preoccupied silentbob i'm weird. like i have certain preoccupations. i feel just as embarrased pulling up my pants in front of everyone as i do pulling my pants down in front of everyone. 010827 ... a trio of alkaline birds with these sick, sick senses that sense DNA on barb-wire fences maybe one day i'll find me a suspect who's got no alibi 010827 ... Casey New Year's eve was as boring as heaven I watched flies fuck on channel 11. There was no one to kiss, there was nothinng to drink... 010902 ... Dis I don't remember how the conversation started. I wasn't paying full attention, as I already thought we must certainly be nearing the end of our proverbial road. "You should see the great white shark hanging above my bed," I remarked casually. Without pause and with customary giggle, he chirped "I'd love to. That would mean I'd be in your bed." As quickly as it started, the thread of conversation ended. "Ok," I though silently, "You've convinced me. I adore you, and I'm ready to be a fool. So where do we go now?" In an hour I was back on the plane, in 5 hours I was back home, alone, and to this minute I have no idea where I stand. I'll be damned if I'm going to ask – some things I just don't want to know. 010910 ... vampers with trying to forget about you 010910 ... pralines&cream I am preoccupied with: love myself sexual fulfillment (ie, "getting some") newspaper good grades/high GPA sex (as much "sex" as I can get without haveing intercourse) sex sex love sex sex newspaper love sex 020410 what's it to you? who go blather from