angst
somebody almost ambivolent, inner turmoil and bitter dissapointment are the brethren of angst 000728
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silentbob As well as frustratedly biting ones knuckles and writing angry mad poetry, wishing that the black cloud floating over their head would just fucking strike them dead with lightning, hoping the thunder will be loud and cause attention. 000728
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splinken angst is rather irritating, no? 000906
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daxle "teenage angst has paid off well
now I'm bored and old"
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tourist The angst of my youth
Has finally mellowed
Into the Enui of Age.
Tedium triumphs after all.
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katie hab keine angst. ich werde dir helfen. du wirst deine unruhe bald vergessen...

(x-files "unruhe")
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dB Birth give rise to boredom
which gives rise to angst
which gives rise to anger
which gives rise to fury
which gives rise to reason
which gives rise to acceptance
which gives rise to boredom
which gives rise to death.

Lifecycle of the average human.
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freakizh
this strange feeling
about having an explosion on the inside
burning your insides
biting your heart
and you can barely sweat about it
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freakizh
since i was born i started to decay
now nothing ever ever goes my way
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baby satan that shit'll make you go bald. stick to yeast. 010723
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kerry teen angst 011228
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birdmad my early adulthood looked like what could happen if bret easton ellis had written the scripts for all those john hughes movies and then let john carpenter with alex cox

now there's some angst
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grendel let john carpenter CO-DIRECT with alex cox 011228
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kerry a notebook full of dreams
tangled webs we weave
while i try to incorporate rhyme into
teen angst poems
you're asleep
leaving me all alone
to write by distant streetlights
oh sweet
i'll never sleep tonight
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stupid ska fiend the only way it is possible for me to get my angst out is to play guitar and write music and lyrics about the shit that happens to me every day 021208
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cube Get over it...
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M Stupid angsty kids piss me off. Pitiful little weaklings. I know, there's nothing anyone can do to change this. I also know I used to be just like them. But it just makes me angry, the fact that I'm a member of such a petty race of cretins. The fact that I was unlucky enough to be born in an age where we haven't advanced to the next stage of evolution and become divine beings. It's just not fair. Ah, fuck it. Just enjoy life. Who fucking cares what that bitch in your class thinks of you. Just shut up and live the life you've recieved, idiot. 030323
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M Stupid angsty kids piss me off. Pitiful little weaklings. I know, there's nothing anyone can do to change this. I also know I used to be just like them. But it just makes me angry, the fact that I'm a member of such a petty race of cretins. The fact that I was unlucky enough to be born in an age where we haven't advanced to the next stage of evolution and become divine beings. It's just not fair. Ah, fuck it. Just enjoy life. Who fucking cares what that bitch in your class thinks of you. Just shut up and live the life you've recieved, idiot. 030323
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Pikachu YOU FUCKING PIECE OF CRAP! I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU AND YOUR FAMILY! GO TO HELL AND DIE, YOU SON OF A BITCH! 030323
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Jennifer Bethke Angst: German ‘angst’ (fear) signifies a feeling of insecurity, anxiety, or apprehension; and the Germans are a people who are so constantly wracked by angst, they almost seem to enjoy it. Germans like to worry. They worry about the economy, the weather, the past, and the future. Germans worry about worrying!
Currently I am worrying about this entry, for it is completely different from anything I have ever written before. Will it work as an autobiographical piece? Will it set back GermanAmerican relations for a few more centuries? Will mom ground me (even though I no longer live at home) for exposing German secrets?
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/anon teenage angst as far as I can see is hating everything and not having a reason why. Also they are always pissed off at something just you don't know what.

must have some sand in their vagina

anyway these teenagers grow out of that stage. I am their age now and I see it all over. The thing is usually their lives suck so you can't blame them. If their lives are fine then they are prolly just reaching for attention.

But being a cynic I have a reason to hate stuff. They can find the bad in anything and are always pointing out flaws and can find alterior motivs for good acts. I don't like being a cynic but it comes naturally. At least I don't go around hating stuff for no reason like angst filled teens.

wee...!
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ass Who are 'they'? You said you're 'their' age too! You're a stupid angsty teen! OH THE HYPOCRISY! GO TO HELL! 030620
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Fire&Roses I am the god of teenage angst,
Scars and scabs and guns and tanks,
Life is pain, I give thanks,
I am the god of teenage angst.

I am the god of snort and bicker,
Water's cool but blood is thicker,
Don't know how I could go on without Wicca,
I am the god of snort and bicker.

I am the god that thinks life is shitty,
Slipknot and Coal Chamber, Manson and Kitty,
Linkin Park, Papa Roach, pink, black and pretty,
I am the god that thinks life is shitty.

I am the god of lightning blue hair,
Nobody loves me, nobody cares,
Why don't you listen to me? It's not fair!
I am the god of lightning blue hair.

I am the god that doesn't wash,
Proud cos i just figured out how to mosh,
Want to be street but secretly posh,
I am the god that doesn't wash.

I am the god of underage sex,
Pregnancy scares and syphillis checks,
Strange, creamy stains and red, speckled necks
I am the god of underage sex.

I am the god that doesn't exist,
Possibly stoned, possibly pissed,
Possibly overexerting my wrist,
I am the WHAT!?

Ian Forbes
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Gilraen (s.h.o.t.h) angst1 (ängkst)
n. A feeling of anxiety or apprehension often accompanied by depression.

Entry: anxiety
Function: noun
Definition: worry
Synonyms: all-overs, angst, ants, apprehension, botheration, butterflies, cabin fever, care, cold sweat, concern, creeps, disquiet, disquietude, distress, doubt, downer, drag, dread, fidgets, flap, foreboding, fretfulness, fuss, goose bumps, heebie-jeebies, jitters, jumps, misery, misgiving, mistrust, nail-biter, needles, nervousness, panic, restlessness, shakes, shivers, solicitude, suffering, suspense, sweat, trouble, uncertainty, unease, uneasiness, watchfulness, willies, worriment
Antonyms: calm, relaxation, security, tranquility
Concept: fear
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touleontos everyone's entitled now and then, hm? 040103
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devalis my pen could lure those metaphors
cliches and similes
but nothing in those words would
represent a part of me

eternal mark upon my skin
I feel a mite absurd
this broken record speak turns me
to hate the written word

with end rhyme
too much time
wasted in my life
to try to make these words seem more
mean more than vapid strife

jab and stab
the pen's a sword
cut down those empty phrases
slice and dice
no more Ms. Nice
to make them turn the pages

regurgitate, inside to out
beauty isn't key
but to bleed this filth, deep shit
and just stay true to me
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nonlucid is listening to depressing music in the middle of the night
especially when it's about unrequited love
ESPECIALLY when you paraphrase all the lyrics to refer to your current situation

is hating public speaking
especially when you haven't prepared
ESPECIALLY in front of people you'll have to face the next day

is worrying what other people think of you
especially people of the sex you happen to favour
ESPECIALLY those you're attracted to

is insecurity.
about, well, everything

is annoying to everyone around you
especially parents.

is... well... something you grow out of. Right?
Eventually.
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passive voice is ouch, it hurts... 080108
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dan is all that false sense of lucidity when you haven't been able to sleep, and don't realize you're yanking your own chain. you're all wound up and things have slipped to black and white but mostly black, entirely fire and dire.

and then you do the equivalent of drunk dialing sending a plaintively transparent email at a you-know-better-than-that hour which is a muddle of emotive and obscure. and coward out of compounding the error with clarifying emails and wish you could unsend and then the real angst comes on as you cower away avoiding the person hoping it will blow over instead of blow up.
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