loneliness me? Love is only loneliness Divided by another Love is only living for the lonely Love is only loneliness Divided by another And I know that life is lonely 991111 ... BoofPixie is for those who take themselves too seriously. 000308 ... reviuquer thou art more female than male (for example, posts today on girls and women) 000326 ... silentbob Loneliness is my constant friend. whenever i have no one else, i know loneliness will always be there for me. Loneliness is the one person it seriously wouldn't matter if i told "Fuck Off" too, and believe me, i've tried. it doesn't work. 000604 ... michael like a tiger with a big slab of intimacy to chase away the loneliness, but it can't be caught and is always hiding in the hurting. 001224 ... j_blue when i was 8 years old, i was listening to the depeche_mode song, somebody, off of my sister's record, some_great_reward, and realized that i was going to spend most of my life alone. its funny, but that was only true for a little while. these days i am in demand, obligation sucks. anyway, whatever 001224 ... Barrett if you are alone on Christmas, please avoid listening to Pink Floyd The Wall. I do it to torture myself, but that's just me... 001224 ... florescent light My mouth is dry It lingers in the anticipation of water And I am lonely- I tell myself I shouldn't be It's not socially correct to feel lonely. I convince everyone around me of my happiness; including myself. But when night comes and I am alone the thirst plagues me. And when I do have some water oh how it poisons. And suddenly tastes bland - quenching my thirst- I knock over the cup in frustration. And I revel in my new found freedom. Until my soul thirsts for more. Always wanting what I can't have. Happiness is unattainable. 010125 ... birdmad message_in_a_bottle 010125 ... Dafremen ...is my best friend. Guess we all die alone at the end. THEY'LL be lonely, I'm with an old friend. Guess the last laugh is mine in the end. 010216 ... G_wiz13 something suffered by many. I can be around a large group of people and still feel Lonely.Its because hardly anyone understands me. there are 3 people who really understand me. they are my best freind shawn(Thyarshallshant) my girlfreind Susie and one of my other freinds. 010216 ... ? I will never experience lonliness As long as you are with me I can breath for you Smile for you Live for you As long as you don't leave me I will never be lonely 010314 ... Joseph It was only 1am and I just got home, Tonight my girl was out so I got home alone, I walked through my door and just stood there starring - at my empty life through a switched off television, I sat in bed and just watched tv, its one way to help me feel not so lonley, cant sleep or rest, feeling really alone Its 4 am now I pick up the phone Cant get hold of my sweet on her mobile phone. I go to call my girl at home, I feel so bad, I feel so alone Theres no reply, maybe she's out, I wait a while I have a doubt I try her on her mobile again, she picks up - what can I say? She talks to me and asks whats up, I say to her "not much" Couldn't sleep, just tossing and turning since I got in Her voice begins to settle me in. The next day we speak, "hi, whats up?" She's upset with me cos she thinks I was checking up, I wasn't at all, just lonley you see How can I tell her that, she'll think I'm a weed? What can I say, what can I do, I'm empty and lost and lonley too. 010610 ... nemo i'm lonely, so fucking lonely. its just something that wont leave me alone untill i've found a way to kill it or be killed by it......... (evil, yet confused, laugh) 010611 ... kingsuperspecial pick one - suffer the feeling of being pulled apart by chaining you legs and arm to the bumpers of 4 Cummins 10 wheel dump trucks going 4 different directions go through life needing desparately to know that someone loves you unconditionally and will never betray you, while at the same time knowing with ever fiber of your being that this will never happen because nobody can be trusted that deeply, that no matter what they say or do, they will some day turn and abandon you. 010721 ... Photophobe_burning If only we had that choice. Funny, though. If I were to offer the painful violent death option to you, and you accepted, I'd go to jail. :) Stupid clouds on my shoulders. I'll never be lonely when I'm full of dark energy. But is pain by angst really preferable to pain by lonliness? I can't decide. I'll bear the driving force for as long as I need to. Then I'll be lonely and weak again, until I can pick up the helltrail again. 010721 ... Casey It and I are now almost like one being. I no longer try to run from it, but embrase it. And I can't run from it. I know it will follow me where ever I go. I have to face it head on. I am cursed with it, so I might as well make the most of it. Maybe I should take up origami. 010721 ... Gollum when your hand falls asleep while you're masturbating. 010721 ... transatlantic ..is when you are crying inside but the room is full of happy people 010820 ... Shugarhi Loneliness is just a highway of painful thoughts and remorse is just a way of letting go. 010920 ... oh in love i want you. but do you want me? 011005 ... nah....! unbelievably agonizing. 011113 ... Aimee emptyness is loneliness and loneliness is cleanliness and cleanliness is godliness and god is empty, just like me. 011114 ... j_blue sometimes i think you are a drug sometimes a death sentence i used to assume that most people grow to be happy now i think that happiness (and satisfaction) are things we really must be concerned with i see too many people struck ill by loneliness, and wish that circumstance would allow me to take it from them 020129 ... schroedinger I don't know why I'm so afraid afraid to be alone in the world because it's all about me my world - my life - my thoughts my hopes - my choices - my dreams but what are these without another I love you 020324 ... no reason the cottage felt so surreal...spent the entire weekend being happy and not lonely and realizing and remembering what it was like. then i came home, and everything is back the way it was and has been for so long. makes it harder now to accept things the way they are, when i had a sweet taste of what they could be. 020527 ... Eric I get lonely sometimes. 021016 ... Chase everything lost nothing gained nothing changed still the same except for the death felt in every breath this is life this is sorrow maybe it'll all be a dream tommorow probally not but i will cope after all there's always hope 030201 ... cube "The lonely one offers his hand too quickly to whomever he encounters." (Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche) ³ 030202 ... theonegodforgot Always looking for something, but always ending up with nothing. Mistakes will be made, the past will sometimes shade, but will forever remain. "this quote means something different for every person, hope it helps you in some way" 030212 ... delial how to fight loneliness: smile all the time shine your teeth til meaningless and sharpen them with lies and whatevers going down will follow you around thats how you fight loneliness you laugh at every joke drag your blanket blindly and fill your heart with smoke and the first thing that you want will be the last thing you ever need that's how you fight it just smile all the time 030319 ... drunk with rum and lonely lovely confusion How is it possible to be lonely when you're not alone? Why? It's not fair. When you have someone, you shouldn't be alone. But I was...I was so deeply, inexplicably alone. I still am, but now I'm supposed to be. Now I really am alone. But before, he was there. I spent every day and night with him. We were always together, but I was alone. He was there, but he wasn't really there. He didn't hold me the same way as he used to, he didn't talk to me with the same tone, or look at me with that amazing look he used to give me. He didn't want me. There was no desire, no romance anymore. No love...and an intense love at the same time. I loved him, maybe I still do. I don't know. I just know that I'm lonely...and I know that he is too, well I think he is. Maybe not, I don't know. But I miss him. Loneliness is such a horrible feeling. 030604 ... jane eats away from the inside like acid but you don't know it's there until it's too late 030605 ... Mahayana at times like tonight i wish things were the way they used to be that i was loved by the friends i used to have... i made a sacrifice between my friends and for a woman i loved ... it was always just her and i and thats the way she perferred it ...and i didnt mind after i got used to it... years went on and i thought i had made the better choice and as time went on even further i questioned my actions... we were partners and best friends ... time went on and so did she ... i lost not only a partner but my best friend, my only friend. although if i hadnt perhaps taken those wrong actions i wouldnt be with the one i love now ... however, i cant help but to wonder and esp. on certain nights when im alone, its late, and i just need to hear the comforting voice of someone i love and that someone who loves me ... i really miss my friends ... maybe nights like these wouldnt hurt as much if you were here with me, my love, but you are not and i understand that you wont be able to till approx 11-12 months from now ... on nights like these though i hardly feel worthy enough to even live anymore and she once told me that she was surprised i could live without her, im surprised that i lived at all, im still surprised im still living... im doing more then well in school- im growing in ways i never thought i could, yet im still so alone and just wanting to feel loved [to feel love-able] to feel love [& my words are lacking, & the flow is jagged, not even worthy enough for blather anymore... living is going through the motions going through the motions when i dont wanna stop long enough to see the reflections] its all a blur all a blur 030606 ... poul gunner exner loneliness is for one person only. and i take your hand and my fingers are like foreign coins in your palm i have payed for your body i have payed for mine with a language we don`t understand 030607 ... a sweet girl i owe you then 030607 ... minnesota_chris re: drunk with love, etc. above Loneliness disappears when you have someone who cares about you, wants to know how you are feeling. Someone who would come to your funeral and actually feel bad that you're gone. And spend time with that person. It's possible to be sleeping with someone and still have nobody who cares. 030607 ... /anon i always feel lonely even if i have someone. im defective 030607 ... Meridian She wanted the attention. She had expected it. But she didn't get it. So now she was out spending money to make herself feel better. She was on the net. She was blathering. She was running away, because she was lonely. Self pity. Guilt enveloped her. As usual, the solution was right there, but inside a titanium can.