lucid_dream reitoei sometimes you have adream taht's so real and detailed, so vivid it seems like reality. even when you wake up you wonder if it was really just a dream.and the strangest things seem real. i dreamed thinkgeek had redone its website. it wasnt out of the ordinary, just anew layout and colors. i had to go to the website just to make sure. 020223 ... yummyC in part of last night's, which was particularly clear, my Mom told me she had a baby about 4 years after me, but she was 'retarded' and so my mom hid her from me throughout my life, for my benefit. In the dream it made sense. anyway the girl died recently or something and it was a fucking weird dream. 020224 ... Jenna You can control your reality but you can't change light levels. :) 020225 ... jane i want one so bad 020607 ... freakizh i dream that i can control my dreams does that counts? 020912 ... dreamer acually, you can controll the light levels (trust me, i get these once every few weeks, and mess with the brightness of the sun almost every time.), you just cant controll lightbulbs, or any "technological" device. that sort of makes you think. 020913 ... curious toys if i could.... oh the possibilities... i'd fly... i'd be beautiful... i'd sit on clouds and watch sunsets with him.... i'd sexually violate certain people... 020914 ... jane i'm having them more and more often...i've only remembered a few so far. last_night was one of them 021113 ... silentbob chrio-tainment! 021114 ... pajaro abre_los_ojos 021114 ... freakizh you mean, the good(original) version of vanilla sky? look for "tesis" (in english, "thesis") of the same director of Abre Los Ojos (alejando amenabar). it is about a nice psycho killer.. 021114 ... locura de pajaro before i get Tesis, i am planning on getting copies of Kronos and El Espinazo del Diablo from Guillermo del Toro (dir Mimic and Blade II) i can't wait to see if del Toro actually manages to produce the project he says he wants to do next a full scale adaptation of Lovecraft's "at the mountains of madness" 021114 ... silentbob i liked vanilla sky so shut up! 021114 ... freakizh hahaha.. ok, bobby Espinazo del Diablo (Devil's Backbone) is an awesome movie. a hint for really getting into it is focusing on the poem that is read at the end. i've watched it like 10 times by now, along with the Others (which happens to be from the same director of Abre Los Ojos, amenabar, -i just remembered-) and the nowclassicbutkindadull Sixth Sense. haven't seen kronos yet. i saw mimic and it was funny, though. oh, and blade 2 is directed by Del Toro too. 021115 ... freakizh the last statement was unnecesary. sorry birdmad. any other movie-needs in your mind? 021115 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong waking_life flipping light switches on and off 021115 ... silentbob i've been wanting to find abre los ojos around here. haven't gotten around to it yet. might rent it tonight 021115 ... . . 030428 ... jane i had a dream last night about lucid dreaming...so hard to explain...i know i had false awakenings but the whole thing was quite frightening 030428 ... fall of a sparrow Black Bishop vs. Red King. Nobody wins. 030731 ... x i told myself "you're dreaming, don't forget, this is a dream this is a dream this is a dream this is a dream thisisadream dream dr....." and i thought "well, i can do anything i want... so first i'm going to tell everyone else this is a dream and i won't deal with them being mean to me anymore... and then... i don't know what" and then i drifted off to something i don't remember. i'm pretty sure i forgot i was dreaming again though. 030731 ... stork daddy i used to lucid dream all the time. mainly i'd fly or see dinosaurs or fly while seeing dinosaurs. but i hadn't had one for a while until this morning, and it was terrifying. maybe it represents the type of options i think i have now. i ran through the streets of rome. interchanging aspects of girls i know accompanied me. running or talking or asking that i explain this or that to their mother. eventually i was driving, and i did one thing i've always wanted to do, swerve off a bridge into the water. i felt the wetness as i plunged and i panicked. i pulled the dream off like a firefighter's mask, over my head, desperate for a more permanent reality. or maybe i was desperate for something that didn't seem quite so crushingly real, quite so isolated. 040219 ... zeke 13. summer camp. high bluff overhanging the lake. bright afternoon sun. warm rock under my back. clouds passing medium quick. anklyosaurus entered the edge of my visual field and slowly walked over me on it's way to the lake. very big. under scales rough and scarred with linear scratches (front to back). tail swung opposing the lean of it's gait. Soundtrack was wind on water and in black birch and shrub pine and the distant murmur an clank of a canoe race. 040219 ... oldephebe yeah the whole awakening after a few false awakenings to a body clench sheathed in sweat..definately can relate..had one a few days ago..God I'm convinced that if I hadn't awakened myself..hadn't caught on that this wa some inner wish constructing its' own alternate reality..then i may not have awakened from it..that's how i always feel.. after..like s said it's more tangible than what i awaken to..what i desultorily drift through...*shudder* ... *chomps down enthusiastically upon a celery stick* . 040219 ... sahba there's always that one girl in my mind she so close and so far she's impossible to get and impossible to forget she is a lucid dream 040816 ... sahba there's always that one girl in my mind she's so close and so far she's impossible to get and impossible to forget she is a lucid dream 040816 ... kookaburra I had one this afternoon (ah the joy of summer vacation) and boy was it fun... *grins happily* *licks lips* oh sorry was i saying something? 040816 ... no reason i had a lucid dream within a dream last night. it was odd and uncomfortable. normally when i'm having a lucid dream and i realize i'm dreaming, i'm able to wake myself up if i need to. in this one, that wasn't the case. weird things kept happening — my mom and brother were acting creepy and strange, and things were so off-kilter that i knew it was a dream. so i said, "yeah, okay, this is a dream..." and i tried to glide on the floor and fly (the gliding kind of worked, but the flying didn't). then i was tired of it and wanted to wake myself up, but i couldn't. so i was uneasy and wondering how long it would take me to wake up. then, when i finally "woke up," i was in another dream (not a lucid dream) in which i was in a house that wasn't mine. 140425 ... nr i was driving on a highway that looked video game-like, and then accidentally went on the wrong track or something. then i crashed into pedestrians on the highway at full speed, and they were totally fine, which made me realize i was dreaming. at that moment the setting changed and i was standing with some people outside a building, and i said to the person beside me, "want to fly with me?" and we did a bit, and it was cool. 210713 what's it to you? who go blather from