blather_is_my_greatest_secret
p2 call me selfish
(chorus: selfish!)
but i don't want to share blather
it's my private playground
i've told people of it
but never
how to get to it
it's where my mind
can roam free
unshackled
and unrestrained
perhaps one day
i will share it
but not today
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krimilda that's two of us 021113
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screwing for virginity yep 021113
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Rhin ditto 021113
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IKC 56-80 same here 021113
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She Call me crazy, but I'd probably guess that about 50% or more of blatherskites keep "their" blather a secret.






I know I do
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p2 (chorus: crazy!) 021114
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rhin what are the odds that someone close to me would have found blather?! i was so angry. he actually submitted a blathe! i was angry at his luck, or my lack thereof. i pretty much warned him that if he stayed, or even came back and read anything, then i would never speak to him again, lol. this is the only place in the world i have that is all mine. i share it with no one! i just can't believe it. 030220
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littel_elf I would share it. Have, in fact. But only with certain people who I feel might appreciate it as much as I do.

most don't get it.
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sugar I feel powerful...
muah ah hahaha.
that was creepy;
its ok though.
i dont know you.
and vice versa.
they'll never know.
ever.
its mine.
all mine.
how did i get so self centered?
am i doing the right thing?
should i spill?
decisions are mixing me up
like rain when there is snow on the ground.
je ne sais pas.
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Syrope no one gets it. its so wrong to be read but never replied to. 030221
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Lilac Its my hideaway. Somewhere just for me. 030221
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phil I don't remember being here when I'm away, i don't remember being gone when I return. 030221
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*silent screams until u came along....now i'm regreting it.. 030422
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joda I don't know who they are here, and they don't know me either, but here, we can free ourselves of things that we usually keep to ourselves, yet never expose them to anyone.

I have shared this place with people I know. I could never keep this type of freedom a secret.
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cube If blather is your greatest secret, then you haven't lived long enough or hard enough to have made any real mistakes yet.
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mona loves you I should have kept it my secret but I went ahead and let you read my thoughts.
I shouldnt have told you, no good will come of it.

I am kicking myself cause I know I have to come up with a new name.

dammit, I shouldnt have told you.
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pobodys nerfect I got here thanks to a friend who told me about it. I'm happy that he did, because I like it here. :)
I like to keep most internet places to myself(especially the ones where I talk about my feelings and stuff)from my family. The weird thing is,when I'm offline, I'm a "sharer"--always showing people things I see in magazines, books, etc. *shrugs* Go figure.
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User24 I've shown a few people it, mainly because I can't avoid people at work asking what it is, and also becuase I like talking about things I've seen here, it's such a great cross section of society. 030509
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anonymous blatherfan I think it's the worst thing you can do, to tell someone about it, esp if there's things where you really open up.

And even if there's not, there'll be someday when you do something, or something happens, and you'll need to talk about it. I think there's no better proof that 'just talking about it helps' than on blather
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Fire&Roses blather is not my greatest secret, but they are all here. On blather. maybe that seems silly, and in ways it is, but only certain people would understand the secrets that are here, and they'd have to read every blathe, so, for now, my secrets are safe. 030716
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no reason sometimes i can't help mentioning it.

but i never say who i am.
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Dafremen Oh no. Not me folks. Blather is my greatest treasure. I love showing it off. Some stay for a second or two. All have moved on. It takes a certain kind of person to appreciate this place, appreciate what it is. No need to keep it a secret. The common rabble sort of rouse themselves up and out of here. The rabble that remains belongs here.

They're OUR rabble! (We're YOUR rabble?!)
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ferret i'm perfect 030716
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god i'm portly and double-knit 030716
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Dafremen Yay!! 030716
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celestias shadow blather is my savior. and i want to share the love.

but not with anyone I know in the outside world. Somehow it's easier to open my sould to complete strangers.
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Death of a Rose secret to many, told to few and those few know that blather is my refuge, my psychiatrist, my release, my shower. 040105
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OED I would like to open my sould too, but i cant find it and i been looking everywhere. 040105
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ambermoon i dont remember how i happened apon blather but im glad that i have it is my little secret and i tell no one of it. my husband knows i blather but hes never read any of them. and better i keep it that way. 040217
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl in one of my amazing ideas when i was slightly inebriated, i told my friend about here.
she guessed who i was by my nickname, and proceeded to read all my blathes.
i cried for hours, feeling so upset and ashamed that someone that i know actually read some of my intensely personal thoughts in my head. i don't know if she's even reading this now, but i hate it.
this is my secret.
these are my thoughts, and if i wanted people that i know to know then i would have fucking told them myself.
you stay the fuck away from my thoughts.
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misstree i know a few people this side of the aether that also blather. i introduced most of them to it meself. they're all water_brothers. there is nothing that i would share with a stranger that i wouldn't share with them (and quite i few things i don't share 'round here). and if there were non-nestlings that i knew irl who came here? give me one good reason i should care what they think. 040218
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anonymous i have this friend who i used to have a crush on
or obsession or whatever
so i wrote about it
and if that friend finds out who i am here
because i told him/her about it
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that would suck, :(
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oneiros i told my first ex, but not any other

sometimes i wonder if he looks in on me when he's sentimental to see what's there

i dont think i'm that important though
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knowbody it's ok to not want to share

just stumbled on blather today

i won't tell i won't tell i won't tell

thanks for sharing with yourselves and each other and o everyone and o everything

but what do i know anyway
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jane what are the odds i would meet someone who works at newdream? and he would beat me at pool? amazing. 041213
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pobodys nerfect Well,it used to be. I've shared it with 3 people now.
The first one(my bestest internet friend)didn't like how the links work.
The second person thought it was interesting but i don't know if he ever posted anything.
And now i've shared it with someone else,who's very dear to me. I hope he comes here and finds the magical place that blather can be,the way i did. =)
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meta meta 060103
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shadow the clown forget sharing when it comes to blather, if some one is here is because they found their own way. only that way are they worthy of this magnificent indigo maze. 060130
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trox people blather is only a secret noe but why keep it a secret when you can just google it 060130
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daxle sometimes it's only a secret from me 060130
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niggerpenis nigger 060305
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jordie not my greatest.
but I am selfish.

It's mine, okay.

By the way "niggerpenis" If everything you blathe on here is serious (which I can't decide) than you're a fucking idiot.
If it's all a joke, well then you're still a fucking idiot.
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Emptyness Alive everytime i leave my m8s while im at school they ask where im going. and i say to blather. the person im seeing is jelous but i dont kno y. i showeed her blather but she didnt agree said it was just a... a chat site. she didnt get it. she is quite shallow though dont kno y though. blather feels like a home. it feels like that treasure you want to hide. want to keep to yourself and the others on blather. i guess i have blather to myself in my group no one seems to understand. 060522
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megan it's my greatest secret

that i told
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alephnaught It's not my greatest secret.
But it's in the top 10.
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Isaou -clutches Blather tightly-
I tell no one about Blather.
No one.
But you =]
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monkey out in space i've been blathering for 3 years now, i stumbled upon this site throuht the word 'bitch' and i haven't looked back since.
something about this place makes comeback almos dalily, i may not always post but i'm an avid reader of the experiment. i guess there is a sense of belonging yet i always feel like an outcast. i can't help but to feel that this sites attracts the interest of weirdo-introverts, pseudo-intellectuals like myself..and although i am most likely wrong, it is that idea that keeps me from sharing this little blue secret with anyone else.

to be completly fair i have told a couple of poeple about blather. the first was my exgirl, she came on, guessed one of my aliases and read some blathes (you can imgine how bad that turned out). the other was a good friend of mine but i don't think he ever posted anything or maybe it's that i just can't recognize his alter ego in blue.

whatever, the point is im never telling about blather again, 'cause blather is all mine *muahahahahahahahahaha*.
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unhinged the trustworthy ones know


the other ones know it as 'the website i've been writing on for a long time'


and then there are the ones i met here; but in any case i try to keep my pronoun references vague to cover my googleable tracks.
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phil The truth will set you free. But if it sets you free, then I don't want to be.
Picking over the piles of thoughts and connections. I make sense of who you are today, and build my own circuitry from this twisty tangly web.
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no reason but i can't be secret here anymore 101014
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unhinged you all know me better than most 101014
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unhinged (i tried to make a blather book for him of all the things i ever wrote here about him, but then i couldn't give it to him) 101014
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IGG looking back on this, in 2004 i posted about my friend reading all my blathes.
i'd forgotten that.
she was my flatmate for a year up until about 3 weeks ago. she posted on here a few years ago, but she has a short attention span, and i think she forgot about it, although it is my homepage.

i showed a couple more friends as well, one who i thought would love it, a guy i have written about on here. he's a writer too, and the kind of person i thought blather would attract.
he's lost his way to the blue too.

i shared it with my current boyfriend,
the one i'm now living with.
and he loves it, but i don't think he posts, or goes on in his own time.
he knows my name on here though, after i showed him a post.
i specifically forbade him to read any of the old posts.

but now i don't feel safe any more.
blather_security_has_been_breached,
and now i am no longer anonymous.
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unhinged (maybe you will get closer to him now that you are no longer anonymous) 101015
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spoken not mine i have much more interesting secrets 110323
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spoken not mine i have much more interesting secrets 110323
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locked in the attic i do not even remember how i found blather.
it's been in my bookmarks for a long time
one day i finally checked it out

maybe one of my friends comes here and slipped it in my bookmarks?
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() (nobody in non-bluespace really gets it. it is an intrinsic secret, enforced by people's indifference) 110323
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yoink um, people in redspace get it :) 110323
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() (yes. i thought of that as soon as i hit blather) 110323
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IGG i feel as though maybe you have to find your own way here rather than being shown.

my boyfriend doesn't post on here, though it seemed he would find this ideal.

i have shown someone else this site now and they said they have posted.

if he stays i will be proven wrong, and gladly.
i don't think people stay when they have had the doors to the blue opened. i think they stay if they peeked over the wall and sneaked in to look at the maze, eventually becoming lost in the indigo passageways, but carving their own routes across and among the main corridors of all the other skites.
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lostgirl i would not likely have stumbled upon blather had it not been shown to me, but i'm still here nonetheless, and likewise, remain lost in the maze.

my single year of words doesn't come close to the plethora of contributions contained within blather.

aaaahhhh, the wisdom, emotion, literary genius and plain old thoughts that are sprinkled here....

i admit i have been tempted to share it,
but i won't.

just_because
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rhin and still is. i know if nothing else i can always come back here. 110326
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Raina 13 years and I keep coming back. wow... 130530
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rhin 13 years here as well... i'll probably never let go. 130530
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