fifteen
calliope in a couple days i will be
fifteen
but i don't think i will feel any different
i'll still be me
depressed, confused, fed-up-with-life me
one wish
that's all i ask for on my birthday
one wish on my cake
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MollyGoLightly Hmmm...fifteen. Weight loss, bus rides, too-earnest boys calling at 2 a.m. A very "writing band names on my science folder" sort of time. 000504
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Brad A very dark and sinister time. Fifteen was the most miserable age of my life. All of jr. high was, in fact. 000505
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dean-bean "Roses are red, and violets are for plucking.
You are fifteen and ready for
high school"
---Kurt Vonnetgut Jr.
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MollyCule Does anyone else remember the show "Fifteen" that was on Nickelodeon in 91-92, something like that? It had the doctor guy from "two guys, a girl, and a pizza place". He was "The Rebel". Very very cheesy indeed. 000519
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MollyGoLightly YES! Oh lord, this kind of nostalgia feels like an ice cream headache ...ow...owww 000519
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birdmad wow, it was 1987 for me

the year i decided that i was the wrong sort to become a priest. Heard the Violent Femmes for the first time, fell in love for the first time, gained my first insight into the nature of mortality and the inevitability of death...wrote really bad poetry

god, was it really so long ago?
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The Schleiffen Man ah yes fifteen, when i was only 6' 2" and just getting into computers. i collected comics. i already had a 30 on my ACT. i had a few friends but i was forced to change schools yet again due to my education zelot of a father (he likes working in schools, not biotching about them). i'd had neither car, nor job, nor woman so i was still happy and unknowing of the world around me. but i could still tell you who rboert wadlow was. 000519
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Brad This was before I got into jazz, and when i still thought classical music was for dorks. I was more into chicago and delta blues... Albert King was king, Albert Collins was trés hip, and I was still trying to solve the mystery of Robert Johnson. Oh yeah... I also was really, really into nirvana, Dinosaur Jr. and other such bands. It had been eight years already since my first guitar, and three since my first electric guitar. It was a metallic red one that looked like it belonged in a hair band, but i loved it. A time when I read guitar world magazine to figure out what I liked. Youth is so fun, sometimes. 000519
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MollyGoLightly Robert Wadlow: the tall man in the Guiness Book of World Records? Sometimes you just make me smile, Schleiffen Man. 000519
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MollyGoLightly It's strange looking at pictures of that girl. Too skinny: long, crazy hair. Blank face. No, not entirely blank--can see the beginnings of something fierce there. 000521
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diabolos the age when i stopped trying to balance the duality of my nature and let the wild things run free 000521
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lola i listened to pink floyd and the beatles on a Fisher-Price record player. i did well in school. i played a bitter secretary in that year's school musical. i felt stuck, but i was patient. i liked colin b. (still) but it wasn't much of an issue. and i had an obsession with twin peaks. 000521
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jennifer upon moving back I found something interesting
I found two tapes marked (respectively) "Fifteen Volume 1" and "Fifteen Volume 2"
So I watched it. I had, in my possession 12 hours of Nickolodean daytime drama
and I thought it was pretty cool
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silentbob dude, all you guys are talking about when you were 15, i came here to talk about the band fifteen. they are awesome.
their lyrics all make so much sense to me, if everyone could hear them, it would really make SOME kind of difference.

Lucky (Words - Ott/Music - Fifteen)
My beloved sister called me on the phone today
She said I hate to be the one to tell you this
My beloved sister called me on the phone today
She said Lucky Dog shot himself in the head today
My beloved brother called me on the phone today
He said I saw them take his body away
He said I found a note next to a rock of speed
It said "give my dog to my folks, Sell my shit I cant trust anyone" "goodBye"
Got me to thinking how we used to drive around
Listen to NWA and steal people's recycle
Got me to thinking how we cut up every door
In the house, burn them up in the fireplace
Got me to thinking how we used to hang out the window
Fish for pigeons and little black girls
Got me to thinking how we used to do dumb shit
And think it was so cool
Hey kid I hope you know sometimes life is gonna suck
Hey kid I hope you know sometimes everything is gonna be fucked up
Hey kid I hope you know the only way around your problems is straight through them
Nothing is insurmountable,
Nothing is undoable,
Nothing is unbeatable,
Nothing is impossible

My Congressman (Words - Ott/Music - Fifteen)
My congressman says I cant give my brother a clean syringe
If he should get aids and die, that's just too bad
My senator says I can't give my sister a clean syringe
If she should get hepititis and die, that's just too bad
My president says I cant give my brother a clean syringe
If he should get hepititis and die, that's just too bad
The policeman says I cant give my sister a clean syringe
If she should get aids and die, that's just too bad
My county superviser likes to think he's so much wiser
Than all the doctors put together
Who say we should give away clean syringes
My city councilman says it's not a problem
We're only gonna spend millions on treatment won't work
For people who will die
My community likes to claim immunity on the basis of homophobia
And a lack of medical fact
Hey america there's needle users sleeping with your children
With your daughters, with your sons and with your husbands.
We got a law, says you can't own a needle.
Without a presciption
Do you think that ever kept anyone from shooting up?
All the politicians say, we cant legalize exchange
Because that would be sending the wrong message
But did you ever notice,
On every billboard, in every magazine, in every corner store, on every tv screen.
The message is "buy cigarettes and alcohol"
Don't you know drugs are everywhere , you can't stop it
Criminalize it, make it profitable, ensure its longevity
Don't you know drugs are everywhere, you can't stop it
It's not a law enforcement issue,
Addiction's a disease
If you find your self in the position of having to share a needle with another person,
Take the steps to ensure that you don't get infected.
Suck water up to the top of the needle, and squirt it out.
Suck water up to the top of the needle, and squirt it out.
Suck water up to the top of the needle, and squirt it out.
That's step one
Suck bleach up to the top of the needle, and squirt it out.
Suck bleach up to the top of the needle, and squirt it out.
Suck bleach up to the top of the needle, and squirt it out.
That's step two
Suck water up to the top of the needle, and squirt it out.
Suck water up to the top of the needle, and squirt it out.
Suck water up to the top of the needle, and squirt it out.
That's step three, you're done
We got a law, says you can't own a needle.
Without a presciption
Do you think that ever kept anyone from shooting up?
All the politicians say, we cant legalize exchange
Because that would be sending the wrong message
But did you ever notice,
On every billboard, in every magazine, in every corner store, on every tv screen.
The message is "buy cigarettes and alcohol"
Don't you know drugs are everywhere, you can't stop it
Criminalize it, make it profitable, ensure its longevity
Don't you know drugs are everywhere , you can't stop it
It's not a law enforcement issue,
Addiction's a disease
My congressman says I can't give my brother a clean syringe
If he should get aids and die, that's just too bad
My senator says I cant give my sister a clean syringe
If she should get hepititis and die, that's just too bad
My president says I cant give my brother a clean syringe
If he should get hepititis and die, that's just too bad
The policeman says I can't give my sister a clean syringe
If she should get aids and die, that's just too bad
My county superviser likes to think he's so much wiser
Than all the doctors put together
Who say we should give away clean syringes
My city councilman say's it's not a problem
Were only gonna spend millions on treatment won't work
For people who will die
My community likes to claim immunity on the basis of homophobia
And a lack of medical fact
Hey america there's needle users sleeping with your children
With your daughters, with your sons and with your husbands.

Jesus
Hello my name is Jesus Christ
I had something to say
Set a fire in your hearts and never let it go out
This is the new Jerusalem
Please don't get hung up on me
Please don't hang me around your neck
Carry on my message
But forget about my name
I am just a messenger I am not the message
I am just a messenger I am not the message
Please don't nail me
I've already had a long day
I'm just the same as you
The whole universe is inside all of us
Please don't worship me
It makes me feel uncomfortable like there's a lack of equality
Please don't worship me
It makes me feel uncomfortable like there's a lack of equality
I'm just the messenger I am not the Message
I'm just the messenger I am not the Message
Jesus is All of Us


So what do you think?
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guitar_freak I think that fifteen is awesome dude!!! That is why I came on here too. Of course you were the one that showed me the light. Now I can't even find the cd!!! arg 001105
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french for beautiful when my virginity may go
what does it mean anyway
i've had the thoughts
which are worse than the deed
you all think I'm talking about sex, dont you?
no....think with your mind
live metiphoricle
damn i hope i spelled that right
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no one i lost my virginity before i was 15 to this guy i use to understand 010531
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Dafremen The age I was when I empathized with all of those drooling assholes who want to get with my 14 year old daughter.

Now they can all go straight to hell. That's right, Daffy's a cock-blocker now. Deal with that.
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the tarot of birdmad XV

The_Devil

The figure of The_Lovers, no longer joined at the hands but by shackles.

behind them, the seated figure
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CinnamonGirl Little fifteen
You help her forget
The world outside
You're not part of it yet
And if you could drive
You could drive her away
To a happier place
To a happier day
That exists in your mind
And in your smile
She could escape there
Just for a while
Little fifteen

Little fifteen
Why take the smooth with the rough
When things run smooth
It's already more than enough
She knows your mind
Is not yet in league
With the rest of the world
And its little intrigues
Do you understand
Do you know what she means
As time goes by
And when you've seen what she's seen
you will
Little fifteen

Little fifteen
Why does she have to defend
Her feelings inside
Why pretend
She's not had a life
A life of near misses
Now all that she wants
Is three little wishes
She wants to see with your eyes
She wants to smile with your smile
She wants a nice surprise
Every once in a while
She wants to see with your eyes
She wants to smile with your smile
She wants a nice surprise
Every once in a while
Little fifteen
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silentbob i bought a fifteen shirt 010702
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sabbie and fifteen minutes later

we went out for pizza and beers
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yuri the age I was when I almost died 030429
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The President of Texas The first time driving, it's all fake like a story, not my own. 030429
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jolie I wanted to die then 030513
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minnesota_chris Driver's Ed, my churches bible memorization team won national championship (again) in the Book of John, piano being ignored for the fifth year in the row, started singing, we could choose our classes and I chose music and smart kid classes, Geometry was great, Communications class with a horrible troll man, me and my friends had our own professional wrestling team, complete with ring (off the top rope!) 030513
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natalie fifteen, the age of wishful thinking and realizing the wanting of death. the age i fell in love with jeff ott, lead singer of fifteen. an age where everything was so complicated but now all i want to do is go back. the loss of virginity in the back seat of a car with punk rock playing on the stereo...if i could only go back, yet i wouldn't go back for anything. 031215
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celestias shadow wow. people with my real name shouldn't blathe. It frightens me and makes me think I've been blathing without noticing.

I'm fifteen now. Any words of advice?
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minnesota_chris Post Secondary Educational Option... PSEO... go to college for your junior and senior years. 031215
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