dirty_mirrors
unhinged reflections - atmosphere


even the first night
i could see glimpses
through the dirt you piled on
broken pelvis excuse
soaped up the windows with dope
hoping they wouldn't notice
there's something in there worth taking
but i saw it
the light you've spent your whole life defending
so when you tried to cut_and_run
i was always one step behind
i could see glimpses
of myself and all the shit i've spend my life running from
silently wishing
there was someone beside me to hold my hand
no lectures
no reprimands
i see reflections of the most important parts i lost along the way
glimpses
between the biting words and the benzos
the soft parts we fortify with drugs and sarcasm
while giving them away to people that don't even want them

the day i found you again
was like a patch for my soul
100712
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unhinged when all i could see is myself looking back at me
reflections
(i'm only trying to find myself inside of you)
and all i could do is think about sleeping next to you
reflections
(i'm only trying to find myself inside of you)
100712
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unhinged that i am tired of
watching my face crumple in
100901
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f for friend did you spunk on yourself?
better than on a little girl isn't it.
100901
...
harglaglarglar harglaglarglar 101104
...
unhinged as many times as i've tried
to wipe it clean
our mirror is still dirty
so i am throwing it away


for a new one


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i_i_w_i_i
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