forget dallas remember me. remember me. remember my name. and remember my game. but just remember me. baby. 990110 ... adam her, that's what they say to me, forget her. how do you forget? i forgot. 990228 ... drew it'll happen, trust me... sooner or later, you'll stop listening to 'the downward spiral' on repeat, you'll stop writing rants entitled 'fucking hole of pain', you'll stop pulling away from people when they touch you. it's partly about forgetting, partly about growing older and finding out you are still alive and kicking, and mostly about realizing you didn't know what love was in the first place and it wasn't that big of a deal. besides, we need love and human touch too much to be afraid of a little pain now and then... it actually adds a bit of tantalizing spice to it all, once you're used to it. 990302 ... daxle he said he could forget me if he tried hard enough he couldn't and now he wishes I would forget he said that unlikely. 990420 ... megan him he forgot you 990901 ... David Yelled at the ocean, Drove to Portland, Called my old friends, Danced in Septemer rain, Ate calamari for the first time, Ran into a parked car, Helped a famliy on the highway, Bought a collection of t.s. elliot, Drove half way to Fresno, Lost my favourite hat in S.F., California is a bountiful state, but it's you I can't.................... 990922 ... king kai as hard as i have tried - i can not forget what i have done to you - but - not only have you forgotten - you've forgiven 000102 ... ******** forget me, forget i ever said anything to you, forget it all, forget that i took your hand, forget that she brought us together, forget the first things i said to you, forget those calls, forget how long you stayed, forget the car, forget the steam, forget it, forget the red and the white forget that she does everything for you, forget that i wish i could. forget that i hardly talk to you, forget that you touched me, forget that you were drunk that night, forget what you said to me, you wouldnt remember it anyway, forget that i wanted to kiss you, forget those 15 seconds you made me count for you, forget how much i loved them, forget that i remember them all the time, forget that we kisses after i finished counting, forget that i picked up that beer, forget that i said i missed you, forget that you gave me roses, forget that you slipped your hand under my bra, forget that u put ur hands into my pants, forget that the light went on, forget that you asked me why i wasnt drinking, forget that you didnt talk to me, forget that i wrote down what you said, forget what i told you about CRUX, forget that i told you you were cute, forget our songs, forget the look on your face when you first saw me, forget the fact that i knew you liked me, forget that i touched that cat wishing it was you, forget that she makes me furious when your with her, forget that you dont want me, forget that you dont want to kiss me, forget that i love your kisses, forget the way you hold my ass, forget these things forget them, forget the promises i made you and the thoughts i thought about you, forget all the times you smiled at me, forget that you said that you would pick me up so early, forget that you smell so good, forget that i miss you, that i want you, that i would give you anything. forget that your hers, forget that your not mine, forget that she owns you, forget that your so far, forget that i love your hands, forget that i have your ring, forget that i have mine, forget that its not real, forget that you gave it to me, forget that you dont care, forget that you built that fire, forget that i wanted to stay longer with you that night, forget that i always wait for you to be ready for me, forget that i am patient, forget that i always let you let your friends come first, forget that i never hold you back, forget that i dont judge you, forget that i let you do what makes you happy, forget that i see who you really are, forget all of it, because no one cares, only me, you dont care, she doesnt care, and no one will read all of this, cause no one cares, they are all trying to forget something, some where, forget it, just forget the colours, forget the smoke, forget the poem, forget the kiss, forget her words, forget that i said them, forget that you pretended not to know, forget my tears that day, they werent for you, yes they were, forget i lied, forget how i reacted when you asked me out, forget that she laughed, forget your brother, forget that i dont know your mother, forget the length that you hate, forget your room, forget him, i hate him, i wanted you, forget that i wanted you, forget the warmth, forget the hands, forget my favourite spot, forget your hat, forget her song, forget your song, forget our song, forget my smell, forget me baby, forget me. just let me go, let me cry and let me forget you as you have forgotten me. i'll forget how i said your name and how you said my name. we'll just forget it ok? 000116 ... lizard memories that used to spread a nostalgic smile foolishly across my face now drive me down to sob with a momentum i am providing, innnocently, in my vulenerability. still the pitiful one. she's already forgotten. sometimes i wish i could forget too. sometimes i think that these are the moments that one really lives. 000524 ... Steve Eh? 000803 ... Wh0re Maybe i should forget you.....forget us.....you dont want me, did you ever? its just like that everclear song you know......sometimes i feel like a whore......your whore..... 001015 ... misstree i want to forget all this... want to forget what i have left, what i will never see again, the lips i will never kiss that one last time that was all i wanted, i want to forget the warm breezes by the river, the easy freedom and desperation of the gutterpunks, the scarlet tang of my first taste of pain, the snarl that i grew just for you baby, when i was dancing and i hated you so much, i loved to hate you because i couldn't forget you. 001116 ... Robin that you raped my innocence? that you made me this way? that you broke me beyond grief? I won't. I can't. 010331 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... Sol i remember all my pain, all my embarrasment, they dont make me wise and strong they make me beaten and afraid, let me forget 010418 ... unhinged just forget about it dear the way he held you when you cried the fingertips that brushed your hair back from your eyes the sweet things he said that sounded like they were just for you your lips his muse what a fucking lie you aren't the first you aren't the last the way he discarded your hand the way he didn't hear the scars he would never understand just forget about it dear he's not the man 010523 ... piggy If you forgot something, did it ever exist? 010620 ... unhinged you only know that you forgot it in the first place because you remembered that you once had it 010620 ... white pickets who remembers any way..... 010621 ... shan and you gotta wonder what you had... but he lied and i don't lie. i have some trust. i'm not even sure i want to forget, i don't want to forget the dreams of how it could have been... 010703 ... Becky I forget a lot of things. Sometimes I'm surprised I remember my name. I'm not sure why I forget everything.. maybe I choose to? But why.. I mean.. I can't remember yesterday morning! HELP! 010704 ... nocturnal I woke up today (around 2:30 pm) to find I have forgotten most of the past few days. well, maybe not forgotten, but when I think back on a lot of it, I can't seem to be sure if it was real, or a dream, or what state of mind I was in. It's weird. Like, I thought of something I said to my boss last week, but then I remembered it was a dream and then I was relieved. but then I thought, wait. no it wasn't, I really told her that. I still don't know if that was real or not. and then today my mom tells me that last night I sounded interested in joining her and my dad for fireworks tonight, but I don't remember even discussing it with her. so I figured it must have been when I was drunk. then I remembered I didn't drink anything at all yesterday. this is all very strange. 010704 ... freak_of_the_week The ultimate destruction. Obliteration of a memory. It happens without warning, it happens at will. It happens when you don't want it to, It doesn't happen when you really try to. In the complex web that is our memories what is the spider that weaves it. We feed it silk with our experiences but who or what (subconscious maybe?) decides to cut down the old webing and re-spin? Could it be more simple. Chemicals stored in the brain that are re-newed by "thinking." If you don't think about your memorys then there chemical's half-life kicks in and they start to get fuzy. Lately I find myself torn between the Simple and Complex. Science and Magic. Faith and Facts. What does it matter though? We are in fact here (I think) and we should enjoy what we have left. Still I get the urge to fight to restore things to the old ways and work with the planet instead of against it. Why should I care. Things are so fucked up now that I would never live to see that tree give its fruit. So many questions and mysteries just with one's self how does anyone have any time for others? The Sane vs. The Insane 010824 ... Inanna Don't worry. You are young. You'll get over it and soon forget All about that. 010824 ... Inanna Sometimes forgetting is a psychological defense mechanism. 010824 ... distorted tendencies defense mechanism indeed.. forgetting is like erasing your history. everything that has happened in your lifetime you remember and it is stored. forgetting is that recycle bin tha tneeds to be taken out once in a while. it's like erasing the evidence. mostly unpleasant. 010824 ... nemo please dont, everyone else seems to dont be part of everyone.. be someone 011128 ... i remember us me and find another 020222 ... blown cherry ******** Someone always gets to my thoughts before I have them. ("You're not the first to think that everything has been thought before" SFK) Please don't let it take four years for me to forget you as well. 020223 ... Soulbird may i forget all your bad habits and cherish your good.i like to forget the things that drive me crazy.Like how u forget to ask how my day was,how u forget my favourite things and favourite books.How u forget i would still like flowers or forget that i am still your baby :( maybe i forget stuff too?? no nevermind, forget it! 020611 ... Perspective_of_Soul I do not care to remember every nice thing you have ever said. I dismissed it as lies then, and shall continue to do so till you say something terrible that shall be the only thing that reflects the truth 030326 ... marjorie some things are waiting to be unleashed. the past doesn't wait forever and neither do i. 030408 ... giovanna i remembered to forget to remember about her. just forget it i said and i ran away. 030512 ... the new kid you said you'd never forget. then why can't you remember and forgive? 030709 ... oldephebe the expedient and inconguous juxtapositions of say eminem and dido forget my last and penultimate post to the blather _oldephebe don't forget that wondrous things can be built on the ashes of trajedy 030709 ... oldephebe incoguous should be incongruous 030709 ... my little secret I have forgotten my age. I have forgotten my phone number my adress. I forgot my birthday once. I have forgotten my homework and how to spell the word from. I have forgotten many things easily, without trying at all... what makes you different? 030728 ... camille another word for.. remember? 030911 ... story of eau cigarettes. paint. little bit of vodka. a book. a bed. sleep. or lose yourself in the mundane. 040202 ...