are_you_serious unhinged listening to your upstairs neighbors fuck like rabbits does not help the pain of celibacy one bit that poor girl 080527 ... unhinged i think i might just bite a hole right through my cheek today so much energy in me that i just want to scream and break shit breathe breathe breathe as god would say still crazy after all these years 080528 ... hsg celibate by choice? 080528 ... unhinged yes and no i decided i needed to take a vow, follow the precepts a little better, after i slept with a friend of mine last summer when we were both stupid drunk. but i've only had one occasion to test that vow in the past ten or so months. even before my vow, i would go damn long stretches without any physical contact. i don't really like sex much anyways (long story that i know i've spilled pieces of here and there; chaste ) but it would be nice to get more hugs and kisses and cuddles. if i could find someone that would be contented with that for awhile, i would be more than contented. 080528 ... Lemon_Soda Yeah... I stopped dating boys for other reasons, but I sure don't miss their horndogging. 080529 ... Tim F. Watson No, I'm Tim Watson. *haw haw haw* 080529 ... hsg well I just got a_teddy_bear_named_CuddlesWorth. my friends & I didn't name him but asked him his name (thanks Inci!). and he told us. hugs, kisses & cuddling is certainly more enjoyable in some ways than sex. unhinged, I send you hugs & a spark of hope that you find your own Cuddlesworth. go. it's a worthwhile search. find. others need that same thing. we are all people :)(: some use sex as an excuse for getting closer to someone- easier to fuck than to open up. 080529 ... sameolme I'm about as serious as poison ivy. I'll get under your skin and make you terribly uncomfortable, but you'll soon learn to avoid me. 080529 ... unhinged whatever daf *rollseyes* you instigate just to hear your own voice and then say shit like 'oh it's just cause i love you.' planting seeds, convicing, arguing....all the same fucking thing. say it however you want, you are an inflammatory shit_raker. 080530 ... dafremen Awww...flattery will get you everywhere. And it was a boring day. This is entertainment. I'm sorry. X-Box is for robots. I tried it the other way..remember my reception then? It was the same either way. Hate me if I do...hate me if I don't. I'd rather have fun. So fuck off if you don't like it. Did you really think that one more asshole telling me what I am or am not would make one whit of difference? Do you have ANY idea how far back in the line you'd have to get for your turn to say negative things to me? About 35 years back is where that line starts. Start walking sister. I've gotten quite used to ignoring that shit by now. Folks that keep it real got a spot. Folks that don't..need to get in line..or get lost. You're 6 billion strong and I ain't flinching or listening. I'd rather have fun watching you squirm, stamp your feet and roll your eyes..than watching you stomp on the gentle things when you feel your "issues" coming to the surface. Mind your business..you're as good as erased. Don't become see-through too. 080530 ... unhinged so having fun to you is pissing people off? poking at them and out right calling them names until they just stop replying? my hypocritical kettle is calling your hypocritical pot black and i'm written off. interesting. does keeping it real involve kissing your ass or shaving off the spot before i kiss it? i don't like seeing or hearing or reading people fight. lately, i've been getting into a lot of fights of my own so i'm not sure what 'issue' that represents in my life. what 'issue' in your life is represented by the fact that you like to agitate people for 'fun'? and i got a pretty long line forming behind me of people who think i'm a bitch. *shrugs* 080530 ... They call me Truth Damn daf...do you really see it that way, is the whole world out to get you? Your responses are getting as predictable as the crashing of waves against the seashore. Maybe, just for a moment, you can really listen. You analyze everyone daf (and I am only taking the time to tell you this because i actually like you) why don't you look at yourself and ask some hard questions. Do some self analyzing. The fact that you even respond to these comments people make show that you have something to prove. I realize through your frequent statements expressing your imperviousness to criticism, that you will not hear any of this and most likely respond with attempts at whit and cleverness. But here is to hoping that this may be the one in a zillion that actually sticks (I am doubtful, but hey, your typical response won't surprise me either) Its an act of humility when one admits that something can be learned from another. Respectfully, . 080530 ... Ally of Unhinged Unhinged, I am definitely with you on this one. When you rolled your eyes back there, know that I rolled mine right with you. 080530 ... dafremen Do what you like. It's not a concern of mine anymore. Truth, you don't know a thing about what is going on with me. Try not to speculate. It'll hurt yer head and fall so far off the mark..and since when have you wanted that? Your name should answer the question. (P.S. I read about a sentence of each of your blathes..and really don't care to read the rest. Lisa and I just walked barefoot in the rain with chilled mugz of LaBatt's. You really think a brother wants to be bummed out by the worldwide blah-blah after that? Fuck no..but you know..the show must go on..so here's yer responses.) 080530 ... roger jr it's amazing how you even shit on people who are respectful to and of you. 080530 ... They call me Truth As expected and even more. I was hoping i would be wrong. 080530 ... minnesota_chris what's wrong with being an inflammatory shit-raker? all the rest is complaining 080531 ... dafremen : ) sut ahm sayin 080531 ... unhinged it's not very 'respectful' to incite people especially if they didn't do anything to provoke you (don't worry; no need to point out my hypocrisy. but i also feel the need to point it out in others. i am well aware of my own thanks. and like i said, i've been very argumentative of late. got into a fight at the bar with a stranger about popping his collar. had a nasty little exchange with a 12 year old at church orchestra. argued with the dumb bitch at the lesson counter at work about money i was trying to give her. what_a_paradox ; preaching love and giving hate. i don't know what the fuck is up with me lately, so maybe i should just shut up til i figure it out) 080531 ... unhinged and i think we ALL need to step back into reality for a second. we all have lives that need living that have nothing to do with typing words on a screen. it's easy to get wrapped up in people's words around here. if it wasn't for the fact that i am more honest here than anywhere in real life, i would think it ridiculous for some one to claim they know me and care about me just from reading what i write here. and i'm not screaming for anyone around here to look at me or care about me (while it is a pleasant side effect), i just need to get shit off my chest. i think i am done with my last word disease. i think. 080531 ... daf Well now that WAS refreshing. I think I just might be done reacting to you for a bit..we'll see. Moodiness should always be acceptable in this place. It's fucking blather for gawd sake. 080531 ... unhinged i have no problem admitting when i'm wrong or when i'm being crazy. i don't know what's up with you these days; you of all people change places and circumstances so fast i couldn't even begin to imagine. you don't know what's up with me either man. so now that we've all got the bitch out of our systems, can we all settle down for a bit? (i think the worst part of blather is that syntax and connotation are nowhere even close to tone of voice) 080531 ... daf it's why i capitialize where i'd use italics you know. And yea...i suppose we could wind this up. let me see what anonymous dingleberry wants to do. maybe i'll ignore them..i'm not sure yet. you didnt REALLY think i'd erase you that easily did you? sorry if i sounded serious..its more fun that way. dont hate on a brother for it. hope you hit a high spot soon, do0d. 080531 ... unhinged well, given the syntax and connotation of what else you were saying, it sure sounded like it. which is why i snapped back a couple more times. and as i've stated, i've been snapping on near strangers for much less lately. my best friend is moving to chicago today. (which happens to be a rather short train ride away from milwaukee) and she pointed out to me recently that when you feel discontent is the best time to make some shit happen. my horoscope HAS been telling me lately not to give up or get stuck in a rut and use my funk to do something good for myself ;-) 080531 ... unhinged if she didn't even get you a card for your birthday, she's not good enough for you. i don't care how good she is at sucking dick. she could have still got you a card to go with your birthday blow_job 080813 ... Syrope stood up by exhibit A, who for all his "we're still on, right?"s was going to be 2 hours late...to a 7:30 dinner reservation. made plan B, when i called to say i was outside his house he said "i'll be there in a few minutes" (turns out by "there" he did NOT mean his house) just as his phone died, so i sat for 20 minutes, tried the doorbell, twisted my ankle in the wet grass on my way back to the car, sat 10 more minutes. then went to fill up with gas before going back home. surprised to run into exhibit C at the gas station, who at least commented on how nice i looked before halfway inviting me out for a drink and halfway explaining that he wouldn't be staying at the bar long...almost like an additional half-failed plan to go with the first two. only me. two and a half stand-ups and a twisted ankle later, i decide maybe i should get another cat... 080814 what's it to you? who go blather from