hey_doar
u24 just got your card! yay!

It may kick me into sending all mine out. then again, I may leave you all hanging on for a few more months. depends how lazy I get.

is glad to have received it. thankyou. :)
040224
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Doar no problemo dude from across the ocean.

glad you got it finally.
040224
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pipers i've been stalking you today, but just a bit...as ye can see...hehehe 040224
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Doar Yep, I kin shurli see that lill gunslinger. Yeppers.

I've fergevin ya fer not shippin a card maw way, me blather wifey.

.
040224
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pipers coinkidenshally i gotc'hoo a card yesserday...its a bit ugly, but i couldn't find the hallmark ones (plus you get hallmark from there too so i thought tis better to be indigenous, ja?)

soooo

shall be shippin' it out in the next few days i espekt.. :D
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Doar don't give me a heart attack pvcpillow person.

:-)
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pipers lol
don't be snide with me, mistah ;)
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Doar I apologize pipers. It wasn't meant to be snide, just some gentle poking.

poke, poke, with a pea green boat.
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Doar I apologize pipers. It wasn't meant to be snide, just some gentle poking.

poke, poke, with a pea green boat.
040226
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pipey that's got a nice rhythm to it...wonder if one could rap it ;) 040227
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dOAR :-) 040227
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oldephebe yo' tell me something doar..does the air up there in pristine canada ever get truly pungent aside from the effluvium wafting up from the staes that is...

and i don't mean pine needle pungent mind you..i mean collective mallaise and industrial waste olfactory echo kind of pungent...
040227
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Doar well oE, in the right conditions you get feedlot smell (bad) that can damn near make a stomach go on vacation. there are also some swamp like smells in the summer time that get pretty rank. but taken on a whole (unless you live next to a trash dump), the air is kinda pure up here. albeit i'm a country boy who hasn't lived in the city for a long time. but when i did i don't remember any emanations of the particular nose wrenching sort. 040228
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pipey nose-wrenching....hehehe...i like that... 040228
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kookaburra i wanna find a picture of you but i cannot. 040717
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Doar how come? 040719
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kookaburra because i, um, cant and stuff.
where are they?
040719
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Doar I had a pic once upon a time, posted to the yahoo folder, but I became entirely self concious and deleted it. Only those who ask nicely will get one shipped to them..... :) 040719
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kookaburra awwwwwww, pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease
(takes a breath)
please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please...
pwetty pwetty please?
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kookaburra *sigh*
guess i didnt ask nicely enough...
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Doar what's your e-mail addy kookie? 040719
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kookaburra ebony313@msn.com
(yay!)
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Doar It has been sent. 040719
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estarocks i have never said that 2 anyone. i've got to try it.

(by the way, i would never wanna see a picturee of a fellow blatherskite. it would b 2 weird to blather about)
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Doar hmmm......cpgurrl? 040720
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unhinged she's back

the_return_of_the_dreaded_pipedream
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pipedream whos cpgurrrl? 040724
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pipers oh yeah, and i vont a picher too :D bruhuhahahaha 040724
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Doar Pipers, you only get a picture when we trade. K? 040730
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Doar Oh well, I can never say no to you anyways. 040730
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pipers okay! trade is good :D

(despite that last sentence sounding weirdly IMF-y)
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Doar *Gasp*, I get to see Pipers!!!

I'm excited now.
040731
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whitechocolatewalrus your story has been written,
it's lacking a little in plot,
more might be added,
but not for a while
as i will be gone.

mister_star
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Doar My storey is lacking in the warmth of details. The small things that make me feel as though I am whole. 040803
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pipedream details....i live in the atom. 040815
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Doar Are you feeling blue pipers? 040815
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pipers nope! at least not consciously :D


are you, blather boy of mine?
040815
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Doar Not when you smile like the heavens. 040816
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Doar Besides, how can I be blue when I have a picture of you? 040816
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cpgurrl i'm cpgurrl


and estarocks



oh, all right, i'm czmember 2
040816
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pipers *grins bashfully*

hello cpgurrl :)
040817
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estarocks yeah hi, pipers. (ur the best --- can_i_ have_ur_autograph?) 040817
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TK ... Do you think of me when you do laundry now? ^.~ 040818
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Doar It's remarkable that you should ask, I had some socks and underwear that needing washing last night and as I transferred them to the dryer, I caught myself chuckling at all the eroticism of this sexy machine.....:) 040818
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cpgurrl just don't hurt us and we won't bug u 040818
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Doar Maiming is not my intent cpgurrl, just outpourings. 040818
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estarocks that works 2 040819
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u24 respect for thinking about all these cool blather projects :-) 050808
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u24 re: blather_outcast and "pissed some people off"
wha? what makes you say that?
061030
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Doar Mr. 24,

Just the feeling I get about some of the comments made by TK and others.

Just displaying my typical cancer traits is all.

Hard shell, gooey interior and all, not to mention all those other bits.

I do go good with lemon though.

.
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Toxic_Kisses Why would I be pissed off at you DoaR?

I wish I would have seen this sooner so you wouldn’t of been under this misconception for so long.

DoaR I'm not mad at you now, nor was I mad at you before =)
061108
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pete hey doar, just got your card. thanks!


p.s. i saw it in my mailbox when i got back in town a few days ago but didn't leave my apartment til this morning as i badly needed to catch up on sleep while eating cold turkey, christmas cookies, and drinking hot chocolate.
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Doar good Pete. Unfortunately I'm not a craftsman when it comes to cards, so I just buy them.

Also, I got yours as well, and thanks for the membership! Much appreciation.

I might even ship you out the long forgotten (and unknown content) letter.

Happy New Year Pete.

.
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grendel is as grendel does the FB profile of mine you friended long ago was a failed experiment at migrating to facebook

my newer but much more frequently used FB can be found at /TheMadRaven
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Doar I'll l00k you up dude...how you been keeping? still have the lb's off?

and the killjoys?

.
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Doar but really, I really only want to hear about the kitties.
Sorry dude, but the furness is another one of my faults or clawfaults.

. Damn I miss my Buzzer...

.
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Doar what the freak just happened....

oh well, I'm still learning my own legs.

wow.

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Doar and yo...to you...I guess...but what the hell..yo!

Let's yo! and yell until all the galaxy hears us! Keep telling them/us to pay attention. Love it, it expresses this human spirit, it makes a carthdic forced feeling. Scream it and don't hide it.

LET IT OUT.
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Doar you put enough effort into this, it seems like there are many spaces within you. I
m just guessing, do you have anything besides the spaces to bring me?

I'm here.
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Doar I will listen.

ok.
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Doar If you feel like talking with me, take your time. This is not an instant response site, but I will see to it that if you want I will respond.

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unhinged i'm sorry.


i was a young dumb girl that liked the attention.





but my response at addiction_is_definitively_unsexy wasn't directed at you. i have been in a horrible relationship for ten months with someone who has some crazy stupid addiction problems.

most addicts are unbelievably selfish; their world is divided into people who can do something for them and back_up_plans . especially if the addiction has to do with hard drugs.

it is a rare addict that can't stand to be in their own head but thinks about how what they are doing might affect other people.

but i didn't mean that post in your direction.




and for all that stuff from before
i'm sorry
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Doar unhinged, you have nothing to be sorry for, at least in my direction. I've posted things here that made me hate myself even more. I guess I can't help it. All I've ever wanted to do it make people feel better about themselves. I haven't succeeded yet, in my own mind.

I truly hope I haven't caused you any hurt with the ramblings I've posted.

You gave me a gift of song and it has stayed with me.

Like I've said before, I have loved you from afar and will do so until I die.

I wish only for the best for you N.

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Doar and yes, I am an addict, but I believe in my heart and mind that I am a man that can . 100927
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Doar all this is addiction, conversing, intaking of the main ingredient, but mainly it is the words we spill or compose.

all of this, becomes an addiction, and all you view reinforces you viewpoint of that addiction, when there are those that know they are within the time, but know they are without the time.

A view sticks certain people into a discast group, and it haunts them. Viewing them is akin to feeling better about yourself, making a judgement upon them to make you feel accepted within those who spout societies values.

These are my views. Such as they are.
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Doar Unhinged,

you have nothing to be sorry for or apologize.

I understand, and I know I've said things here that have hurt you.

You should be hearing apologies from me and you have.

You deserve someone who will respect you, and treat you as special. I hope you find that one that instills within you that feeling.

Take care of yourself N. And if you should need a wide shoulder, I'm always here.

Much love.
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Doar ok...last post for this night.

My own personal feelings about the views held about addicts, is the same as viewing a street brawl;

It involves two differently opposed viewpoints, that can't seem to come to a common ground or compromise between the two opposing forces.

But view it not a whole viewpoint where each participant is folded into the opposite side or conversant side. There will always be sides, which relates to humans choosing one side or another.

What I'm trying to say is that, just because you might layer your own viewpoint or opinions upon an individual participant within the actions, does not mean that the participant conforms to your preformed views of that individual.

Like I have stated, Yes I am and addict, but I live within a self imposed set of morals and dictates, that I should treat people with respect and honourably until they don't deserve that respect. Even though I am this way does not mean that I don't deserve respect for my actions. So respect earned and respect discarded.

Hope that made sense to you all.

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