nomme
/a hello. 030915
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nomm ahhhhhhhhh!
hi :)
i'm nom
me mon
nom me

i just woke up
030915
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nomme who did this eh?
who said hello?

!!!i wish i knew!!!
hello to you too
030915
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/a :) 030915
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mon oh isn't the sun shiny when faces are smiling 030915
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mon i want to plant a little garden here
with a smile for everyone
030915
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blah-ze when i reach nomme's perfect little garden, i will smile and wave at her as she tends to her garden, gifting those who enter with a radiant smile. avoiding the smiling, chatting blatherskites and flocks of beautiful birds, i will find secluded little hollow and curl up, safe from the world in nomme's garden.

a truly inspired idea. thank you.
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nomme :) 030916
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anon every time I read you, I get a swirl of darkness, like a hint of poison in the cake... I ask again, are you OK? 031104
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spooky and haunted mon maybe it's the cadmium yellow icing

sorry to seem so dark, i've been getting a lot of that lately

thanks for asking
031104
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anon don't apologise, you're free to seem however you wish. 031105
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nom . 031106
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surely who i am is irrelevant/a you intrigue me. talk to me. 031115
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oldephebe i just want to take this oppurtunity to exclude myself from the potential list of blatherers who could of posted the last statement..you do however intrigue me..but i don't neccessarily need or want you to talk to me..just keep writing your
'world in one breath blurbs'
...
031115
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notme blink_blink
kerackatee dchaque sumak


.peace.
031115
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Death of a Rose hi there, ho there, here here 031115
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pipedream i lurve this one. can i sit in yer garden? 031116
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notme :.) 031116
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pipedream *takes that as a yes*

:)
031117
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whitechocolatewalrus hi nomm
in a little while
ill see you near
ill see you here
smile from ear to ear
i disappear
in your lovely little home.
031213
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nomme huh? umm...that almost sounded creepy 031213
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nomme if you weren't a little whitechocalatewalrus i would be really scared

laughing kinda scared
031213
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walrus sorry, didn't mean to scare.
i was just trying to rhyme.
maybe i should not do that anymore.
i just like smelling the flowers.
i'll leave now.
soory.
031213
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nomme oh i was kidding walrus, thankyou for the rhyme :.),
why doesn't the word rhyme look right? cause it looks left! ha
031214
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notme it is sad when i laugh at my own dumb jokes 031214
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notmes ghost hehehe 031214
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notme i didn't know i died!
i'm being haunted by my own ghost
031214
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whitechocolatewalrus haha!
i decided to check cuase i was curious, seems as though notmes ghost is really doar. intriguing really. maybe he meant, the ghost haunting notme. or, i could be wrong.
031214
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pipedream always laughs at dumb jokes hehehheehhe 031214
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pipedreams special dumb joke when you get the flu, you fly away.... 031214
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nomme laughing with pd hehe
right on
031215
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pipedream have you heard the pete_and_repete joke? hoo hoo ha ha 031215
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. knock knock 031230
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mon who is there 031230
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mon hehe pd,
how about 'less and more'?

we sell more for less,

i think Les has a pretty good deal going
don't chew?
031230
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mon somebody knocked and ran! 031230
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the voice of nomme knock knock!
who is there.
.knock knock.
(who is there)
knock knock.
who goes away?
"knock knock"
who isn't there.
=knock knock=
who is knocking?
031230
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mon the weird knock knocks really word 031230
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blah-ze good afternoon. 031230
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mon why hello!
gruderraddertuffftoonnoon
031231
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mon :) similes we can simile
you know the best thing
is a smi-le afternalllll
031231
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blah-ze yes! the Word of the Aftermorning is hello! 031231
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Flowers from Safeway At the break of a day
when the city sleeps
at the blatherdawn

When it's fresh and new
and awaiting brilliance
Nomme is there

To share wisdom
and thought
and words
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nomme miss_monster tried to kill me but,
ta-da!
040104
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x has proven to be a very complex and interesting character 040104
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nomme heh :)
i've decided i'm egocentric
040104
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deathofarose i'm eggocentric. 040104
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the anon from above p.s.
(and sorry for spooking and haunting you.)
040105
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mon nah i like knock knock jokes,
knock knock
040105
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nomme i love everyyyyyybudddddeeeeee 040105
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pipedream grinning evillly who's there?
amos

amos who?

a mosquito just bit me!
040105
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nomme heheheh
funnies!
040105
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pipedream your turn! *tags nomme* 040106
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nomme pasteurized?
(no, just up to my neck)
huh-hah!
040107
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notme knock knock
who's there?

i am.
040107
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pipedream i am who?

(hehe)
040107
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notme :) 040127
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pipers holding tea pot ho ho, smiley face has come for tea, eh? 040127
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blah-ze goodums, all. fancy a wee bit o' kor-flinky? before morning supper mebbe? 040218
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pipers oh yes, mebbe with a bit o' crumpet from the oven, eh laddies? 040218
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blah-ze if it thankes thee to do so 040219
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nomme wuzz kor-flinky?

:)
040219
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blah-ze not food exactly-more like a time which food is eaten (usually take-out chinese or even italian-style pizza, which is nothing like american-style pizza) and during that time you let it all out and talk without listening. then you stop eating, put on some music and listen without talking. i wanna do it a few more times before i die, but it has to be right. that is korflinky. 040220
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nomme radical 040220
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pipers wowza! sounds good...can we have a blather korflinky? :D 040221
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blah-ze the problem is, it has to be arranged by a motivated person. who, was not me. i wouldn't want to do it because i couldn't do it right. 040221
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pipers but...all we gotta do is type 'blather_korflinky' in the white box and it'll come, you know... 040221
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blah-ze that wouldn't be right. 040221
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/a no more no matter. I will miss you. I do miss you. You touched me. amazed me. 040601
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nomme ? 040601
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notme am i dead? 040601
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nom please tell me what i did? 040601
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notme i am so sick of myself sometimes like now 040601
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x i wonder what's going on in your head these days
i just see vague glimmers here and there
040601
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notme a cousin of mine has scleroderma, i just found out. it is life threatening and she has a young baby.
she is my father's sister's daughter.
i don't know her at all. i don't think we've ever met. it saddens me.
i didn't really know my father's mom all that well. i was thinking about her a lot the past couple weeks because it was her birthday a short while ago. i've been wishing i had known her better, wishing i knew my aunts and cousins. we live in different provinces, and i don't think that i'll ever know any of them as much as i want to.
040602
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notme my brother's brother and his wife were going to be visiting in a couple weeks, but now i don't think they'll be coming here.
they came a couple summers ago...and then their son (my cousin) visited last summer with his friend.
this year, they were going to bring my other cousin (my uncle's daughter) who everyone says is a lot like me. i haven't seen her since i was eightish. she has a little boy who i haven't met yet.
i was really looking forward to visiting with them all. now i don't know when i'll ever see them.
so that also has me down,..but in some ways, i'm glad they're not going to be here this summer. it is almost a relief.
040602
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notme *my father's brother, not my brother's brother
geesh
040602
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notme i haven't been feeling that great
i've been failing to get most things accomplished
i'm looking at getting a second fiddle
hoping that will make me feel better
something to take care of which doesn't require a whole lot of effort
i'm in the process of acquiring several different instruments in the hopes they will help root me into some deeper sort of life
i grow a big garden most years but this year i haven't planted anything
i started working on the garden early in the spring, but stopped
and now i don't know what i'm doing
it's getting late to be planting corn
but i think i have to for some reason
why live on a farm and not grow food
040602
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notme i let myself get to me sometimes

i shouldn't write when i'm like this
040602
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notme i need to learn silence 040602
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x "we must cultivate the garden" 040602
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the girl who is not







on 040601 someone wrote:

"no more no matter. I will miss you. I do miss you. You touched me. amazed me."




and i don't know why someone wrote that. and i don't know who could've written that. and i wished i did know.



who did i touch? who did i amaze? why no more no matter? why will you miss me?

i don't know i don't know i don't know

there are only a few people that i can think of who could've possibly written that, all of whom have basically stopped writing to me,...two i know why, one i don't but continue to wonder.

but even if it was one of them, i don't know why any of them would've written that.



and why confuse me, whoever you are, if you were actually talking to me, maybe you weren't?

but if you were, why didn't you write to me? why not write to me? what did i do? what did i say?

i'm always messing things up




)
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ever dumbening

i didn't write that mysterious comment, but i am writing you a big old email ... right now!
041128
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ever dumbening: literally the above has now become moot due to my lack of mindfulness with regards to what window i wasting in. 041128
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040601 I cannot remember why I wrote that nomme.
many sorries if it screwed with your head.
041129
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/a i think i was becoming too attached to who i though you were. 041129
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stylea{color:#10103f;}/style i miss you 041129
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style a {color:#9f9fff ;} /style fix 041129
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still confused nomme "i miss you" was the word hider i'm sure




"too attached" to who you thought i was?
041203
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still nomme after all these years oh well it's okay to confuse me
i confuse me all the time
041203
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edam goudaning checky thine in-boxule 041213
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led i think about this most times i come to blather:
it seems somehow incongruous for a person obviously so beautiful to be so sad.
but i don't know why. why can't beauty be sad?
maybe it's the nature of the beauty. it's beauty like a newly opened flower isolated amongst fresh greenery. beauty like that...
050120
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.nom that was beautiful. 050123
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. "Beauty and sadness always go together. Nature thought beauty too rich to go forth upon the earth without a meet alloy."
- george macdonald
050123
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googling for the fun of it incongruity beauty sadness:

http://users.aol.com/geinster/Sub.html

http://www.physics.orst.edu/~stetza/COURSES/ph407h/A%20Beautiful%20Theory.pdf
050123
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.nom i think it is a beautiful_universe

if i am beautiful, it is because i am a part of everything, made from
everything, including sadness, i am a
part of beauty, a part of sadness
050123
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.nom i think i thought i was not
going to blather anymore
but here i am again
050123
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.nom and i suddenly feel
like watching la vita e bella
for the whateverth time

something someone mentioned
and then this here
reminded me of that filim
050123
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googling for the fun of it beauty in everything:

http://www.islamanswers.net/destiny/beauty.htm
050123
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.nom

i feel egotistical.
050125
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.nom egocentric.

i think i enjoy blather_attention too much.
050125
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.nom a big part of me worries that by talking about 'my problems', i'll either drive everyone away from me by them becoming disgusted with me, or people will only seem to like me because they feel sorry for me.
but isn't pity a good thing? compassion?
why do i want not to be pitied?

why do i feel so ugly, when i think everything is so beautiful?

why_am_i_sad when i'm happy?
050125
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.nom why does every day feel like a battlefield? 050125
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.nom why am i asking questions? 050125
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.nom maybe i actually do want to be pitied? 050125
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.nom maybe i just want to be whatever i am.

maybe i just am.
050125
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.nom i am trying to work through old_emotions.

they tend to spill out in blather.
050125
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.nom it's maybe not wise. 050125
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.nom my plan: paint more, type less 050125
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.nom i love my cats and dogs 050125
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.nom and my nephews, my niece 050125
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.nom and my parents, and my brothers, and my sisters
and my uncles, and my aunts, and my cousins
and my grandparents
050125
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.nom and how i don't have to login to blather 050125
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.nom it's just open, like a big free hug 050125
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() () 050126
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.nom .) 050127
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Exxon the real .nom is here. I am the real .nom. HA HA HA 050222
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mon uow yes, well, peace and love, happiness
and all of that.
050222
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mon uow ...



i feel (too many words).
050222
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mon uow i refuse to 050222
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mon uow i can't anymore 050222
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mon uow sick of wishing 050222
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mon uow scared to not 050222
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mon uow and no one 050222
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mon uow and nowhere 050222
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mon uow no when now 050222
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mon uow not blather no 050222
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mon uow not doctor no 050222
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mon uow maybe i'll run away to the woods 050222
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mon uow i'm just a foolish fool 050222
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mon uow such a foolish fool 050222
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somenom paint more, type less
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050522
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl nomme you're funny.
i like you.
i'm posting at 00:19 which means i'm slightly delirious and prone to random outbursts of affection (or hatred, pish_pash_posh) such as this.
this is an affection one, not a hatred
*checks* yep, affection.

keep up the good work! *yawns and passes out on the keyboardddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd*
050714
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n o m


i am going to accomplish more, much more.
101023
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from