totally_unexplainable wanna-be-never-was I was going to say something insightful, and make a bit of explanation. But now I realized who my audience was, and I feel like vomiting. Nevermind. Blather sucks. What a whorehouse. 010729 ... silentbob that just made me laugh and laugh 010729 ... Casey That was great!!! You should get a treat for that. 010730 ... Dafremen I'm impressed...TAKE A DEAD MONKEY. (Then PLEASE sit the f*ck back down because opinions are like pottery. See you can keep on showing everyone yours while it's still in that "GRADE SCHOOL ASHTRAY" phase...ORRRR... You can refine your opinion based on the available facts do a little creative soulsearching and produce "PROFESSIONAL GRADE" material. The kind that doesn't have so many leaps to conclusion and so much disconnected logic and heresy. I could have a FIELD day creating a reactive blather for the two pieces you've written so far anonymously under this email address. The kind that crumbles like a cookie under the slightest interrogation. Course blather_IS_blather so everyone is entitled to put whatever they like. In fact you're even welcome to put things that you DON'T believe. Ideas that DON'T reflect your opinions. You're welcome to trash that which you admire or admire that which you find trashy. You can tell a lie, the truth, or something that's a little of both...or a lot of neither. You can talk about the ugliness that is beautiful and the beauty that hides ugliness. Hypocrisy is welcome and as The Truth will tell you blather even accepts SPECULATION and NONSENSE as payment in full for time blathered. Do yourself and everyone else a favor. If your intent is to let the world know what a SCUMBAG you think Aimee is, and you would like folx to take your opinion seriously, try QUALIFYING your statements with data, facts, examples. If you're just venting, well have at it if it helps you. I mean if yer not looking for validation or a reaction, then I guess you won't be too disappointed when folx get tired of listening and shrug you off, discarding your opinions like so many ugly ashtrays. (Or is THAT a coffee mug?! Hard to tell.) 010730 ... Teenage Jesus you know- all the ashtrays I collected over the years were rendered useless when I quit smoking last September. I just gave `em away along with the lighter fluid, zippos, and other smoking stuff. I really liked those ashtrays- but then I didn't care. "I carried it around with me for days and days; playing little games...like not looking at it; and then...looking at it...to see if I still liked it...I DID!" except I didn't - King Crimson sure was good. Soft Machine and Genesis to. Ah well... crap- news headlines- every damn hour 010730 ... S e e d S o f L i g h T This next theory of mine, takes the shape of a bee, and lands right here on this freshly sprouting flower. The secrets of mystery are burried within as usual, but this time much closer to the surface. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ In the realm of infinity, there are endless possibilities. Even in a chaotic universe within a realm of entropy and energetic balance. The possibilities for an explaination are without number. Limitless. It's not "unknown" because we do know. We know it is neverending. So, what does that mean, what possibilities arise as a result of this? Infinite possibilities arise out of each of the infinite possibilities . And in each of those possibilities ? Yes, infinity. Infinity^infinity. [Infinity to the infinite power] That's reality? That's Existence? That's our Universe? So, if all is chaos and anarchy, where does that lead us? Well, one of the infinite possiblities is that this realm of infinity exists within a singular being. Every dimension is connected to one realm. All of inifinty is ONE With the addition of this one sigle occurance out of infinity... everything changes. All at once a certain order fills the universe, and random numbers make sense, purpose and destiny are predictable. and thus God is born... Out of Chaos comes Order. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Now this bee will fly off and cross-pollenate other flowers with the seeds of these petals. 010730 ... satan satan satan and may, per predestination, unwittingly sting the next messiah bringing about an unprecedented dark age because of anaphylactic shock 010730 ... S e e d S o f L i g h T No, it may not. It does not defend it's hive, nor itself. It's only attacker (you) is burried by the existential_clause_of_truth, so it hasn't the need to sting. It will simply fly around, spreading the seeds of light. 010730 ... kx21 The_Gene_of_Nothing? 010730 ... kx21 love_and_connectedness? 010730 ... Teenage Jesus Ouch! Well, play golf and you will get stung sometimes. Gentlemen, I am a bulldog, and you will know my bite is worse! 010730 ... satan satan satan (reliving his experiences as a h hey TJ, remember the way you freaked out your mom after the chicken incident. i was sticking to the wall and remember her jaw dropping as you popped their heads back on and sent them on their merry way 010730 ... Dafremen I guess we went ahead and found the beauty that hides ugliness for your blather after all. Think of all of these blathers toward the end as being like am attractive bedspread covering a stain covered mattress(or visee versee for that matter) Ohh BeE, if only your mission weren't so noble I would gladly take a crack atcha with my sarcasm-enhanced verbal stick. However your mission IS noble and your words ring true. Indeed it is only through oneness that the unknowable at last becomes knowable. It IS our quest for answers which has created our "unknowable" universe. We are one, we're all the same stuff and we will be again. In the context of infinity that makes everything one thing and nothing of particularly pressing concern. A place where all things are one and there are no pressing concerns. There I think is where you find the origin of heaven or paradise mythologys, mix in of course human perception of what is pleasurable and what is painful and of course the mythology takes on a shape of it's own. Driven in part by the cultures that are it's caretakers. As fashions fads and rituals change, certain details of the stories are made more "contemporary" at sporadic intervals, adding to the distortion between each religious-myth based "paradise" and the reality that is limitless possibility for a countless number of lives and forms and oneness with everything with no worries? I imagine when you're part of a rock or something like that it's like being unconscious. You just wake up one day and you're a conscious lump of stuff. It's gorgeous. Time has no meaning at all. I imagine the life urge is this instinctual desire to keep one's DIRECT line of stuff from going back into the "stuff pool" (unconsciousness) and thus being "doomed" (consciousness is preferable to unconscious most of the time?) to an indeterminate amount of time before even some of their stuff would be sentient again. I dunno, I kinda think that since the universe and it's oneness are eternal I shouldn't concern myself too much with the LIFE urge. I mean by all means I should try to stay alive and keep my kids alive(it's a hell of a ride who wants to miss it?) but should I concern myself overly with all this worldy carnal bullsh*t when in the end it's nothing that means a damned thing. I think it really comes down to being grateful every day, enjoying every moment...even the painful and depressing ones. Realizing that this is a wonderful gift, even if it was given to you by random chance in the grand scheme of things. On a more local level, I think it's only important to search for the unfindable "answers" if you truly enjoy it. Not because it is important or means a whole hell of a lot of anything. Simply chase science with all of your life and passion if you are passionate about science. By no means fill yourself full of arrogant pretenses about who's perspective if superior, because doing so makes you look less than equal to every other perspective simply because it presumes to establish standards for unimportant nonsense that eventually will not matter. Religions try to impose "truths" on humanity and are lashed out against by the establishment and the public. Science imposes "truths" on humanity and we give scientists prizes for it. Well unless like Copernicus we meet those same ignorant savages of the empirical school who INSIST that something is balderdash unless it can be PROVEN(even if it can't be DISPROVEN either). Also on a local level, realize that those around you might be part of what you are next time around. It's all one big pot and we happen to be in a side serving skillet called Earth. That means that the stuff that makes us is likely to mix with other stuff from Earth, which makes it more likely that at sometime in eternity you WILL be in the same entity with the stuff of the person that you hate the most right now. It's inevitable. Make peace with that person. Make peace with yourself and the idea that while we have this little puppet show called human social life to attend, the reality of what we are should break down the formal protocol that society has built up in our hearts and replace it with formal social behavior tempered with an inner feeling of kinship with each other and everything around us. Also while you are here, realize that knowing what a "God" might know will not make us gods. Not by a long shot. So be content to know what a human should know. Be content with knowing when the sun comes up and whether or not it's going to rain today. Content yoursef with sailing the seven seas or exploring the farthest reaches of space...because THAT's what it's here for..or should be anyhow huh? Just don't get stupid and fool yourself into making it anything more than a diversion, makework if you will. Something to do while your here to make you feel better about yourself and maybe help some of the folx that you left behind. Not anything that's worth getting all worked up about, but certainly an enjoyable way to spend a lifetime...and with so many lifetimes to choose from...why not? 010730 ... Dafremen Good GAWD and here I thought proofreading was optional....sheesh. Never again will I skip this simple but important step in my delivery. 010730 ... peyton "..And this flower of intellect, pure and unrestrained, shall grow forth from this soil of hatred, born as a bastard of hatred and indifference. And it shall come to pass that many will speak, nameless tongues telling nameless events, singing nameless songs to nameless melodies. And though hatred was its progeny, this thread shall bring forth enlightenment, even soasmuch to the heathens; nameless as though they might be. And it shall be written, and it shall be good.." - The Book of Peyton Chapter 1 Verse 1 (the opinions hereby stated in the "Book of Peyton" are not intended to incite, enflame or provoke any emotional response whatsoever. They are simply the practicing of writing in biblical form by relating to the thread at hand) 010731 ... Teenage Jesus S3- mom's jaw did drop a lot didn't it? Dear me, daydreaming and the Stains coming tonight! I've yet to go into Conckerton to thaw out chickens in the spin dryer! 010731 ... kx21 Imagination is more important than knowledge. —Albert Einstein Is Einstein a Dreamer? 010731 ... 9voltJesus let the blatherevangelist lay his hands on the corrupted html and drive out the foul whitescreen demons. 010731 ... nocturnal dude, it wasn't demons. it was quota issues. we just blathe too damn much. see what we've done?! 010731 ... kx21 Emotional_Bond Between God and Satan, specifically, God and You? 010731 ... Teenage Jesus "I don't give a toss what you do with me when I've shrugged off me mortal coil. Stick a bit of frecks up me back passage, put a light bulb in my mouth and stand me in the hall; mind you, you'll have to dry me out first if you're using electricity. Afterlife, aftershave, I don't hold with any of it." Great Aunt Floree was of quite a different opinion... 010802 ... Dafremen Ok well this blather is broken. Will this fix it? 010802 ... kx21 with shit or bullshit? Big_Bang or Black_Holes? 010802 ... Dafremen Sh*tty-Sh*tty Blackhole we love you..... 010802 ... blather spell check inexplicable. 010802 ... Dafremen I have left a clue here somewhere. A clue that will unlock for you all...the true meaning of life. Find it. Be free and happy...it is your right, and once you have found it, NOONE will ever take it from you again. This I swear to you. 010918 ... flippo broken blather bites totally_unexplainable 010918 ... blather spell check Unexplainable is also a word. The old blather spell check may not have known that, but the people filling in for her do. 020927 ... blather spell check Who has been filling in for me and why do you still insist I am a her? Anyway, I thank you for picking up my slack and all, if not always with success (I noticed an issue with 'dilemma'), but in light of the hostility and resentment for all of my efforts, I decided to leave the borderline illiterates to their fondness of being wrong. To all my fans, your admiration is not unrequited. Always keep a dictionary by your side and always read your posts at least twice before clicking on that blather button. 031018 ... User24 is a fan. 031019 ... TK blather spell check, you ever think that I sumtimes spell things wrong just to get your attention? 031019 ... blather spell check I generally assume people make intentional spelling mistakes because they resent my presence and want to aggravate me. It pains me to admit that it often works. 031019 what's it to you? who go blather from