sad deb snow falling just outside chills my soul and buries my dull heart muffling its beating purple toes peer forth while hollow eyes look heavenward to orange sky and empty glares of streetlights and suddenly i realize this is my life 991216 ... koti when you turned away from me, when your lips were frozen and your eyes lowered, unable to look at me the way they used to.. when i could no longer come to you and give you kisses. when i had to walk away and forget it all. 000108 ... vicious bad mad glad rad dad fad (did I say "rad") plaid cad had gad lad thad 000108 ... nameless dead shade 000122 ... sweets bews At times sadness is just what I need; for to be happy all the time is like eating sugar without ceasing. Eventually you will crave for some salt or something sour or even bitter. Kahlil Gibran said that your joy and sorrow comes from the same well. And only when you are empty are you at a standstill. 000212 ... SomeoneElse Seasonal Adjustment Disorder. When will summer come..? 000425 ... daxle I get confused a lot about when I am mad and when I am sad hurt is a good combination 000425 ... lisa_is_bionic I can't imagine feeling any other way. 000526 ... Tank i feel this way because i failed to make you laugh. because i love you and the devil stops me from telling you. because i am afraid there will be no more... 000702 ... amy i had a boyfriend once, and he said that Portishead reminded him a lot of me. (we were apart at the time) Portishead is very sad. I resented that, but I tried to see how it could be true. I think it is true, sometimes, for long periods of time. I like Cat Stevens, Tea for the Tillerman, instead. 001127 ... miniver But, it works, I guess, so far. Psychological painkillers, that is. Or, I could be taking it for granted that people look at my personality and think of it as being functional. Besides, I'm not actually on any real, medical antidepressants. That says something, right? I don't even really believe in taking painkillers! Like Tylenol or Aspirin. I think the whole idea is a little scary. Although, I do still use Midol once in a while. I am weak. Menstrual cramps suck. 001127 ... purple lady Will it always be this difficult? Perhaps . .. But last night, in darkness, I felt the despair Total despair of an empty life What have I got to live for? This whole existence is an act And the actress is tired The face-paint is smeared with tears The colours have faded The audience no-longer applaud The house is empty and the production is closing The curtain falls And I fall with it 001128 ... snakeyes i'm sad & nothing works anymore writing this just made me sadder 001214 ... jackie boyfriends ...arent they suppose to make you happy? if so why do they make me so sad:( 001228 ... rlzp I'm gonna go with what Jackie said 010331 ... the one I want to shut the whole world out and pretend that im not real. i wish i could escape. i wish i was different And that i didnt feel the way i do about so many things. Im sad because Im alone again and I have no agression towards him, all i want is for him to come back. Im sad because it wasnt a breakup it was a forced seperation. all the way across the country and here i sit, wondering if i should just forget the way he made me feel, just forget the way we were. I miss him. I miss me. The old me, that wasnt so lost. 010822 ... lost you know the one you sound like someone i know. whats your first given name? 010823 ... Fairy Juice My mind groans with secrets All my little wars marching though the furniture. All my wounded thoughts excitable butterflies Angry smiles litter my bedroom floor like coprses on a bomb-swept battlefield. Folding all of my heartaches into the shape of a bird, I tear off the wing to use as a bookmark... The Papercut dissection of sadness... I realise now, I'll spend forever like this. I've taken a running jusmp and dived into the rainbow of ecstacy. I'm floating in a lake of the purest form of heaven. And yet, I wont let myself be submerged. I can't tear myself away from this devine beauty which i call sadness. I live for beauty. And if BEAUTY is sadness where am i left? So i guess this is it. I still percieve innocent glassy eyes... tears rolling down my cheeks- sodden like a blur of troubled rain- as being... PRETTY how i want to be. Im still *sickened* by my own toughts, but i know that what will always fill this shattering heart, is the deepest, darkest shade of my passion... for Life. xXxxxXx 011101 ... lovechild the darkness opens itself up to accept you under its wing. 011224 ... taya i could write the book on sadness. sadness is a lot of things. i think mostly, being sad is not trusting. not trusting anthing or anyone in your life to be honest or good or right or true. being sad is watching things you hate happen daily and never doing anything about it. sadness isn't being weak, its just giving up; giving in. i'm sad. i'm broken. i've given up everything. and got nothing in return 020410 ... blown cherry I hate being sad. Being sad entails a sense of helplessness, and that's worse than almost anything. At least when I'm angry I feel powerful. Just as well I'm not sad right now thanks Softly spoken 020412 ... phil The old folks home, where my great grandma died. 020706 ... Sailor Jupiter Tonight I am just feeling sorry for myself and sad. I apologize. 020706 ... Micah J. L. the missing of love is the saddest of all... when one feels alone, remembering the feeling of my love, and having it no more... I am sad 020707 ... blaber mouth Sad like the time when you first fall down on your first walk sad like your first cruch sad like your first love sad like your heart before death 020709 ... Kate I nod my head and read the screen and it's incidents like these that make me want to monitor my every move to make sure of it's acceptedness. I'd hate to watch a video of myself. I can picture you in my head imputed from the wires in my screen and I can see you laughing, smirking. But why does your opinion matter, I ask myself this question. I force a smile and put on my running shoes because it's time for practice with Coach and the girls, who I haven't seen all summer. I'm anticipatorily nervous and sad. I feel like watching my back. 020710 ... eddie monster maybe it's my problem one less, god bless might just be a feeling messed up, placed on hold can't find any resolve flipping out, face the facts sad excuse it figures 020818 ... daj sad is like life...always there but not always shown...like a covered emotion of living. other times it is the cover, the sheet thrown over you to protect you, or to detatch you from others, or to distinguish the differences between your experiences and others, between you and others. 020831 ... somegirl we put bootsie to sleep we KILLED him my baby im sad i feel hurting inside me it's heavy i want to cry and die and take it back but we had to did we? yes did we? yes question myself over and over if we had to why does it feel so wrong he was sleeping upstairs on the bed innocent my dad brought him down put him in the cage his big yellow eyes looking at me what have i done im sorry bootsie i opened the door and my dad left and bootsie left forever i used to come down at night and cuddle with him id smooth my face into his soft fur and he would purr and lick my fingers he'd stretch and i'd rub his tummy i couldn't even go with him i couldn't pet him goodbye i couldn't sit with him when he died im sad 020929 ... eddie im sad 021229 ... Strideo im sad . 021230 ... Strideo well actually im bored and sleep deprived . 021230 ... me "what are you goin' here for?" "because I'm sad." 021231 ... ferret sad, does that word have any real meaning anymore? i could just as easily LIE and say that i was sad, i can fake tears, i hear that good actors can too. isn't that what we all are anyway? actors? little puppets on strings? DON'T PULL TOO TIGHT OR YOU MIGHT BREAK ONE!!!!! sitting here thinking of my relationship with god, is that supposed to make you feel sad and empty? needing more? i don't know, maybe this whole thing is all a dream, i wish i could close my eyes and feel. for the first time. sad. 030301 ... francois sadness has its own beautie. it makes you feel weak in a smooth way. it blows your weak body up till it breaks out in an shattering scream. hate, fear and an shaddow surounding you all the time. 030320 ... ..kyle.. stale_doritos make me sad... not as sad as other things, but pretty darn sad. 030320 ... unhinged how am i supposed to leave them? god how am i supposed.... 030320 ... wednesday sad is the slow, tear that slips, so softly down my cheek when i think about good times, for me it is true to say that good times make the bad seem more real,looming over head, waiting patiently for your gaurd to be withdrawn, and when it is, the sadness will come. 030517 ... a thimble in time depression 030623 ... Mom of teenagers Children who were friends Loom tall And act like strangers. I miss these friends who were my children. Will they return when they having finished pulling away just to show they can? Look down on Mom But my love is taller than you,, 030819 ... realize when i try to tell you how i feel and you tell me to get the fuck out of your house..... 031030 ... Mahayana *hugs realize* Dont give up on expressing your feelings, they have great importance, no matter others poor reactions. 031030 ... sad one I have everything but yet nothing at all From the outside things always look much more pretty. My life.... is perfect.....right? Wrong! I should win an oscar for the way I can make everything look so perfect. Most people are jealous of me... there is no need to be. I have so much but I have nothing at all. My wedding ring 1.65 cts.(solitare) A huge house for just me and my husband. One room with nothing but my clothes. Hell, I even have breast implants. But none of it matters. My husband doesn't even see me. Sometimes I swear he looks right though me. I was just a prize to be won and later forgetten. Sadness surrounds me. I pray for a release that will never come......... 031225 ... ******** i'm tired of feeling this way i just want to be normal for a while or maybe not be here at all this is my life theres no end to it just tears that will go on forever it never gets better and it won't go away i don't even know whats wrong with me was i always this way? i can't even remember being truly happy so i guess i never was 031225 ... passed I am sad that you died, my love. I am sad that I am not with you. I am sad that you were right when you told me that you would die before me. I am sad that I have a life with only your memory. I am sad knowing that there is a virus called HIV that will kill me too,like you, but I will no longer be sad when once again I am with you. but for now, I remain sad, sad, sad... 040106 ... hy so empty and