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learning love is most beautiful
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does that mean i don't have a self?
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stork daddy
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Sitting in an open air café with her,
Business suits and the young students
Turn to profiles
To pass the tightly packed tables around us.
She speaks of former loves.
The air has been tight and hot all day,
And her hair when she moves or the wind moves
Sweeps around her neck
Like a dandelion tetherball – with the lift of small body physics –
And is enmeshed in the matrix of light, clean looking
Beads of perspiration that emerge according to the rules
Of her body’s subterranean government, its bureaucracy against entropy.
She speaks of her past loves,
With gestures that form points on a map – a cartographer of love.
Each point known by its relation to some other,
The circumference of a wrist
Braceleted by irreversibly always closing hands
Is flattened into the mercator projections of her voice
And as she speaks,
her eyes are suddenly cursors moving across plains, oceans,
Of endless self and other intersections -
That boy of my drug summer, that girl of my graduate work,
Some clerk I looked at for a moment today in the market,
Which all eventually seem a spectrum.
Unmarked space becoming marked space and hills at the edges
Of cities, only at the edges by some arbitrary and necessary logic.
Like a map, she is pressed against the table of new loves and words,
New space made by impression,
The promise, in this day, with its air thick -
Our legs facing under the table with the slight pressure of proximity –
Of a new dimension.
She knows though, and I can feel it, even as we nervously touch, that though some cities on any map are more clear than others,
Some areas less detailed or known –
This passion will always return to the flat spread out mapping of love –
Necessary to speak about it,
Where there is no center,
Where one travels light,
Being everywhere at once, and nowhere at all.
The world of windswept hair and wrists
Becoming small etchings that darting eyes
Skim over and study,
But always ultimately return from –
The speakable reduction of love.
The contrast that drives us repeatedly to experience,
To entry, to that we cannot map.
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mirrors
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past
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and what of the blossoming (i hope not--i'm_an_asshole) relationships of others that we see and see ourselves falling short of.
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(shit, i_am_an_asshole ?)
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past
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((i doubt it anyway))
i can never say it all in one go
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unhinged
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i'm_an_asshole
i'm baffled and contented all at the same time.
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unhinged
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( i'm_an_asshole on red)
joseph_and_i
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hsg
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unhinged, you are a door detached from yourself. perhapsome kinder door frame would bring you much needed closure.
too much WD40. I think that's your deal. perhaps you didn't like to be pinnedown.
you need to open up to peop le t hem th rough as it may be.
:)
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unhinged
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in an ideal world, i would be open to everyone i know or meet. but that isn't a good idea either now is it?
in a majority of most cases, it is a more than bad idea for ME to be open with the people i know. because dear hsg, there is no saftey valve, no shut off, no just the right amount. i am a whole_hearted lover often starved by the depravity of the people around me. and so of course the knee jerk reaction of isolation hurts me if not more, but the rational ego voice in my head convinces me it's a good idea. so i'll sit doing my tonglen on the bus, hoping someday in a more direct face to face way, someone on this planet will finally figure out how much love i carry around inside of me, unused.
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and yes, i do have some resistance in being told by others what i can and can't do, i.e. being pinnedown, but in the only relationship i've had in my adult life, his efforts to pin me down, where just as much caring about me as he thought his almost eleven years more than me made him an expert.
but it is also that pesky problem of perception/comprehension that gets me more often than not. many people i have shared some life with don't understand the level of my sincerity and honesty in communication. one of the catchphrases my father pounded into my head as a child 'say what you mean; mean what you say'
so i do
when i say 'i love you'
mean it
from the depth of me
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"'say what you mean; mean what you say'"
thatellsomething: because this advice has, had and willead you through a life of less useless pain it seems to me your father loves you. if he says, "swym, mwys" and i doubt he's a hypocrite, then i think his means were rather nice. i do not think it pains him to have this relationship with you. pains though, at some point, most likely taught him or grand-daddy that honesty is a "direct route". this is how we go from pain to love not from love to pain.
we can go from false love (any fear-based clingyness disguised as love) to pain and back and forth many times but finally love.
demolish and refind,
polish and refine,
your love.
and to you, finally, i offer this:
"say what you nice, nice what you say"
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dirty_mirrors
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how chem i(s_t)?
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Doar
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stork, your sky is repetitive,
and mind inclusive. it was intensive, but decided upon your acceptance of the audience.
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hsg
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"does that mean i don't have a self?"
i use "relationships" in the broadest of senses. i'm not down with specifics. as not ed by nonexistent person(s).
yeah of_course we have (a)
relationship(s)..u're ally
i_think therefore you exist
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( i've realized in the interim that relationships are about helping people get their light out into the world, dissolving self(s) , walls, dirt and letting_go into a bigger better prettier whole
the_fundamental_interconnectedness_of_all_things
i try not to take it so personally when people disappear anymore
not everyone is steadfast
has faith
like me)
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stork...are you travelling?
carrying some weight and letting it go?
or just letting yourself unwind....
you have beauty within you dude, i can't help reading and rereading your leavings.
Damn dude, the words you leave and I find, they make me weep in joy....
the fall will leave many more leaves, to t watch as they settle.
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i am back to the heart_pang of needing something from someone and not knowing how to ask; the mentality of not wanting to ruin the time we do have together and then ending up insane with jealousy and doubt when we aren't together.
the better choice would be to walk away. but because when i push people away and all i really want is for them to stay the walk_away becomes unimaginably hard for me.
i love him
i want him to be mine
only mine
but i know damn well
trying to pin him down like that
will backfire
but in the meantime
i can't live with being the green_eyed_monster
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(and i tell you i feel like you are using me, albeit in a whiskey fueled badly worded way, and i hear nothing from you all day. not even a response to my apology.
god i am tired of crying)
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me
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wrefgdfg, nice try, but you fail.
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i want your abuse
i want your raw passion built up
bitten flesh and clawing nails ridding up on my legs and chest
i want your belt to leave marks on my flesh
i want it so much harder
and harder
i want to feel the pain i can't express myself
i want more than you can give me
i always want more than you are capable of
i'm feeling like a fucking greedy son_of_a_bitch
any takers?
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lostgirl
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disagree.
no relationship reflects me...
not anymore.
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hsg
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You might find your relationships now change with this newly developed resolve. lemmy_know
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no reason
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"There is no such thing as a person whose real self you like every particle of. This is why a world of liking is ultimately a lie. But there is such a thing as a person whose real self you love every particle of. And this is why love is such an existential threat to the techno-consumerist order: it exposes the lie.
This is not to say that love is only about fighting. Love is about bottomless empathy, born out of the heart’s revelation that another person is every bit as real as you are. And this is why love, as I understand it, is always specific. Trying to love all of humanity may be a worthy endeavor, but, in a funny way, it keeps the focus on the self, on the self’s own moral or spiritual well-being. Whereas, to love a specific person, and to identify with his or her struggles and joys as if they were your own, you have to surrender some of your self.
The big risk here, of course, is rejection. We can all handle being disliked now and then, because there’s such an infinitely big pool of potential likers. But to expose your whole self, not just the likable surface, and to have it rejected, can be catastrophically painful. The prospect of pain generally, the pain of loss, of breakup, of death, is what makes it so tempting to avoid love and stay safely in the world of liking." -Jonathan Franzen
i know this speech is everywhere, but i like (or, love... ha) it.
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unhinged
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still
i_wonder
how to be friends after
you take what you want
when you want it
and_then
change the terms when it suits you
maybe i am being stubborn
maybe i just know myself well enough
not to settle for friendship
when deep down there was
a greater want
a closer connection
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what's it to you?
who
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blather
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