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Shar Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television. Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit crushing game shows, stuffing junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourself. Choose a future.

Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that?
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Tank everything...
all there is...
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silentbob Life is a series of moments and choices, key decisions at important times. The story of your life is written in different chapters based on choices you made, whether they were write, and whether they were wrong, they were your choices, and your life, you should not be ashamed.
These are the pages that make up our memories.
These are the memories we look back on to compare to right now and see which we like better.
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erin oh hell yes....awesome quote, shar. from Trainspotting, one of the best brit movies ever.

also on my brit list would be Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels. if you liked Trainspotting at all, rent this. you won't regret it.
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tourist When choosing between two evils,
I always like to try the one I've never tried before..........Mae West
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lizard she keeps telling me that i didn't really have one, as if it takes the blame away. she keeps acting like i'm not deciding these things, insists that it's not my flaws that got us here.
i fucked up, okay?
i made the wrong decision, but it was MY fucking decision.
quit acting like i'm not at fault; it just makes me feel more worthless.
if you told me that i could decide to move on, i would argue. beneath all of this clout lies a child crying because someone took her candy away. beneath all of this is someone who will not take responsibility for any of her actions, no matter what she says.
those things that you think about me, that you don't want to say? those things that i see in your eyes, when you look at me... those thoughts that tell me to shut my trap?
those are the only truth that i can see here.
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crissa if i could make a choice, you would forever be happy. but only with me. 010424
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CinnamonGirl exactly crissa 010607
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madmax too many--it boggles my mind. 010609
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kx21 What's next if your don't have any choices? 010610
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Dafremen THERE YOU ARE KX!! Where have you been? I was getting worried about you. 010610
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Dafremen THERE YOU ARE KX!! Where have you been? I was getting worried about you. 010610
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Dafremen You can SEE how worried I was getting huh? 010610
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kx21 Trying to create
STAR(s) from SHIT(s)...
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BrittStar you made the choice to keep me here, but you sent me away. you didn't bother yesterday, what about tomorrow? why do you treat me this way, when all i've ever asked for is your love? for you to care is all i want, for you to be proud is what i ask from above. you never call, you never write. you say you try, you may be right. i can't understand why you hate me, why you try to forget me. why can't you be real, like all the rest that i see? 010613
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Dafremen Oh shaddap already lady...can't you see that Kx was saying something? Do go on KX...so there were shit and stars and U. So what did U do THEN? 010618
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a friend I have the choice not to choose 020111
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Annie111 I made the right choice
I have no regrets
I am so happy
And complete

I love him
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phil those who have it eventually waste it away 030201
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neesh they're never mine to make,
black or white, choices i just can't take.
life goes by its own path,
so why try? just give up, try to laugh. :-)
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mr.decker facade!!...or i just don't care 030619
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god choice cuts of prime ass 030619
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Strideo you walk along a razor's edge.

you're free to make any choice you want so long as we approve.

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nobody The pupil said, "Who the fuck are you?
After awhile I ignore invisible people. So who cares what you think? I won't make the right choice, I never do. Fuck you all and I'll get over it when I feel like I want to."

She has some type of disorder.

Then she said, "I am sick of these fucking pipe dreams you keep tossing my way ass%%^#. I am really angry. Just shut up and I don't care who I embarrass. See why I'm an ass?"

"I won't choose anything then and rumors weren't being sent names were being dropped to find out what the scoop was concerning certain nameless singer type sex type people."
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yes me the choice to consciously use your knowing sense, in the now, vs resorting to the blueprint like patterns subconsciously... 040409
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Emberghost As humans, we have no choice in what we do. So... Haha. Fuck you. You have no choice. 040420
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u24 you were given a choice between A and B, and you chose A.

Now, you can choose between A or B. Will you choose A?
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z i choose AB 040618
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sheherazade sometimes i forget i have a choice. 040618
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pigeon i have a friend that says that life is made up for the choices that you make, and you have to deal with the consequences that result from the choices you have made. 040804
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violet strangt true fate is a moment in life where you are forced to choose a path that will change everything. 060726
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denial after some time to yourself you'll eventually make the right choice.
you know who that choice is.
you feel it inside you.

make the right choice.
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demure well i suppose when you never had then choise in the first place it could be much better on you as maybe there was nothing you could have done. chance and choice are very similar 060731
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Alvarny I told you that if I had the ability to change the past, I would choose not to change anything.

I asked if you would. You said you don't know; for the physical distance is sometimes to much to bear.

And then, you chose to walk away.
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two two party i'm not a DJ with a Ferrari though.

so you have to wait.

it's your magic that keeps me loving you.hello?

what... i honestly don'yt know what has happened but... oviously you must have lesft me in a cave in someother life ?
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mike Are you taking choice for granted?

How many decisions are you making that you aren't aware of? Sometimes the most important decisions we make are the little ones that we take for granted, the little ones that we don't even know we're making. Like choosing to acknowledge a stranger, choosing to tell someone that's important to you that you love them and that their existence makes a difference in your life, like choosing to respect your life as if this were your only life.

Beware the addiction culture.

There are a few things that people can really be addicted to: heroin is one of them. Most other things that people say we can be addicted to aren't really addictions at all. They're crutches created by people who aren't willing to take responsibility for their ability to choose.

Creating new addictions is big money. If I can convince you that you don't have control over something and that is a problem, I can sell you something: a patch, a pill, a therapy, a solution. But for most of us the solution is simple. The solution is being aware that we are the ones in control of our own decisions and that we have the ability to choose what we want.

I've been smoking cigarettes for over 10 years now. Am I addicted? That's a tough question to answer. I will say that I have an understanding for what people who have smoked regularly on a long term basis call addiction. Do I believe I am addicted? Again, the answer to that question comes with implications that I'm not ready to surrender yet. If I say yes, then I'm submitting powerlessness to this process of buying, lighting, and inhaling.

If I say no, I risk looking like a fool for not recognizing what some would argue is a clearly an addiction. But there in lies the true issue I believe. Because when we say someone is addicted we say they don't have control over themselves and I think THAT is the real issue.

Maybe I just don't have very much control over myself. Maybe I'm just weak. Maybe I've just surrendered to the fact that I'm addicted and therefore I can't make a choice and that the addiction is making the choice for me. But I really believe that's a cop out and BS, because I demonstrate the ability to make choices and control my behavior most of the time. Why suddenly don't I have control over this?

I think it has to do with habits, routine, convenience, and neglect. Like momentum, things in motion tend to stay in motion, so if we're used to doing something and feeling a certain way, we're going to try and keep it that way. That doesn't mean I don't have the ability to choose to stop. There's always a choice. Something being convenient to acquire makes resistance harder. And now with the internet and this capitalistic machine reaching exponentially higher levels of operating efficiency, everything is becoming more convenient to buy and use. They want it to be easy for you to buy and use, and they want to be able to sell you a fix once you think you've become addicted and can't stop. The neglect comes in because after a while you neglect to take responsibility for your freedom to choice. It's a neglect of the self and a disrespect to the gift of life.

But this is life. It's our culture. I hope I can remember how much this life means to me and how fundamentally important being aware of moments of choice and making those decisions really is. I hope I can make the right choices so I can be proud of myself and allow myself to be loved by others. I hope I remember so that I can live this life they way I talk about living it instead of carrying on with deep internal discord, shame, and apathy. This is the understanding that I have remembered.
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