i_feel_like yummy a clown must feel after he has murdered 5 children in a row by hacking the to bits with an axe. 010708 ... kingsuperspecial someone put me in a bag and the smashed me with a shovel 237 times. 010708 ... carden i feel like kicking myself in the shins 010708 ... nocturnal I feel like sleeping. I always feel like sleeping. 010708 ... silentbob gouging my stomach out 010708 ... dB It feels like being in a cocoon or something. I can see people around me and hear them, but things are strangely far way, or muffled. It makes me want to hide. 010708 ... black-dyed gel product I feel like chicken tonight, like chicken tonight! Come everyone sing along! 010708 ... dB oh shit. You got that ad as well huh? 010708 ... mmm dammit black dyed, u beat me to it. i was going to write "like chicken tonight" 010708 ... Casey someone has made 1,000 cuts in my skin with a dull knife, then poured salt on my wounds, then lit me on fire 010708 ... The Truth I feel like the warm summer sun has somehow liquified and poured itself into me, revitalizing my being. 010709 ... yummychuckle ok, ok, ok guys? guys, you ready? huh? ready? ok. ok. here goes. alright... i feel....like... sneezing. 010709 ... firehunden the absence of life in me has opened up an endless void of muted pain and discontent that i will never get away from. unfortunately i must live with it.... ...so i do. 010709 ... baby satan cutting myself in half and seeing where the two halves meet up. 010710 ... velvet spasm late_night 010711 ... velvet spasm oh hell. here it is. barrett LATE NIGHT When I woke up today and you weren't there to play then I wanted to be with you when you showed me your eyes whispered love at the skies then I wanted to stay with you inside me I feel alone and unreal and the way you kiss will always be a very special thing to me... When I lay still at night seeing stars high and light then I wanted to be with you when the rooftops shone dark all alone (I) saw a spark spark of love just to stay with you inside me I feel alone and unreal and the way you kiss will always be a very special thing to me... If I mention your name turn around on a chain then the sky opens for you when we grew very tall when I saw you so small then I wanted to stay with you inside me I feel alone and unreal and the way you kiss will always be a very special thing to me 010711 ... velvet spasm or opel 010711 ... just formatting Is that a backstreet boys song? 010711 ... lost i feel like the abscence of caring has dulled me from the inside out and is destroying me. i feel like the lack of funny things in my life (cuz thy is still in the hospital) is beating me down like a sock full of marbles. 010712 ... silentbobfuckyou ripping my fingernails off one by one in a feeble attempt at digging out my eyes 010712 ... birdmad ...the bug trapped in the sticky rediue on the sidewalk ...the plastic bag rising on the thermals into oblivion ...i'll never find whatever it is i thought i was supposed to be looking for 010712 ... nocturnal baby, when I think about you, I think about looooooooove. and if I had to live without you, I'd live without looooooooove. feel like makin' feel like makin' love. 010712 ... florescent light not brushing my teeth tonight 010712 ... yummychuckle brushing my teeth a second time, to make up for florescent light. in fact, i'm going to. brb to all my AIM friends (that means YOU florescent light!) 010712 ... florescent light will you go to the dentist for me too? To get those cavities filled and drilled caused by bad brushing habits? 010712 ... the one im losing you...LOST! I CARE ABOUT YOU! I Think you are so much like me that it hurts me to see you going through all that pain. At the same time though i understand how it feels to be EMPTY AND LOST. I have your name tatooed on my arm...cuz just like you Im lost. 010715 ... lost wow! this is the first blather i have had of someone saying that they like me. normally i piss people off. well the one thanks. 010716 ... Aimee nothing. I don't feel anything right now... except for maybe a little hunger... and a slight headache, but otherwise... not much 010716 ... Dafremen I feel like a cross between leather and that really cool rubber that they've been putting on pens these days that doesn't exactly feel like latex, but it doesn't exactly not either, you know that really soft rubber grippy, stuff things. Yea THAT! Exactly. 010716 ... Sol a pumpkin, hollowed and scraped clean for hallow'en, empty, a playful breeze blowing throung my eyes and mouth, tickling the walls of my chest and gut, awaiting a flame inside, but fearing its arrival. 010716 ... true taking an axe to yummyfuckle's adolescent neck 010817 ... maniac mo molesting every single child in our happy little neighborhood. 010817 ... dirty old Gollum taking yummyC over my knee and spanking her sweet bottom, or just gett'n drunk and masturbating 010818 ... scheherazade staring at this computer screen, although it isn't late at all. i feel like i shouldn't be staring, this shouldn't be scaring or scarring or jarring at me. but it is. we should all feel lucky the screen is such a delicious colour blue, so that we can stare and be lost and be fine. everything's (apparently) fine. 010818 ... l_o_s_t opening a bottle of pain pills and emptying the remains of it into my mouth. then washing it down with a few beers. i want to then feel my life slip away from me and hopefully i will got out high and not feel much. 010818 ... the one today is a waste. Just like every other day that i spend in this hole. Nobody notices or even cares. But i dont care about them eigther and thats the sad thing. Do i care to see them or to go back to the same damn shit? Hell no, but i will and it will all be the same . And ill move, and itll be the same. I feel like the world could end and it wouldnt make a difference. 010822 ... Teenage Jesus What hole? Just curious... Have you ever tried pressing on your eyeballs (with your eyes closed) for a while and then opening them? That can be sort of entertaining... 010823 ... translucent I feel like killing the entire population and being alone. 010823 ... unhinged there is so much to be happy and excited about and so much to be sad and scared about at the same time. it's weird. very weird. 010823 ... distorted tendencies I feel like nothing. Empty. 010823 ... distorted tendencies I feel like nothing. Empty. Giving up on humanity and just sticking by my books. At least they have logic. 010823 ... distorted tendencies i feel like complete shit tonight. john does this to me. i cry every night because of him. what did i ever do to him? he treats me like shit and that is how i end up feeling for days. but i continually just forgive him and give him second chances. i feel like puking. i just want to hide in a dark corner of the world where it's safe from all these bad feelings. 010828 ... lost i feel like running around shouting for joy. 011023 ... the one i was meant to move here. I feel like god picked me up and kicked me way the hell away from wisconsin and now im shining like a star. Getting in alot of trouble but opening up to who i really am. Im me again. the me that laughs at everything and is actually really laughing. the me that makes people happy and the me that people want to be around. the me that likes punk music and playing hack. the me that i love. i feel like im full of joy!!! i feel like i love life!! I feel like things that are trivial really dont matter and that im gonna turn out alright and so far im pretty damn cool. 011113 ... birdmad like i have been eaten and subsequently passed by some large creature of unknown origin thanks to this goddamn head cold i rarely get sick, but when i do, it really fucks up my day 011113 ... nocturnal I feel like screaming really loud, or breaking something, or jumping out of a window, something to knock this fucking wall down in my brain. why can't I do my goddamn work? what the hell is going on? I'm out of pills, that's what. this won't end well, I'm seriously being driven insane. I can't take this feeling much longer. I hate it I hate it I hate it. 011113 ... unhinged there was some weird imbalance in me that has been building up and i just noticed it. sleeping for more than 12 hours a night and still feeling no desire to get out of bed definitely indicates some kind of imbalance. i hope it's something that pills can fix. 011114 ... psychobabe *sigh* crying i guess, but i cant..just wont happen or something. 011114 ... psychobabe i feel like.....FOOD! oh my GOD i just realized how hungry i am 011117 ... niki my brain is gonna drain down the back off my throat along with all this snot 011117 ... TalviFatin A caged wolf.... 011117 ... Mahayana a discarded commencement an archaic birth 020424 ... kerry my legs are turning to putty and kind of collapsing... my pulse is beating in my head and my body is twitchy 020424 ... silentbob wild_cherry_pepsi 020424 ... pralines&cream I feel like walking through New York City while leaves fall from the sky, Alone. 020823 ... girl_jane talking to somebody new-somebody, anybody-new, feel free to e-mail me randomly-add me to your msn list-whatever... 020913 ... angie I say that a lot. 030102 ... megan i'm breaking. it hurts kind of. 030102 ... jane i feel like....... .......and like feels good! 030102 ... counterentity running away and never looking back on what was and is quiet_solitude 030526 ... Toxic_Kisses one grain of sand on a beach 030527 ... pobodys nerfect I've done something stupid that I'm pretty sure I'm going to deeply regret later. Why oh why did I agree and give him that when he asked?! The use of a tiny white lie would not have been such a bad thing in this case. *sigh* stupid, stupid, stupid... how do I get myself into these things? And more importantly, how do I get myself out of this? 030527 ... cube You need a bigger truth this time. ... 030527 ... ferret a crinckly_potatoe_bag 030714 ... Toxic_Kisses a cute fuzzy kitten playing w/ a ball of yarn ^.^ wheeeeeeeeee!! 040331 ... skalix a jelly doughnut 040331 ... Like Alright baby, janes feeling me. A little higher. Now a little lower. Pull on that there thingy. 040331 ... fuelstream I feel like I'm hot. This light keeps burning me. Wait a sec, I'm on FIRE! Ahhh, help me! help me! help me! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! it burns! it burns! it burns! ahhhhhhhh put it out! Ooooh what a world, what a world!!! 040401 ... soulesswanderer shit. My stomach hurts, my wrist is all bleedy, (not that that's a problem, that actually makes me happy)... I'm cold, and tired and should be in bed. Most of its my fault, cept the stomach thing. That i ahve no control over, and its whats making me feel shittiest. 040401 ... witchesrequiem i feel like satan loves me but...jesus thinks I'm an asshole. 040401 ... Toxic_Kisses If I were to say depressed it would be the bigest understatement that I'd made all year 040721 ... pete she can read my mind, take away the last strands of old emotions, and leave me smiling 040722 ... Doar air freshener 040722 ... puredream i feel like if I'm not careful you're going to break my heart. 040722 ... whitechocolatewalrus a painting with millions of spots of different colored paint strewn all over everywhere. it never makes sense, there is no design, no answer, it just is. 040722 ... pete i want to will away the people behind this thin wall and tat i have a head cold 040723 ... daxle drugslatexdancing 040723 ... Help me A Devil burning my angelic body until my wings are too mutilated to fly and i raise my voice in a cry that is half pain and half sorrow but all pleasure. I feel like death warmed by a sunny day in the middle of a desert. I feel like a child in a mans body trapped in a birds mind. I feel and that is good or so i have been told. 040907 ... ebilsporkmonkey i feel depressed, lonely, sleepy, and i feel like a freak some weirdo with all these weird habits and thoughts that no one understands... i feel terribly misunderstood 040908 ... cheerleaderslut shit 040908 ... TK this place is suffacateing why you ask? thats just it, I dont know why Just as of late every time I come by I feel boxed in w/ no room to move, this will pass, but for now I'm avoiding blather, I feel antsy and anxious and and and...! ugh, yea I'll be back, I always come back but right now I just cant sit still long enough to focus on anything 040914 ... anne-girl I'm normal that's not a good things (well, maybe it is) 040914 ... metamantrg in prison no way out 040914 ... god chicken tonight homemade shit killing someone specific getting fuct driving until i see ocean never sleeping again 040914 ... uow a weirdo 040915 ... cactuspatty being in 2 different worlds--like you and I are not on the same playing field anymore. And I can't figure out if I am being crazy or selfish or bitchy or if what I want and need from you are real and you can't (or won't) give those things to me...or didn't ever intend to give those gifts to me in the first place. 041009 ... love & hate closing my eyes and when i open them, then this entire world will be gone, everyone i've ever known will be gone and i will just live in peace alone. Without people to hurt me, without a heart to kill me. I feel like not waking up ever again and living in my own fantasy world which seems to be coming closer and closer to me. 041009 ... master guillotine you losers all have your heads so far up your asses,you and your glib little minded statements make me want to kill you, i would cut your psuedo intellectual throats one by one I hate you and everything you stand for die immmediatly you fucking pieces of shit 050325 ... *Amy* like I have a hangover, alcohol and no sleeping is not a good combination... anyway, I`m drinking the same tonight, fills the emptiness. 050326 ... sad_bitch a simple spur of obscurity restless and undefined certainly alone. 050327 ... Zsiga i feel like i'm completely obsessed or completely in love. is there a difference? i can't stop thinking about him. i can smell his scent in my mind and feel the way his face felt on my lips. i feel like he's still here... 050327 ... no reason being in the country frolicking in an open sunny field picking berries and listening to the birds sing. the pastoral itch is getting worse. 050710 ... radioactive she there's absolutely nothing currently behind my eyes. 050710 ... nomme) a weirdo still 050710 ... thorn my head's going to explode, and i'm kind of scared of what might come out. 050710 ... RoaulDuke sleeping 060718 ... rage drinking gin til i pass out staying awake til im shaking falling to the edge of reason, then crawling back again i feel like destroying everything close to me holding you so tight that i sink into your being so i can feel the sunshine through your skin 060718 ... In_Bloom Drinking until I feel sober Staying awake until we are shaking Taking you to the edge of reason, then making crawl back again, stronger I feel like destroying everything close to you to make you rebuild, mighty in Truth with me Holding you so tight that you swim in my blood and gasp out but not want to be free I'll leave holes the sunshine can laugh out of through your skin If nothing else, you will nourish from me 081009 ... blown cherry blathering 081010 ... ode_to_a_hummingbird I feel like drinking until we are again sober and then smashing the glass that tattles if we were half empty or half full What does it matter then, really? I feel like staying awake until we are shaking Talking with you to the edge of reason and then crawling back again, stronger I feel like destroying everything close and rebuilding with you, mighty in a new Truth I feel like Holding you so tight that you swim in my blood and gasp out but not in wanting to be free Can you imagine? I'll leave holes the sunshine will laugh out of through your skin 090629 ... three words i_feel_like th_is stripper 110810 ... unhinged screaming my roommate is driving me crazy. listening and conversating with someone is not the same as lecturing and talking at them. i wasn't born yesterday on a planet far far away. for_fuck's_sake i've been a goddamn honors student for my entire academic career. this morning i woke up to him banging on the walls with a hammer to hang all his artwork in the kitchen and living room because every suggestion i have about the public spaces of our apartment are shot down. and he had put a load of laundry in the machine which is right next to my bedroom...a little consideration would be appreciated. and the damn captchas on blather won't work on my fucking phone. maybe i need some more meditation in my life 110811 ... ungreat throat punching my so called "bff" bitch friend forever i guess is what it stands for. fucking control freak. Don't think I don't know what you're doing. 110811 ... birdmad i could eat a huge tray of hummus and pita bread 110812 ... Toxic_Kisses ...I have food poisoning or maybe I'm actually sick with something? Damnit if this is supposedly the future then why the hell don't I have a spare clone body I can transfer into until this one is healthy again? Smart phones are nifty, but I could really use a spare clone right now UGH! have to go lay down Too much pain!! 141011 ... TK Definitively food poisoning. Ate the same thing as every one else but I'm the only one who got sick though, cant help but wonder what I've rather suddenly become allergic to (?) Definitely not at %100 but I'm sure I will be by tomorrow. Razes music is helping me feel a bit better tonight though =) 141011 ... Doar Hey Tk, What up? Blather penpal. Missed ya lass. Seems I'm still here, after all. Fill me in on how you are and the life you lead. I can't help but to be someone who wants to know about the blatherkin. Be well TK. ---Shameless consideration. 141107 what's it to you? who go blather from