Danny am I supposed to defy you? Are you wrong? should I hate you and fight you and kill you and forget you? but you're there, you're always, always there 990209
adam is one thing that no one can fight against, trust me. those things in life that seem permanent are the ones most apt to change. 990303
velouria in every little desire 990402
ceorl can't say how, but the face in the mirror has changed... 990422
daxle I finally figured out that it takes a long time to change myself, but it's worth it. Not only that, but it gives me time to make sure I'm making good changes. 990504
megan you go through it so often without realising,
yet when others do it seems so huge, such a great deal, and you're so scared that their feelings will change with them, and that they'll no longer love you.
jared_d The only sure thing in life. What's the deal with those new quarters though? They look like that infernal Canadian money. Hosers. 990923
Briar Lee i've decided i don't like it
but i need it to get what i want
it's like, i hate where i am
but i fear where i could be
which gives you kind of a heirarchy
of those feelings power
andrea the best part of sharing a friendship with someone else is that they allow you to change without stopping you or withdrawing their support based on the alterations you've made to your life 991222
loner I'm scared of it...And scared of not doing it. Ain't that nice? 000114
Midnight Bliss why am i afraid of it? i can't explain it. i know change is normal, but why do i try so hard to avoid big changes? why do i run from an opportunity of change? where did this fright develop? i wish i could confront my fear and face a change. change is around me everyday yet i don't seem to be bothered by everyday change, only big i just weird? or is this normal? 000402
Brad it's normal. 000402
MollyGoLightly I'm a change junkie. I'd move to a different continent every week if I could. Change my hair color, my way of dress. My name. Meet a hundred new people every day. Live in hotels.
Use disposable silverware. That's my idea of heaven....
people change
and how
these things go

but please
don't ever change
because forever
is such a long time
Zoe change is what happends when you least expect it. you think that you finally have yourself figured out, that you finally found out what makes you tick, and then you go and change on yourself. how rude! 000717
somebody everday i get farther away from who i was and closer to who i want to be, and every day i change...i am the combination of a ten thousand yesterdays tiniest decisions. 000911
birdmad time may change me 000911
kx21 Never Change : Wise Man.

Ever Change : Common Person.

Forever Change : Fool.

Any Wise Man in this Universe?
startfires i asked if there were still rats in the hallway
she said "some things are like the weather
never see 'em change for the better"
kx21 Change is a constant.

We and Our mind, body , thinking, feeling, elements, etc. changed every minute, second, ...
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO everyone changes and it cant be helped but wether u change for good or bad is your not ignor change or pretend that it isnt there..because u wil get left behind wondering where everyone else has gone 001231
kx21 c1) Is it true that Everybody wishes / wants to change for the Good? 010101
misstree everyone wants change, in some way...
to be a little thinner, a little smarter, a little more responsible with money... a little more spiritual... but change is so hard, the little deaths and rebirths, letting one thing go so you can embrace another...

letting one go so you can embrace another...
valis yessir
the smell,
the torn clothes,
the tin can with a sign
pouring out some terrible tale

the people on these streets
are hungry for change

so i give 'em some
and walk on home
the elf king Last night I told her what he had said...told her what he had threatened. I told her that I couldn't take it anymore, and I was moving out next year, when I turned 18. It was dark, and we were sitting on my bed. I was holding Jasmine, but Jasmine didn't seem to realize what we were talking about, because she kept twisting around in my arms and meowing so we would pay more attenton to her. So anyway, I told her, and she just sat there, apparently mesmerized by the light fixture on the ceiling. I waited a long, long time for her to say something. Finally she did. Leaning against the wall, and staring at the ceiling, she whispered, "I thought he was going to change." He's not, because he doesn't want to. I could have told her that. I feel like a child whispering in the midst of chaos. And when the chaos is over, all that's left is the whisper of a child...and everyone is finally silent, knowing that the child is right, and was right all along. If only they had listened sooner, before the glass was in shards on the floor, and before the fear crept all around the house, forcing us into a dark silence...But now it's too late, and we are paralyzed by we can't light a candle, because it's too dark too find the matches... 010214
Chrity go to:
jake This dizziness never seems to end...

Drunk...and sitting...and thinking...

CHANGE....never comes when i'm ready.
jesse tell them all she wont be back
cause she needed a change
turned away from her fears
she's been falling down
tell them all shes gunna be
just listen to me
cause she needed the friends
because she will always be
cause she will always know me...
Erin Sometimes
a wave of idiosyncrazies
Consume my thoughts
Worries on the inside
I'm always on the outside
You were always beside me
Now you seem ahead of me
Frequent spats
of unjustified love
are never fully complete
when I speak to you
Believe in my dreams
Tell me things you love
You say you'll never change
And everythings alright
When I least feel secure
Just speak to me
Your littlest fears
and we'll sit back and speak
Of when things used to be off-beat...
nanny i would hope so, for all things that are good, i would like to have my sanity back. 010909
Skalar is the only constant in this universe. The only thing we can't change is the fact that everything changes. 010910
kx21 Mutation... 010911
kx21 A string to mutability... 010911
kx21 A string of mutability... 010911
Gnos Yidari A slow and complete change
is a permanent change.
ilovepatsajak no! i won't. 011101
bird oddity Every time
I thought
I'd got it made
It seemed the taste was not so sweet
So I turned myself to face me
But I've
never caught a glimpse
Of how the others must see the faker
I'm much too fast
to take that test
god ch ch ch ch changes (turn and face the strange) 011101
Seeker You sit across from me telling me the
winds of change are blowing us apart.
Syrope maybe i should hold on to myself a little tighter. people change me so easily, and i dont even mind. it always backfires....always.... 020401
werf www 020407
cheer-up-emo-kid I took a moment from my day
wrapped it up in things you say
mailed it off to your address
you'll get it pretty soon unless
the packaging begins to break
and all the points I tried to make
are tossed with thoughts into a bin
time leaks out my life leaks in

you won't find moments in a box
and someone else will set your clocks
I took a moment from my day
wrapped it up in things you say
and mailed it off to you
stir-fried neither black nor white or a spot in either, I am immune.
An empty circle I reside, am I change itself.....?
*silent screams what do u want me to do? i'm not going to change who i am so i can live up to your standards...ever.

You can either love me or hate me, there's no inbetweens...

...and if u hate me, my guess is that u probably don't even know me, bc if u did, i'm *almost* positive you'd change your mind.
jonh a great man one told me (indirectly)
"when life is hard you have to change"
oh so true.
Perspective_of_Soul Without it i shall never die and with it i shall never die on the inside. 030326
Blind Melon I don't feel the sun's coming out today
It's staying in, it's gonna find another way
As I sit here in this misery I don't think I'll ever see the sun from here
And, oh, as I fade away, they'll all look at me and say,
Hey, look at him - I'll never live that way
But that's ok, they're just afraid to change

When you feel your life ain't worth living, you've got to stand up
And take a look around you, then look way up to the sky
And when your deepest thoughts are broken, keep on dreamin', boy,
'Cause when you stop dreamin it's time to die
And as we all play parts of tomorrow
Some ways we'll work and other ways we'll play
But I know we can't all stay here forever
So I want to write my words on the face of today
...And then they'll paint it

And, oh, as I fade away, they'll all look at me and say,
hey, look at him and where he is these days

When life is hard you have to change
chiv I surely do, what kind of a rustic avenger that might be though? 030326
Saz something David Bowie said quite often 030512
nomatter give you the gun
blow me away
reue the bend in the road isn't the end of the road, unless you fail to make the turn. 031010
neverisalways Flow unflow
In seeing that which we cannot comprehend we fractionallize
Therefore pure sensasion is nil
Interpreted by our perception,
But isn't that what gives us reason?'
Reason is an influence on perception
Sensed experiences give us reason
Therefore existence is not the human experience
And the human experience is not reason
Nor is it sensasion'
It is human
It is what it means to be spiritual
And good and right
And bad and wrong
I really need to get laid more often
heh heh heh heh
human "experience"
heh heh heh heh
Jay Fidelis uncertainty.
the knowing that you are in bad shape, but afraid of what to do now. difference.
the knowing you are about to change, whether it is by staying the same, or making a difference
it is the unknown. the untried. not the worn path, trodden by the mindles cattle off to be slaughtered, or are tehy off to greener pastures? You will never know until you reach then end
temtpation into the great unknown.
soaring out above the clouds, waiting, praying, hoping that you don't tumble and come crashing to the ground.
broken wings, crying out for help
joy shattered in an instant
peace found in eternal sleep
or, you might find that you do have wings to fly
you can soar and be free and wild as you could possibly imagine. then again, you could be gone.
these all are things that will never be unless you take the first step off the egde
seeker is always for the better in the end 031205
falling_alone so it was only a variation.
and i had the same bed, cover, same sheets.
same pillow.
so it wasn't really a change.
only a variation in the way i fell asleep.
laying my head where feet previously lay.
nothing really changed.
i still slept soundly.
wake up.
still woke up normally, listening to her yell.
wake up.
i realized my head was where my feet should lay.
wake up.
so it was only a variation.
and nothing really changed.
zeke is a form of entropy 040203
zeke delineates time 040203
zeke back 040203
zeke destroys the present 040203
zeke is a verb and a noun 040203
zeke stasis is a form of change 040211
her royal highness the quirk "things change and so have i" 040314
swarthy Everything is subject to change 040403
z even the hypothetical 040404
z requires observation 040502
* M_Theory - Absolute Constant *
kx21 M Hint: Find Bush... 040502
dosquatch ___ in my pocket. 040503
broken nothing ever changes.. chivarly is dead 040528
minnesota_chris do you like chivalry? Would you like to bring it back? 040528
shivers deftones 040528
Gregory Majewski if the sky above your head turns red like blood thou shall fall upon your knees and die 040607
IMRAANOS Not exacelt the same anymore 040608
laced change loves, thoughts, perceptions of someone. suddely one day you love somebody else 040628
dan change from bondage age limit shitass to liberation frem traps wahhhhhhh 040719
me how do you effect the masses
and pacify them

while you steal their soul?

love & hate Things cannot change for i will not let them. Change is good, as long as it is good change. But now, its not. Change is bad, i hate it! 040728
once again Expect change. Accept change. Embrace change.

Good? Bad? He's the guy with Time.

((and he's got sexie shoulders))
z Change is the sideshow to catastrophy's circus. 040728
nighean_siofra i'm changing
i don't know why
tossing and turning
thinking till my head hurts
second guessing myself
questioning my morals
my thoughts
ideas and memories
to the point of ridiculousness
i become something i'm not
something i hide
my inner turmoil
that threatens to destroy
my peace of mind
sahba im changing
yeah i guess it happening
im finally softening up
she was responsible for some of it
but what the hell
when it goes down it all goes down
and when its up all you can do fly
and walks on the lake now bring nostalgia unlike other times

i told myself you wont
but i fell
i fell really deep this time
after all
how long could i try not to be
sahba dammit 040917
Ivory I've been thinking a lot about old friends, new friends, good friends, bad friends, non friends... people change. Sometimes people "hear the voice of God." Sometimes they "see the light." Sometimes they "wake up and smell the coffee." There are lots of names for it, but basically it boils down to just that. People change.

A lot of times, the change is for the better. People who went through highschool thinking it was a fucking popularity concert finally realize that all this time they've been worried about being assholes was wasted, and they become better people.

And then sometimes it isn't for the best. Sometimes people start out really great, and then they just do a complete 180 and become someone else. It doesn't make them a bad person. It doesn't make them a better person. It just makes them someone else.

That's happened to me a lot lately. My friends become different people. These new person that they become may be wonderful, good people, but I'll never know because I don't know them at all anymore.

I've made new friends, and I've lost old friends. And then some of my closest friends have drifted away. Through no fault of my own and no fault of their own really... it just happens. People grow apart all the time. They don't mean for it to happen, or in some cases, maybe they do. Who knows.

All I know is I miss them sometimes. Not always, but sometimes. I miss the people I fell in love with, and I don't understand how someone who looks the same, sounds the same, ... even smells the same can be so different from the wonderful person I once knew.

Hm. Life is funny that way.
Ivory Rawr.
Stupid typeos.

Forgive me.
Snook I have not let the world change, But I have let the world change me. 051115
erin. Youíve changed
The sparkle in your eyes is gone
Your smile is just a careless yawn
Youíre breaking my heart
Youíve changed

Youíve changed
Your kisses now are so blasť
Youíre bored with me in every way
I canít understand
Youíve changed

Youíve forgotten the words I love you
And the memories that weíve shared
Youíve ignored all the stars up above you
I canít realize that you ever cared
Youíve changed

Youíre not the angel I once knew
No need to tell me, I know weíre through
Itís all over now
Youíve changed

Youíve forgotten the words I love you
And the memories that weíve shared
You ignore all the stars up above you
I canít realize that you ever cared
Youíve changed

Youíre not the angel I once knew
No need to tell me, I know weíre through
Itís all over now
Youíve changed

--Joni Mitchell.
lantaren/venster i love how blather never changes. people come, people go. but there's still the same names as when i first stumbled across this place...oh, 5 years ago? could be 6.

and once you leave the recent page, with all its reminders of how things have changed, then its just like it always was.
no reason sometimes you just can't
sometimes people just don't

it is what it is and they are who they are
In_Bloom I used to believe few people can really change, at least in the areas they're most passionate about but I have shown myself some new tricks
Neither proud nor destroyed but I am
Still here
no reason usually the only significant change i want from someone significant is for them to love me more

usually the only change i want from someone insignificant is for them to love me less

i shouldn't even waste time with these things i can't make happen
no reason i should listen to my younger self 100503
hsg What does being_loved mean to you? 100503
z evolution 100504
no reason i was at a party tonight and there was this girl there who doesn't like me and hasn't since grade 7 or so
and i don't care because i don't really like her either because she's bitchy and judgmental
but i find it kind of odd that she still holds this opinion of me when we haven't talked in about ten years or so
maybe some people like that can't understand that other people actually do change, when they never do
delxa I was doing some reading about the nature of change.
Because helping people change is what I do.
I thought about the grief I might have saved myself over the years if I had understood how change works. But it_is_what_it_is.
If I hadn't have struggled so much, I wouldn't be here, doing what I'm doing.
Nevertheless, I occasionally find myself dreaming of a world in which everything is easy and effortless. (Frequency and duration of these episodes diminishing, but still existing. See again= the nature of change.)
It reminds me of how when I was a child and I tried to imagine what my version of heaven might look like. I always got bored before I could really flesh out a scene.
My dreams have always been about solving problems. Without problems to solve I might just disintegrate.
flowerock Change comes from a focused will. More than just from within but from the inside out and back in then out and so on. How do some choose and follow a religion or way of life? I think I used to know. Now it's hard for me to find a path on which to flow. I'm kind of crunchy and slow like drying mud. It used to be easier. My motivations have changed, my will is cloudy, and I'm just staying the same. Action_makes_change. My love reminds me often, and he is correct.

Wake up.
Eat earlier and not later.

These three things could lead me right to the start of the river that flows through my heart.
z everything is change. that's all there is. 150410
srealisma it's bullshit that people don't change. good people do change. but i'm not waiting for person A for my own set of too-late, not-ready reasons.

my disorder has taught me to NOT YOLO. but you can YOLO that's fine. i call that Haumea and Makemake, casting a little astrological spell on myself in order to think about the issue...
what's it to you?
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