reasons_you_would_leave_blather
blah-ze disillusionment (almost set in recently, then i realised i just don't care, but it feels hollow now).

someone i knew well moved on (i know one person, but she moved away, i will never see her again. i don't think she knows me).

i found myself criticising other people.
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mon unknown_affects 031229
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u24 me knowing people too well.
people knowing me too well.
having nothing to say (unlikely!).
having to chatter aimlessly in order to satisfy the chatroomesque requirements
losing the ability to type.
becoming blind.
dying.
being too poor to afford net connection (unlikely).
if Linds asked me to and meant it (maybe).
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:_) being caught cheating with a blatherskite. and being told i must end the affair. i don't see myself leaving anytime soon, because i am a good kitty. 040215
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Syrope i've taken breaks when it felt like i had nothing to say

but i'd only leave if the people i tell about blather (in hopes that they find it therapeutic) start abusing it and make me ashamed of it and them.
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ambermoon NEVER I LOVE YOU BLATHER. 040216
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bandersnatch if hell freezes over

if pigs fly

or if i just get bored of it (the least likly of the 3)
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Syrope no no, i changed my mind. since you stopped posting and finally took the step whatever support group convinced you to take...i've realized that it's ok.

and i was even a little worried he'd take your side. but all he did was ask me why you were there, checked that you were sitting next to her (because we knew it would happen) and then go back to making fun of the silliness that is our organization.

blather is back to being a sanctuary.

now...about those people i WISH would start posting. let's get more than than one name i can recognize here :) good or bad :)
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Syrope haha you're going to read this aren't you?

one part of me is insulted when people ask "what the hell is so addicting about you that you leave this...this trail! of broken hearts when you never even got to feel any of them beat in your palm?"

part of me wants to know, too
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paperthin if i stopped taking hits
if words stopped being beautiful to me
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kookaburra if my parents found that i was pseudo talkin to people on the web and banned me from it. 040426
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jane knowing i would come back 040426
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??? Blather = Apple... 040426
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kookaburra if people started deleting blather.
OOps...
well look at that.
goodbye all, i may come back in a couple days to see how you're doing.
but the way things are going, i may never come back.

goes the way of insecure goth girl
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dosquatch I wish you would stay. 040607
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kookaburra sorry, can't.
i may come back if stuff dies down, and knowledge of deleting blather pages dies with it.
but its just kinda scary.

needs a new site to obsess over.
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pete if i didnt have access to this semi-private lounge. it is my only internet connection. 040607
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skinny that really sucks. 040607
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somebody I cant't
I always find myself comeing back
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ferret censorship.

if blather were moderated.

if blather died.

if i died. nah, i'd still come back then.
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Piso Mojado kx21 is making it really really hard for me to be here right now. 040609
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unhinged if people were deleting other peoples' stuff just cause they found it annoying...especially when it's someone that has been around longer than me and there aren't too many oldtimers left around here.


i guess we all end up leaving sooner or later. for me, it has been later. much later than now.
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl kookaburra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
says please come back!
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trial separation shhhh...
*looks around shiftily*
i never really left!
*adjusts her trenchcoat and dark glasses*
but dont tell nobody...
*puts on fake glasses with the moustache attached*
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kx21 "kx21 is making it really really hard for me to be here right now."

Not so...

Given that

We_are_the_Universe...

And No two "Finger_and_Moon" are exactly alike in the_pit_pea_of_free_space (e.g. Blather space)...
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Piso Mojado "Not so...
Given that
We_are_the_Universe...
And No two "Finger_and_Moon" are exactly alike in the_pit_pea_of_free_space (e.g. Blather space)..."

yes so, your finger_and_moon is overriding this blue space- overrriding my own attempts to see the moon- i cant see the moon and i cant see my finger any more. and i dont blather here to see YOUR finger, and it has become almost impossible to keep on blathering like you dont exist and i am VERY fed-up!
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Piso Mojado not that i have any right to say "please stop existing" (and i do apologize for calling you an asshole,) nor do i advocate deleting blather pages.

but

why must your finger_and_moon be so intrusive?
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dosquatch To be fair, everybody's favorite spastic poster has calmed down a lot over the past couple of days. I think that's a lot coming from me, considering some of the criticism I've leveled to and about him. 040610
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ferret not to take away from the topic of this blathe, but i highly doubt that kx21 pays any attention to us, except when we attempt to answer his cow_mu 040610
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|read| Because it hates me
(don't tell me it doesn't)
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.... whoo rrr you.? 040611
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czmember blather is sorta 2 good 2 be true, but does it have 2 end? 040828
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Why not Bespeckled 123

?
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Bespeckled How freaking expected. 040828
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thunderbuck ram I'm not that attached..........yet. 040828
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magicforest it isn't safe anymore 040828
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minnesota_chris did you get groped by Blather? I told blather to stop that shit, it's just not funny. 040829
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andru235 because andru235 is driving me away 050603
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mytwohands because no one seems to notice you and you crave attention intensely. 050604
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attention addict *blinks*
exactly
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skyburst777 i can never leave blather
my words are stuck here forever
unless or until the world blows up
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skyburst777 i just might stop typing at some point:

if i'm penniless or scared or sick or dead
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skyburst777 or for whatever other reason(s) 050604
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DannyH Leaving Blather is rather like leaving the earth. It's not going anywhere. Sooner or later you're going to land back there. 050604
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correction i can never leave blather
my words are stuck here forever
even if the world blows up
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another correction i will never leave blather
my words are here forever
even if the world blows up
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shiva kind of already did.

kind of.
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bethany driving 8 hours to run away with a blatherite and having it not go very well

so i dont meet another one of you facinating people and have it go terribly wrong

but i'm kinda back
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the evil side of birdmad i thought about doing it, but i'm not going to give anyone the satisfaction 050606
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jane because i live with my own personal blather machine

[& bird, the pleasure of you being here i cannot express in 10103f ]
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even mad birds are not so ingracious why, thank you...

if i had a hat, i'd tip it
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Lemon_Soda I would leave blather if i no longer had access to the internet, if the page went down, or if any one of the few people who know me personnally on this page asked me to stop posting. 050607
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megan death

well maybe some other things but i can't think of them at the moment
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eighteen I live with a blatherskite,
my words falter, I just don't have the way to say what I need to anymore.
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falling_alone you never know, i could forget. 050608
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. I need to pee 050609
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endless_desire you started doing drugs.

*raises hand*
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Death of a Rose because i eventually will have to. 051006
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IGG may change her name if people i know
spy on me through blather.

wait...
that's already happened....

i've had enough.
my private refuge, through my own fucking foolishness, has become a desecrated cemetary of mistakes that are easily dredged up.
the point
of writing here
(for me)
is to be able
to talk

not to my friends.
not to my journal.
if i'd have wanted you to know, don't you think i would tell you myself?

i don't like knowing my words are being read
because i don't want you to know this much about me.
all you blather strangers
you're fine to know my innermost secrets,
but people i know...
that's a different kettle of fish.
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Syrope trail of broken hearts


maybe not leave
maybe a different name
maybe a different color
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monkey out in space hey i know what you mean, i feel the exact same way about people i know reading my stuff. that's one reason why i don't think i'd ever show blather to my friends (and if i did, i'd never tell them who i am) -
it's too bad if do you change your name though, your posts are always interesting - at least you're not leaving are you?
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IGG hey thanks monkey out in space! i like your blathes too, i seem to find your name at the end of many thought-provoking words.

and no, i doubt i'm leaving

actually, i really don't think im leaving, i find it far too addictive here.
but even if i change my name,
i have a distinctive style of blathing that i feel would give it away.
i'm just sorry that i told them about this place - i thought they could use it as a sanctuary too or maybe just to blow off steam.
now i find myself wondering what to write and how to edit it to make it less incriminating? less real, to make myself less vulnerable.

ah.
i feel like such a fool.
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falling_alone scary. i almost did forget
and then something screamed from the back of my mind.
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nineteen left hawaii. 060317
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ivyducktwilightseto i would be too busy.
or whatever.
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