change Danny am I supposed to defy you? Are you wrong? should I hate you and fight you and kill you and forget you? but you're there, you're always, always there 990209 ... adam is one thing that no one can fight against, trust me. those things in life that seem permanent are the ones most apt to change. 990303 ... velouria in every little desire 990402 ... ceorl can't say how, but the face in the mirror has changed... 990422 ... daxle I finally figured out that it takes a long time to change myself, but it's worth it. Not only that, but it gives me time to make sure I'm making good changes. 990504 ... megan you go through it so often without realising, yet when others do it seems so huge, such a great deal, and you're so scared that their feelings will change with them, and that they'll no longer love you. 990901 ... jared_d The only sure thing in life. What's the deal with those new quarters though? They look like that infernal Canadian money. Hosers. 990923 ... Briar Lee i've decided i don't like it but i need it to get what i want it's like, i hate where i am but i fear where i could be which gives you kind of a heirarchy of those feelings power 991209 ... andrea the best part of sharing a friendship with someone else is that they allow you to change without stopping you or withdrawing their support based on the alterations you've made to your life 991222 ... loner I'm scared of it...And scared of not doing it. Ain't that nice? 000114 ... Midnight Bliss why am i afraid of it? i can't explain it. i know change is normal, but why do i try so hard to avoid big changes? why do i run from an opportunity of change? where did this fright develop? i wish i could confront my fear and face a change. change is around me everyday yet i don't seem to be bothered by everyday change, only big changes...am i just weird? or is this normal? 000402 ... Brad it's normal. 000402 ... MollyGoLightly I'm a change junkie. I'd move to a different continent every week if I could. Change my hair color, my way of dress. My name. Meet a hundred new people every day. Live in hotels. Use disposable silverware. That's my idea of heaven.... 000402 ... WoNDERGIRL I know people change and how these things go but please don't ever change because forever is such a long time 000520 ... Zoe change is what happends when you least expect it. you think that you finally have yourself figured out, that you finally found out what makes you tick, and then you go and change on yourself. how rude! 000717 ... somebody everday i get farther away from who i was and closer to who i want to be, and every day i change...i am the combination of a ten thousand yesterdays tiniest decisions. 000911 ... birdmad time may change me 000911 ... kx21 Never Change : Wise Man. Ever Change : Common Person. Forever Change : Fool. Any Wise Man in this Universe? 000928 ... startfires i asked if there were still rats in the hallway she said "some things are like the weather never see 'em change for the better" 001003 ... kx21 Change is a constant. We and Our mind, body , thinking, feeling, elements, etc. changed every minute, second, ... 001020 ... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO everyone changes and it cant be helped but wether u change for good or bad is your decission..do not ignor change or pretend that it isnt there..because u wil get left behind wondering where everyone else has gone 001231 ... kx21 c1) Is it true that Everybody wishes / wants to change for the Good? 010101 ... misstree everyone wants change, in some way... to be a little thinner, a little smarter, a little more responsible with money... a little more spiritual... but change is so hard, the little deaths and rebirths, letting one thing go so you can embrace another... letting one go so you can embrace another... 010101 ... valis yessir the smell, the torn clothes, the tin can with a sign pouring out some terrible tale the people on these streets are hungry for change so i give 'em some and walk on home 010123 ... the elf king Last night I told her what he had said...told her what he had threatened. I told her that I couldn't take it anymore, and I was moving out next year, when I turned 18. It was dark, and we were sitting on my bed. I was holding Jasmine, but Jasmine didn't seem to realize what we were talking about, because she kept twisting around in my arms and meowing so we would pay more attenton to her. So anyway, I told her, and she just sat there, apparently mesmerized by the light fixture on the ceiling. I waited a long, long time for her to say something. Finally she did. Leaning against the wall, and staring at the ceiling, she whispered, "I thought he was going to change." He's not, because he doesn't want to. I could have told her that. I feel like a child whispering in the midst of chaos. And when the chaos is over, all that's left is the whisper of a child...and everyone is finally silent, knowing that the child is right, and was right all along. If only they had listened sooner, before the glass was in shards on the floor, and before the fear crept all around the house, forcing us into a dark silence...But now it's too late, and we are paralyzed by fear...now we can't light a candle, because it's too dark too find the matches... 010214 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... jake This dizziness never seems to end... Drunk...and sitting...and thinking... CHANGE....never comes when i'm ready. 010504 ... jesse tell them all she wont be back cause she needed a change turned away from her fears she's been falling down tell them all shes gunna be gone...gone...gone... just listen to me cause she needed the friends because she will always be cause she will always know me... 010523 ... Erin Sometimes indefinitaly a wave of idiosyncrazies Consume my thoughts Worries on the inside I'm always on the outside You were always beside me Now you seem ahead of me Frequent spats of unjustified love are never fully complete when I speak to you Believe in my dreams Tell me things you love You say you'll never change And everythings alright When I least feel secure Just speak to me Your littlest fears and we'll sit back and speak Of when things used to be off-beat... 010827 ... nanny i would hope so, for all things that are good, i would like to have my sanity back. 010909 ... Skalar is the only constant in this universe. The only thing we can't change is the fact that everything changes. 010910 ... kx21 Mutation... 010911 ... kx21 A string to mutability... 010911 ... kx21 A string of mutability... 010911 ... Gnos Yidari A slow and complete change is a permanent change. 011101 ... ilovepatsajak no! i won't. 011101 ... bird oddity Every time I thought I'd got it made It seemed the taste was not so sweet So I turned myself to face me But I've never caught a glimpse Of how the others must see the faker I'm much too fast to take that test 011101 ... god ch ch ch ch changes (turn and face the strange) 011101 ... Seeker You sit across from me telling me the winds of change are blowing us apart. 020401 ... Syrope maybe i should hold on to myself a little tighter. people change me so easily, and i dont even mind. it always backfires....always.... 020401 ... werf www 020407 ... cheer-up-emo-kid I took a moment from my day wrapped it up in things you say mailed it off to your address you'll get it pretty soon unless the packaging begins to break and all the points I tried to make are tossed with thoughts into a bin time leaks out my life leaks in you won't find moments in a box and someone else will set your clocks I took a moment from my day wrapped it up in things you say and mailed it off to you 020713 ... stir-fried neither black nor white or a spot in either, I am immune. An empty circle I reside, am I change itself.....? Silence! 020918 ... *silent screams what do u want me to do? i'm not going to change who i am so i can live up to your standards...ever. You can either love me or hate me, there's no inbetweens... ...and if u hate me, my guess is that u probably don't even know me, bc if u did, i'm *almost* positive you'd change your mind. 030109 ... jonh a great man one told me (indirectly) "when life is hard you have to change" oh so true. 030122 ... Perspective_of_Soul Without it i shall never die and with it i shall never die on the inside. 030326 ... Blind Melon I don't feel the sun's coming out today It's staying in, it's gonna find another way As I sit here in this misery I don't think I'll ever see the sun from here And, oh, as I fade away, they'll all look at me and say, Hey, look at him - I'll never live that way But that's ok, they're just afraid to change When you feel your life ain't worth living, you've got to stand up And take a look around you, then look way up to the sky And when your deepest thoughts are broken, keep on dreamin', boy, 'Cause when you stop dreamin it's time to die And as we all play parts of tomorrow Some ways we'll work and other ways we'll play But I know we can't all stay here forever So I want to write my words on the face of today ...And then they'll paint it And, oh, as I fade away, they'll all look at me and say, hey, look at him and where he is these days When life is hard you have to change 030326 ... chiv I surely do, what kind of a rustic avenger that might be though? 030326 ... Saz something David Bowie said quite often 030512 ... nomatter give you the gun blow me away 030915 ... reue the bend in the road isn't the end of the road, unless you fail to make the turn. 031010 ... neverisalways Flow unflow In seeing that which we cannot comprehend we fractionallize Therefore pure sensasion is nil Interpreted by our perception, But isn't that what gives us reason?' Reason is an influence on perception Sensed experiences give us reason Therefore existence is not the human experience And the human experience is not reason Nor is it sensasion' It is human It is what it means to be spiritual And good and right And bad and wrong ... ... ... I really need to get laid more often ... heh heh heh heh human "experience" heh heh heh heh 031127 ... Jay Fidelis uncertainty. the knowing that you are in bad shape, but afraid of what to do now. difference. the knowing you are about to change, whether it is by staying the same, or making a difference new. it is the unknown. the untried. not the worn path, trodden by the mindles cattle off to be slaughtered, or are tehy off to greener pastures? You will never know until you reach then end fear. temtpation into the great unknown. soaring out above the clouds, waiting, praying, hoping that you don't tumble and come crashing to the ground. broken wings, crying out for help joy shattered in an instant peace found in eternal sleep or, you might find that you do have wings to fly you can soar and be free and wild as you could possibly imagine. then again, you could be gone. but, these all are things that