally
or unintentionally.
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daanuh I wish i could trust. I dont trust anyone. I barely trust myself. 001112
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kx21
Are you sure you never tell lies in the past, present and future?
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the pope (lee ranaldo) "we make up what we can't hear, then we sing all night... 001113
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chanaka in the eye of the beholder....
i trust you you trust me
but how MUCH do you trust me?
is it as much as i trust you?
measured in words trust is deceiving
because there is no
certainty in words
only areas of gray which i find
untrustworthy
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kx21 There are infinite GRAY areas in you, especially your mind.

Can you be trusted?

And Who can be trusted?
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kx21 I Trust You is
a Universal Lie and
a Universal Tool
used to maintain inappropriate relationships between I and You.
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Deniedu trust faith
are you a liar
lie to me
trust me
faith
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misspudding we begin life full of it
we end life hoping that we have it
we spend the in-between time wondering what it really is and seeking it
it's all we really want
give me a little of yours, i'll give you a little of mine in return
please open up?
love
trust
openness
give
all
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Aimee I have issues with trust, because anyone I've ever trusted has hurt me. I honestly don't know how I can be so open here, maybe it's easier because no one can really hurt me cause they don't know me. I've always been someone who makes sure that there is a labyrinth of lies leading to who they really are... an effective defense mechanism. I think one day, once all the wounds have healed, I'll be able to trust people who aren't just on blather. 010307
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kx21 t1) Trust & God

Trust is the Universal tool for Liar

What is the Universal tool for God?
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unique butterfly i do not trust myself.
where do you learn to trust yourself?
i do not trust my friends.
where do you learn to trust your friends?
i do not trust the world.
where do you learn to trust the world?
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vampers trust yourself, trust your heart more, the mind lies, but the heart never will 010325
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elisabeth something that you have lost from me and you are never getting it back. 010325
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kx21 From God to Man:-

Trust me unconditionally and you will be given a chance to be a member of the HEAVEN.
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MexPanther trust is an issue today...you can't even trust your best friends today, cause you never know what they're capable of... "Don't trust anybody"--Steve Austin 010325
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kx21 Refined version...

The Greatest Love of GOD to MAN:-

Trust me unconditionally and you will be given a seat in the HEAVEN...
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*Ziima* I have no true trust for anyone, with anyone, or in anyone. I just dont trust. I've been hurt too many times. Trust isnt an option. 010401
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birdmad betrayal 010402
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elisabeth something that i need to find in you. something i need to do again 010411
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13 i can't fucking believe she did that when she knows i like him she's probably happy now too which is the worst and he didn't even ask about me i bet BECAUSE HE DOESN'T EVEN FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME 010411
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nocturnal is something you work to earn only to make it easier to betray. 010411
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as i tryed a new dealer this time (i was gettin some pot for my vacation next week) and the fucken bitch trys to cheat me. i told her i wanted $50 worth, about a half... and the whore gives me like a dime short. i forgot to check what she gave my when i was buyin but as soon as she drove away i realived she fucken screw me. i guess its the first and last time i buy from that cock sucken whore 010411
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marissa "Love all trust a few.Do wrong to none; be able for thine enemyrather in power than use; any keep thy friend Under thine own lifes key; be checked for silencebut never taxed for speech." 010603
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constella i thought i could trust you
you dirty little theif
i thought i could belive you
when you said you would never hurt me
i thought i really knew you
you filled my head with impossible lies

you have taken away my heart
and ripped it into pieces
so that i may never love again

you have taken away my soul
and eaten it for your own delight
so that i may never be myself again

you have taken my trust
and trampled it in pleasure
so that i can never trust again

you took myself away from me
and then touched it with you dirty hands
so i can never be the same
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kx21 The dilemma:-

Which comes first

(Chicken) Trust yourself or

(Egg) Trust other, e.g. God etc.. ?
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kx21 Given that you got problem to trust yourself fully...

Can you really trust others?
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kx21 Is it possible:-
Trust without a set of beliefs?
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The Truth trust involves lowering your own defenses, and placing your interests in the hands of another. This is complicated for some people because they have been hurt by people they trust, i.e. conditioned (or taught) to distrust others. Those who never make the effort (and it is quite an effort for some) to RELEARN trust, live a dissatisfied, incomplete existence. 010725
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redheadedmexican Trust is used to destroy the indivisual but in the process it helps society. 010819
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confusion who knows 010918
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Stephin_Merritt Here is a partial list of things that are making me nervous today, none of which I feel comfortable telling him, and to all of which he would say either a) "get over it", or b) "what's it gonna take to get you to trust me?"

1. There might never have been a ticket on hold to begin with, because

2. he was willing to fly blind until he actually had to do it, and

3. there was the weird $250 limit. That's less than I paid the first time. That's less than I'd pay now. Not to mention,

4. since when is he scared of terrorists, and

5. on the phone he was ready to do anything, but he ended up doing nothing.

I told him it was no big deal, it was his choice. And so, he made his choice. Well I would have bought the ticket. THAT's why I'm nervous. THAT's why I feel like a sucker. Because I would do what he did not. Maybe eventually he'll be reading all this. Honey, my feelings are hurt.

And I don't think I want to spend Christmas in Florida after all.
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kx21 It's a unique object of speculation or bubble...

Be aware or alert when someone said
I really trust you...
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zoe dreaming of god 020120
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me no more 020308
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Stephin Merritt Wow, four months later and here I am again. Ain't a damn thing changed.

The essential, crystalline core of whatever excuse you will give me tomorrow: You are selfish.

It was one of the first things you ever admitted to me and ain't a damn thing changed.

And please stop saying how alike we are; the more I learn, the more I take offense at the notion.

Fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou.
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phil You can actually trust me. 020308
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cheer-up-emo-kid I have absolutely no trust in him. he lies to me. always. Ive forgiven him so many times. but Im having fun and I have someone to talk me to sleep. and he hasnt gotten my pregnant... and I dont want to be alone. so Im going to be stupid and forgive him once again and keep on drifting through this. 020527
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fucked once too often Anger burns through my blood
and congeals in my brain.
You know how much you have hurt me
and I am fool enough to belive you won't do it again.
At times I can almost believe the sincerity of your appareant care.

And, so
very very
- foolishly

I allow myself to trust you again.

And then harder still you bite.
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magdalena Trust.

I love you.

It grows with trust.
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