reasons_to_live yummychuckle don't ask me. I can only think of about 3 friends. everything else doesn't seem to help. 010627 ... nocturnal curiosity about the future wanting to meet the love of my life good food wanting to find what I'm good at seeing bands I haven't seen yet thinking about the faces of my family and friends if they heard I had died lots of things. 010627 ... dB Waiting for the answer to the question 'how can things possibbly get any worse?'. 010627 ... dB And the idea that one day I'll learn to type properly. That is on my list of things to do before I die. 010627 ... tears of the night i don't have any reasons to live anymore. every reason i had is leaving. Every reason that i had will be gone by next september. so whats the point of going on. 010627 ... pat sajak "the meaning of life" it's a movie by monty python 010627 ... Casey The only reason I have is because I'm looking for a reason 010627 ... DannyH Abject terror of death Profiteroles with hot chocolate sauce Blowjobs "Return of the Black Regent" by Add N to X Cigarettes Glastonbury 010629 ... MollyCule "I love Twinkies, and the reason I am saying that is we are all supposed to think of reasons_to_live." Perks of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky 010815 ... me dancing...pure and simple 010815 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong I haven't written that one perfect sentence yet, that one God would roll out of bed to read. 010816 ... baby satan i got one: being terrified of your own stupidity. as long as you can still scare the shit out of yourself occasionally, you must be doing something right! 010906 ... Ishtitoon Just like you need no reason to love, you dont need one to live. 010906 ... unhinged i'm living within the diseased parameters of this town the death grip of a cold-blooded reptile constricting my chest somehow i always managed to be more free inside of my depression anywhere else watching her cry him die the barely functioning smokestacks of a failed community spewing out what little pollution they have to offer the bruise is forming in it's regular place and the street lights will only blink in the cold gasps of the crackheads sleeping on the park benches he used to say that you are your environment i feel my compassion leaving town for cheaper means of manufacture the valley shrouded in grey the clouds hard round edged steel choking the life out of me 010906 ... Pythagorus #1. Life is a Gift. #2. You have a purpose. #3. The world needs you. #4. Once you understand why #3 is true, then #2 becomes Crystal Clear, then all at once, #1 seems painfully obvious, and you wonder why you never realized it before! 010907 ... silentbob When the amount of reasons you have to live can be counted on one hand, it's time to do something different. 010907 ... for the masses everybody needs some reason or other you'll find a reason when you discover... 010907 ... silentbob play dough! 010907 ... lost my friend thy. maybe i will find someone that really cares. my gf and i broke up a couple days ago. it didnt hit me until last night that we would never be together again. i told her that if she wanted to i couldnt. i cant take it anymore. i love her but i can only take so much. well at least thy needs me. well he doesnt need me but we have helped eachother through hard times. given eachother advice to eachother. i have a couple friends who care.maybe. im not seeing to much to live for right now but thats the way i always see things. 010907 ... Dafremen (a little applause for Pythagoras!!) Well said. To those of you who found something to live for...good for you. For those of you who counted ZERO reason to live...you're right, there is nothing to live for, nothing to see here folx...keep moving along...adios...cya...wouldn't wanna be ya..no really I mean that..leave. WAAAIT!! No wait....don't go...I THINK I've got a reason for you to LIVE. You've got to stick around to remind the rest of us how worthless life is. We might forget otherwise... 010907 ... morning how can you even not have reasons to live? have we all lost that awareness that we had when we were three years old and everything was amazing and we just couldnt believe the things we saw? why do so many people lose that as they get older? if you lose that awareness, i think you lost the ability to live. waking up in the morning and looking at your window to see the sun rise...its a fucking star five bazillion miles away and it has the potential energy to kill us all. isnt that just fucking crazy? dont let depression block this out of you mind. soak it all in, i dont know why im here, ive been trying to figure it out, but its pointless to look. because its too frustrating, and one day, it will hit when youre least expecting it. and youll be so glad you understand the beauty of the life and all the love that surrounds us. hope is a hippy on a beach, (right kev?), and a 100 year old tree, and pausing upon your sip of coffee to thank whoever you may thank for the small joys in life. the awareness is inside of us all, just find it and you will know what i mean. 010907 ... Norm Good freinds, beer, and appreciation for all thats good. 010907 ... nocturnal this is what I told my friend last week: if you kill yourself, you're not even giving yourself a chance to succeed or to find happiness. if you're still suicidal by 50, that's different, but then what's the point? you got that far... 011008 ... distorted tendencies Alex and good lovin'. And all the other awesome things I can do with my life. 011008 ... mister mourning being a royal pain in the ass gives me great pleasure. what a rush 011009 ... Toxic_Kisses To prove them all fucking wrong! To have them bow before be in defeat and awe! That is my reason. 011009 ... ClairE There aren't any. You have to make your own. Once you do that, everything is a reason. 020102 ... Mahayana: Zakah: dont preposition me with towardness of living [give me the right fucking directions] ¿[[please]]? 020102 ... kerry to make everyone love you [hahaha] of course, if they already do, you're definitely a lost cause in my book. ;) 020102 ... Steve Martin "You have so many reasons to live!" "Give me three" pause "Two?" pause "Alright then one!" "Not dying! Not dying is something to live for!" - The Lonely Man 020618 ... Dafremen Because there are no reasons to die. You will return, you will be back, you will play a part. Escape if you can, only to find that escape is futile and eventually, no...CERTAINLY one of these times around, you will discover that escape is undesirable. Perfect paradise is all around you and you don't have to wait for it...it's already waiting for you. 020618 ... blue star strawberries good music good books the possibility of making it into the guinness book of world records for the longest kiss. (or anything else that tickles you) tickling sweet little kids sweet old people silent summer nights full moons loud summer nights silent winter nights getting mail that doesn't consist of bills or stupid credit card adverts compliments pets sex art history enlightenment 020618 ... Dafremen Wise beyond your unknown number of years blue star. : ) 020619 ... reitoei ive heard it's "cool". its in to live right now, everyone's doing it. now give me a good reason. 020619 ... kerry things u haven't done... the thought of doing them. the thought of doing people you haven't done. hehe. anyways poems, love letters, old photographs, that "infinite" feeling you get when you're filled with boundless joy, stories you have yet to tell, people you have left to kiss. there are drinks to drink, songs to sing, secrets to share, lives to celebrate. 020619 ... silent storm us our life our family our love 020810 ... melissah because i believe there is something better to be had in this life. 020811 ... screwing for virginity morning's post reminded me of a quote i once read (and copied): "Nothing is so common-place as to wish to be unremarkable." Oliver Wendell Holmes, Sr. if finding wonder in everyday items doesnt enspire you to live, nothing will 021112 ... pushpins takes too much effort to die. that, and some other stuff. 021112 ... girlnamedlover I hate twinkies. 021112 ... silent storm sassafrass 021112 ... Mahayana [books from the library] 021112 ... Rhin i've not yet served my purpose to the fullest extent, hope, i would never want my mother to have to clean up the mess (she would consider it her responsibility), it would kill my mother, what if..., fearful of life going on without me, i wouldn't die in peace, and mostly because after all is said and done, i love my twisted little self. 021113 ... stork daddy if everyone killed themself...there'd be no one to read all the suicide notes. 021113 ... kss tomorrow 021113 ... Jeca for starters, i still have 42 big things on my list to accomplish first 021113 ... failing to make sense of it only fools_die 021114 ... splash of orange music writing relationships with amazing people 021125 ... splash of orange reading laughing starting finishing 021125 ... splash of orange traveling 021125 ... splash of orange home 021125 ... Mahayana my only one sarah 021229 ... xle you're not mine haven't been for a long time 021229 ... stork daddy not even after all we've been through together xle? 021229 ... xle oh You ARE my reason to live, don't worry i was possibly talking to someone else 021229 ... collection agency curiosity cigarettes terrified constricting depression functioning community painfully discover awareness frustrating happiness towardness directions certainly paradise strawberries everyone compliments photographs sassafrass tomorrow accomplish finishing amazing traveling starting together possibly 031031 ... phil overcoming fear, fighting pain 031031 ... wingedSerpent only because death, when i visited, was even more weird and stupid and fucked_up than living has been 031031 ... love & hate only one... my angel, my katie...... 040918 ... blondie to love and be loved 040918 ... god because i don't want to fuck my son's life up. 040918 ... who i am doesnt matter anymore because there is always a way to make things better. and everyday i strive to get to my 'better' place where one day i wont have to think things will get better because they already have. 051203 ... tricou i've emptied the hat. the countdown begins. 051203 ... Twitch how about to see who responds to this blathe next... ok...lame reason.. 051204 ... no reason what if it's me? 051204 ... monkey out in space YOU. 051205 ... no reason uh...just to clarify, i meant "what if the next person to respond was me?" not "what if a reason to live is me?" k bye. 051205 ... RoaulDuke ever expanding conciousness love 060718 ... twenty everything, everything, everything. 070702 ... jane !excitement! 070702 ... swears the misfortune getting laid, going out on joy rides, getting stoned, hanging in the woods. 070703 ... laced . 070913 ... Lemon_Soda Family daughter owen ben tree john charlie manda rita nate carl lisa ann my dogs computer games eating anime perfect weather perfect storms swimming drawing gong fu candy road trips comfy couches good books blogs blather singing showers snowballs sledding movies walking spring summer fall winter swords gosh...theres just so many people and things I want to experience over and over... Oh...and the most important... Dreams. 070913 ... ungreat because dying is too easy. because this life is unique and i plan to explore it to the fullest extent. because no day will be like today and bring what tomorrow may. i will get hurt over and over, i will cry, i will hate myself and every one else, but i will dance and smile and breathe and laugh, and fuck, and dream, and run, and kiss, and hug, and feel and see the most incredible things. thats why i choose to live every day. because tomorrow i could do so much more than i ever have before. 070913 ... camille Reasons to live I’ve yet to hear of a cure for the world’s pain.. bloody red sunrise against a bruised blue sky The sound of crickets harmonizing (sipping on a cold glass of tea) reciprocated love …mission … is it possible? love cannot be measured. children to teach children to learn from there’s people yet to read on blather sunsets.. I continue to breath therefore I exist Heart keeps rhythm to the second hand beat 070919 ... me today there are none but you and i dont want you to have that kind of power. 080227 ... lux reasons_to_die your hair 080228 ... past_place life is reason enough to live 080228 what's it to you? who go blather from