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break_the_cycle
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Ouroboros
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trying, so hard...
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Doar
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That is a definitive bullshit statement.
Addition means a focus, not just a society standard.
Addiction has come to mean a viewpoint on TV.
Yes it means to be a thought that keeps forgetting, but it also is a definition that, for those of us, who don't forget, who disregard this societies hubris and forge ahead, despite all the crown's that are worn by the "better than you"
people.
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unhinged
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you will be on the bottom of their list
and that hurts more than
all the bullshit
less sexy than
a limp dick
definitively_unsexy
in_fact
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minnesota_chris
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there's something attractive about an oncoming train wreck
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plop
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oh dear! is it worse than existence?
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unhinged
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much worse
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falling_alone
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you pull me back if only to utter nonsense, if only to disappear once again. but for now, to linger, to absorb, breathe in, and tempt.
riddled down to madness, a romantic. addiction so false, obsession so true?
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L. Ron Hubba
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just ask me
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daxle
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but it's easy to romanticize.
the addict's ability to lie to oneself, and to believe those lies completely.
things are always just about to get better, if you just help them do this one thing.
then, they get better just like in the movies. and we all cheer for them. and they write a book, or go on to help other kids who are just like they were.
except they don't.
they flip between addict life and jail life.
making it out means taking whatever shitty job you can get and slowly paying off all your debts to the court.
unsexy.
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Strideo
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what if you're addicted to being sexy?
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h|s|g
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maybe then that would be your only addiction? idk
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Doar
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Guess I'm in the in the minority.
Hmmm, I won't apologize for what I said.
It was from a depth that I remembered it.
But it is within me to remember.
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Doar
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you hurt me unhinged. and nom.
I still breathe,
but with each response,
you bring me closer.
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unhinged
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hey_doar
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Doar
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what's up unhinged?
i've missed you, but you already know that.
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unhinged
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like crying is unsexy
like doubt
like forced change
like practiced indifference is unsexy
i_am_alone
right now
like i most always have been alone
but this alone
stings more than the others
for the innocence lost
in every hope
that somehow you'd end up different
i know
i can't expect you to be different
for me
but i've seen you different
so i know the difference
and it still hurts
that it had nothing to do with me
(especially now
that you are back to
the_same_old_shit)
i need out of here
i need farther away
than a jaunt across the street
a ring at my bell
at 4am
i need a reliable someone
to share my life with
not a cracked someone
that will break down in tears at the busstop
then push_me_away
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Doar
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pushing_away is definitively unsexy.
I agree, but, yes there it is..."but"
to trust someone with your soul is not unsexy. you take a chance and whether it fits your own view of want you wish is life. Life hurts but you can never give up on the searching for love. It will bring you down, make you hurt. We all search, we all wish for the touch of another human. I have no more words to say. Love is an intemperant being. It drags us along trying to fill us and when it fails it leaves us with emptiness. For a short time. Love is eternal. It can bring you to the summit of all your hopes. If you have begun that summit, it transfers that feeling unto you, although you might experience a dissapointment, it will remain. Love should not be forgotten, nor should it be ignored, remember it and chersih it.
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unhinged
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trust may not be unsexy, but that doesn't make it sexy by default.
and maybe we can agree to disagree about the love being eternal part. the_four_seals
(i have escaped the relationship that inspired my original blathes on this topic. he hasn't even called in a couple months. mostly i m relieved by that. having a dope_sick asshole with mommy/daddy relationship issues tell you that you need to grow up is definitely not sexy)
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daxle
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unhinged
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oh_blather
*sigh*
(i shoulda_known i could pull out the deep lurkers with this one)
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what's it to you?
who
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