come_on_the_trail_of_song
hsg Come On The Trail Of Song
Eda Lou Walton

Come on the trail of song,
Leaving no footprints there,
Over the rainbow bridge
Down the mountain stair.

Come on the trail of song,
Gods of the Navajo,
Out of the sky-land
And the five worlds below.

firstpeople.us
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nameless so small and to the point 991217 nameless so small and to the point 991217
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evolutionending http://www.digitalnosebleed.com/dot/

dot com slash web uk corp net slash your throat 021114
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girl_jane Polka dot is too a color! 030904
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The Spork don't forget Yakko and Wakko 030904
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silentbob i am a DOT. i AM a dot. 030905
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sweetheart of the song tra bong Ellen, when I look at you, do you know what I see? I see a dot.

Oh..well, I've been under a lot of stress lately. 030907
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the dot i'm THE dot. i'm the little dot at the center of everything. i'm in every one of you, right there in the middle. when you notice the same thing in another as inside yourself, there i am, it's me you are seeing. i am everyone and no one at all therefore, because I AM THE DOT!

all hail my dotty dotness! :D 031118
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. i am no longer annie non mouse 031118
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girl_jane Somebody was telling me the other day about one of the scariest haunted houses they've been to for Halloween. In this particular one, there was a room that was all white with large polka dots on the walls.

When you walk in, they shut the door behind you...all you see are polka dots.

THEN!

A little midget that's been standing against the wall in a polka dot suit with his face painted polka dot jumps out and screams, "POLKA DOTS!"

That would be fucking creepy... 031118
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. period 031118
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ofsuch you are a dot
perhaps even my dot
morse code and exclamations points wouldn't be the same without you.
Dot the giraffe goes everywhere with me and watches over me.
I love you dot.
I love you hsg 040823
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ofsuch dash and dot
that's me and you 040823
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hsg cosmic intelligence spitting poetry thru starlight and morsecode. 040915
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hsg ofsuch, that dot up there sure sounds like me, but i didnt write it. interesting. 040915
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hsg connect the dots

the point of HackeySackingistoGet the picture 041130
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Connecting..the.dots.. Do you still?
HackeySack that is, do you still, I rembered it seemed to make you happy that you were now able to balance your cordanation skills, me I'd make a day of clutzy trys and end up fustrated w/ it, you must have knack for it, trying to picture you HackeySacking away still brings a smile to my face =) 041130
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just wondering what the hell does it mean when people just write a dot (.) under any given blathe? is this a sign of approval or disagreement ..?



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. What does it mean? That depends on whose dot it is. 050524
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. . 050524
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somenom yeah. 050524
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somenom dot_dot 050524
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hsg yeah. i still hack. 050813
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hsg a dot is just a dot........


unless you continue to look into it...,,,;;;; then you find entire cities chirping about.

at itsmallest levels, the dust is a roadmap of thought. all thought ever thunked. we are made of thought. dot dot dot.

loughtsa dots floating, vibrating, tickling.

deep art. mental. trance. portation.
Department_Of_Transportation.
thou are that.

lotsa thoughts. creating stuff out of dreams. 061221
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hsg ofsuch you will always be my dash. i wish you well. im sorry for any hurt. life is short but we might just connect again someday. 080216
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i_can_not_fucking_handle_this i_can_not_fucking_handle_this
dot dot 080218
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too embarassed too ashamed too tired i can't deal with who i am
and i can't deal with doing the work to be somethings else
and the canvas on which i'm painted seems such shit anyway
so it drains away any desire and motivation

people have survived and thrived on much less
but that just seems cold comfort 080218
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unhinged you want me to help you?

ME to help YOU?



you can't be fucking serious. you didn't want my help eight months ago. let me be clear. i don't like you. i come to see your band because i really love and care about paul and am supporting him.

i am good at the violin because i have been playing for 17 years. i had a private teacher for 12 of those years. 6 of THOSE years where spent in music school and i have been a teacher for the past year and a half so i guess if you look at it that way i should be good at it.

if you want to be good at the violin practice EVERY day and get a teacher. 080218
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Lemon_Soda GOD DAMN IT I AM TRYING!!!


Can't give up....
Can't give up....
Can't give up...


Take a step....
Another...
Another...


BIG breath...

I"M FUCKING WORKING ON IT! 080219
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Sardonic Sven Please, LS, just quit working. You already managed to singlehandledly wreck the whole internet. Enough. 080219
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Lemon_Soda Affectus, qui passio est, desinit esse passio simulatque eius claram et distunctam formamus ideam. 080219
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bsc singlehandedly 080219
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Sardonic Sven Really, I meant "singlehandledly" because he did it with a single handle. But LS, don't think I am bashin' ya, because I've always detested the internet and am personally quite glad that you wrecked it. Thank you 080219
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LEMON SODA RESPONDING CHECK 081110
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three words refresh_now
i_can_not_fucking_handle_this
i_am_losing 101008
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Soma I can, not fucking, handle this.

Makes sense, since I have a hard time multitsasking. 101009
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hollywood_material_baby birdmad so last night i ge hollywood_material_baby birdmad so last night i get ditched at the bus stop by a driver who truly comes across as a load his mother should have swallowed.

Tired from a long and frustrating day, i go of on a tear, cussing and ranting as i light my cigarette

camouflaged amongst all the ghetto detritus, from somewhere behid the bus stop near the trash can, comes a drunken, gay schizophrenic, mixing a few things that sounded like words of wisdom with the insensate ravings of someone fucked up beyond ercognition

"don't let those negative people like that driver get to you, don't let 'em rent space in your mind, they don't have what you have and that makes 'em mad, they're jealous, that's how i got here, i let it get to me, i'm hollywood material, baby, i got a multi-million dollar idea"

un-self-consciously pulling a slicker brush meant for a dog from its package in the window-washer's bucket he was carrying and running it through his hair

"i design things, i organize things, i can make a house grow, i had two swimming pools in my back-yard, a big party with a poker game at one patio table and dominoes on the other, you look like you should either be a rockstar or a bodyguard if you were in hollywood, i know gothic, you know, sometimes i'm gothic, sometimes i use white magic but sometimes i use black magic and when i need to i know the recipes, but i don't tell anybody stuff like that, i just make sure not to let some peopole rent space in my mind, you know, i finally learned it."

dragging the slicker brush through his hair to nearly no effect, lending only some slight semblance of neatness to the slightly lopsided rooster-crest of dark brown hair on his head.

catching a whiff of my cigarette smoke he starts again after gesticulating slightly and aimlessly at passers by and at no-one in particular

"What's that? Hmmm...smells expensive, reminds me of parties i used to go to, good cigars and rum and brandy and people out by the swimming pool with movies on the big tv in the living room and everything"

i give him one of my cigarettes, a Djarum Black and light him up, he talks quiety and indistinctly for a while to people aren't there, gesturing conversationally as if ihe was sitting at a restaurant table among friends rather than nest to a stranger at a bus stop bench

"yeah they might come and take us to jail but if they did we'd stick together, i'd walk up to you or you walk up to me and say 'hey, what's up?' and it would be like that because we're Hollywood material, you know?"

my friend the strip-club DJ comes to the stop and is perplexed by the strings of conversation flowing out of my odd little acquaintance, short, squat, dark skinned but with an accent that is hard to pinpoint as being chicano or being someone off "the rez"
his voice was high and his mannerisms were incongruously effeminate for how gruff the little man looked, crossing, switching and un-crossing his legs as he smoked the cigarette

"Don't worry, she'll come back, that's the thing about beautiful women, you can't let them be too sure, you have to act like you don't give a shit sometimes to keep them interested, i used to get pussy for free but now i'm losing my touch, can't get too possessive, got to give them some freedom, but don't worry, she'll be back, if she's the right one"

so much for that perception, but now who is he talking to

the nextbus came and i got on, along with my friend, the DJ, and drove me off into the night, but as i watched, he went on, talking to no one.

he seemed happy enough, though.

strangely, i envied him at least a little bit of that dysfunction that left him immune to the perceptions of passers-by 041006 ... Piso Mojado this story followed me around for a couple days after reading it- thank you. 041017 ... three words hollywood_material_baby famous overanalyzing 050317 ... HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH that's_how_it_was_always_meant_to_be
kidblink We were sitting on the couch, and Jaime moved, and I said "Looks like it's just you and me" and he said "That's how it was always meant to be." What does that mean for me, for us, for the future? Is that a promise, a hope, or a disillusionment? Can anyone tell me what I should do? 041018
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love & hate the two of us as one together. for eternity. we both new it but did not have to strength 041019
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helpsmilesgrow helpsmilesgrow helpsmilesgrow helps helpsmilesgrow
hsg impregnating you with a smile, one day giving birth to lafter. 070724
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pSyche hearing that.. "impregnating you with laughter" I could only picture something akin to the scene from Aliens... and a little laughing clown popping out of my chest, then proceeding to dance to the tune of "hello my baby" as i go "oh, God." 070724
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e_o_i well, it worked... I'm laughing. 080314
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hsg hUgs
^^^
143,
hsg
7 (u) (forever)

h(u)gs 081003
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soul_of_a_clown spread_happiness & the ultimate di soul_of_a_clown
HelpSmilesGrow clown_of_us_all

play_onwards

wordplay play_on_words

if the meaning_of_life is 2 spread_happiness & the ultimate disease is deathan the greatest cure is 2 help you smile.

HelpSmilesGrow, you see, th is the sacreduty of clowns, seriously!

planting seeds of lafter deep with & in you brain. don't mind me, just pretend im not here. soonah er later you'll get it. like a monkey wi this hand stuck in the jar, let go the apple or you'll never get out. the apple is serioustuph :) and u have to let it go or you'll forget how to smile. inevitably dee.p.ression will follow and then you'll really not want to let go of that apple. sooner or later you'll figure out your own demise but nothe wayou think. not being able to let_it_go, you'll stick your head in that jar right aphter that apple! who's the clowNow?! you can laugh & once you let it go you get it. turn that seriousness upsidedown, roll that apple right out the jar. let the gravity of the situation do the work. 070724
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hsg "I think of myself as an intelligent, sensitive human being with the soul of a clown which always forces me to blow it at the most crucial moments."

-Jim Morrison 080213
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marx_brothers marx_brothers
HarpoZeppoGroucho could teach a soul a lot.


sole_love, a clown;
clown_of_us_all

soul_of_a_clown 081207
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jane (thinking about Groucho for halloween) 101009
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h|s|g As long as I can be Harpo 101010
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somebody

strange_actual_conversation
stork daddy homeless guy: i have good news and bad news..twice..

me: huh?

homeless guy: the bad news is that i'm homeless. the good news is that i saved a bunch of money on my car insurance. the other bad news is that i don't have a car. 050627
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Lemon_Soda *blink*



*blinkblink* 050627
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Doar homeless guy that still has a sense of humour.

. 050627
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akuma aoi see also:

good_morning_senor

hollywood_material_baby

now all i need is for one of the more purely deranged and bacterially afragrant fellows to tell me that he's a tree wizard or some such shit and i'll have heard fucking near everything 050627
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unhinged he looked at her and said 'put those fuckme eyes away if you don't mean it.' and then turned to me and said something like 'how come you never look at me like that nicole?'

me: 'i can't have fuckme eyes for you.'

him: 'i don't know whether i should be insulted or complimented.'

me: 'you should be complimented considering i hate 90% of the people i've ever had sex with.'




strange because i never thought i would tell him how i felt about him. but he's back to his same asshole tricks. *sigh* how tarnished we are, me and him. oxidized and black to the eye, but so much beauty underneath. 050627
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oren 1st guy: "Do you know George McSwain?"

2nd guy: "Who?"

1st guy: "What's his name?"

2nd guy: "George McSwain."

1st guy: "Never heard of him."

[Actual vaudville routine.] 051209
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oren vaudeville, dammit. 051209
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say_a_mop woman at bus stop: would 20% be two dollars?
my friend karen: pardon me?
woman: would 20% be two dollars?
karen: well, 20% of what?
woman: Say... a mop.
karen: well how much does the mop cost?
woman: Ten dollars.
karen: then yes, 20% would be 2 dollars
woman: well WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY SO? 051210
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grasshopper
grasshopper my dad calls me this. i met him when i was 19. 000502
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Bownan Every where I went to look at blather there was a little grasshopper already there... can she see my mind? 000622
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Whitechocolatewalrus Grasshoppers hop through grass. I see them all the time and I wish I were as free as they are. 031108
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hey now! a grasshopper walks into a bar and the bartender says "hey, we have a drink named after you"

"YOU HAVE A DRINK NAMED STEVE?!" 031108
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sab you have a lot to learn 061212
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walrie i still agree with me 061212
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HopSomeGrass some know kung_fu 061212
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() ( i was kwai chang caine this halloween ) 061212
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phil Renewal swirls in the morning.
Fangs push out of their supplanted homes, and wings sprout from high above the world.
A cloud of bones, ticking on the walls that surround me.
Thieves under the spell of both sky and darkness, sliding across the valley, silently checking for me.
Between the two of them, time becomes a narrow slit, just wide enough to leap through in an instant. 101009
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somebody
t o d a y y e s t e r d a y
renormalization_counting_sheep_and_insomnia
kx21
__everything_mounts_to_nothing__
brand_new_blather_blue_book
give_me_something_to_look_forward_to
nothing_is_everything
exitstance_impure
y2k
future
gfd
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hfff
nothing_eveporatesfsnkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
blown_cherry
free_fall
sleeping_in_the_waves
she_loved_me
101010
marx_brothers
i_can_not_fucking_handle_this
blood_and_poison_and_rust_and_ash
grasshopper
oren's_new_word_observation
andru235's_final_blathe
here
refresh_now 101010

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grasshopper
grasshopper my dad calls me this. i met him when i was 19. 000502
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Bownan Every where I went to look at blather there was a little grasshopper already there... can she see my mind? 000622
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Whitechocolatewalrus Grasshoppers hop through grass. I see them all the time and I wish I were as free as they are. 031108
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hey now! a grasshopper walks into a bar and the bartender says "hey, we have a drink named after you"

"YOU HAVE A DRINK NAMED STEVE?!" 031108
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sab you have a lot to learn 061212
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walrie i still agree with me 061212
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HopSomeGrass some know kung_fu 061212
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() ( i was kwai chang caine this halloween ) 061212
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phil Renewal swirls in the morning.
Fangs push out of their supplanted homes, and wings sprout from high above the world.
A cloud of bones, ticking on the walls that surround me.
Thieves under the spell of both sky and darkness, sliding across the valley, silently checking for me.
Between the two of them, time becomes a narrow slit, just wide enough to leap through in an instant. 101009
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somebody
t o d a y y e s t e r d a y
renormalization_counting_sheep_and_insomnia
kx21
__everything_mounts_to_nothing__
brand_new_blather_blue_book
give_me_something_to_look_forward_to
nothing_is_everything
exitstance_impure
y2k
future
gfd
fg
hfff
nothing_eveporatesfsnkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
blown_cherry
free_fall
sleeping_in_the_waves
she_loved_me
101010
marx_brothers
i_can_not_fucking_handle_this
blood_and_poison_and_rust_and_ash
grasshopper
oren's_new_word_observation
andru235's_final_blathe
here
refresh_now 101010

what's it to you?
who go blather
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who go blather
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blather is words. bunches of words, strewn about in a twisty tangly web of pontification, insight and nonsensical delight.
but really it's an experiment to see what shape this will take when left at your mercy. take a gander and let us know what you think.
see recent additions, who blathes.
xxx depoliticization side_mullet
© 1998 new dream network. 69014 words
looking for the source code? blather is words. bunches of words, strewn about in a twisty tangly web of pontification, insight and nonsensical delight.
but really it's an experiment to see what shape this will take when left at your mercy. take a gander and let us know what you think.
see recent additions, who blathes.
xxx depoliticization side_mullet
© 1998 new dream network. 69014 wordsblather is words. bunches of words, strewn about in a twisty tangly web of pontification, insight and nonsensical delight.
but really it's an experiment to see what shape this will take when left at your mercy. take a gander and let us know what you think.
see recent additions, who blathes.
xxx depoliticization side_mullet
© 1998 new dream network. 69014 words
looking for the source code?
blather is words. bunches of words, strewn about in a twisty tangly web of pontification, insight and nonsensical delight.
but really it's an experiment to see what shape this will take when left at your mercy. take a gander and let us know what you think.
see recent additions, who blathes.
xxx depoliticization side_mullet
© 1998 new dream network. 69014 words
looking for the source code?

looking for the source code?
brand_new_blather_blue_book IGG well guys i have been on blather_red and here for some time now, and seen the creation of the blather_red_book and read of the loss of the blather_blue_book and it has set me thinking.

if you have not seen the red book, you should check out the pictures here
http://www.flickr.com/photos/blatherredbook/4623094761/in/set-72157624099175776/

it is a collection of thoughts, words, pictures, collages and clippings from skites worldwide and it is a beautiful thing.

i am sure i am not alone in thinking that maybe it is time for a blue book once more, as the system in place in red has worked to have both a physical and virtual copy of the book.

this means everyone can access the book to see how it is progressing, and skites add their names to a list if they want to contribute, sending their addresses to the last person who had it, or to the skite posting the pics on the internet (jane on red).

if any of you skites are interested, which i am sure some of you would be,
then i am going to buy a book and start it off, then update pictures on a flickr account so everyone can see.
if the book can be sent back to me after every few skites have contributed, i can put the pics up in the same way so there is an up-to-date virtual copy, which should prevent the book getting lost, but if it does means that it still exists on the web.

what do you guys think? let me know if you are up for it, and add your names to this blathe.

peace :) 101010 ... Ouroboros Ouroboros is in! 101010 what's it to you?
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i_can_not_fucking_handle_this dot dot 080218 ... too embarassed too ashamed too tired i can't deal with who i am
and i can't deal with doing the work to be somethings else
and the canvas on which i'm painted seems such shit anyway
so it drains away any desire and motivation

people have survived and thrived on much less
but that just seems cold comfort 080218 ... unhinged you want me to help you?

ME to help YOU?



you can't be fucking serious. you didn't want my help eight months ago. let me be clear. i don't like you. i come to see your band because i really love and care about paul and am supporting him.

i am good at the violin because i have been playing for 17 years. i had a private teacher for 12 of those years. 6 of THOSE years where spent in music school and i have been a teacher for the past year and a half so i guess if you look at it that way i should be good at it.

if you want to be good at the violin practice EVERY day and get a teacher. 080218 ... Lemon_Soda GOD DAMN IT I AM TRYING!!!


Can't give up....
Can't give up....
Can't give up...


Take a step....
Another...
Another...


BIG breath...

I"M FUCKING WORKING ON IT! 080219 ... Sardonic Sven Please, LS, just quit working. You already managed to singlehandledly wreck the whole internet. Enough. 080219 ... Lemon_Soda Affectus, qui passio est, desinit esse passio simulatque eius claram et distunctam formamus ideam. 080219 ... bsc singlehandedly 080219 ... Sardonic Sven Really, I meant "singlehandledly" because he did it with a single handle. But LS, don't think I am bashin' ya, because I've always detested the internet and am personally quite glad that you wrecked it. Thank you 080219 ... LEMON SODA RESPONDING CHECK 081110 ... three words refresh_now
i_can_not_fucking_handle_this
i_am_losing 101008 ... Soma I can, not fucking, handle this.

Makes sense, since I have a hard time multitsasking. 101009 what's it to you?
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