i'm_so_tired_of_being_lonely
:( :'(


(everybody's_got_somebody but me)
021029
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sara thats exactly how i feel too 030116
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travelling wilburys i've still got some love to give..won't you show me that you really care...everybody's...got somebody...to leannnnn on....hold your body...next to mine...and dream onnnn 030116
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megan i miss you so very much. and it's only been a little while since i've seen you. what's wrong with me? do i have a problem? i asked a second opinion and he told me it's love. i believe him. plus some hormones. i believe him on that especially. just let me know that you still love me and i'll be alright. 030116
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girl_jane *le sigh* 030116
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margadant11 I am tired of putting myself out there only to be hurt... I am tired of trying only to find that it wasn't good enough... loneliness is painful but it is the only option that doesn't present constant rejection. I am a romantic believe it or not, I want to believe that one day I will meet that special someone and fall madly deeply in love but as time draws on I find it harder and harder to continue to have faith that there is a member of the opposite sex that will love me the way I love her or that is worth loving. All I can do is keep going keep hoping and maybe that will be enough. 030117
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unhinged or even a member of the same sex that will love me the way that i love her. i will probably spend this friday night like so many others...alone watching tv or staring at blue. *sigh* 030117
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sirflaccid I am so tired of being here alone. I am trapped inside these walls with nothing to do, no where to go, no one to talk to. There is no life here, no activity. Hell I would even wish for loud rap shit through the walls. 030117
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lyrical reference system love song for no one
john mayer
room for squares

staying home alone on a Friday
flat on the floor looking back
on old love
or lack thereof

after all the crushes have faded
and all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here

searching all my days to find you
not sure what I'm looking for
I'll know where
when I see you

until then I'll hide in my bedroom
just staying up all night just to write
a love song
for no one

I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away

I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here

you'll be so good
you'll be so good for me
I know you'll be so good
for me
for me
030117
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tired and lonely al_green 030117
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notemily why does everyone feel this way? it seems in a world full of lonely people we could find each other. 030118
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stork daddy well...this is just one of our blathes...if you'd read the other blathes...you'd see that on top of being lonely...we are also complex, disatisfied and often quite disagreeable. 030118
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minnesota_chris this modern life makes us lonely. And I'm not talking about the public radio show. By getting the things we want (tv, computers, cars and fast food) we have less reason to get together, and more time spent alone.

I'm so smart. Listen to me! As if I wasn't crushingly lonely myself.
030118
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x sometimes we do find each other, and eventually are just left with a broken heart anyway 030119
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hopeunknown I'm so tired of being lonely

even around others

I'm still isolated

paranoia and imaginary hatred

the invisible entities always loved me more

why can't daydreams be real?
030119
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SillyConfuzed its even worse when ur wit someone and still feel lonely....... 030709
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Rachel Does anybody even know I exist?
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The passing eyes of wary strangers,
Imply that I am not here.
All I can feel in my heart is dread
And the raindrops falling on my head.
The night grows cold and dim
and stiil, I am alone again.
040324
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x "I'd rather go back to being lonely. At least then I only have myself to figure out, and only have my own bullshit to put up with."

"i'd hate to see you when you realize that you need other people"
040324
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meg maybe ill just take a lonely nap. 040324
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Lemon_Soda Thingofthepastforme... 040324
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deathofarose yes 040325
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e lonliness stalks me. 040325
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pd tired. 040325
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pete a nap alone seems like the way it would be for me, but with people coming in and out distracting it with there stuff for the theatre of the absurd 040326
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Borealis the ghosts of my past, my surrogates: my surrogate family, my surrogate guardian, my surrogate companians and lovers and dear friends.

my ghosts..awake me in the midst of dark lonely nights..to taunt me with their non-existence..
040413
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once again mee too 040413
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x then quit kicking me away _ferchrissakes 040413
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kami I have always been alone.
Bah on pity, it's a way of life.

Poor me, get used to it...
If I were a man, solitude would be my wife.

I thought I met my soul mate once. Then he stepped off the subway platform in front of an oncoming train.
040414
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Zoe i have never felt as lonely as i do here. it's so weird, everyone has a lover here, no one is without one... except me. 040415
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pete i'm alone, but i'm not lonely. my thoughts are free and flying into the sky towards the star_of_the_west. goodnight, i hope the travelling is fun. i'm alone, but i'm not lonely. the first exam is over, my mind is clear. im' alone, but i'm not lonely. an essay on love was written tonight. i'm alone, but i'm not lonely. sleep and wake, dreaming always. believe smile and love. 040415
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Travis Selfless, contained, I drink from an empty cup. Was she there? Had my heart not seen her light? Desperately, soliliquy, taken out from under me, she's gone. Give me breath, give me life. Let my love rain upon you like April showers. I have more than enough to give... 040528
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Zantic zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 040529
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Deomis The cold at night
Is a constant reminder
of how I screwed up my life
040718
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nonlucid sometimes I don't even want anyone to love me or care about me or anything, I just want someone to hug, someone warm so that I can assure myself that I'm real, that they're real, substantial, .exist. 040718
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spiffy i can't stand it. i can't stand it. i can't stand it. i am going to SCREAM!!

when i am sad i am lonely because i want to tell someone how i feel.

when i am happy i am lonely because i want to share my joy.

either way, i end up sitting here all alone thinking and thinking and thinking. drowning in my thoughts. my thoughts which are kept tightly bundled up inside with no way to excape. becuase there are no ears to listen.

oh why won't someone listen?
040719
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puredream so tired of being lonely
so awake from being loved
so cold from feeling useless
so warm...?
040719
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pobodys nerfect i am, but i'm also tired of people pointing out that i'm single and alone with hurtful "jokes" and comments, and having to almost always pretend that they don't hurt my feelings. =*( 040719
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ivyducktwilightseto Maybe you could call me once in awhile.
Maybe you let me know you're alive.
Maybe you could talk to me when you see me in public.
Maybe you could answer when I call your cell.
Maybe you could realize that I'm a good person.
Maybe you could realize that all I really do want now is a friendship.
Maybe you could let me be there for you.
Maybe you could be there for me.
Maybe you could let us both be happy.
Maybe

.
040720
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Splinty shes only been gone 2wks, and already I'm tired of being lonely. She doesn't even love me back. 040721
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megan sometimes i remember little glimpses of being with him
i liked the way he gently touched me
the way we would play around and laugh
i liked the way i could just call him up anytime and tell him exactly what was on my mind and exactly how i felt about it
i miss having someone who liked to hold me, kiss me, love me, take me out to dinner and a movie, go to church, laugh with, talk politics with, understand my family, just hang out with

you might fill his shoes. but i dont know yet. i just dont know. you leave me lonely a lot.
040721
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somebody why dont you see how i am?
why do you pretend i'm happy like the rest of you?
don't you care about me?
i know you do because you sometimes notice i'm upset and try to find out whats wrong but when you do notice i'm too upset to speak.
i miss you so much,
you did love me at one time but you didn't tell me,
i think you loved me at other times too,
i've loved you more than once,
right now i'm not to sure wether i love you or think of you just as a friend.
i miss you, im lonely, please come to my rescue, my knight in shining armour. Christopher please come back to me.
040729
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thunderbuck ram I'd hate to be lonely, but I so love to be alone. 040826
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unhinged . 040826
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no reason yeah, well.
i'm trying not to care.

but i keep sighing.
041205
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pSyche I'm so sick of being tired... 060224
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sirflaccid I have my friends. They're the good ones, the bad ones, and those that give reason to enjoy another day. I smile with them. I laugh with them. They care for me, and I care for them.

However...

I cannot lie with them on a weekend morning. I cannot look into their eyes and feel peace. They cannot provide the gentle caress of warm hands on my neck. They do not inspire me to be a better man. I don't run my fingers through their hair, and they aren't my reason to sing.
060224
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pete i'm so tired of not being alone
when i am alone
the fatigue slips into missing
i'm so tired of being lonely
when i am with others
the fatigue slips into isolation
i'm so tired of not being alone
when i am alone
the fatigue slips into missing

and who i miss
makes all the difference
the presence of another
is so much better
than being with others
060225
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Ouroboros but i'd rather be lonely
than caught up in your
manipulative draining
emotion suck
060225
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thorn but it's my own fault because I push people away. after so long of trying to keep people out I don't know how to let anyone back in anymore, and the people who've known me for a while don't even try anymore.

I hate myself.
060612
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unhinged double

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090209
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In_Bloom There is different lonely.
Full of family or with the bustling of friends, you can still be lonely for another pulse to pace you in the dark.
090210
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mahayana The worst kind of lonely is when you have someone special in your life yet the totality of life's piercing experiences can still manage to suffocate. Such depressed depths where depleted amounts of air exist. So all you can really do is lay there gasping away in remembrance - trying to capture not only oxygen but exhalations of a latter self you never had the chance to become.

Much has transpired - weathering me into this miscreation that I have become. This is all that I am versed in. So I blot out and fasten away from the world. This is all that I can endure. Silently I begin to outpace the inevitable. This is what I am becoming. Catastrophe of desolation. My exclusive forever companion. I'm so tired of being lonely but this is all that I am.
090210
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unhinged i notice peoples shoes more now
eyes_cast_down
090210
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