a_glimps_of_the_inside The Truth These are the poems I've written over the years. __________________________________ 010609 ... The Truth *Border of Control* I look into your eyes I can see your soul If infinity is God How far can we go? Cause love is never pure Even when you’re old So truth’s our limitation At the border of control. All at once We feel alone Darkness has it’s Teeth sunk in Together we all Share the pain All of time Is lost … again _______________________________ 010609 ... The Truth *Artificial ions* Those artificial ions Created deep inside Form a shell around you So you’ve a place to hide The foolish ones decepted The evil feed on lies But I can still detect it By looking in your eyes Some doors should never be opened Some keys should be thrown away I can see far past the horizon And your glass castle shattered When the connection came. 010609 ... The Truth *Subconscious kiss* Did you receive my subconscious kiss? Or did I (not) send it? Or did I miss? Are you passing up this Chance at bliss By ignoring my Subconscious kiss? ______________________________________ 010609 ... The Truth *Double negative* The deepest reaches of my soul Inaccessible to me right now. I’ve been their - seen infinity But pain has blocked the way somehow. The son of the sun can heal me Disintegrate this misery I believe I will again be Revisiting infinity. So I’ve made the wrong choices Thus altering futures But I’m still creating Rebuilding my willfulness. If I accidentally spill My bottle of wisdom And messages pour out Into the sand, Will I treasure forever My insightful endeavors? Or curse altogether The works of my hand? _____________________________________ 010609 ... The Truth *Just one night* In this blink of an eye We know as life So much can happen In just one night. This world we knew We thought we knew Suddenly changes Because of you. Your image is lodged Within my head Your scent remains Atop my bed. Who cares what’s real? Or wrong? Or right? It all can change In just one night. _____________________________________ 010609 ... The Truth *Screaming Silently* Maybe I fall in love way too easily Maybe I am just easy to use. The pain doesn’t start until we’re apart But while we’re together I love the abuse. You are guilty of stealing my thoughts You’re the sole reason my mind is caught In this web of negative depression (I fought) Until I am with you it’s here that I’ll rot. You said you believed in destiny What if we were meant to be I’m so sick and tired of missing you Awaiting the next time We kiss the Way you do This delicate hell derives existence from loneliness I’m under a spell caused be distance between us Emotional swells Behaving so violently Alone with my thoughts … Screaming … silently 010609 ... The Truth *Lose-Lose Situation* or *Lost Situations* How could your love have died so swiftly? Now I believe it never existed How wrong I was to search your eyes. “There must be something more than lies.” You lost me again… Forever this time… I bear all the pain… You made it all mine… Why can’t you feel? Why don’t you hurt? Need the reason you kill --Me Buried heart in the dirt. ___________________________________ 010609 ... The Truth I Dedicate this to my wife, Jennifer. I met her exactly a month after writing this, while snowboarding at Steven's Pass. She is my soul mate. I knew instantly. *Soul mate* I’ll tell you, though you didn’t ask, How I’ll know who’s "the one". I’ll look into her eye’s inside At light beyond the sun. Her inner brightness Shines through darkness Lies can’t breath Where beauty lives. The essence of her Gentle nature Wraps my soul in grace. A brilliant silence fills the waves Of solid, gas and liquid. And nature sighs eternally Of our unity completed. ___________________________________ 010609 ... The Truth But WAIT! there's more! 010609 ... The Truth *Visions* If The Gravity of God can Touch You Then Total Silence never Falls And only Music Levitates The Sound of Love Which Hears us all If the Brilliant Light of God can See you Then Shadows never can be Found And only Visions can Reflect The Sight of Love Which Looks Around 010723 ... The Truth *(Untitled)* I can see the pattern now. Complex Variation This Key unlocks the future now Deciphering Vibration. ___Waves of Energy___ ___Waves of Matter___ ___Waves of Light___ It doesn't matter... It ALL belongs to ONE The past is yet to come This circle we don't run It all can be undone. It all belongs to YOU Every wavelength, every hue Then Love comes into view And time we never knew. A flash within my frontal lobe I lost before I found it. And even though my eyes were closed The imaging was perfect... (FOCUS...AMPLIFY...RELEASE...REPEAT) I can see the pattern now. Complex variation This Key controls the future now Deciphering Vibration. ______________________________________ 010723 ... The Truth *Element of Conflict* So to the list of Worldly Constants add the Element of Conflict. ___Infinity___ ___Divinity___ ___The Trinity___ ___Insanity___ ___Humanity___ ___Soul Cavity___ Like Gravity... I believe IT - I BELIEVE it - I believe it. seed ape from mice bring on the ice "we turned out nice" Plant Sacrifice! Ooohhh YEAH... I Believe It. Are we now Like them back then? Who entertains you like us men? Or do we all have matching ends? On your command it all depends. _________________________________ 010723 ... The Truth *Anti-Depressant Pills* Are you worth my devotion? HATE to... Have to ask. But I'm not really certain You're up for this task. Will you take all that I offer And give nothing in return? I could teach you EVERYTHING! But you could never learn. I've often Never wondered, But now know how it feels. Identity mistaken for Anti-depressant Pills. 010723 ... DannyH I begin to see how wonder you are... 010723 ... Gollum pink, warm, squishy, yummy 010723 ... Casey I enjoy much 010723 ... MollyGoLightly g-l-i-m-p-s-e 010723 ... The Truth (Hey, thanks everyone!) Yes, I know I left out the E That sucks! Oh well... 010723 ... the repeater not repeating it's a compliment and a nod towards conceptual continuity 010723 ... The Truth Oh yikes...I guess I should have copyrighted my poems. But...they aren't really mine. I simply gave birth to them. They were planted in my mind, allowed time to gestate, then when the time was right, they simply came out onto the paper. How can I possibly take all the credit for that? Whoever planted them there gets half the credit. He is the Father, I am the mother of my poems. (C)copyright 1996-2001 010724 ... The Truth _____*A New Poem*_____ A glimpse of the inside? I've been softly scraped. From uninspired feelings now replaced by waste. I stand in this valley The high peaks surround me although I once stood on top their altitude's astounding. I don't remember falling down descending camly toward the ground I never even heard a sound perhaps that mountain's just a mound. I bring myself together now I tell myself the truth I tear off the outer layer of this menacing cocoon And push my past out to the floor it lays in broken heaps this perfect stool gives me a boost so higher I may reach. Deep below I hear this rumble crashing toward my feet. I see a newly rising hill come to elevate me I worry not now anymore this exercise proved helpful I see I'm only resting now to break through higher levels. ______________________________ Well, I'm not too impressed. There was once a time when I could spontaneously create a poem and be totally satisfied. Perhaps my outlets are jammed. Perhaps I just woke up. Perhaps... I'm still asleep. 021201 ... me i wish that i could write poetry. i have so many things that i could write about but i just cant put it into words 021221 ... littel_elf once upon a blue moon I can do that, The Truth. Maybe your Muse is merely having an off-time. Not your fault :) 030103 what's it to you? who go blather from