i_had_sex_today Norm Took a girl, Jen, out to lunch today. I bought her some drinks, went back to her house I sat down to watch some tv and she went in her room and like 10 minutes later she was like "Jon, come in here." I went in the room and she was under her sheets. I hopped into bed with her did my thing and left now here I am. Only cost me 70 bucks, you'd think 15 years olds would be cheap drunks... or maybe it was me who drank all that beer. 010909 ... unhinged yesterday rather it was an odd experience. if someone ever told me the first person i would ever really have sex with was a 29 year old man with drug hazed intelligence on his living room floor while we listend to yo yo ma try to play his cello like a pregnant fiddle i just would have laughed. or maybe i was laughing because of the hash. laughter or not, it took away my fear. at this point i had no illusions for what i considered my virginity even though i physically wasn't one anymore. it was fun. 010909 ... l o s t I went to a concert at a local restraunt(the concert took place in the back area where the pool tables and stuff are) i met this chick we said hi to eachother and then we just started kissing. next thing i knew my truck was a little to small so we went and had sex in her sisters van. then we went for a walk throught he campgrounds and had sex on a picnic table while these 2 chicks from one of the campsites watched. well they were watching from a far they probably didnt see much they just knew we were having sex bcause she kept grunting and moaning. then we walked back to the restraunt and got some food. while we were eating was the only time we even really talked it weird thats the first time i have ever had sex with a chick without saying more than hi. 010909 ... Norm This grade nine girl I know said she was having trouble with math and I said I would help her out, fuck knows why I can't even add. She asked me to come over to her house after my football practice. I went over and she said to me "If you need to get a shower the bathrooms down the hall" I told her that I had gotten a shower after school so I didn't need one but if she came with me I'd get one just because I wanted one. I banged her in the shower, it was fun. 010913 ... Norm I'm going out with that grade nine chick now. We had sex before I asked her out. 010914 ... silentbob *barf* 010915 ... MollyCule I agree, SB. 010915 ... kingsuperspecial man, i really wanted to have sex today. I'm with this girl and she said "I'm not ready" and I'm not really ready either, but she is so beautiful and way too sexy and we did fool around some and I got a of an idea of what it might be like and now I feel like I the cold shower would have to be executed with a fire truck. she ain't in grade nine, either. thank goodness. all revved up and no place to go 010915 ... shiva oh wait. nope. 010916 ... o what-fucking-ever. shut the fuck up! 011115 ... mz.anonymous i had sex today. in my man's bed, in the shower then back in the bed. it was fun. i need some more. and we're gonna have some more and more and maybe more. 011121 ... ClairE Oh, wait. This isn't why_can't_i_get_any lately? My_bad. 011129 ... god ha ha. yeh right. i'm married after all. 011129 ... ever comening great christmas present from sharon--her naked on my bed. and to have our first time together be on christmas day, well ain't that just the diggity doo rag? oh, and so much for the strict 'no sex' clause. this drought was a brief five months, but damn if a drought ain't a drought. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmBREAKFAST! 011225 ... cube Dear Cladius; I wouldn't normally write about something so personal, but a funny thing happened on my way to the Forum today... ³ 011226 ... User24 yesterday. first time in ages. 031016 ... . . 031016 ... Puss In Boots I had sex last night, not just sex but the most amazing experience of my life. My new man has showed me that sex aint just about fucking like a porn star and looking good, its in your head more than anything. We have opened eachothers eyes to what is something truly orgasmic - not just for my body but for my mind. 031016 ... stork daddy yeah...pornography reminds me of that line from the excorcist...."the devil will tell you lies but he'll mix the lies in with truths to confuse you" and porn is like that. sure it's attractive to see a woman really into sex and enjoying orgasm after orgasm...but does she moan automatically everytime you ask her "you like that" in a voice obviously not after anything but the expected answer of "oh god yeah", and is the only way to get her to orgasm to pump away at her like your ass is on fire? comparing my real experiences to what i've seen of porn (already too much for my sensitive nature) i'd have to say the answer is no. 031016 ... misstree watching porn is like watching commercials for food. you know that what you're going to get won't look like that, you can only hope that it tastes in real life as good as it looks in the commercial. but the *really* good food doesn't advertise--it's home cookin'. 031016 ... Syrope wait, my watch is fast again what? 031016 ... realisitic optimist with my hands. gettin pretty good at it, too. of course, 16 months without so much as a smewch will do that to ya... 031016 ... cymoril that's because you never come visit. 031016 ... Death of a Rose in my mind. 031016 ... Puss In Boots a.k.a Grace The difference between acting like a porn star, groaning, screwing your ass off and then acctually making love is that when you make love you forget the outside world, how society dictates you should look....you leave all behind, you climb inside your head and relish each ephemeral, fleeting sensation that pulses thru you. Everything but him and you dissolves to meaningless. Thats what I meant everyone!! 031017 ... realistic optimist the women in my life are so damn distracting lately... ;P and that's all i had better say lest i get myself in trouble. suffice it to say eeep! i'm trying to be good, but i want to be ooooh soooo bad! 031017 ... misstree how do yo udefine good? chaste? if so, what value does that have? 031017 ... stork daddy although i do have some rhythm when my ass is on fire 031017 ... realistic optimist unfortunately, in this social system we have constructed, people feel there is some sort of ownership of others which not only extends during in the relationship, but after that relationship has been declared over. therefore, to maintain a friendship, i am socially obligated to remain chaste for an indeterminate amount of time. additionally, there are other reasons i cannot act on distractions from other women, but mostly those reasons are the several thousand miles between. 031017 ... rubydee and yesterday and the day before that and the day before that and also the day before that if_i_remember_correctly ... the boy and i have been getting along swimmingly. 050622 ... a chaotic gift to idealism this is a world i do not belong. i havent had sex today for 4+ years, and i'm 25.... wer wirklich eine Scheiße irgendwie gibt. keine. Ich begreife mich bin so pathetisch, sich in meiner kleinen Höhle mit meiner kleinen Furcht und meinem schreienden Herzen zu verstecken. niemand wird betroffen. 050622 ... Umm.. Translation? 050623 ... sad_bitch who really gives a shit anyway, i am so pathetic and i live in a small cave, i am afraid and my heart is crying to hide itself. no one cares. whoa, ok i don't know if that's %100 correct but i tried. is not german 050623 ... a chaotic gift to idealism it's Dutch and you were close enough. good translating. 050623 ... fact i get laid on my dreams pretty often, i think this to be a representaion of how much i need to get laid on real life. 050624 ... Syrope mmmm...and i managed to avoid any carpet burn on my forehead and shoulders :) it's grand being in love with a sex god and the silly thing is he thinks he needs me 050624 ... daxle i had something better 050625 ... palm I have never had sex. 050625 ... emmi eh...that was most certainly not dutch 060505 ... oren It was intense. She looked radiant. 060506 ... tilt in sways shoes great_sex on red 060506 what's it to you? who go blather from