what_makes_you_smile monadh i long to know what makes you smile what makes you laugh there was a time i wouldn't have to ask but that was long ago and i never seemed to need a smile 010727 ... fffffff abracadabra?! 011031 ... niki green lights all the way home 011031 ... silentbob Possibilities 011031 ... niki the 4 year olds i watch in the afternoon tell me that they love me! makes my heart warm 011031 ... Sonya Compassion from everyone for everyone. When a child asks me a question with that wide-eyed look. When the people in my life remind me of how important I am to them without even saying a word. Flowers, trees, animals, ocean waves, the sun, moon, and stars. Raindrops, and a gentle breeze. When other people smile. When people establish that they are down to earth like everyone else and we are all in this together. The fact that despite dealing with hurtful people, I am loved by the people who truly count. 011031 ... kx21 Good Q_As... 011031 ... Dafremen poopchunk : ) There..I said it. 011101 ... psychobabe -friends -Knowing the one you like is looking at you -them knowing you caught them looking -laughing -being told "i love you" -classic music -rock music -hardcore music -ANY MUSIC! -funny times with the family -dogs -cats *i love kats, thats why my nickname is Kat* -being held -playing around with someone you like -holding hands -singing in the shower -Laying in a warm bed listening to music and just chillin -talking on the phone for hours on end -chatting with friends ***as you can tell i love my friends*** -getting mail -playing the bass guitar -playing the guitar -playing drums -playing any instrument -singing outload with friends -being silly -headbanging -rock concerts -warm kickass showers -BUBBLES! -rolling in a huge pile of leaves -bladeing -sk8ing -cruising around -driveing a car -long talks with the one you like -late night walks -late night run outs -late night conversations -partys -get togethers -movies -spinning in circles till your sick -lieing on the ground at night and watching the stars -watching that person you like, just watching them talk and see their facial expressions -watching someone open a great present -watching someone on their b-day -hearing someone say thankz -someone singing to you *sigh* there are so much more : ) 011101 ... Dafremen So LEonid of you p.b. 011101 ... Casey hugs 011102 ... yummychuckle -this penguin costume on this one show... -a picture of logans friend mike. he looks so silly... -kingsuperspecial's voice (please note: it can make me sad, too) -my bird -mail -forgotten memories resurfacing. 011103 ... whoknows my cuz 011103 ... ilovepatsajak the sweater that alex p. keaton wore in this episode of family ties. it had "a.p.k." on it and it just made me smile and i want it. 011103 ... pat sajak anything for you, my dear 011103 ... dB Pretty cliche crap bullshit. That and the idea of a winged_giraffe 011105 ... barbiturate a sore throat. 011105 ... Jenna -IM's from JJ -e-mails from Steve -being woken up by Maggie -concerts -blather -coming home from college and being greeted by my hyper dog -hugs (especially from Matt of Jump_Little_Children. I'd still like to get a Jonny hug someday but I don't see it happening.) -singing on stage -long showers -sleeping -sleeping naked -my finished artwork -unexpected guests -surprise parties (though I've yet to get one) -driving with rock music blasted way to loud and the windows rolled down -talking until dawn -dancing in my bedroom naked with a hairbrush microphone -Waffle House after a concert -coffee at the Grill (Athens) -tea at Espresso Royale Cafe (also in Athens) -free stuff -learning new HTML -struting down the street with headphones on (Saturday Night Fever style) -getting someone the perfect present -learning new songs -singing spontaneously -roadtrips -my Art History lectures (seriously) -compliments -sitting at the Arch, watching people go by -a walk down College Avenue -a good buzz ***I will think of more soon and you will have to suffer through those too. Later.*** 011105 ... an alkaline bird "...one of them was you for just a little while..." 011106 ... protruding rib I do I think I am the funniest person I know too bad the majority of the poplulation doesn't agree 011106 ... SuicidalAngel -Saturday Night Live -That show where that guy dresses up as a fat guy...Dana something -Parties -Having your friends come home from college -Partying -Concerts -New Tongue Studs -New Socks 011106 ... stolenwings realizing how many things actualy make me smile 011106 ... lost thy... well his old blathes. i cant wait for him to get back. and my girlfriend. 011106 ... beizzil accomplishing obstacles and realizing that it's not that tough after all ... and my cuz too! 011106 ... whoknows family friends funny stories, especially funny family stories music muddin' (i dont know. its just fun) sitting outside at night and looking at the stars staying up all night talking making fun of laura friend b/c she cant drive for shit and actually, being made fun of, if its in a fun, loving sort of way 011106 ... whoknows oh! and harry potter. hes so sexy 011106 ... Jsprincess109 the sound of jeremy's voice playing in the rain ordering smiles at McDonalds Girls night out being able to say your mom is your best friend waking up everyday making snow angels -(on the rare occasion it snow's in Georgia) being in love kisses singing along with the radio in your car having friends eating spaghetti snail mail getting flowers making people happy 011107 ... Jsprincess109 Jsprincess109 the sound of jeremy's voice playing in the rain ordering smiles at McDonalds Girls night out being able to say your mom is your best friend waking up everyday making snow angels -(on the rare occasion it snow's in Georgia) being in love kisses singing along with the radio in your car having friends eating spaghetti snail mail making people happy 011107 ... nocturnal wellbutrin 011107 ... nemo him 011118 ... Aimee -a baby's laugh -Thunderstorms -a gentle embrace -a kiss on the neck -knowing I'm loved -Sean Connery god I better stop... that last one... *purrs* 011118 ... nocturnal pissing people off. nothin better. 011118 ... roomite being selfless 011118 ... ClairE It's not me. I don't think. 011202 ... ilovepatsajak when a parent is feeding their baby their mouth opens while the baby's mouth opens to eat it. i always catch that. 011203 ... birdmad possibility 011203 ... jestification writing a good piece of unplanned poetry. going to shows where every face is familiar. being behind a mic, reading poetry. creating anything. being at the levee. meeting my destination by foot. my dog. music, music, music. sushi. long hot baths. autumn. his stupid ass giving me attention, positive or negative. a full moon. a full bowl. rides in jeeps. seeing my friends happy. social theories given or received. brooklyn. being alone. being with friends. riding a horse. taking pictures, looking at pictures. popeyes. new tattoos. exploring lands, minds, books, etc. etc. 011209 ... Kyuti The thought that there is love all around us, when we take the time to open up throw out some love, and open up for more to come pouring in The thought that our friends are simply the best friends ever and only the opinions of your friends really matter. The thought that we are lucky and have the ability to do what we like to do. The thought of life 011210 ... ilovepatsajak when i can hear someone smiling over the phone 011210 ... distorted tendencies I d on't know anymore. I haven't smiled for sometime now. I would smile again if you stopped your drug abuse and opened your eyes to see that the only person who truly cares, you has stuck by you till the end of whatever new fad or obsession you gained was me. It was all me. I was there when you were in pain, when you were hurt. I was there when you needed me, everytime. I have never left your side.. But now you are trading me for something that will get you nothing. Get you nowhere. Please.. I want to smile again.. 011210 ... Annie111 Driving really fast Staying out late Talking to Claire online Flirting Rap music Kris Christmas The E_man Funny jokes Making fun of Danny Random nonsense The Beatles Pictionary "The Wrath of Khan" Jude Law Floor hockey Meredith Warm nights So_bad_they're_good_movies Snow Asparagus Wooden floors Warm sweaters Music 011210 ... hey now! the_fubar_sessions 011210 ... oren gas 011210 ... kx21 Smile(s)? 011210 ... kx21 Smile(s)? 011210 ... bijou anything sparkley or fuzzy stewart copeland 011210 ... bijou getting stuff in the mail 011210 ... loves bijou bijou, my dear - don't you mean stewart_copeland? ; ) 011210 ... bijou blather_red 011211 ... ClairE You know what? It is me, after all. That, in turn, makes me smile. A smile_in_bed is always extra double filling. 011219 ... pushpins being completely alone. 011226 ... kerry -trying not to smile -little boys with big glasses -weezer -my friend nathalie's laugh -kissing -baked potatos -elijah wood -get up kids -any rock music -elvis costello -my dad teasing me -anyone teasing me -everything! i smile at everything. and then i get made fun of for it. and then i start laughing and can't stop because people are staring at me and telling me to stop and then i'm laughing so hard i fall over and start crying. it's hysterical. 011226 ... ClairE Or Kerry is hysterical. hehe 011226 ... Aimee knowing that on sunday night I will be in your arms.... happy and content and hopefully all better... I won't get to sleep in your arms, but I will get to kiss you and love you and just be so incredibly happy that you are there... oh my love...... 011227 ... kerry oh! one more! hehe there's a pixies cover that get up kids did, it's "alec eiffel," has anyone heard it? anyhow, at one part in the song, the band goes (in unison) "Sense!" and i have this picture of them in my head where they're throwing their fists up in the air and i just start smiling like crazy every single time... 011228 ... the eye madness 011228 ... ClairE Just remembering the way I made you smile. I can make you smile!!!! 011228 ... Avalanched good music a night when you can see every single star warmth icecream knowing other people are happy getting phone calls or mail seeing people be just spontaniously and randomly kind, especialy when its to me that feeling i get in my chest like all the stuff inside it just gunna burst out getting high fives getting/giving hugs seeing meredith all snuggled up sleeping hearing lynne play guitar seeing julia, just period its kinda infectious. seeing hard work pay off of other people looking at photos or making them finding a good song that no one had heard before those days when the weather is perfect 72 degrre, a warm breeze, a few clouds, and everything is all new. and the smell that comes with that christmas songs wondering what people are doing right now soft sweatshirts a good movie snuggling, with anyone seeing hot guys playing lacrosse spanish hot chocolate talking to people iv never met before and just listening to them talk blue eyes, anyone when the sun shines on brown eyes being home alone and then inviting people over. when people just kind of show up at my house without even asking seeing other people smile 011228 ... silentbob golden hairs on satin pillow cases 011228 ... bitchin bitch problem-free! oh GOD, NOT aimees blathes. They are getting to be boring and monotonous. Oh love! I am so happy! everything is wonderful! Oh how I miss you and need you and want you! how could anybody be sad? It disgusts me! (conveniently forgetting how and who she used to be). I can't wait to feel your arms around me! dude, I can't wait til this all ends and she becomes a bitter bitch. 011229 ... reitoei the mocking of my inferiors and my own numerous mistakes 011229 ... Jenna ::smiles:: 011230 ... yummyC listening to number seven on that blue weezer album, and imagining Madison dance and sing along. Shes the greatest. also the fact that none of you could give less of a fuck about what i just wrote. oh, AND, rebecca pacheco talking to me more. I hope she's doing ok. 020213 ... blown cherry when he's happy 020214 ... IWishICouldGoWithDavid thinking that maybe, just maybe, you really will look for this and maybe, just maybe find it... and that will make you smile. 021202 ... angie "as i lay me down to sleep this i pray that you will hold me dear though i'm far away i'll whisper your name into the sky and i will wake up happy" -sophie b hawkins 021203 ... jane you've done it all, you've broken every code and pulled the rebel to the floor you spoilt the game no matter what you say for only metal - what a bore blue eyes, blue eyes how come you tell so many lies? come up and see me make me smile or do what you want run on wild there's nothing left all gone and run away maybe you'll tarry for a while it's just a test a game for us to play win or lose it's hard to smile resist, resist it's from yourself you have to hide come up and see me make me smile or do what you want run on wild there ain't no more you've taken everything from my believe in mother earth how can you ignore my faith in everything when i know what faith is and what it's worth away, away and don't say maybe you'll try come up and see me make me smile or do what you want run on wild make_me_smile steve harley 021203 ... *nat* Putting up christmas decorations in my form room with all my friends. Walking out of an exam room and knowing i remembered everything i meant 2. GO ME wit my media studies exam. 021204 ... krimilda midnight calls from drunk ex kissers 021205 ... aww yah your mom on my cock 021205 ... Brainy Smurf UH??? 021205 ... Freak My mommy bought me a kokopelli shirt so i wore it today. I also wore my favorite pair of shoes which are an old pair of tennis shoes that have survived 2 band camps. They both make me smile. Im such a dork 030924 ... Lemon_Soda Everything. Nothing. 030924 ... metamantrg life, and seeing the one I love laughting and smileing that also makes me smile so much I glow 030925 ... x celexa indulgence into grotesque foods reruns of pete and pete on tv teasing, biting, and gazes fan on naked sweaty body when that outkast song comes on warm shower with stolen conditioner voicemail from someone i missed email from someone i want to know promises of tomorrow knowing i'm not quite as unloved as i feel 030926 ... bird and for what it is or isn't worth anymore, you never have been 030926 ... nomatter not much 030930 ... Aimee knowing that on friday night you're going to be home... finally! I can't believe we've made it a month apart, I knew we would, but i just am so happy that it's almost done... oh thank god 031001 ... celestias shadow beautiful people 031001 ... Syrope IM messages from the first and ever-lingering love of my life :) oldies and cheesy soft rock hotdog nominations "don't stop" ryan's glasses, & arguing if bears are more related to dogs than lions are to house cats. meeting new people in the library popping my back thermacare heat pads the ocean (i'm going this weekend!) 031002 ... c http://www.rathergood.com/independent_woman/ 040627 ... kookaburra spinning around the floor on my butt. its thrilling, but it makes me sick... 040627 ... weak i'm going to pass out from the spinning 040627 ... kookaburra *grin* and also dogs putting their heads in my lap. and hot dogs. and things i wrote when i was little. vanilla pudding, silk, slightly furry clothes, fuzzy socks, a little human interaction, manga, fantasies, running, racing, winning. feeling wanted, feeling special. drawing something i like, writing something i like. nearly any type of dance. a smile meant just for me. 040627 ... hypnotica I_have_to_pass 040627 ... mourninglight being sought out. chocolate milk clean floors waking up with the sun in my eyes knowing that the person I'm calling isn't going to hang up on me. ugly hats vegetables that don't rot...BAH! chocolate flavored martinis mixed nuts the day AFTER you go to the dentist the day AFTER my piano gets tuned drum circles baggy pants, shirts that don't cut off circulation, and body art.. mm..my oboe. 041030 ... mourninglight mittens! I forgot about my holy mittens..holie? holey... ferchrissakes..they're full of holes. just like most of my half baked ideas. booyah! 041030 ... Oops... Pepsi_Folklore: 377 041030 ... Freak There are lots of things that make me happy but what makes me smile the most is my Kylee Nicole. Something else that makes me smile is when I happen to hear a Meat Loaf song on the radio. It gives me a good feeling and I can't help but smile. 051002 ... Freak OH YEAH...how could i forget...? Forehead kisses 051002 ... Somebody that I used to know You_make_me_smile 060421 ... j when anybody calls me "kiddo." i don't know why. 100309 ... nandita When i realize that looking at your photos doesn't make my stomach scrunch up anymore. 100309 ... z muscles in my face 100309 ... hoseluvr Women in pantyhose make me smile 100309 ... hoseluvr Women in pantyhose make me smile 100309 ... hsg A couple days ago, on a sidewalk, writ with chalk: love_is_all_there_is 100310 ... () (love is a verb) 100310 ... In_Bloom An offered cheek leaning in for a kiss. 100310 ... jane Dali paw prints. they are simply the best thing in_life. 100310 ... does it ease the pain? Realising that Jamie C is still here and that her life still strikes a chord with me. Yes. 100311 what's it to you? who go blather from