silliness me? once upon a time there was a boy who couldn’t rhyme if his life depended on it so this silly stupid twit ... okay, i like alliteration better. beetles bawling bravely cause creative catastrophes doing dastardly deeds. seven sequined squids secretly signing soylent salads artifice aches almighty. edifice plural: edify? and now its past four or so. i'll see you around nine i think. delirium sets in about the time creativity peaks. 991213 ... Megan yessi and I have put restrictions on our conversations. I said we can only talk on chat and she'll only chat with me if I believe her that she loves me. Which I don't..... I can't believe that anyone loves me. Why would anyone love me? I could maybe believe that ppl think i'm a fun person to be around, but how could you love a person like me? I just can't understand it, and I value yessi and my relationship too much to lie to her like that. So we end in the silliness of not speaking to one another. 010121 ... twiggie this isn't silliness! if you hadn't put that last restriction on our talking everything would've been fine. 010121 ... Megan no, it wouldn't have. there's a reason why we argue over the same thing over and over again. obviously it is a problem that needs to be solved. 010121 ... twiggie you need to stop being silly. problem solved. 010121 ... Megan that's it.. I was going to ask you to be my maid of honor but OBVIOUSLY you don't want to be, so you are not obligated to attend. Take the hint! hmmph! 010121 ... Thyartshallshant Yea! What my sweety said! 010121 ... twiggie thy you're a bastard! HMPH i didn't wanna be the maid of honor anyway! *cries and runs off* *breathes deeply* ok so i did... 010121 ... Megan I suppose if you apologize I might reconsider 010121 ... twiggie i apologize for taking advantage of your mental illness. i love you maggie! nothing can ever replace me, right? not even thy? *whimper* 010121 ... Megan of course dear. friends are forever. men just make it more fun. 010121 ... Thyartshallshant Yes we do. I hope your not still mad at me Twiggie. 010121 ... twiggie no i'm over that. everything is peachy. but...if you emotionally scar her or ever ask for a divorce i will castrate you. 010121 ... Thyartshallshant I would never do that! And im already castrated so ha! 010121 ... twiggie Thy, these things are better left unsaid *but* You should at least TELL THE BRIDE before you MARRY her. *ahem* 010121 ... Thyartshallshant She will find out soon enough. 010121 ... twiggie *sigh* She is not going to be happy. 010121 ... Megan yeah, I found out, BITCH! I love calling guys,"BITCH!" 010124 ... twiggie i was a dinosaur at dinner the other night and in the grocery store today. i like being silly. 010308 ... nocturnal if I couldn't revert to senseless silliness every now and then, I'd go insane. we all would. 010308 ... muttering idiot tupper ware party pip and zip fr00n 010626 ... dB dB's Abstract Moment O the Day: 'dis is a public announcement: Would the minister for defence currently hurtling for Tanzania in a blue Ford Escort nicked from the Air Ministry car park kindly stop the car, get out, place his hands on the roof and wait for furthe insturctions. Otherwise his grandmother will be taken seriously ill. 010626 ... dB THIS IS A TIME CHECK: The big hand is pointing to the one that is lookin' like a tadpole with it's tail hanging down that is sticking out at the right of the top. The small hand is pointing to the one that is lookin' like a swan. Also the long red hand be whizzin' around wit' amazin' speed. 010626 ... blue star I miss being silly... I haven't had time... or energy to be silly. I should really do something about that. 020520 ... angie i need to hang out with you guys i understand if u dont want to be with a selfish horrible egotistical person like me. however horrible i am inside i still need you i really do more now than ever. i got drunk tonite...i wanted to hang out with all of you...i didnt even know what you were doing...but instead i went to erin bresnahans...mistake so i got drunk. oh well... then i talked to silker online and turned myself into a useless pathetic blubbering emotional psycho. no wonder he only wants to be "friends" and why did i wait till this long to actually decide that i maybe like him more than i thought. wow... basket case SOoooo i really need u guys. as u can plainly see from my blatherings. sorry. this post wasnt really very silly at all and i wasnt even part of the joke thing to begin with but i love being hyper with you i love it... i love every minute of it. i just get too distracted i have like emotional add or something. maybe thats it maybe i should just stop making excuses maybe i need sleep 020525 ... trixie good times chillin with chris and being a goof you gotta have fun or else you are nothing and will end up alone and they will tell you that so shut the hell up 030616 ... white_wave_loves_TGN i love the way he says "silliness" when he really means "Salinas". 040303 ... . . 040306 ... no reason i was reading a list of all this ridiculous stuff my friend "learned" in her natural science course today. for example: 1. a clock works like a clock. 2. i cannot have a hummingbird baby, therefore i am not a hummingbird. 3. mars is the third planet. etc. here. i'll give you a minute to process this genius: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . there. done? good. anyway, i was reading this list to my brother all seriously and he was laughing and then i was laughing and we were being all silly. then at that moment my boyfriend called and i read the list to him. but he just...didn't get it. i mean he GOT it, but he didn't really laugh. only sorta...and then he went on to talking about other things, that weren't even really things. i found myself getting really frustrated that he couldn't be silly, that he wasn't laughing more, that i couldn't get a reaction out of him, that we couldn't be ridiculous together like i can with most people i'm close to. and then i was getting bitchy about other things because of it, but he just thinks i'm being "cute". i know it sounds little and silly (har) but i need the humour, the reaction, the crazy; it's what on occasion makes me feel close to happy. and this isn't the first time i've had feelings about this. i don't know if this needs to be important, but i think it is. it's sure pissing me off enough. i don't know what to do. 040519 ... otab this silliness is silly isn't it and aren't we for being silly with the silliness of which we partake? 040829 ... her royal highness the quirk i am so stupid. why can't i just say something to somebody when im bummed out over something. why don't i like to burden people with my tears. why do i call it a burden. i leap at the chance to help other people. i work in a public service position. i'm a fucking psychology major. this doesn't make any sense to me 040829 ... otab Maybe you hear too much of other people's problems and think they don't have the room to accomodate yours. Also, depending on how you have been treated as a friend, people can pull you into their shit more or less unintentionally, and if that's happened you don't want to do that to somebody else. But it's not harmful to tell people when you're down or something's bugging you - it is part of any friendship and lets people get to know you better. Things get a little muddy with more serious problems. Sometimes people will ask questions with no answers and be frustrated that their friends can't help. It's more important to realise that they can help, they just can't step in and control it all for you. But at the other end of things they'll still be there. When people ask how you are, they generally mean it more than you expect. You're allowed to be the topic of conversation from time to time. Listen to me waffling to a stranger. Hope a little bit of that made a little bit of sense. Oh, and it doesn't qualify as proper silliness btw by reason of not being silly. If you weren't looking for an actual answer please, feel free to smack my bitch up at any appropriate juncture. 040830 what's it to you? who go blather from