note_to_self Annie111 Wake up tomorrow morning (or at least try). 020122 ... paste! take the alaskan salmon out of the fax machine. (it doesn't work that way) 020122 ... SuicidalAngel Pay parking tickets 020122 ... ClairE Relax. The money is buried under your parents' porch. Don't refreeze turkey after it has defrosted. Be gentler. Find out how much Sarah's text costs. Call back. Call your parents. Eat. Class is at eleven. Go to work tomorrow morning. See your advisor at noon. Don't forget any of this. 020123 ... unhinged stop making an ass of yourself with attractive guitar players at the plaza cafe when you are drunk JUST STOP IT 020123 ... ClairE Take your pill at ten_twenty. Do not forget, or you are fucked. 020123 ... unhinged let_go 020820 ... jane i always give myself notes in my head note_to_self : you have a doctor's appointment at 11:oo a.m., 2:3o p.m., and 4:oo p.m. 020820 ... josie remember this song! Don't call me your Granny smith cause apples are good for you. I'm not green, I don't have a core. I'm not tasty, i'm such a bore. I'm not juicy, and i suck for sure. Won't make you happy, so dont ask for more. You chew me up then left me out and now that i've turned brown. You can't eat me cause i'm mouldy and you throw me to the ground. Don't call me your Granny smith cause apples are good for you. 020821 ... Nathan88 defensive should from now on be used minimally in conversations 021228 ... Rhin return matt's call. book blues alley for danny (cd release date = april). book thunder for danny (april). send danny's web. jump john's ass for his lack of haikuity. michael - journal deadline. apologize to bry for blowing him off last night and telling him to go fuck kim basinger. sleep. return call to home depot - carpet installation...ASAP! write chris back! (sorry!!!) car shopping with amy. remember checkerboard wall in l. room. buy kayla round, red t.v. for her birthday. (target or circuit city?). check on craig because he hasn't harrassed me in a while...he's pulling 80's again! acquire a rabbit! check on the shipment of my honer replacement and my new reeds. send out new cell #. fuck! i forgot my property taxes! call monday and grovel and/or swallow deeply before they tell me how much i owe in late charges! fuck!!! go to work, because i'm fucking late! 021228 ... jane _r__e__l__a__x_ 021228 ... megan write something worth reading. 021228 ... p2 chocolate and sprite: never again 021231 ... hey megan good idea 021231 ... screwing for virginity dont do anything stupid! 021231 ... scuzz note_to_self: Wish her luck on tomorrow's game. Sleep in at least past 6! Come on scuzz, you're slackin! Eat the rest of the corndogs with plenty of mustard. Enjoy tomorrow. Hug Jaina; she needed it forever ago. Listen to new Taiko CD. Read Blather posts; my entertainment level depends on it. Feed the goats. Beat the mission and get to the third city without cheating. ;-) Read because my dad would appreciate not forcing me to for once. Buy goats. Dream and scream some. Remember--All I Ever Needed To Know I Learned In Kindergarten. Call Mom. She misses me. Buy goat food. (PetCo maybe?) Say goodbye just in case of chaotic traffic. Reconsider the whole goat thing. 030101 ... p2 whoohooo! i was eating a chocolate orange for breakfast on my way to the kitchen for some sprite when i remembered this page! 030103 ... Rhin stop being so sentimental! you make me sick!! 030103 ... ferret stop called rika riku stop playing phantasia ultimate you slob play runescape eat (maybe) go to bathroom periodically go to bed 030103 ... amazed_by_Effie shop for a genuine clown-suit...god knows she's earned it. 030103 ... distorted tendencies Never wake up boyfriend in the middle of the night especially when he's been drinking. 030104 ... distorted tendencies ESPECIALLY when he's screaming: "THE BLOOD BLOOD THE BLOOD" 030104 ... mr_jones take off the fish eye lense 030104 ... x never count on him 030112 ... *nat* start yoga again 030113 ... human don't be less that perfect 030113 ... niska find someone to share love with. hmm... i can do this later. *sticks it to the fridge* 030302 ... ferret urgh, my mom is irritating, the way she just hovers over me reading everything i write and trying unsuccesfully to be inconspicuous. 030518 ... kss when you're drunk friend becomes a complete asshole and verbally attacks your girlfriend, expect that the situation will come to blows, and you'll have to go back later to collect your blender. 030518 ... kss also, no apostrophe needed if trying to use the possessive form of you. and stop bring knives to gun fights. 030518 ... kss oh, yeah - and kittens are cute. 030518 ... sylphide humiliate Alex at the point of complete embarrassment. 030518 ... cube Stop blathing and get back to work. ... 030518 ... i_o (red) trim fingernails while there is still unbroken skin on palms 030518 ... /anon don't try to fix it just dwell on it like i've always done 030518 ... x walk away 030519 ... jane put up your walls now before it's too late 030519 ... wednesday No matter how good everything in life seems, it can and will always get worse when you least expect it. 030519 ... Strideo don't look down! ... 030519 ... TK rember dont ever forget ... You MUST save the world! after all your the olny one who seems to care, so go out there and DO something constructive! 030521 ... User24 pay water bill(s) 030522 ... bc Linked: 1/3 Oh my god are you serious? Its stupid to try to compare relationships, but you've easily surpassed her as a girlfriend! You're so much more loving...Eas Linked: 2/3 y to just spend time with without needing a reason. I don't know how one measures love, but I know I love you now, and I don't love her, so why should sh Linked: 3/3 e matter. My friends like you- you know that. And regardless of the time it took me to get over her, I remember girls like ____ and ______ with so much Linked: 1/2 More affection becuase they were good people. _____ was a bitch to me, so it hurt forlonger, thats all. As disdainful as you are for niceness, you're a Linked: 2/2 good person. If this ended right now, i'd remember you with more love than _____, no question. 030601 ... leuka find them all of them and do something to their orifices that is not nice or wholesome 030719 ... a dumb guy keep defenses high keep heart in check trust no one 030903 ... misstree stop worrying about it. you've got this nailed down, all you have to do is wait. so be patient for once, you dizzy bitch. 030904 ... pipedream do not feel watery inside so much. do not expect to be read like a book. do not want to be grabbed and twirled around and around. do not get mad at politics. do not not do cal homework. 030905 ... User24 "die natter" massiv in Mensch 031002 ... sylverquiklight stop pushing people away, missed out on a couple of good friends that way. Have to stop associating intamacy with closeness. Not necessarily the same thing. Finish my book. Have to finish my book. Draw a little now and then, haven't in a while. Be happy alone, and stop pummeling myself because i am. 040107 ... Death of a Rose deposit expense check pay credit card bill pay gas bill get a life (only if there is a sale) 040108 ... why? irrational fear surrender failure churning, softened they glide in one lobe and around the other failed words reconciliation madness elation b sharp pain longing memorabilia plans opposites imagine assimilation frustration ice and death c masks burdens are heavy fallen revealed sealed and stored ignored why? I ask. why? and the traffic stopped the little blue toyota sunk maddening, breaking, screaching chunks of cement crashing death octave reds, greens, white collide screaming above crushing blow below I stare I am scared days and dreams and lovers scream soprano, see? death limbs and lessons rubber black stain grass and oil sunken lives shattered annd scattered years go by forte he is gone opus love's song is gone arpeggio only echoes remain dissonance, cries and infantile dolce where are the souls? irrational fear castrato tamed 040207 ... Bob36452568039286 Self, Go to bed. Its almost 4:30 am. You dont sleep enough. -Ya? Who are you to say its not enough?! Self, when you start destroying a respectable place like blather by talking to yourself, you need sleep. -Hrupmhf. Fine. I'll go to bed. Eventually. I hate it when i talk back. 040208 ... blah-ze (me) yo, remind me to put fuel in my car when i leave. (other me) ok ... ... ... ... ... (other me) you forgot to put fuel in your car, didn't you (me) shutup, smartass 040208 ... TheInventionsOfAKnight Stop laughing like a lunatic, Quit being so happy, I'm starting to freak people out, Never eat blue cheese when the moon is full, Finish homework, Remember everything else that I'm suposed to remember..... I think thats about it.... 040208 ... why? don't post poetry on this page 040208 ... dudeinanigloo [Note from the future] Note to self: - Remodulate the coffee atomization synthesizer's neutrionic stabilizers to maximum efficiency - Recalibrate the phase shift of the positronic crystals in the subspace radio-controlled automatic wakeup control time display module - Repair the field harmonics generator on the airborne transportation device's graviton thruster - Eliminate the organic residue in the collection device with the phase energy atomizer {Back in time about 400 years...} [Note from the present] - Fix the coffee maker - Fix the alarm clock - Fix the flat tire - Clean the eavestroughs 040426 ... Strideo - wait untill later to kill the others. ... 040429 ... smurfus rex shut the fuck up while you're still ahead. shit...blew it again. 040429 ... suicidalchinadoll never give old people mechanical pencils. they can't see the lead and can't hear it when it snaps under their vice grip and get angsty when they can't write with one. 041002 ... god smoke more winston lights 041003 ... Note to self You cannot control others. It is possible to influence, teach, and lead, maybe but things like manipulation, control, etc. only lead to rebellion. We must first liberate their spirits, rendering them ability to exercise their self-control and willingly choose to lay down their own lives for Him. We are human, but we don't wage war with human plans and methods. We use God's mighty weapons, not mere worldly weapons, to knock down the Devil's strongholds. With these weapons we break down every proud argument that keeps people from knowing God. With these weapons we conquer their rebellious ideas, and we teach them to obey Christ. For we are not fighting against people made of flesh and blood, but against the evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against those mighty powers of darkness who rule this world, and against wicked spirits in the heavenly realms. 041109 ... god eat more h 041109 ... once again an egg will explode after about six minutes in the microwave. 041109 ... same dumb guy as before keep defenses high keep heart under heavy guard trust absolutely no one 041109 ... smurfus rex Need: -duct tape (2 rolls) -garbage bags (contractor grade) -shovel -fillet knife (maybe hacksaw also) -plastic sheeting -ammonia solution Remember to pay IN CASH - no record 041109 ... acidshank note to self i miss you terribly this is what they call a tragedy. pretty good song note to me however is DONT FUCK THIS UP AND GO TO FAST 041121 ... Lemon_Soda see: note_to_god 041122 ... Farool Books to read: A Clockwork Orange, Fahrenheit 451, 1984, Lord of the Flies, Fight Club, Guts_, Lullaby, Choke, A Canticle for Leibowitz, and the Tao te Chiang. To Gary, you rock. 051223 ... oren Make a difference. 051223 ... grendel "next time, resist the urge to completely get rid of your beard, fat-man" 051223 what's it to you? who go blather from