break_the_cycle
hsg again_and_again

i find it's the shift from one set of habits to another that is more difficult than either side of the habits.
100131
...
unhinged you could have
you started to



but you didn't because you are afraid
100201
...
hsg try and
try_again
100202
...
hsg try_and_try_again 100202
...
In_Bloom It's the trying part that gets me feeling like I might win.
Sometimes.
100202
...
unhinged but you didn't cause you don't think you are worth it


you could have gone to a 30 day
or even a 90 day
but you couldn't even stay a week



i can't be the only one putting in the effort
and regardless of the reason why you couldn't stay
the fact is you didn't
stay
so i can't either
100203
...
unhinged fuck shit piss



i don't know how to say no to you
so i can't be around you

(this time
i''m trying to stop)



mostly because
no one i know
is gonna want to listen to the bullshit
AGAIN
100923
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unhinged battered_woman_syndrome 110512
...
flowerock create_new_habits
freedoms_your_self_respect

I_can_change

why not? I want to be a better person for me, for you, especially for you.
140704
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from