i'm_leaving_blather carlita sometimes it helps, but mostly it makes me sad... i think i've had enough 030812 ... DannyH You've not left yet though have you? You'll check back at this blathe at least for the next week or so, just to check if you're missed. Well...you would be but I'm sure the blather_boomerang_effect will see you back. This is just your three month huff. 030812 ... shivers it wont work p.s. i dont know u but i want u to know that ull be missed :) 030812 ... User24 you will return. you should stay. you'll find comfort in us later. take care. Tell us how you get on. it'll be a shame to see you go. 030812 ... Arwyn you'll be back... i've left blather many times, both announced and unannounced. You will be back. 030812 ... Dafremen This is something I like about the new blather. There was a long speech once about why people even say anything. People were criticizing them for saying that they were leaving like it was a pity party. Now they're saying good bye and stuff. That't nice. A good sign all in all I'd say. 030812 ... but some people really don't come back... 030812 ... IKC 56-80 don't go 030812 ... the Queen of Hearts Thank fuck another one is leaving. Now if only we could convince the rest of the boring, self-absorbed teenage rabble to go. 030812 ... The Return of THE SPORK [in 3-fucking-D] Well, as long as they take the crabby little shit-rakers like you with 'em for the sake of balance. I swear, Queen, everytime I read one of your blathes, I can't help but wonder if someone didn't either pee in your breakfast cereal or spike a little Ben-Gay into your Vagisil. Seriously, did you wake up on the wrong side of a hornet's nest or something? Meanwhile, in your seemingly self-assigned position as another unappointed member of the blather style council, let me ask you, have you been some great font of quality blathes brimming with insight and wisdom or literary value? Naaaah! Of course not, you're just anoher opportunistic narcissist like me who gets some perverted giggle from fucking with people who look like good targets to you. But where you go for the easy prey like the admittedly occasionally irksome angsty kiddies, I prefer a little more sport, so I pick on people like you, sort of a blather_food_chain if you will. Meanwhile, carlita, I hope you do come back, from whatever criteria the Queen is judging on, I would call it a safe bet that even your most inane blathe probably ranks head-and-shoulders in value or poignancy above the Queen's usual byproducts 030812 ... carlita where to start... as you can see, DannyH, you were right... i couldn’t resist coming back. but not to see if i was missed exactly. blather's been kind of an addiction for me, and i just couldn't stay away quite yet. i guess i'll have to quit slowly. oh, and the three_month_huff was almost right... a little less than two months for me. and to the_Queen_of_Hearts... fuck off. none of your blathes are any better than the "self-absorbed teenage rabble" you're so eager to see go. what would you ever have to blathe about without it? think whatever you want about what i've written here... i really don't give a fuck. and to everyone else, thanks for the comments, and i'm sure you're all right... i'll come back someday. until then, enjoy the blue of blather, and i wish you all well. i do include my email address here, so feel free to write to me. peace. 030813 ... FireNRoses Carlita said, "none of your blathes are any better than the "self-absorbed teenage rabble" you're so eager to see go." So I went to check if she was right. I read every single one of the queen of hearts blathes. Turns out Carlita is absolutely right. For starters only two of her blathes do anything besides shitrake on others. I would like to to cite leave_blather and what_do_you_think_you_know_about_me. However they are still extremely negative and while negativity is not nessacarily a detractor when compouded with the rest of the queen's blathes the negativity becomes monotonous. The remainder of her blathes: vampire, earth_air_fire_water, fat, razor, godlet, i_have_a_thousand_listeners, ask_goth_girl_how_to_live_a_happy_life, ect. Are simply a negative response to previous blathes and she adds no real content of her own. Suprisingly dull negativity to make it worse. She appears not to like claire or jimi_hendrix fro her blathes on both are quite critical. Her hatred for the blatherskite yummychuckle appears to go a bit further because she was critical of her in both yummychuckles_room and let_s_get_naked_and_ignorant. She once compared yummyc to chrity, saying that she had posts under as many blathes and that her writing was as meaningless. I would like to say that while your negativity is not prolific it certainly is meaningless and pointless. Why do you bother to write it? I think however it was best put in the blathe Death_is_not_romantic. I am sorry that this blathe may also be seen as a shitraker, but i felt that someone had to ask: Queen of Hearts, why do you blathe about the lack of meaningful contribution from others when your contibutions have less meaning then any of those you accuse of the crime? 030813 ... Arwyn You've said exactly what I was thinking... all I can say is, yeah.. 030813 ... silentbob I've never left blather. because blather isn't a real place that you can sit in and smell the air. its a web page. whether or not you stop looking at a web page shouldn't be a heavy decision for anyone. There have been times when i stopped going to blather completely unconsciously, then i remember, and i open it up and see what is posted, but if nothing strikes my fancy... i don't really miss it. oh, careful misplaced melodrama 030813 ... endless desire i'm trying to leave. i know it's a beautiful place. . .and i know i said that i wouldn't ever want to leave. but i've come back from being gone for a while. . .and all of the sudden it seems as though i have nothing to say anymore and that any blathes that i used to read daily. . .i well, don't. i'm trying to cut down on computer use and do more meaningful things with my time. i like to make myself the victim. . .of, well, even myself. more than self pity--or at least i hope. i almost force myself into loneliness. . .keep myself away from those who care. . .drown in self hatred. well i'm done with that, you see. and blather, it just makes me sad. but i'm so curious as to what's going on here. oh well. too true about the 3 month thing. i've been blathing for 3 months and 7 days or so. sounds about right. and now it all just seems the same. i feel like i've said everything i've ever wanted to and more. and well. i don't even know what's going on here nowadays, anyways. i'd say i was leaving but i know i would just come back so what's the point. all i care about now is ztupid_questions and those don't even happen regularly anymore. 030813 ... niska who cares if people stay or go? why do they feel compelled to announce it? especially when they come back the next day to test everyone's reaction. is this to see what people think of you? how many friends you have on the internet? who is that shallow, good lord! whether it's a threat or a promise, i don't know, but it's definately served it's purpose as a plea for attention. while you are all arguing about who's a more prolific blatherer [*cough* gimme a break] you're missing the fact that this person obviously has not 'had enough'. so keep it all coming, it's fun to read. carlita, i've read none of your blathes. i'm sure it's all very special to you, so criticizing that is just malicious. i have no comments for or agains Q of H, sorry. i haven't read his/her writing either, but none of you are any better than each other if you're all pointing your fingers around the circle. i don't think you were attacked personally, so maybe if you didn't take people you don't even know to be out to get you personally, blather may not be such a bad place after all/ it's a moot argument anyway, conidering the press conference you held in your honor. you have to expect some negaive feedback when you post here. just ignore it. coming back and repeating the same behaviour that offended you accomplishes nothing, but making you look just as petty. and i gather your blather standing is important to you, only beacuse you came back to check people's reactions, NOT beacuse i know you, or think anything of your writing or personality. you could be my best friend, how the fuck would i know? we're all anonymous here. don't let people bring you down unless you want to be down. also, next time, just change your name or something... then when you come back, it won't be to argue. i mean what's the point then? 030814 ... xox "we may not all have the same things to say, or agree, but remember - even when someone is being absolutely un-intellectual, they have every right to, in order to protect your right to blathe too. we should still try to respect each other, but then it's up to you what kind of person you are." Niska take your own advice stupid bitch! 030814 ... silentbob "carlita, i've read none of your blathes. i'm sure it's all very special to you, so criticizing that is just malicious. i have no comments for or agains Q of H, sorry. i haven't read his/her writing either, but none of you are any better than each other if you're all pointing your fingers around the circle." Well, according to this paragraph, it sounds like she was being respectful... not taking sides. So... um... yeah. 030814 ... xox Oh yeah SilentBoob, "it's a moot argument anyway, conidering the press conference you held in your honor." That's her being real respectful isn’t it? You’re just as fucked up as she is but only more of a moronic imbecile who doesn’t ever know what the fuck is going on, and makes illogical weak points. Go back to your whining you’re better at it. Get over yourself ass no. 2 030814 ... The Spork Hmm, "xox" huh? Sounds to me like the reincarnation of other such talented individuals as "???????" and "." (and we all remember what brilliant insightful human beings - and i use that term loosely - they were now, don't we kids.) another prime candidate for a visit to the blather_proctologist's_office 030814 ... misstree flings idiots against the wall to see the hmm, let's see how to win an argument... accuse someone who has written a critical but honest blather chock full of actual opinion of being a stupid bitch (lots of style points there, at least call her a cum guzzling gutter snipe or something more creative if you must), then go off on someone who was pointing out a different opinion with similarly creative language by using an example that doesn't support your point, and accusing them of making illogical, weak points. that's the kettle calling the ketchup bottle black, m'dear. you'll never advance among the ranks of shitrakers this way... hit the proctologist, take a few style lessons, and come back when you know the meaning of the phrase "obsequious toad," and "i hope you get cancer, you goat-sucking plebe," and "i've smeared roadkill with more style and intelligence than you have displayed." "i may not agree with what you say, but i will defend to the death your right to say it"--with style. 030814 ... splat This is dumb. You should all run for the office of governor of California. 030814 ... once again I heard the Terminator was doing that... 030814 ... niska well xox, if we're going to play copy/paste, this may bring on a sense of déjà vu... "You're just as fucked up as she is but only more of a moronic imbecile who doesn't ever know what the fuck is going on, and makes illogical weak points. Go back to your whining you're better at it." and the strong, logical point this makes in comparison is where? hell, even an orangutan recognizes his own reflection in the mirror when he sees it - that's logic. but if you feel the 'oh yeah? well... umm... you're the poopy-head!' approach is working for you as a form of logic, who the fuck am i to shatter your delusion? niska, that's who. no one ever accused me of being nice to people who challenge me to a pissing contest, so i'll start by pointing out what a dum-dum-dummy you are - although it's as apparent as a spooge-stain on the dark blue walls of blather - because i get the feeling you don't often spot redundancies, anyway. ["moronic imbecile"] next, it's pretty "fucked up" that you take my moan about a situation, to be a personal attack you must defend yourself against, then only reiterate your flaws to a person who actually DOES point them out to you. it's like you went off on a rant about my blathe, but forgot to actually READ it. to fill you in as to "what the fuck is going on", so you don't have to look like an ass next time, whine incessantly, or make any more illogical, weak points: it's your turn and "touché" is all you've got, bratty. 030814 ... Arwyn how did this turn into such an angry blathe? who the hell cares why people leave and why they come back? I just love the fact that people are here. 030814 ... User24 :) go niska, go niska, go! 030815 ... oldephebe I've only been here for a few weeks, maybe six weeks or so. And ah I made this big narcissistic thing out of my having to withdraw for a while and left all these pretentious aphorisms in crudely rendered latin. And guess what? No one cared. and that was totally cool. Umm I hope Carlita comes back. I actually liked some of the things she's written, but then I gush about every one right? Haha I'll be the first to admit I'm melodramatic, I'm unreadable at times, I'm self involved, I'm me. Sometimes I really don't get the great spumes of venom and malignancy that are generated over - What? - the insular mind mastications of someone just etching their thoughts upon a blue page. She says she's leaving, she wanted us to know - What's the big deal? Maybe it's my age but even when I was in the throes of that hormonal tempest called puberty I was still pretty laid back, and I guess what people called a nice guy until I got riled. But ah there's mean streak running red and deep through America. It's sad really that so much venom and malignancy can be generated over something so relatively meaningless, and by meaningless I don't mean to negate Carlita - I mean why does it matter so much to people that someone has the honesty or vulnerability to say, "I'm leaving blather."? Why does that matter so much to someone? Why would it? There's something sick and depleted in the soul of America. I've spoken before about a narrow breadth of heart, or Being. I was not going to enter this little pissing party, and no I'm not particularly adept at hurling epithets or insults - 'm just not constituted that way, and ah why would you exhaust your emotional reserves here? In a sterile simulacre of a pined for reality - whatever the hell that means - God maybe it's just me, nah, that's not it - There's an answer for all the venom curdling in our hearts. I've got in me as well but ah I feed myself with ideas and thoughts and affirmations that contend against those dark impulses in me. Not trying to be holier than thou or anything, believe me. I've had my Thane of Caldor moments in my life - and ah not a pretty picture. Right. "Oooh. Wow oldephebe you're just a geyser of wisdom and oracular sayings we bow before your polysyllabic rambling" - bah! Of course not. Why should you? I can't even figure out what I'm saying half the time but really - so much ill will over what? words on a screen typed by anonymous people using psuedonyms? So many people think their strength comes from these petty tyrannies they attempt to hoist upon others shoulders, to ah negate them or ah whatever - so many people think their strength comes from whatever is dark, twisted, and uncoiled within them - ah! All of these petty vanities and expurgations and ugh - that's not our strength - that's our spiritual poverty. AAgh! Enough - and no I will not be playing rhetorical tag or my turn your turn - If I've offended someone well then my response is my intention was not to offend anyone I'm just really saddened, yes saddened, I'll say it again saddened by what seems to reside in peoples hearts - all this fomenting over wisps of simulated air - insubstantial - petty - Carlita I hope you'll consider returning. And ah This is the first and last blathe I'll make on this page, and most likely the last time I click on it peace later 030816 ... User24 hmm.. insert_blatherskite_name_here 030817 ... niska lol! honestly, regardless of why she chose to leave, (personally, i can't leave blather - i can be gone for a week, a month... maybe - i don't know, haven't tried a month - but really it's just something i'm used to doing now), i hope carlita returns, because if someone leaves, it should be because blather has done what bltahter was meant to do for that person - not drive them away because they're tired of it all. we can just ignore what we don't like, and the world is still ours, you know... none of this is reality, so make it your sanctuary. 030817 ... carlita once again, i couldn't resist clicking on this link to see what's been going on here... it's funny, when i created this blathe, i honestly intended on not looking back. then i got bored at work, which happens quite often, and i found myself back here. i meant what i originally said about blather sometimes helping but mostly making me sad. and no, i wasn't leaving because i was sick of it, and i wasn't leaving because it's done what it was inteded to do for me. it just makes me sad, and i guess i'm sick of that. and for the record, i'm not a teenager in the middle of puberty, i'm a grown woman. maybe my previous writings have given off a "younger" feeling, i don't know. not that it really matters anyway. this place (to me anyway) is somewhere that i can put my thoughts down anonymously, without being judged. well, at least that's what i thought it would be when i came here for the first time. well, this is my final goodbye as carlita. if i do decide to return, i'm sure as hell not going to use this name. 030818 ... minnesota_chris ooh, I wandered onto this page, and specifically what queen_of_hearts wrote, through Google search. Queen of Hearts: "Thank fuck another one is leaving. Now if only we could convince the rest of the boring, self-absorbed teenage rabble to go. 030812" I hate it when I agree with the sociopaths 040603 ... Sakhalin is Magnifique You're departing, and I'm arriving! 060223 what's it to you? who go blather from