remorse hoodrat i regret that I have let so many things pass by without notice. so many people, so many experiences, so much life. 010405 ... Aimee I'm sorry... I'm so sorry. I wanted to be perfect. I thought I could do it. I can't though. I can only be me.. I'm damaged though. I'm so sorry.. I just wanted you to see me as wonderful.. witty.. confident.. perfect. I just can't do it. My 5 months is up. 010723 ... discretion Remorse ... we feel it every instant of our existence. The need to say I'm sorry, yet the desire to fight that necessity. Such a controversial word ... without remorse, the world would be cold and bitter and impersonable, with remorse comes hate and tears and agony. What is better ... to have a world that can suffer or to have one stoic to all pains and agonies? The happy always have pains, while those who have distanced themselves from the world know no pains. Which, my friends, is better? 011120 ... helpless that isn't true there is always pain if you loved somebody 040215 ... .fallen in order to feel remorse does that mean you must have regrets? hmmm.... certain life paths leave no room for regrets .... thou_art_god do_as_thou_wilt these words mean nothing 040302 ... unhinged i have a bunch of it for all the people i wasted my life on. the wall i built because of those people. for the overwhelming sadness i almost didn't live through because i forgot about the people that honestly cared about and loved me. i shouldn't be counting the people that love me like i count money. i am lucky enough to have any at all. 'you know you're down when you count the friends you have but you only use one hand' yeah, well.... at least i have one person to call that actually cares when all you stupid motherfuckers have left me in the dirt for what you can't get out of me anymore. 'even nice people have a breaking point' 040303 ... . . 050109 ... kudos i seek koalas upon this joint 050225 ... blue_j I have never felt this more in my life than now Heartbreaking to know that Never, never, never Will I find someone again That will love me as much As I love them Want me as much As I want them Care as much As I care Want to watch me sleep As much as I want to watch them Want to hold me As much as I want to hold them Remorse To let go and lose definitely And then realize exactly what it is you're missing out on 070108 ... f_a Let's exchange naughty for cold, heartless bitch. This may come back to haunt me. Let god know I took note, don't send someone else my way to tell me about the virgin Mary, you're a little too obvious. Maybe that's good. 110502 ... vooltan Chumpy’s Remorse is a quaint soup dungeon. The finest of musty basement beer bars. Find it before it finds you — I speak from inexperience. The soup of the day is Chump Chowder, and the secret ingredient is Datura. Good luck 180506 what's it to you? who go blather from