milwaukee unhinged yep...i got accepted. i'm going for five weeks to play my violin and drink beer and have fun and play my violin some more. i can't wait. it's like five weeks away and until then i'm going to be working and playing my violin and working some more. i can tell already this is going to be a very relaxing summer. 010513 ... kingsuperspecial milwaukeeis a word that always stumps me, because for some reason it has middle-child connotations for me, it's like someone says, "hi, im a lesbian" and i start smelling gym socks and seeing webvans in fishnets or something, i know i'm weird, i know i'm stupid, please just ignore me. 010730 ... god milwaukee, for me, was like swimming through a sea of peanut butter. lots of work, but you don't have to stop to eat. 010731 ... unhinged hot humid sticky divas rich bitches from texas rubix cubes solved in under 2 minutes the dvorak american texas ghetto_bong salim hot humid salim topless joints on the grassy knowl panther piss those damn shoes starbucks and lixx thai food on farwell the infamous masterclass drama drama drama more drama the fourth of july drinking games at john's and the ghetto_bong meets the trash chute and the weed runs out too so it's back to codiene and vodka this hall looks like a wedding cake bitching stage parents lake michigan monet the shostakovich piano quintet tears 010731 ... unhinged i put the application in the mail today i don't know if i want to come back 020423 ... girl_jane I was there the first weekend in April for a choir trip. It was ok. I liked some of the things we did...I want to work at Ed Debevic's 020423 ... Mahayana & i have been exclusive for 26 years nOw[very unswerving & dependable]on the contrary when you fall over in love you contemplate leave-taking & i have & i am taking into consideration not being so relentless nor devoted anymore [my dedications now dwell elsewhere] 020425 ... Arwyn It's a love hate relationship with Milwaukee for me. It's a cool place to party, I'm going to summerfest... but I've avoided it for the last 4 years. Why? Cause my grandpa nearly died there, and because of the treatment he had there, He ended up dying anyways. I think it's time i went back. 020425 ... Mahayana its 9:30ish and its 87degrees [come on now, im all sweaty and i still have soooooo much to do tonight]:please heat goddesses tone it down a bit: 020630 ... Mahayana *9:30ish PM 020630 ... devalis center of the best memories of my life. and man, they have the best custard! 021006 ... unhinged i miss it so much; everything about it. playing good music in an awesome group; i've never had more fun in a quartet than i did with dan, jake, and charlotte. i miss the pleasant energy that was there this year. oh and i definitely miss the thai food. i am having periodic cravings that keep getting stronger and stronger and taking longer to subside. i miss having a soulmate like i did when i was there. i miss hanging out with the cool high school kids. i miss being happy like i was when i was there. i think that is why i'm having such a hard time with my depression right now. it had been a long time since i had been as happy as i was in milwaukee. i think you would be afraid to see me now nicole. you probably wouldn't recognize me. 021006 ... IWishICouldGoWithDavid This city is a whole new desire for me. 030106 ... minnesota_chris we're going to make our dreams come true, doing it our way... 030107 ... found it! witness that KSS got in on the action, as well. such blathes are apparently quite popular. 070224 ... unhinged dead empty city. hard to find a job; mainly because people that have them have three of them to keep their expensive condos and cars while there are neighbors who can't even eat. don't talk to strangers. they'll hurt you. avoid eye contact. you might have to care otherwise. don't be different. you'll end up a novelty or alone. don't be dark and heavy in a land of blonde and skinny. the predators assume you are vulnerable. with a minimal amount of charm, you become an easy lay, not an arm trophy worth telling the friends about. don't be talented. people will use you. they will keep you in their back pocket for a rainy day and tell you you deserve better when you get so lonely you settle for the lowest common denominator. sister, friend, coworker equals not lover. and they bounce off to their other better things to come back when they need something. the midwest is a dying cutthroat blackhole. no more heart in the heartland. it all got washed away. 080621 ... unhinged (and of course it was always a puritanical heart at best. one of these things is not like the other; point and snicker and stare) 080621 what's it to you? who go blather from