unworthy Aimee Not good enough to share your bed the suicidal thoughts still occupy my head I don't wonder that you'd miss me or even care that I'm gone I know you would So few WOULD care so few would notice. I'm not ready and I don't know how to tell you. Would you feel rejected? Would you understand? My family already thinks I'm a whore I'm useless. My mother doesn't really care - I'm just a financial burden. My brothers think I'm immature not to mention irresponsible. I can't seem to please anyone I can't even please myself. I watch my constant failure And my tendency to give up. Christ I want the simple life, I don't want to feel this way anymore. I know I'm really pathetic I wish I could just change Maybe that's why everyone's left me maybe that's why I hate myself. I'm just not good enough to share your bed not with all these suicidal thoughts still occupying my head. 020813 ... strange feeling unworthy of your love, of your friendship, but most of all the pain you inflict on me. 040620 what's it to you? who go blather from