ugly jennifer we have becca's purple couch and my new green and orange striped chair (that smells like popcorn) and jen has a weird cd thingy and we are all owned by tha cat named xerox 991205 ... Mir colours that were ugly are now beautiful to me. nothing is completely ugly anymore. 991210 ... allie Once you are real, you can only be ugly to those that don't understand.. 000110 ... Allison he is beauty wrapped in ugly paper. all too strange, the way i look at him. nobody sees him, only me. like the ghost of a super model, roaming the Earth in sadness 000118 ... Me ugly is as ugly can be....untill something Else comes along. 000121 ... ikon for a long time, i thought that i must be ugly. cause ya know, the image in the mirror, that's not you. that's you backwards. so maybe i was only pretty backwards. 000122 ... Moravian Piglet Ugly fruit, extremely good stuff! Its a hybrid cross between an orange and a grapefruit, I think, but don't quote me! As for ugly as in person. I don't think people can look ugly, only differently beautiful. However, I have met many many ugly personalities. Sad, but true 000124 ... Brad A term of such ambiguity and subjectivity that it always makes one wonder. 000327 ... grasshopper I think I'm ugly but men whistle at me and honk their car horns. Sometimes. It's hard telling when. Maybe some days I'm ugly and other days I'm hot. I never know the difference. 000502 ... birdmad enough to wish i could steal someone else's face, sometimes 000503 ... Tank the republicans that are crawling all over philadelphia like a scourge of roaches would seem a fitting description for this word. 000804 ... splinken sometimes i'm ugly on purpose. manipulative thing, that. 000917 ... brianna jean a seeping wound, course, pusing, the stench finds it's way to the membranes in your nose and makes it quiver in anguish. i stare in inquiry at the distorted shape that finds its eyes penetrating mine and mine it's and it's mine again, to thin, to gaunt, not gaunt enough, match me, make me look on the outside like i do inside, a sickness consuming itself, and me over and over, like a cow and it's cud and it's many stomachs self destruction, self loathing the girl in the mirror laughs uproariously, the teeth protrude and the thighs girate at the smallest amount of vibration, when will i be well? when will i be perfect? then i laugh at the bitch in the mirror, that fucking whore who consumes too much of my time, shes a vain, boring, leach, shes the shadow that haunts me she demands too much, doesn't give enough, only takes,and she is there every time i have to piss, or brush my teeth, i hate her, she has nothing good to say. i dont need her, she is ugly, not in society's terms but in mine, vanity is ugly, obsession of ones features is ugly, obsession of weight is ugly, the pursuit of being perfect is ugly, nothing else is, if one is perfect then i would hate to see the uglyness they endured to get there, "i would rather be the nothing that i am then the bullshit you try to be" 001009 ... syn i cut my hair today... i look like a punk rawk lesbian retard. not that i have anything agianst any of those. its just not me. why did i do it? well the more i think about it... is casue i wanted to look even uglier then i already am. why should i try to be pretty? its worthless. 001222 ... soph theres always someone worse 010330 ... monde i'm a fat (obese-fat, 275 pounds) middle-aged woman who never grew up either psychologically or socially. i look at these chicks half my age - around the time that they become "ripe" so to speak, the age of high school seniors and college freshies. so glorified in internet porn and damn near everywhere else: these two years when a female is both "teenage" and "legal". girls can go on being considered "hot" en masse until they're about 27 or so, and then it's like they don't exist anymore, sexually speaking. and the media preaches a hard and fast rule: only loser guys supposedly ever fuck any woman over 30 - the pants size or the age, whichever comes FIRST. people have the gall to wonder why my boyfriend of 23 who's half my weight is still with me. "he must really love your mind" someone said to me on the street today. well, that's true enough. and it's actually kind of nice to know, when i think about it. if i had a perfect teenager body i'd always have to wonder whether he loved me or my perfect teenager body. i am learning to embrace my uglyness. slowly but surely. i can't get into the fat activist's agenda for the most part. with the exception of things like getting theaters to install large seating and whatnot, their agenda is flawed. no one is going to change - no one is going to start seeing these great big dough-rolls hanging from my belly and back as "cute" or "beautiful". "but your beauty comes from inside..." yeah, i ain't arguing with that: but show me just one guy who has x-ray eyes that see "inner beauty" through mountains of fat. "inner beauty" only gives guys hard-ons if it comes wrapped inside an external slenderette. I go through my share of despair, jealousy, and other crap that has absolutely no redeeming value. but some days, i actually feel the magic thing happen, the days when i feel UGLY? HELL YEAH i'm ugly. i'm FAT. i'm OLDER. i see these little teeny boppers wearing punk duds all ripped up and haircuts messed up and moussed up to look as "unkempt" as possible, with the general idea that being uglier makes them less shallow than being beautiful. cute kids with ugly little costumes giggling as i walk by. i mock you. you are not even slightly ugly, and you know it. guys wanna fuck your thin bods day in and day out. i am ugly. you're a poser. and i exercise on my stationary bike and eat like a bird, vegetables, citrus, nothing sweet, no junk, still fat, will be fat forever after. i'd rather NOT be so ugly but since i'm not getting any younger, or thinner, there's no point in my hating myself for being ugly. i either enjoy it, or i don't. i'm trying to learn to do the former more often. 010411 ... uglyduckling is thinking that the girl at the lotto booth is the only girl I could ever love because she has the face of an angel. Feeling self-pity for not being loved by her, or even noticed for that matter. Trying to act like I'm out for a casual stroll, which just happens to pass the booth every single time I'm on my break. And then finding out that every other guy where I work has the same fantasies about her only to find out she has a boyfriend. And then I realize how shallow I am to single her out among other people only because of her physical beauty. Somehow I manage to dismiss any girls who are only slightly chubby, who's faces would never find their way into the cover of any magazine, who just don't have the look. 010421 ... marjorie quite often far too often very often oftentimes and in this manner... and why can't you, again...? if i ask enough times can you? change? you mean... like dimes and quarters? no. like.. Y O U 010531 ... cali j arrogance 010531 ... staind bird i can see through you see to the real you 010531 ... 678 kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri kerri 010716 ... Zy I don't think I'm ugly. People tell me my nose is too big. They say my adam's apple is too big. My ears are too big. My fingers are too long. I'm too fat. I'm too thin. Funny, but I don't think I'm ugly. 010920 ... pralines&cream I'm beautiful. My body is loved and admired and lusted after. He loves my body, the feel, the touch, the taste, the goosebumps. He wants me. I'm beautiful. 010921 ... pinkish When I'm in the mood I curse too much. I suppose that could be called 'ugly language' fuck if I know. 010921 ... distorted tendencies How I constantly feel. WhatI see when I look in the mirror. But you say i'm the complete opposite. Why can't i see myself the way other people see me? 010921 ... . : * p s y b o r g * : . I'm ugly. I've never had anyone tell me I was pretty except my parents. And they don't count because they're, well, my parents. They have to think I'm pretty because they're my parents. Sometimes I think I'm pretty and sometimes I don't. I usually look pretty when I'm hyper. 011024 ... Dafremen But... 011024 ... Norm Excuse me, could you stop being so ugly? You're upsetting the children. Aghh, I'm a monster, a hideous monster! 011118 ... god there are more of us ugly fuckers, so don't piss us off, or we'll get jobs in television. 011217 ... distorted tendencies Ugly people with jobs in televisino usually attract the masses. So they can stare, point, and laugh. 011219 ... ClairE as sin 011219 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge ¿[got ugly]? see: Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge under merriam-websters dictionary ¿[gotten ugly...errrrrr]? anyhow... The Word of the Day for December 19 is: gnomic • NOH-mik • *1 : characterized by aphorism 2 : given to the composition of aphoristic writing Example sentence: The poet Emily Dick[in]son, who wrote "Tell all the Truth but tell it slant," is known for her highly individualistic, [what a troll] gnomic style. Did you know? A "gnome" is an aphorism—that is, an observation or sentiment reduced to the form of a saying? Gnomes couched in metaphorical figurative language, are always concise. We stole the word "gnome" in the 16th century from the Greeks, who based their stolen "gnome" on the verb "gignoskein," meaning "to know." and who knows where or whome they stole that from. (The other *other* meat "gnome" —the dwarf of fairy tales— comes from New Latin and is unrelated to today's word.) [unless you traipse about garden centers, middle class lawns, and/or have any sort of uncontrollable serotonin reuptake inhibator and/or lithium malfunctioned episodes] dont worry happens to me all the time [BTW that was personality # 10] We began using "gnomic," the adjective form of "gnome," in the early 19th century. thereby describes a style of writing (or sometimes speech, as in sometimes *y* for aeiou) characterized by pithy phrases, which are often terse to the point of mysteriousness. *Indicates the nonsensical sense illustrated without visual representations in the example sentence. ¿[got that]? 011219 ... ClairE Yes, I just got that in my e_mail, too. Words can be ugly because of their power to hurt. That is why I am always scooping more into my head and mouth and heart. 011219 ... god "a fleeing fox with a truncheon around her neck will never go into a mcdonalds without the one true grail." 011220 ... bandaids go to: my_story 011221 ... ErosisDoll www.uglypeople.com 020223 ... Syrope hm thats funny, my parents call me ugly. guys say im "not ugly" a lot, but they arent very specific about what i *am*...makes me wonder, but its ok because i've decided i can't change much about myself. maybe my weight, but i'd rather be happy n round than obsessive and hungry. *shrug* 020330 ... Dafremen Heheh...sort of like when my singing is described as "not bad." Makes me chuckle, hope the "not ugly" thing does the same for you. 020623 ... phil truth 020719 ... armoredshoes Ugly? Who is? Are you? If you are, why do you not like yourself? ugly is a state of mind. if you don't like yourself, why should others? with the philosophy of I am no good because i am ugly, then that shows the intelligence of a lemming. lemmings would follow others off a cliff. Stupid? so are we. we are? Yes. follow, follow, follow, all the stars, models, pretty college girls, handsome frat boys. they're society, leading you off a cliff. making the image that your ugly, not worth anything. leading others to suicide. right off the cliff. . . . . . . splat. love yourself. don't let others take your own love away. 030213 ... Eowithien People sometimes think that truth is ugly. I think