scream
Quintessensual Scream

Scream at last!
Why have we held back,
when it's been so fleshy fun
and felt so very fine?

A hundred dozen words blathed,
and this our first scream!

Supress your repression.
Repress your supression.
It's too good to hold back.
Scream!

Copr. 1999
991105
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valis AAAAIIIEEEEEAAAAAAUUUGHH!!

ah. much better.
991208
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girl thats all my insides ever do anymore

i dont feel any better
000326
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whirlagirl aaaaak yoooww hissy-fit! 000608
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Wayne AAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! 000621
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Wayne Plllbbbt. That was lousy. 000621
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camille SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG 001112
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mr freeman mmmmmm''''''kkkkkkaaaaaaayyy 010328
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birdmad i would if i thought it would help. 010328
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velvet spasm scream_thy_last_scream 010328
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Robin you make me wanna scream 010331
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vampers you love it when i scream your name 010331
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Little Hawk When voices release like echos of each other; only a scream will shatter the mirrors. 010401
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Chrity When in Doubt...











Email your best friend

and ask her why you are.
(Wow! Six three letter words in a row!)








(J/K, SCREAM! Duh!) :)
010408
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florescent light I wonder what a scream looks like. Jumbled chaos, I suppose
An earthquake
of music notes falling into themselves
010427
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johnny west I did. A lot. I feel better. 010504
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nocturnal I'm glad. Hope ya didn't hurt yourself too much. 010504
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melvinwang what a long page, ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?! 010504
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junebug he makes me want to scream every time he touches me..and i dont ever want him to stop 010612
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Esteban My poem

Her eyes

They scream from the darkness

I killed her
010911
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peyton you know you are too fucking worried about what other people think when you scream out in your room

and then remark how cheesy your voice sounds screaming

that's self esteem buddy
011028
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Annie111 Grarrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!

See desire.
011218
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ClairE He looks almost surprised, or maybe as though he has a toothache.

I can't now that Celine is back.

You make me do it.
011218
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[remy] My scream got lost in a paper cup;
do you think there's a heaven where some screams have gone?
got 25 BUCKS and a CRACKER --
do you think it's enough to get us there?
020118
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blue star my body's not so beautiful
I know
It's not the highest temple for a God.

Did you know, your body's just a cavern for your soul?

Rose Chronicles
020120
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Liz another evening
another cold day
another tear's falling
finding it's way

beds apart
and miles away
they are drifting so fast
they're going astray

coldness within
warmth left outside
I keep sitting alone
remaining so quiet

secret thoughts
and silent whining
behind these closed doors
everything's dying

walls so high
behind so lonely
and all that's inside
keeps asking 'if only'

another day
I'm lost in the stream
listening to the silence
to my voiceless scream
020517
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kerry AHHHHHHHHHH! top of my lungs, in the crawlspace, thick walls to cover any evidence of my fury. 020706
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Sailor Jupiter I can bitch
I can yell
I can holler
But since that day...
I cannot scream
020706
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poeticmisfit like an echo from my darkest of screams, a bright red one pours out and turns crimson. 020725
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phil today 020729
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hehe screaming is so underrated. i like to do it whenever i feel sad or stressed. it helps to relieve some of my anger. it doesnt matter if people think im crazy cuz i probably am. 021220
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ferret (i'll take a little deftones screaming here)

CKKKCKCKCKCKCKCKKCKCKCKCKCCKCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSKAAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHHHHHHHHHHHHKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!
030517
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freakin california i scream inside
do you have ANY suggestions
on what else there is to do?
NO you dont!
everything can be great
then in just a couple of days, HOURS!
it will change
people will change
it makes me want to SCREAM!!!
people jsut cant be themselves
have to do what other people want,
do whatever they can to know everyone
try to stay true to you
but it only takes that few hours for them to realize
its not the same from then
everything takes new shape and form
screw you all!
you kill me
i have to SCREAM!!!
but theres nowhere that you can!
so i take a pillow
shove it in my face!
and scream
what a relief
you should try it someday
030613
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TK AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Not as good as the real thing, but it'll do for the moment
030814
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crimson I WANT TO SCREAM AT YOU
LIDLHTEWH:AIJO:IERIOH :OI OIAEYN QBGPOW*()&RWN YNWRLERILH IEUBCALRIUVKA HSS
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
030816
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crimson ...
I want to scream until something happens
030816
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nothingman …a sudden explosion from within, my scream briefly echoes off the walls before destroying them altogether. All of my pent up pain, sadness, and hatred finally released, it spreads further and further, so loud that everyone and everything nearby is blown away like dust in a windstorm. I clench my eyelids more tightly shut as the sound reverberates in my head and blocks out the world that I’ve been so long subjected to.
Crack. A pencil hits the floor and the sounds of the lecture hall return. Once again I’m forced back to reality, and although I’m surrounded by people, I feel more alone than ever…..
030915
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sirflaccid FUCK THAT SONG

FUCK THAT CD

I DON'T WANT IT TO TALK TO ME ANYMORE

IT'S LIKE THE DAMN SIRENS
030915
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anonymous -_-

I don't get it. I know in my heart if Jesus existed he would give me a clue. I am not talking about some old book with scary stories - I mean he would really get down with me and chill!

But the funny thing is...
I was walking home a few days ago passed the ghetto and three guys pulled me into an ally so deep and narrow it was like a tunnel. When I saw the first guy start to unzip his pants I just drop to my knees and started praying. Oh GOD! Oh GOD! oh GOD!

He just looked down at me and pulled out his nasty weenie and said - yah grl that's jus wherr I wans ya ta b. Then he tore at my t-shirt until my breasts where exposed. Then pinched my nipple soooo hard with a twist I almost fainted.

I could smell his stinky crotch as he pulled me near. I wanted to scream -- but all I do was whisper. No lord, please no.

Then I heard a whoop whoop cop car thingie sound and saw a bright light shine at the end of the tunnel. Next thing I knew they all ran like roaches when you turn on the light.

OK so -- it was no burning bush but it sure saved mine! Perhaps I'll have to reconsider this thing called faith!

-_-
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_alone & lost_ I scream from the hollow, true, deep recesses of my soul. From the pit of my stomach, and the energy slowly rumbles upward, gaining momentum, gathering speed and uncontrollable strength, i shake violently, my throat closes in an attempt to hold it back, but its just to strong! my body convulses, and i suddenly open up my soul, and i can feel the air in my hair, this whirlwind of solid magnitude, this huge enormous burst of energy, which I have been holding back for so long, it all suddenly rushes through my mouth, my eyes clamp shut, and a monster scream pierces the air, its nails leaving marks on everything that hears, its continuous torture scorching thier eyelashes, and singeing thier hair. And I have screamed. 040528
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pete inside my voice is raging,
screaming out in disbelief
in a form of anger
that has no real label

inside i cant believe it
i feel water flowing down my throat
uncontrolled, unsustained

inside... i am screaming
why? why? why?
all i can do on the outside is sigh
because annoyance fades
like fear
040607
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silver tears silently screaming, my heart is wrenched from my chest, my stomach flops over and over, i want to pound my head in anger. pound it into the door..... 040608
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trial seperation people wonder how i take things so lightly, espcially when they are crying themselves to death.
the truth is, i laugh.
and i dont need to scream.
040608
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love & hate I am constantly screaming, but no one is listening, she is gone now, it is all lost, my breath, my mind, my voice is lost, i gave it up for love... 040609
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lucky scream my name, like your life depends on it 040730
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New Zealand girl death inside im screaming for all the pain and shit and crap. but on the outside people just think im mildly depressed 040731
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Borealis it does... 040801
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mullet i can not hold it in any longer. i find it harder everyday to keep it from you. the grey skies grow darker and darker 041022
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tinkerbel river you think you know
of pain and loss
and then you hear her scream
in every distant dream
all we tried to do was get across
041206
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Abbie If I have a soul, per se, it is currently being tortured. I am screaming on the inside. So to speak. 050105
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dreamer not right now, it's 1 am, i'd wake up my roomate, maybe later though 050227
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misguided Sometimes I want to scream and scream and scream but I can't because I am surrounded by people. People who have no idea whats tearing up my soul. I'm not who I used to be. And it's all because I couldn't scream 050227
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Joshua James You have nothing to scream about, why is your life so bad? You and your silient screams...Your pathetic. Sarah you've got what you've always wanted ever since you were little. Try living a life where it was actually difficult. Watching your mother abused, constantly family members dying, getting molested by someone you never would expect. Try being poor and living on $97 a month. Try being alone for most of your life and always being picked on for no reason. Try having someone you expeceted to live the rest of your life with cheat on you, with your best friend. Try always being lied to, try having your best friend die. Try being the only one around to carry your family. You don't know pain, you don't know what a hard life is. Walk my shoes and maybe I'll let you scream, however I never did. I have nothing to regret, but you do. I'm not ashamed to say I had a bad childhood, but atleast I love my family, and still turned out to be the man I am today. I'm the big hearted, mistreated and used friend. I am the voice of pain and anguish, yet I stand here without a complaint. I have my bad times, but I never bitch because my life is going good. Stop being a whine ass. God forbid you got a life in front of you. Screaming at yourself in the mirror because you didn't get what you wanted. Scream when you know true pain, until then sace your voice, you'll need it.

I'm still not screaming, not even for you
050318
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bettyisntme when the sound of silence finally marks it's territory.


" whata pussy, she can't even scream.."
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Harlequin Let it all out in a torrent of injustice.

Go, go, just scream, it doesn't even matter that your throat is raw, it doesn't even matter that they cover their ears and run, doesn't even matter that it doesn't logically solve a damn thing. Scream, damnit! Give a mighty cry for the ones you hate and the ones you love and the only ones that make your anger spark and fly. Scream out loud. Send that energy pulsing into the atmosphere around us. Ignite a mob-mentality. Become the catalyst.
051122
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quotree Because every tragedy is a comedy
Unless you are the victim
Then you're just another monkey in the zoo
-another_perfect_catastrophe, firewater
060115
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BananaSplit mmm... do the finals then. 070423
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B~R do the Lola scream from "Lola_Rennt"

shoot me
070613
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where is the PROOF i honestly honestly am not interested in kerning and tracking, I don't need to read 100 newspapers anyway, even they fight against each other, then you sit there wondering, "what is the truth?"

you do it, whilst i make the pudding.
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niska marcos 080518
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Syrope hiding in blue, hurtling insults at you even though i no longer get to see how pathetically little they affect you.

trust me, i can still imagine.

i will lose patience with my childishness. i'll eventually change my name, or find a new venue. or just become so boring that you can't bear to continue to take the time away from her to read this bullshit.

people are starting to think, you know? it's been over a year.
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no reason let's all scream somewhere 110829
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OED scream (adv.)

1. With the determination of a moose, elk, or caribou
2. Toward the moon's surface
3. Through a window
140821
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flowerock there are ants on the berries!

self_consuming_nature
its eating itself. good. I prefer protein that doesn't bite back though. they can eat my body when I am done with it, when I am ripe and molding off the vine.
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