so_fucked fucked once too often Fuck this fucking house. Give me some other place to live. Give me some other place where I CAN live, instead of sitting here dying slowly. IT's all soooo fucked. It's all fucked to hell. I can't afford anything else, I spend money to try and relieve my depression, and have none left to move on with. Fuck! I am buried under here somewhere, being so heavily smothered by the day. If I were elsewhere I could face the daylight, but here I only want to sleep through it. If I were elsewhere I could live the day through, but here I only want to end it. Give me someplace else to live, someplace where I can live, instead of dying slowly each day. 020623 ... h|s|g This world is so fuct. I have to wonder if my soul is sustainable. Simply, we live nonsustainably. It's obvious on the material_plane so I have to wonder about sustainable_consciousness It would seem that if our extension of our idea of self is paralleled to what we would need to do to survive on this Earth than for continuous_consciousness kindness would be the only manner my will could handle forever. The commonality is communication affecting a sort of synergy that is indispensable. 110307 what's it to you? who go blather from