valentines_day oren Seldom thought of during December. 051223 ... falling_alone pffft. i don't have time for this, i've got too much work to do, color books and tests and essays. 060212 ... the end i'v never had a valentine, and frankly i don't care. well maybe i do, but single bisexual / lesbians can be a drag to try and find.... i think i'll just wait till i meet a nice one, and be aroused until then. i think that was a little too much info. 060212 ... LS I've had the same valentine for the last three years, but we're not together or anything. She's just the person I think of on valentines day and thus the one I send something too. 060213 ... more awareness ferris_wheel_day 060213 ... Syrope "What do you have to work on to stay in love?" Him: "I don't want us to live separately, in our own worlds. I think that is the biggest reason couples break up. So I try to make her laugh. I feel like we should share everything." and then i cried at the bus stop. over a weekend newspaper insert. I think tomorrow I'll walk to class. 060213 ... pSyche also known as Singles_Awareness_Day 060213 ... rage psyche is right this nadsucker of a day and im Very aware that im single. i don't know what im getting myself into 060213 ... sirflaccid two less than it could be 060213 ... the end pSyche, you stole that from Vampire Freaks. It is a good title for it, though. 060217 ... pSyche I stole it from Vampire freaks?! au contraire, my friend, I heard in in another blathe. As if it makes a difference either way? I merely write my thoughts here. 070206 ... nom free hugs outside the vancouver art gallery 070206 ... IGG i haven't had a valentine before this year i have to get some sort of gift for my boyfriend, like this is proof i care about him or something. but i think about my soulmate on this day, though i could never send him anything, as it would be too detrimental to our friendship. that and he doesn't feel anything for me, he said frankly. 070207 ... milklesscereal a little red notebook for sale at chapters had a little quote written on it by a famous visionary of some sort. it was something like - the way to get over love is to love even more - i messed that quote up, i know. but i always mess up with love too... 070207 ... pete it's a good quotation 070207 ... milklesscereal 'There is no remedy for love but to love more.' Thoreau 070210 ... falling_alone who knew that one year and one boyfriend later i'd actually want to celebrate, granted i'm not buying any gifts or cards or cheap thrills...and i'm hoping he does the same. i am much happier just waking up in his arms and showing my love of him through food, having my mum teach me to cook this weekend. 070211 ... no reason i don't like it but at the same time i kind of wanted to be around for it but i'm pretty sure i made it seem like i really wouldn't and i wish i hadn't because now i'll probably never know 070211 ... pedo-bear roses are red violets are blue you look young i have something for you 070212 ... pete i'm spending my valentine's day evening with something i care deeply about, democracy. 070213 ... oiseauviolet oh_so_good is a place to avoid, on this day... 070213 ... X! the way of love is not a subtle argument the door there is devastation 070214 ... klairchen it was just another day of city crunching and cereal pouring. yet in a nascent observation of a certain pretty creature, with a face carved out of concern and ivory, a new mark graces the first blank page in my imaginary little red book. and i realize the truth of the quote. how polished his likeness became with a borrowed tie. so modest this was that it made my eyes hurt. and it's just another day... 070214 ... nom almost as depressing as my birthday. and it was too rainy and i was too tired and broke to go hug strangers downtown. 070214 ... Q I hope for you that every day is an happy valentine's. 080214 ... no reason i'm the only one in my household right now who didn't get red roses today. boo hoo, woe is me. but not really. i don't like the red ones as much as other colours anyway. especially yellow, for spring. i'm looking forward to the blooming of spring flowers. 080214 ... a clever disguise As long as I live, may I always give my beautiful daughter, who means the world to me, at least a little something on valentine's day. She is the only person I've ever unconditionally loved, she has been a reason to live in my worst times and without her every day would just be another lonely happy_hour. Won't you be my Valentine, Bernadette_Marie? 120214 ... unhinged eh i'm 1700 miles away from my baby and my crazy ex called me a bunch of times yesterday and left sad heartfelt messages about how he wants to make amends i'm not in a good headspace for this lovey_dovey bullshit but tomorrow is half_price_chocolate_day 120214 ... Lemon_Soda Yesturday was great. I have an employee discount at an Adult Store. I love my wife. She loves me. Yesturday was great. 120215 ... bsc yesterday 120216 ... unhinged (was the beginning of the end; i miss him) 120808 ... FA113N It is strange: this is the first valentines day I've been single in years, yet I am more in love than I have ever been before. I wanted to write a FB status thanking all the people I love for their help and support, but I cannot leave her out. What do I call her? Irene? Petra? I looked up all the saint name days, but maybe that is too obvious. It wouldn't feel right to ignore her, but I cannot think of what to call her, so I cannot thank anyone. But today I will receive a gift from her. I remember a valentines day years ago when my then girlfriend said she had sent me flowers and I waited by the window for hours, but they never came. I remember last valentines and the way my then girlfriend was angry the whole day because I went to a job interview instead of spending it with her. I remember so many valentines days, and the funny thing is that even though I am alone, and even if the gift doesn't arrive... This is already the best valentines day ever, because I woke to her words. 130214 ... unhinged i'm almost always single on valentines day. i kinda hate this stupid day. why wait to tell people you love them? stupid... i'd rather celebrate 2/15 as half_price_chocolate_day 130214 ... forn spent alone. with a partner who lives in the same house as me. who gave me a pastry in the morning and then disappeared for the rest of the day and night. who is more likely than not home but didn't bother to drop by my room, even though or maybe because they know I'm having a trauma episode right now, which is counter-intuitive because I need them more than ever. they still didn't answer the long, important email I sent two days ago. everything is falling apart, before it even got on its feet. sinking right back into the ground. if I'm in a relationship why do I feel so utterly single. why do I ruin everything. why do I put so much weight on things. why can't it be like it was when we were just friends. it's all crumbling in on me. i'm crumbling into myself. 130214 what's it to you? who go blather from