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moonshine Must have been intoxicated by the moon kissing the away your lips dipped in red wine. A maze,white walls, and a neverending dream. In the trees under your blue silk dress. Dance with me for awhile, can you imagine the things we could see with the twirl of imagination and twist of fate 001016
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unhinged that's not me
that's not my name
that's not my face in the mirror

it had reminded me of the time we were driving along and i looked into her rear view mirror and i was so shocked at what i say. not my face...not at all...i think my soul might be misplaced.

nicole faith....uh oh

i'm in trouble again
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Glory Box You have no idea.

Your face looking past mine makes me cry.

Your brown hair and your silver car flashing by put a cap on my words.

You leave me speechless Nicole.

That is no small feat.
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Glory Box Nicole nicole nicole.

"Hello?"

- click -
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Casey Her blonde hair always seems perfect...her hazel eyes can pierce your soul...she always has that cute smile...she loves everyone...the only thing I regret about her is that she doesn't like me 010514
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Glory Box I don't know what to say any more. And still, my single-star soap opera rolls along, with or without me. 010521
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ursm i'm sorry,so so sorry,i complicated and distorted for my own selfish needs.My heart will always be yours nothing can change that.Fear no more from me.I leave my heart in your hands and forget that i ever had one. 010525
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ursm hey sheena i am not a poor little albino.well maybe i am,but you don't have to go and say it 010525
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Glory Box from pain to passion to rage.

the twelve steps of loving you.

and where you can't see me i am as dramatic as the stars.
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Nicole "Victory of the people" What people? What the hell does my name mean? 010726
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Glory Box I can't hate you.

I am so disappointed in myself.

There is no way that I can be permanent in this dislike, in this intensity.

I just can't decide whether I'm letting you off the hook or simply punishing myself more.
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Aimee she's my little pookie.... :) 011017
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god farky ! 011017
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ClairE so soft
and kittenish
sad eyes!
small!
i shouted

i read what you said.
i heard your words.
thank you for you.
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blue star I love you. I'll miss you. Take care of yourself. Don't forget about me. 020531
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unhinged yeay clairE

*blushes*
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Sailor Jupiter Nicole is the name of the girl my ex-boyfriend cheated on me w/....I really liked the named till I found that out. =( 020531
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girl_jane I hear she isn't very bright...oh well. I invited her to come on Saturday. 020531
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Glory Box I lost whatever I had for you.

I slipped out of my hands and went screaming through the jet stream at hundreds of kilometers per hour.

I tried to return it to you, give back what I stole, but, like I said...

It's gone.
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jane his ex. i could totally rip her to shreds

if i knew what she looked like
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devalis there are too many of us in the world. It means victory, so I suppose too many is just more for the forces. We're soon to be on top. 020808
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Oak Barrel Victory, sweet victory
how can anyone claim victory
With all the confusion she causes.

what once I was given
I now offer back to it's owner
I still do not know if
she has gone home
but I no longer have one
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colors20 She was close to six feet tall and though she wasnít exactly fat she had a fleshy amplitude about her that made her seems simultaneously soft and strong, as if all that body could be read, at a momentís notice, for sex or work. The cotton print dresses she wore must have been down or up to her, because they never fit her quite right; they were either too short and tight and she looked about to pop out of them, or they were much too large and she threatened to fall free or get tangled in all that loose fabric. She had a wide, pretty face and cheekbones so high, full, and glossy I often wondered if they were naturally like that or if they were puffy and swollen. Her hair was black and long and straight, and she was always pulling strands of it from her mouth or parting it to clear her vision
this is not something I have written. it was written by Larry Watson in Montana 1948. it was describing Marie Little Soldier, a native american house keeper/babysitter, who was so hot that the 13 year old she took care of fell in love with her
her character reminded me of someone I know by the name of Nicole
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frank hey. i managed to jump on to the merry-go-round. 021109
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unhinged yes, and i have been pulled in the new direction. yay. it is going to be so much better than the last one. 021109
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GirlNamedLover slut
bitch
skank
liar
poser
pity whore
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Kleh Ver ~

Why her?

~
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nicole. the people's victory. 021113
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Freak Everyone's middle name 030103
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silentbob What the hell? 030103
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Bizzar I know that you loved her, and you loved her alot
I know that youre afraid of that feeling now
I want you to know that I would stop at nothing to be the one you love like that.

I see you trying your best to be everything I ever wanted
I want you to know that you already are.
Dont be afraid, Baby, I promise you everything that I could possibly give you.
I want to love you forever.

In a way Im envious of her because she had you first,
But in another way, Im glad because now I want you forever.
Believe me I intend to keep you.
She has no idea what she let go.

And when I die, let me die holding nothing but your love, and I will be satisfied.
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jimc Your writtings have been and continue to be an inspiration. Believe it or not, I cherished every opportunity to spend time with you or to read something you have written. Despite our differences of opinions on a few things, I still reguard the opportunity to meet and get to know you an honor. I will always keep you in my positive thoughts and hope and pray for your success in grad school and in life. My only and I do mean only regret is that I couldn't help you imporve your self image so that you could see the beauty in yourself that many others, including me, sees. Please take care and I will miss you. 030515
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Rotten77 yeah, i got "victorious army" what the hell is that?? 030515
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andy where are you? It's been forever since I've heard anything... 030820
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andrew Beautiful name... wonderful sound to it... I can't seem to remember what it means... or where I heard it first...
I wanted to forget some of that once. I still half-do... but maybe if I forget then I can have a friend back... but will it be worth it?
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stroke goddamnit! 030926
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nicolemarie Names are too large sometimes. Not in letters but their meaning. Victory of the people, how can I live up to that? How can I fufill that destiny? 040405
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noone That seems to be over then. I met her and fell in love deeply, now more than two years later she finally tells me, after many aborted relationships, that it will never work out between us.
What is there to say? Just because she feels she has finished with the matter, does not make me love her any less, though maybe it should. I still love her.

Nicole, my dear, my one, my love.
I will always love you.
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unhinged i've always been an informal teacher. i never asked my students to call me anything other than my first name.

sometimes their parents might ask them to put a 'miss' in front.


but today when she said my first name, i was still surprised by the young voice followed by the adult question.
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three words facts_are_what_hurt_the_most thumbsucker nicole 110320
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unhinged I'm taking that one personally blather_oracle 110320
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