yessi twiggie Me! 001217 ... stupidpunkgirl that girl with the fuzzy blue coat who doesn't want her picture taken, even though she's so beautiful the girl whose's spoiled rotton, yet so much fun to hang out with that girl who i went to chicago with and wouldn't sit on the train with anyone else. the one who listens to me when i hurt. the one i'd give all my happiness to, so she could be forever happy 001219 ... silentbob the one who knows the meghan i know the one who was introduced to blather by the meghan that introduced to blather the one i do not know but would like to 001219 ... kendra i introduced myself to blather, and i don't really know anyone else who does. 001219 ... silentbob i introduced myself to blather also miss k 001219 ... Maggie Yessi is MINE. Yessi is ALL MINE. You all are delusional. I hope that one day you can come to the realization that she will never be yours, but always MINE! 001219 ... twiggie i like lawn gnomes. i don't understand why barbie's holes in her ears...for her earings you know...i don't understand why they go straight into her head. that can't be good. i don't much care anyway. she never stops smiling. i like the catcher in the rye. it's my favourite book. it means a lot to me. i like chai tea. it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. coffee is good too, but i usually drink too much and end up shaking a lot. i like hardcore. i am sophistihardcore grrl. ROWR (psst i like saying rowr. and BITEBITEBITE) 001219 ... COLDandBLUEkitty i'm the one that called you a sophisthardcore gurl. MY WORD.. fucker 001222 ... IKNOWitwasajokebutthatdoesntchangewhatisaid It's one arrogant fuck that ye are, me gerl. Or has no one ever told you that before? 001223 ... stupidpunkgirl i love her and she won't tell me what's wrong i'm worried tell me what's wrong i don't want you to be sad what's wrong? you're so beautiful when you smile 001225 ... twiggie sometimes i do want to tell everyone what's wrong. but it gets so damn complicated. and everything is just tangled in my head. and everytime i finally break down and let it all spill out of my mouth, the person recieving the conversation gives me a puzzled look. "that's it?" is what it says. yes, that's it. and i just lost a piece of myself to someone who doesn't really care about anything that's bothering me. because so many people don't want to be burdened with my problems. they want a friendship, but they don't want to have to deal with anything beyond getting together and talking about stupid litle things. so...i close myself off to the world. or i can't tell someone seriously. i don't want to admit why i feel a certain way, so i make a joke out of it. maybe that's why people get annoyed with me. i really can't tell. i don't really care anymore. i don't know what to do anymore. sometimes everything feels like it's in place. but then something else comes along and makes a mess of all that i had figured out. i hate going through this cycle over and over. i hate always feeling like i'm in the shadows. i hate losting people. i'm sick of crying all of the time. i'm sick of everything being a blur to me. i'm sick of never being happy. 001225 ... stupidpunkgirl i wish you could be happy more than anything. 001225 ... silentbob so do i get to see you guys this week or what? 001225 ... twiggie *shruggles* no one has called me or emailed me yet where the hell did shruggles come from. 001225 ... Thyartshallshant nooi...or noooi. Wait, nobody cares. 001225 ... stupidpunkgirl the blue man group was just on jay leno do you remember when we saw them in chicago? i will never eat twinkies again 001225 ... twiggie i have never eaten twinkies since. and i never will. i love saying to ppl "yeah haha i saw them live they aren't just in those computer commercials". rowr. 001225 ... stupidpunkgirl come online i miss you where were you tonight? 010103 ... silentbob one day.... one day i will see your teeth 010103 ... Megan she gave me a page all my own. of course, no one else will write anything on it cuz they have no idea who I am, but it's the thought that counts. I gave her her new name..... which she took an awfully long time to learn to accept. I don't think it's so bad... I never get nicknamed! Nobody's ever that fond of me... but everyone loves yessi. Including me. Of course, how could you not? How how how? 010103 ... silentbob but megan you forget.... i love you 010103 ... twiggie i was gone for hours at turncrest and i got sick and my mom had to get this goddamn thing for my brother before we could go home and then we had to get gas and then my sister had to pee and she couldn't wait 15 minutes and then we had to stop and get food for dinner. i'm still sick and i feel like crying and i don't know why and i still have to memorize my lines they were due today and i'm going to be up on caffeine all night probably just to get that done cos i'll feel bad if i don't. i made a webpage and there's pretty much nothing on it and it's pathetic and i didn't use html so it sucks. but i don't care. i like run on sentences. 010103 ... twiggie you will never see my teeth bobby. neva! hehehehe 010103 ... twiggie hehehe at the top of the blathers from yesterday it says "please" and on top of today it says "yessi". "yessi please." rowr. 010103 ... Megan I second that emotion! Why, Bob, I never knew.... 010104 ... TalviFatin its the mating of English and Spanish. Yes, and Si. yessi. 011029 ... angie WOW! im figuring this thing out!! Yessi rocks!!!!!!! hehehe hmm...lemme think...we are 138! 020110 ... twiggie I'm the mating of a language? wow... 020121 what's it to you? who go blather from