want_to_lay_with_you_for_hours shiva talking_is_overrated 020102 ... niki and we did...and now i want to do nothing else 020103 ... ellen cherry charles In this context, I would not think of "lay with" as sexual, necessarily... it's almost been a month since I've seen you, we have so much to tell each other, but I think I miss your mere presence more... hope the necklace is still intact 020125 ... j_blue hm 020125 ... shiva your homework is not done. but you are already fast asleep. oh well. there's always tomorrow. 020126 ... kerry it felt as if i did, maybe. kind of a spiritual thing. but it was all in my head. AHHHH, i get myself so turned around, i hate longing for you, i hate having to question their remarks, i dreamed we were talking our faces 2 inches apart your hands open which causes me to think it was some sort of symbol, maybe a symbol of openness from you which i have to admit is something i've always wanted but never truly felt. and then our heads fell together and we were kissing. it wasn't a dream where i was SEEING, it was too real, i was FEELING it. i remembered this dream an hour later when i was jogging on Devonshire Street, feet pounding the pavement, when all of a sudden the feel of your tongue in my mouth hit me so hard and i just remembered. it had been a faint whisper when i woke up and i had dismissed it or SOMETHING but all of a sudden it was there, in my head. very spooky indeed. and the sad part is that wanting you makes me feel so goddamn unworthy which sounds ridiculous but really i do and dreaming of kissing you scares me because i now realize i am not completely in control of myself. it always feels as if there are other people in my head and i have to censure (censor? i dunno) my thoughts. why do i have to put band-aids over fantasies of you? 020614 ... Syrope but i can't any more. now, the only person i want to lay with is afraid i'll fall for him. i just want someone to lay with. 021020 ... silentbob i want that more than anything else 021020 ... *nat* and never move, just to know that you there, by my side, never to leave. Sometimes we would talk, probly about really irrelevant but interesting things, sometimes not, we'd just lie there, thinking to ourselevs, not needing to talk, the silence is not uncomfortable 021021 ... LawnGnomeFreak 'Lay with you' doesn't necessarily have a sexual meaning, but instead it could mean just simply being with someone who you put your trust in, someone who cares about you, or someone who you can spend your days, perhaps even the rest of your life laughing with. Someone you won't ever have to be scared of, or be scared when they're near. Someone who will comfort you and someone who won't hate you for doing what you feel is right deep inside. A friend. Someone to pass the time with. 021021 ... das you lay on the other side of the kitchen, staring at the ceiling, talking about yesterday. Or you could say nothing, just stare, and still I wouldn't want to leave. 021022 ... ~gez~ nothing to say but your company says it all, as does mine. it shows how i want to be with you, no matter what we are doing. hours would be nice, and might give you a chance to fall asleep. i think i would like to watch you sleep, though i do not know why. you would look so pure and innocent ------------------------------------------- i really wanted to blather here then i found out nat did, though i stil wanted to and did. i would also like to point something out, it should be "want_to_lie" or "wanted_to_lay" i think 021022 ... jane and we fell asleep i'm glad you chose me 021022 ... devalis I remember when we did, that first time. After dinner, no class. We were both so tired, so very tired. 5 nights straight of staying up will 4:30 am and getting up at 7:45 am will do that, I suppose. But to us it was just more time we spent together and we needed all the time we could get. Lying on our backs and looking at the ceiling, fingers intertwined, whispering softly in the darkness about nothing. But it was everything, meant everything. And slowly, we drifted. Waking up next to him that first time gave me a taste of paradise. And now I want nothing more than to lay with him for hours. Heaven. 021022 ... GirlNamedLover its the only thing I want to do anymore 021023 ... *silent screams ...and talk about everything...my hopes, dreams, fears...deepest darkest thoughts...everything i never thought i'd ave the balls to say... 030104 ... eklektic if only you weren't preoccupied with steve. and maybe if you liked me...yeah. that would be nice. 030104 ... megan on a couch, we've kissed until our mouths taste the same, we've hugged and held each other tight as if soemthing could take us away from each other. and now, that little time where we just lay, my head on your chest, i'm just stroking your beautiful hair. eyes closed, breathing, knowing that love is amazing. i want that. i want that for hours, that very moment, when all is perfect, and simple. when all will never go away. 030105 ... girl_jane Come home. 030105 ... unhinged but you never want to just lay still hands move too fast sliding and slipping underneath wires and intimate details of pardoned strangers did you ever wonder what i kept underneath? did you ever wonder why my eyes were always shut? did you ever learn to read what i kept hidden in plain view? did you ever notice how my muscles tensed at the sight of you? there was always the first time but even that was a show i wish that i could run back to you but it's all over now 030105 ... Piso Mojado these_dreams_of_you can only sustain me for so long, dearest 031208 ... unhinged but i don't think that would work anymore 031208 ... magicforest laughs 031208 ... rage i can hear your heart, feel it through your chest its beating so hard, so fast dont control it please dont control it please please please 041128 ... BC talking, laughing, and making love. 041129 ... night night 041129 ... fix 041129 ... Zoe my favorite time with you is after sex, when we're both sweaty and hot. laying naked together in my bed. you usually just collapse on me, and i stroke your wet hair. i feel like that is when our hearts truly connect. it is those times when your talk to marraige and children doesn't scare me, i could see myself laying next to you the rest of my life. 041130 ... stork daddy you obviously don't have to lay on the wet spot. 041201 ... spoken makes me think of sugarlands new song "let's just lay here and be lazy, baby drive me crazy, all i want to do oo oo oo oo, ooo oo oo oo oo oo, ooo oo oo oo oo oo, is love you ooo yeah" (call in sick and make a memory with the one you love.) 090415 ... jane just hours? why even bother putting a limit on it. i'll lay with you until we die, and even longer. 090415 ... spoken it's a date jane lol 090419 ... In_Bloom Me too I do But we don't because we don't belong together Palm to palm, our skins talk quickly while our eyes exchange pictures to pass the time 090419 ... In_Bloom In rooms far from home Far from cellphones Far from the things that usually keep us awake until 3am 090729 what's it to you? who go blather from