disdainful unhinged did it ever occur to you that your life is not your own? that the second you laid eyes on me you left something behind that's been growing in my heart ever_since ever_since your growls your screams your tears you're letting yourself go pulling me up at the roots raising the bottom to a breathable level when we sink our heads still above ground and i've loved you ever_since ever_since i met you; the level you are left at disdainful cause i've been standing at the edge hand out-stretched and you won't grab it i won't let you drown eyes closed you are going to at least have to look me in the face as you smother yourself your life is not your own and i won't give back what's now part of me your struggle your pain your tears come from the same source as mine i've been standing on the edge hand out-stretched look me in the face while you are sinking and tell me i don't understand i've known ever_since ever_since you wouldn't let me go and now your life is not your own 031201 ... unhinged you know you were wrong you know you hurt me so you walk_away while i'm thankful for the space to feel this it hurts like hell to deal all alone 110114 what's it to you? who go blather from