blather_addiction shiva i SHOULD be studying for my diff eq test tomorrow. but i'm on blather instead. i'm so screwed... 001003 ... typhoid woo_hoo! ensnare another! 001003 ... shiva i bombed my test. there were probably 7 pages and i left 2 completely blank. i'll post my score on here when i get it... 001004 ... Effingham Fish I... can't... stop... Please... someone, anyone... sedate me... 011030 ... mmm yeah... it was to strong, i'm done w/ my break... now back to blathing 011030 ... ClairE This seriously has affected my grades. I can't sleep. I can't sleep and when I try, I blathe in my head. 011203 ... SuicidalAngel Yeah I should be doing my paper on a Mn Author (how gay is that?!?). It was assined like a Month ago, and it's due Thursday! I dont even know HOW to do a bibliography!.. So I have two nights to work on it, it's 1/3 of my grade, and look, I sit here on blather. Whats wrong with me?! 011204 ... Grievance Calc II Final monday, pass or fail for me. Could be studying. Cultural Anthropology Final Tuesday, could be getting notes from the class that i missed because I was doing things on my computer, among them BLATHING. Could be developing my spirtual equative self. my guitar sits by the bedside, staring at me to finish tabbing madaliene, and memorizing the lyrics, to obtain the right to sing the song and gain emotive transit. words are just so instantly gratifiable. 011204 ... blown cherry If I go out one night and don't come home til dawn, I've missed my usual blather session. I begin to get antsy around 3ish, anxious by 6. I crave my keyboard and the welcoming indigo screen. The friendly voices and the thoughts and emotions of myself and of all of you. Then I get home, ready to drop, sleep on the spot, but wait, no hang on, I've gotta do something before I climb into bed, was it drink lots of water? Was it brush my teeth? Was it take off my clothes? No, that's right, it was hit netscape and my private stash of blather bookmarks. I've proved to myself that I cannot go 24 hours without blathering. Sometimes it's less. 020324 ... girl_jane I should be writing a paper that was due two weeks ago, but I can't get away from here... 020324 ... blown cherry Even when I don't want to be here, even when i have Painfully Strong incentives to stay away, Here I find myself. 020513 ... CRO I know that feeling. I think this WILL be the last one though. there's so much that I've finally managed to bury. I wish it didn't have to end this way, but... yeah. Goodbye. 020513 ... kerry i get so sick of this site. still, i lie in bed some nights wondering what i should blathe about the next day. i'm in meteorology and blathing... every day when i get home from school, every night before and after dinner, pulling it up and closing it, checking to see who's blathed recently, and the thing is i wish i could stop but i can't, can't, its hurting my brain... 020513 ... CRO nope. I couldn't stay away. It's odd that many of the posts here are so fraught with heartache about love gone wrong, or about rather distressing episodes in people's lives. I just can't stay away. It's like watching somebody bleed to death on a street corner. Horrific, but strangely fascinating. 020519 ... poetic_onslaught ive realized why i keep coming back. its because blather people are cool. i can never talk to the few friends i have about this kind of stuff. examples-no one that i know likes fight club. the one person that liked it didnt really understand it. i use little words like "irony" and "surreal" and most of them dont know what im talking about. im not saying they're dumb, because im not very well educated myself. they're just too...naive. they all think too much like teenagers or kids and i cant really carry an inteligent conversation with them. and thats pretty bad, considering the way i am. im trying to learn more and spend a lot of time reading and learning all sorts of new things so i should get credit for effort. anywayz thats why i keep coming back. YALL ARE VERY COOL :) 020520 ... silentbob glad to have you here. sometimes its fun to disagree 020523 ... loveblather it would be cool to see 2 blathers actually get together and find that insanely happy existence together. love talk is groovy but has that ever happened? 020523 ... bethany i'm late for work but i still started up my server and am typing this here blathe 020523 ... Dafremen I realized I was a full blown blather_addict when I found myself using the index feature so that I wouldn't have to type so much. The missus was sleeping and I didn't want to wake her up. What's more pathetic was that I found myself praising the designers of blather for having had the foresight to make that stealth option available to me. Is this like a forever recovering, forever addicted kinda thing? P.S. birdmad rules. There I said it. It needed to be said. 030418 ... Rotten77 I'm new to this site, but I just wanna say that it's fucking awesome! I've always felt like listening to new perspectives makes me a better person, and I've never found a place I could get so many at once! Thanks everyone for sharing your thoughts with me! 030418 ... User24 see blather_addicts_unite 030420 ... User24 rotten77 see welcome_to_blather 030420 ... god i can quit any time 030611 ... endless desire i should be studying for finals and writing an essay due tomorrow but i am not. because i am addicted to blather. i went to take a nap but all i did was think about things to blather. it's kind of sad and kind of hilarious. with nearly every experience i encounter on a day to day basis, i begin to think how to blathe it. and even when i don't, i just do it in my mind. so congradulations blather and everyone who is apart of it: you have sucked me in. and there is no escaping. except this time, i don't mind if i am stuck. 030611 ... your friendly neighbourhood stalker familiar story 030625 ... endless desire this is getting extreme again. 031015 ... ClairE Motherfucker. Total blatherelapse. I'm trying not to write blathes in my head when I'm not here. 031029 ... u24 tell me about it! 031029 ... Doar deep breathes everyone. I setting up a blathermethadone_clinic just a few pages down. oh shit.....its already here. forget it. yep, addicted, should be working. 031029 ... kookaburra i havent been here for 2 whole days. i got the shakes. it was scary... but the good thing is that i wrote 5 pages in my diary while i was supposed to be studying for finals (since i havent studied for anything all year) but still, im glad to be back on blather (i know you are happy to see me, but boy am i happy to see you!!!) 040518 ... dosquatch welcome back! 040518 ... madalena Talking to you the brick wall... sound just keeps bouncing off back into your brain....pounding, pounding, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! 040519 ... iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl i am back.....my addiction is too strong. nobody even noticed i was gone..... i feel so anonymous. 040520 ... phil uncontrollable 040521 ... puredream I depend on blather. I would be lost if blather disappeared. I am addicted. It's worse than any drug. There's no rehab. There's no one to turn to for help. So unbelieveably addicted. "So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around?" So much of what I see reminds me of something I've read in blather, or even worse! Something I want to write in blather. The first thing I do when I get up, the first thing I do after I shower, when I get home from work, before I go to bed...always blather... This is a bad thing isn't it?: 040716 ... meta meta 060105 ... . I keep saying, "I've got to be done here for a while." Then I come back. Why do I come back? Because... because... I don't know why. Because I am an addict, apparently. Because blather has titillated me in the past, and I am hoping it will do so at the present. I've got to stop; lately I just find myself disappointed. "But it's me, not you." 080106 ... addendum Because I want to feel like I am contributing to something, even though I probably am not. 080106 ... () (the above was a contribution) 080107 ... meta meta 081030 what's it to you? who go blather from