for_bethanie F*ck_you_bethanie Faithless concert. Her unfamiliarity with clubbing I went snowboarding at Christmas, what did you do? Probably sit on your fat ass doing nothing You have a dysfunctional family, I mean come on; do you even know who your father is? Bethanie should be defined as cheap BULLSHITS ALL THE TIME-inadvetently bullshitting when you told people we were going out. You think you are so rich, then why do you have cheap shoes & cheap clothes? You used to pick up little bits of dirt on my trousers; you are such a hypocrite take a look at yourself Average isnt bad, its just you. I lied when I said you weren’t fat, I was quite positively repulsed when I say that enormous belly. I know that you were not clever enough to realise that the “SPRQ” on my arm were the initials of the two girls I was seeing at the time, or for that matter, the quotes that were at the bottom of my ficticious letters, they had hidden meanings. I believe I quoted “Now I know what love is” The meaning behind that one was that I did know what love is, partially because I was in love with CJ, but mainly because I knew that I didn’t love you. Typical you talking about you Never trusted you Never liked you You think you are really popular and have I NEVER TRUSTED YOU I had no need to, Weren’t the only person to sleep at other’s houses What you cant take is the fact that I split up with you You smelt really bad, I mean, can’t you afford soap, you had chronic spots. I know what the pills were for, those custards you had upon thy countenance Begun resenting me because I wouldn’t talk to you, because you have no friends. You go shopping in the market to get cheap clothes Its ridiculous that you say that you have 4 wardrobes, of what? I never loved you, believe what you will, it doesn’t matter to me You cant reply to this, I have changed my number so I wouldn’t try it I can take craig You are destined to live in poverty all your life. 020131 ... beauty is within I conclude bethanie is better off 020131 ... F*ck Bethanie This coming from a person that doesnt even know who I am talking about. I conclude that you should stay out of my affairs. Freak. 020131 ... I am curious. If you want people to stay out of your affairs, then why post them at blather? If it was really necessary for you to write that, isn't it just as easy to write it on paper? And if you never cared for her, why are you so angry? And why did you take the time and effort to write that in the first place? 020131 ... Mahayana its not the perception of bethanie that perhaps distresses this individual... perchance it is the 'deliberateness of you' that is of decisive unease. through lines of attack that which you alleged of bethanie extended way further than detesting somebody, at least for my part, towards the peak of ill easement through analyzing what you had articulated. now im not saying, dont voice or convey yourself-please by all means do continue to do so, but possibly there is a great deal for us [all] to gain knowledge of, by interpreting & reinterpreting what you have composed. taking into account methods such as: tonality. choice of phrasing. stimulus. was it successful ... prolific etc etc? [no matter what... to myself... bethanie is still a beautiful being... we all are even regardless of our short comings. imperfections. & limitations... no matter what your inclinations towards classifying it ... but in my own belief this does not validate 'verbal abuse' an astute character once educated many with a brilliant line... it goes like this... "i do not have to take your verbal abuse, just because you do not like yourself today." and it rings accurate with such perception 020131 ... The curious one. Exactly. Thank you, Mahayana. 020131 ... bethanie sucks your percptions, wholly innacurate as they are, are valued. However disregaruded and ignored. It matters little, your distorted and tainted perceptions of me. You do not know me, nor do you know within a personal context, the subject. Therefore, I would appreciate your opinions remaining unexpressed. This page was my creation. I do not want it polluted by you. 020201 ... Mahayana a perception is never [wholly] inaccurate nor [wholly] accurate it is what it is and merely that which is a perception : a result of perceiving : OBSERVATION now an assumption can be inaccurate, but not [wholly] a perception ... for no two people, nations, nor communities will ever have the equivalent perception so in fundamental nature you are professing any perception but the one you have possession of is erroneous ... so as you perceived... no matter what anybody would propose whilst attempting to communicate a situation(s) or occurrence(s) would be deemed ... [not accurate ... faulty...defective ... imperfect]... for once a split second in time or episode has drawn near and departed, it can by no means ever be rebirthed nor expressed EXACTLY similarn or exclusively precise... consequently within sagacity not even your perspicacity could be considered accurate truthful perfect, personal or not. inaccurate: not accurate : FAULTY : marked by fault or defect : IMPERFECT : ignorer, ignorare, ignarus, unknown, in- + gnoscere, noscere to know ================= valued-yes inaccurate- no, not entirely proper, though that may be [your] perception disregarded- conceivably ignored- also, not entirely factual, for you have previously taken note of what was in blue and blue [black & white] ================= ignorer, ignorare, ignarus, unknown, in- + gnoscere, noscere to know ignored: : to refuse to take notice of distorted perceptions by [whom]- the author responsible his or her self? tainted perceptions by [what] rudiments... tonality? ... word selection? ... i do not have possess discernment of [[you]] from your inscriptions… I however do encompass observations about [your writing] ... and [that] my acquaintance is what was commented on ... not on you as a individual [ironically, which was what you yourself had prepared in pertinence of bathanie] you are correct- i do not unearth myself to be present on proverbial terms with regards to you ... even though, I on no adaptation prepared that allegation personal milieu will *always* vary show a discrepancy & fluctuate... even if i was face-to-facly implicated within the accessible issues that ensued previous to this blathe ... [and in all probability my analysis of the ‘subject matter’ [[if]] i was personally concerned would prob be even more so [tainted and distorted for i have personal ness invested within this conversation, rather than just observations] my personal context you’d perchance may at a standstill pronounce is not in attendance but barely in a tainted & distorted fashion, which is partially accurate for each persons recounting of [any] given situation will always *ALWAYS* be poles apart & run amuck transversely from side to side the entire breadth of the continuum [even if mutual parties practiced & reported the same article verbatim ... it shall never ever be identical... it cant...ahhhh such as the customs of the world and commandments of perceptions- no two are identical- this is beauty nevertheless during exploit] would you have appreciated it if any person here would have alleged to you…? "I would appreciate your opinions remaining unexpressed", in all probability thumbs down ... so why would you articulate it to others? no one here is demanding you alter what you achieve nor declare… nor suppress you from doing so... but have merely ... expressed insights & view points... just as you have & had the entitlement to do so yourself ... and so did i ...and so [shall] i persist in doing so ... ***correction***... this blathe was your participation ... not even entirely [your] establishment... however this [page] was not your conception ... unless you brainstormed & fashioned the newdream network ... even than jam-packed tribute can not be awarded to you my acquaintance the language on [your] page you did not craft ... the colors on [your] page you did not originate ... the symbols on your page you did not form ... the name bathanie you did not produce ... therefor shall you not use those as well ...just as you have asserted that i should not make use of the page 'you' created ?... no, now that would be hypocritical ... i have not polluted as of yet ... i was merely planting trees of insight ... thought .... and expression ... [a colossal branch of what this site represents-yet not anything at all as well] if you desire others not to remark, observe, nor comment on this subject- perhaps it would behoove you to not position it on blather [if it distresses you] for the very nature of blather is all about [postings & expressions] even if we do not concur with them all ... afterall, blather is words. bunches of words, strewn about in a twisty tangly web of pontification, insight and nonsensical delight. but really it's an experiment to see what shape this will take when left at your mercy. take a gander and let us know what you think. blather is expressions. Gatherings of lexis, scattered about in an oblique contagious mesh of speaking or expressing opinions in a pompous or dogmatic way, astuteness and nonsensical ridiculous irrational stupid senseless absurd illogical silly ludicrous… delight enjoyment pleasure happiness joy glee gladness enchantment amusement… and than some… but in actuality it's experimentation to investigate what silhouette this will acquire when present within our mercy compassion pity clemency forgiveness kindness sympathy understanding leniency seize some peep’age and permit us to be acquainted with what you consider, but also tolerate us in acquainting you with what we also mull over. [scores of dissimilar aromas] [Infusing physically powerful] [theres naught really to it] [just groove channel furrow rut listen dance chill harmonize to it] [no hissing mocking taunts heckling derisions name calling no jeers] [so get up to it and do your thang] [just another fish to fish the worm] by the way, my name is sassafrass, and i am pleased to meet you fellow blather... i would be most honored if i was afforded the opportunity to be aquainted with more about you ... so what are you passionate about in life? [[ever notice how those oppressed can sometimes be the most vocal of all]] [perhaps it is the very notion that we take for granted what we have & when it is gone or threatened to be taken away ... it is than & only than we realize what a treasure we truly had] [just a thought] 020201 ... she i knew a chick named Bethanie. how i hated her. with her chubby all-american face and her natural honey blonde hair. 'bethanie can play cello' 'bethanie wants icecream' 'bethanie needs a ride' 'i miss bethanie' 'bethanie sent me a letter' what really got me was that everyone bowed to her whims. if she didn't like something, they would fall over each other trying to fix it. why? what makes her so much better? i wonder who shes controlling now? 020201 ... f*ck bethanie Not me, she repulses me, I told her to fuck off today, she was sad and I was happy. Stupid girl. 020207 ... she *pats you on the back* That's what I should have done. 020303 ... James T. McRae Just to let you know mayahana, I too am good at writing, and I shall be excercising my right to reply soon... [be ready] 020429 ... IMHO bethanie may be fat bethanie may be stupid bethanie may be better off without a guy who is two faced, cheating on her and bad mouthing her in a public place, then having the audacity to moan when people excercise their right to reply 030812 what's it to you? who go blather from