wonder dallas The brother of inspiration. 991206 ... valis the answer to the question "how cool is THAT" gets weaker every time its asked. 991207 ... marjorie the stars will always evoke wonder. 991228 ... andrea i'm lost plain & simple thought i had it al figured out & now i've been thrown for a loop Lord, help me i think that... copyright 1999 991231 ... damon not that wonder is something that only I have, but it is so exciting that you I think that you I might be the only ones. 000117 ... deb can it be? hmmm..... wouldn't that be nice? 000326 ... neville It's a wonder to him how the days melt away like cotton candy on the tongue like how her tongue melts away on his like an invisible monument. 000426 ... bliss I don't know why, but I will always know how. I don't care who, but I will always know where. And I will always wonder if you'll hear me. 000511 ... yupitsme I wonder if that's really me there, in the mirror...looking back at me.... 000622 ... zavyman How can this be Where such miracles Fade into darkness Disappear into light Just seem to walk away 000807 ... Jon Wondering if it will ever become a reality - My dreams. The realization that they can't or won't ever be. Alone, Pain, Emotional death. Being without you. I love you 001005 ... startfires i wonder what it would be like to know everything? if you knew everything would you still be allowed to live on the planet with all ther other people? 001005 ... sabbie being someone who is infinitly curious about the world around me, i wonder about everything i come across and dream about everything else. 001111 ... Wayne bread 001111 ... Quiggz I wonder what posessed people to create something this cool, yet simultaneously disturbing... 010101 ... *spoons* my mind spinning out of control falling toward eath, my sould shattering as it slams against the pavement. Andy a wall struggling alone bends at the touch, refusing to give yet screaming for help at each passer by. Ashley i knwo but yet i dont a hand in her mouth but yet so much more. I hear her song the first words are "I love myself..." I worry for sarah all alone in a hell far worse than mine. Shaking so hard my teeth hurt and my neck burns.(suddenly reaalizing how much KFMC fucking sucks because its anything but a fucking beautiful day.) today i cried for the first time in years. crying razor blades as my body explodes in hives. I tried to eat but i cant the hurt for ashley is so much i almost have my hand in my own mouth. The rumors began and multiplied faster than bunnies. a never ending thanks to two dumb asses. today when i drove past sarah's house the googoo dolls came on and brought everything back out again crying while dodging oncoming cars. 010112 ... Ween wonder why i make people cry? wonder why the shit smell never dies? wonder this my friend and wonder it to your very end there is no answer there is no reply the only thing certain is that you'll fucking die. 010203 ... unhinged i remember the wonder of those shows...like they were the eight wonder of the world. my boys i put on a pedestal...they were magical, other-worldly. i still love them but the wonder is gone. when you smoke it up and get drunk with people that kind of takes the mystery out of things. sam is all about the drugs and sex. mark is one strange cat. frank really crys himself to sleep every night but wants everyone to think he's a bad ass. mike is a perfectionist with a rockstar makeover. those are the brothers ivet. no more wonder...but it's still my therapy. 010203 ... Dafremen I wonder why we don't opt for funny_phone_calls these days? We only call to ask for money or to "give them the bad news" or to complain. Call me up and tell me a joke for gawd sake! 010219 ... Dafremen I also wonder why all of these dingleberries insist on putting "Copyright XXXX" at the end of everythign they write. No offense (oops too late...I called you a dingleberry didn't I?) but do you REALLY think that what you just wrote is so juicy and tempting that I'm going to want to QUOTE IT? Or is it perhaps that somehow seeing Copyright under something you've written makes you feel important? Maybe imagining that someone is going to steal your original material? Hey, reality check, no one's gunna steal my stuff, and they sure as hell aren't going to steal yours. Copyright 2001 "LOW SELF-ESTEEM PRODUCTIONS" P.S. Hey SOMEONE'S got to rant! 010219 ... kirstin oh i wonder, wonder, wonder, wonder who, who wrote the book of love... 010305 ... florescent light lol, you're right. I always read the poetry or prose and then I see this copyright thing on the bottom, and I think to myself, "it wasn't even that good" But I never say anything cause I can't write much better. 010305 ... tit sometimes i wonder what would happen if you saw the things that i wrote on here. would you see me then? and sometimes i wonder what would happen if you knew that the things that i wrote on here were about you. would you hear me then? and sometimes i wonder what would happeh if you you saw me and heard me. would you love me then? 010323 ... lost if people saw the things i wrote on here they would see me in a different way. On the outise i act all weird but thats not the real me. I peirce myself and stuff so people are scared to get close but if they new the real me things might change. 010323 ... abms always wonder, always question 010330 ... Dafremen The funny thing is lost, I always go out of my way to say "Hi!" or "Sup?!" to people that try to make themselves up like that. I see right through the mask of the bikers and the punks and the skaters and the freaks. You're all sort of like a cat when it's frightened. You puff yourselves up and try to look as menacing as possible so that whatever scares you will just go away and leave you alone. Just remember, there will always be people in the world like me, who see through the puffed up fur, to the scrawny little vunerable thing underneath, and we won't go away, OR leave you alone. We'll get to the YOU behind the piercings, one way, or another. Like it or not. Count on it. - - 010404 ... imitator so many of us have lost that sense of wonder. we look around and remain untouched by the beauty around us, beauty in nature, and beauty in people. That's sad. 010420 ... *Colleen* why put yourself through that kind of stress? 010427 ... Dafremen Why buy a metal detector?! I mean 90% of the stuff yer gunna find is gunna be junk anyway, so why even bother? Because Colleen, every once in awhile, you come across what you were REALLY looking for in the first place. It's usually dirty, disheveled and doesn't look like it's worth the time to pick it up, of course that's how most treasures appear Colleen. Just call me a treasure hunter. - - 010430 ... *Colleen* Spending all of your time pondering questions with no answer will get you no where. Not everything falls under the Socratic method. There are many things in this world that are entirely opinionated. There are many concepts left for YOU to decide. Why ask questions? So that someone else could provide you with their answers? Why not just come up with them yourself? 010709 ... *Colleen* Why hunt for treasure when the treasure could be wherever you want it to be? 010709 ... Dafremen Even wherever requires that you desire to find it before it can be found. If you don't open your eyes then it doesn't matter where the treasures lie...you won't see them. 010710 ... florescent light the wonder of treasures is everywhere- they are everything, wonder, full of but only you can coax the magic out of hiding from behind darkened peep holed doors into meadowed fields of grass and sun. 010710 ... ho[pp]er oops 010731 ... the one I WONDER IF THERE SHOULD NOT BE SOME UNIVERSAL RULE THAT ROLLERBLADERS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO PURCHASE AND SPORT SKATEBOARDING BRANDS WHILE HONESTLY DISSING TRUE SKATERS. 011016 ... holly i am a super hero sure, i wear the tight, skimpy clothes but i have feelings too. i am an amazon not the queen but i am more than human. i cannot fly but i have super speed and strength and i can leap pretty far. i can save you from harm, but you can save me from loneliness. i am a woman 011016 ... futility I see it sometimes, in flashes of light that silhouette the things around me, shapes and symbols I thought were important, until there is only light and darkness and me in the middle shielding my eyes and asking why I came. I wonder sometimes if I will hate the things I have written in a day or a month or a year. Then I realize that it doesn't matter, that now is all there is. 011021 ... jajen being more one of the popular words, there is still a sense of irony when I speak of her. She has the same address such as we were dating, so why does she still refuse to accept my demands? I used to purchase soft parades for her when she was younger but then I wonder, does she even remember? 011111 ... the one i wonder why i knew. Why i said "i just want him to leave and think about me and come back because he misses me" and he came back I wonder why i said "i hope to god that he comes back and im not here and he realizes all that he lost" and im gone. and hes there. and he is calling. but im not home. i miss him, but only the him that didnt leave. 011130 ... sotto voce often i wonder what urges emerge in even the most stoic geniuses as they step into long empty corridors or armed with bright colored pens sheathed in left breast pocket protectors face newly painted white walls devoid of human imprint. sometimes it satisfies me just to imagine like many of the things about which i am only doomed to wonder. 020225 ... lycanthrope the sky's hues change across an expansion, a gripping of boundries unseen, and overlooked, turns to boundries just right, and then boundries beyond this scope, and in between them is motion, losing and gaining over and over again, a pulse continues in motion. Continues if it concedes to wonder what's next? 020302 ... blown cherry I wonder what he'll do when he realises I'm moving on. (or is that giving up? same diff) Of course I'm still in love with him, but I'm getting on with my life and am beginning to stop being weirded out by it all. He posted a song today. Was it to me I wonder? If it was, I felt like saying it was out of date. I last updated that thread 2 or 3 weeks ago. I've said before that things surrounding him change by the minute, and it was no exaggeration. Naturally if he turned around and 'decided' to fall in love back, I would hardly run for the hills, but I'm on the brink of accepting such things as impossibilities, despite encouraging and 'helpful' friends who say that he must have led me here with some intent. I wonder how many years it will take before this one is 'just a guy' too. 020321 ... blown cherry Today I wondered why I wondered my last blathe. I figured it was probably because even though I know I annoy the shit out of him, there is probably a small part of him someplace that enjoys being worshipped. I mean hell, doesn't everyone once in a while? It's good for the old self esteem. 020322 ... Photophobe I don't think anyone could enjoy being worshipped. I mean, a crush is kind of a compliment, but being obsessed over just shows that the person is mentally unbalanced - and so their