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Tess you can go inside and then you can go inside again. maybe three or four times. but it's not a place to understand, but maybe only to gain a bit of consciousness about it or whatever. 000101
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ciren inside is warm is wet inside feels like soft honey against my imagination but in reality inside is brutal and dry and hurts. inside is dark, cavernous, full of mystery and deep secrets best kept from the light of awareness. inside is comfortable, familiar but best to tread lightly over burial group. inside is secret, inside is mine to call my own. 000112
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somebody within yet not limited to geography, rather a state of existence in every sense of the word 000417
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psycho babe Inside...
Bottled up inside, are the words I never said.
The feelings that I hide, and the lines you never read.
You can see is in my eyes, read it on my face,
Trapped inside are lies, of the past I cant replace.
With memories that linger-wont seem to go away,
Why cant I be happier? Todays a brand new day.
Yesterdays are over, even though the hurtings not,
Nothing lasts forever, I must cherish what I got.
Dont take my love for granted, for soon it will be gone,
All you ever wanted of the love you thought you'd won.
The hurt I'm feeling now, wont disappear over night,
But someday, somehow, everything will turn out all right.
No more wishing for the past, it wasn't meant to be,
It didn't seem to last,
So I have to set him free....
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marjorie you're never out of place when you're inside yourself. 001104
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kx21 Can you exist with only 'INSIDE' and without any 'OUTSIDE'? 001104
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psychobabe wooooo, mind blowing 001122
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SCOTT ok, inside is a fantasy that we make real.
an unreality that can be touched, tasted, seen and smelt. but how do we feel about inside?

when someone wounds our fragile egos, how do we react? to each his own.

some say "existance precedes essence" or "essence supercedes existance" bullshit! essence and existance are fantasies produced by the mind. i think therefore i am? please, we do not think, literally, the thought is thinking itself.
what does this mean? if we take existance to be real, a fact, as it were, we must realize that sociology and and family defines who and what we are. we may be the complete opposites of our progenators, yet that is simply a denial of truth. we are what they have influenced us to be, inside and out.
rebellion is simply a way to deny the truth, the truth that we despise. simply put, our rebellion is influenced by our progenators.

also, women are from earth, men are from earth, deal w/it
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J Lennon (dead man) My father was of the sky
My mother was of the earth
And I am of the universe
And yopu know what it's worth
I'm lonely
Want to die
If I ain't dead already
Girl you know the reason why
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moll insid 010124
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carrot ^ 010329
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frame_shift_mutation inside is not where its at, 010428
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Alexander Beetle it's too dark to read
heh
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sickgirl further inside
push harder
further inside
you can do it better
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fallenhero inside, i fell like crap, outside, i odn't look half bad. 010717
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absent but still present inside was the same as outside for once. how could it be anything else with such beauty assaulting me? and the only thing it brought to mind was you... 010717
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rollins man and woman
forever ruptured
forever severed
clutching
clawing each other's flesh
fucking in shallow graves
rolling in blood-soaked dirt
he looks into her eyes
he reaches inside her
deep inside her
he rips her uterus out
and shakes it in her face
he screams:
Whose idea was this?
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Lil J Inside we are but peicees of science. 011230
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ClairE It's where I want to be. 011230
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sphinxradio today i feel as though you've let me in. 020109
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Syrope but then i realize this "in" is really only another shell 020612
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Mahayana so many ways that we've found to be
inside of each other & with each new technique i am longing for more discoveries

:i love how you reside within me, filling in all the empty spaces with your #2 pencil:
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Kitten I remember
Rape.
Waking with you inside me,
on me.
Pushing me wrists down through the floor.
Wet, strange,
soft like fruit.
Your smell, you must have just been in the shower.
Drugged, I couldn't move or say anything.
No, I don't, can't take this.
I just turned my head into the carpet.
In and out of consciousness, each time waking in a different place, still with you inside me.

I still can't bear the feeling of wet
'down there'.
The sound of the word, RAPE, comes back to bite me.
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Kitten I remember
Rape.
Waking with you inside me,
on me.
Pushing my wrists down through the floor.
Wet, strange,
soft like fruit.
Your smell, you must have just been in the shower.
Drugged, I couldn't move or say anything.
No, I don't, can't take this.
I just turned my head into the carpet.
In and out of consciousness, each time waking in a different place, still with you inside me.

I still can't bear the feeling of wet
'down there'.
The sound of the word, RAPE, comes back to bite me.
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eleanor go to unfair its my fault the boy is dead aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 021007
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*silent screams I crave security, and long for comfort. You give me these, yet won't listen to the silent screams of everything i am inside. My physical being is urs for the taking, yet u haven't dared walked thru the graveyard of truth. Our outsides fit together perfectly, and so it seems that thatz all u care about. Love isn't only of whatz there, as to whatz not. You wouldn't reconize my insides even if they were stobe lights flashing in your face. Why do we lack this connection?...a connection that i need in order to have anyhing worthwhile 021206
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gurpreet hey lets go inside to that place we call outside. 030213
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Ambience -burns with the wanting, the needing of all I can never have.
-I am selfish, because I want you all to myself.
-colored black, with all the wasted emotions Ive bled.
-my head runs 1000 words per minute, lost in the confusion of 1,000,000 emotions.
-my heart lies one hope, please dont destroy it.
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freak i watch from the inside...im watching that life everyday...its hopeless....and suddenly i realise that its me 030716
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freak i watch from the inside...im watching that life everyday...its hopeless....and suddenly i realise that its me. 030716
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minder I'm inside of you
deep inside of you
running through your veins
sliding down your spine

feels like scuba diving
like travelling by night
night swimming in thick water
under a starless sky

it's dark inside here and your blood is cold
still it's pumping
never been so near to you before

I float in your subconscious
and penetrate your dreams
your thoughts are suffocating me

I fight the neurotraffic
on the freeway to your brain
poisoned you before and now I'm trying to ease the pain

your heartbeat sweeps me off my feet and makes me tumble down the street

inside of you, and looking out
trapped in the maze
breathing you
eating you
being you
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thestoryteller The question is which is inside, for if I where out there than this would most definitely be inside, however if I were out there than inside would be right here.
So the word inside is one of those special words that can only be illuminated by the thought of where am I.
Am I in or out?
I choose to be in!
Than there are different levels of in.
I can be in a building, but not in a specific room. I could be in a room but not in the closet. I could be in the closet but not in the box. I could be in the box, but not in the drawer.
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So being inside can be complicated, however generally speaking inside means being in a home.
There is nothing like being inside your home! Don't you think?
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MeKoy inside i fell black as night
but yet i cant find a reason why
insisde is where i cry eveynight
inside is were the blood comes from within me every night.
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CrAzYpInKmOnKeY σ☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻██████╚╚§Äħ§ 040229
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reverie destruction from within
I let you in
and only to find
you were elsewhere at heart
with elsewhom
and other words and other names
other face that
may replace my own
I'll never let you inside again
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Megan You don't really want to know what is inside of me do you? You couldn't handle it. 040420
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lizzy deep inside i wonder if i will ever understand...
ever accept...

why me?

how many times in my life
will i have to ask
when does a girl get over
something
like this

why me?

of all people?
i am so very
deserving...
of what has been
denied me...

why me?

why not another
woman...
who doesn't ~want~ what
i am
denied.....

why me?

why deny me
the one
thing
i have dreamed of
all
my
life?

why me? gods, why me?
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refracted please don't break This
it would be so easy
everything is fragile
and new...
i wish, i wish, i wish
but i can't tell what's inside!
shadows?
i'm crying for the all the things
you Think
you could be
oh god let the sun find you always
chin up,
be brave
don't wander in murky paths
somewhere deep inside your mind
please,
i want to keep you in the light.
know that you can stay here,
laughing...
understand,
im not trying to get inside
i just want to help you out...
050504
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peyton i lied.
everything
in here
is what I really am
and
what
i
can't stop
running away
from
broken broken broken
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treia I wish you were there 110510
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Raina No matter how hard I try
No matter how loyal I've proven to be


It still hurts that you won't let me in
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