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Joana. Like_the_whole_world 020512
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rosemary infinite 020731
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Freak like its finally official..........the whole world is against me. 020731
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yes? the calm before the storm
the trival games you like to play
I feel like i'm vunerable to everything
i see it all coming
all coming towards me
i'd run but i feel a connection too strong to break
i feel caught in a web
the web i helped you create
i'm sorry..i think i love you
020731
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quissmo so very strange.

its quite annoying not being an emotional person. because then i dunno. to me it seems they always have an outlet for their emotions.a way to show their feelings. and you might say im doing the same thing now, but im not. i cant think of a way to describe how im feeling. but you might say writers/poets/musicians cant always describe thier feelings, but dammit thats not what i mean.
argh.
i do this alot. haha, i might have split personalities. shit, i have homework for tomorrow. fuck.
nah, but what i was talking about - i talk to myself. i used to do it alot more, but now what i do is just have the conversation in my head. so im always trying to analyse everything, but not quite. i just seem to be able to think as how i would respond if someone did something, so im always thinking in two ways.

and im sure im not making sense, but never mind.

gah.my music keeps me going at times like these.
i dont understand how my friends can just listen to one genre of music. alone.
shit - my music goes with my moods. loud/angry music, chill music, dance music, normal music, depressed music.
021217
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Rhin 'i feel good.
i feel fine.
i feel wonderful.
i feel good.
i feel fine.
i feel wonderful.
i feel good.
i feel fine.
i feel wonderful...'

(fyfi...that was a film quote!)
021217
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minnesota_chris like chocolate cake. 021217
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IWishICouldGoWithDavid un-Christmasy 021217
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p2 "I feel you
Your sun it shines
I feel you
Within my mind

You take me there
You take me where
My kingdom comes

You take me to
You lead me through
Babylon

This is the morning of our love
It's just the dawning of our love

I feel you
Your heart it sings
I feel you
The joy it brings

Where heaven waits
Those golden gates
And back again

You take me to
And lead me through
Oblivion

This is the morning of our love
It's just the dawning of our love

I feel you
Your precious soul
And I'm a whole

I feel you
Your rising sun
My kingdom comes

I feel you
Each move you make
I feel you
Each breath you take

Where angels sing
And spread their wings
Our love's on high

You take me home
To glory's throne
By and by

This is the morning of our love
It's just the dawning of our love
This is the morning of our love
It's just the dawning of our love"

- Depeche Mode (I Feel You)
021218
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misstree i don't have a song to describe how i feel right now.

i feel let out, like a shirt that's been stretched and is now flapping in the breeze, gently slapping itself to an eventual unravelment.

i feel faded, burnt, like i left something behind that i need. i feel empty. i feel sad in a very vague way.

i feel like the bitter ironies that have plagued me of late are here to stay, and ignoring them and tolerating them is really the only thing i can do. not that it matters.

i feel like every muscle in my body is sore (which it is), but that i didn't really do anything to make them so (which i didn't really).

i feel like i should be fired up and still wallowing in excitement and like it would take wild horses to drag me away from misstree's_rambling_corner to finish the tale, but really, i think that writing this will take the last of my motivation.

well, would you look at that. it did.
030922
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misstree i feel like i could fade away on a day like this. 030922
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realistic optimist i feel like climbing up into your branches and wrapping my ludicrously long arms around your trunk.
i feel like uprooting you from your blaise and replanting you in allerton.
i feel it's time for some wine and a bubblebath and some cat power.
i feel an abrupt end is coming.
030922
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misstree i feel memory's comfort, soft and real as the tear-choked strains of "danny_boy"

i feel optimism releasing querying trills, sending calls into the pre-dawn darkness, ready to answer what_do_you_do_with_emptiness.

and at the moment, i feel emptiness is an acceptable state.

and i feel that i very heartily miss my claw-foot tub.
030922
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misstree like i am partying on a train,
swaying and flashing lights as
scenery rolls past, undistinguished.

like this will end at a very different place,
but in the meantime,
it's all just the midwest.

like i'm missing something.
like something has been hidden from me.
like there's something i need,
but forgot what it was.

like things may begin to go really well,
or they may just stay the same,
but winter hasn't readied its hammer
to shatter me just yet.
at least, that's how it feels
here's to hoping.
031226
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somebody haaaaaaapppyyyyyy!!
magnificent glowy warm fuzzy melty and excited cant stop smiling wheeeeeeee! I feel like this happyness is too big to be contained with in, I feel like it's going to be fleeting so as to find another host that fits it more comphy like, but for now befor it runs away I wanna roll around in it like a pig in mud!!!
031226
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misstree *grin*
that's how i've mostly been as late,
like i'm sucking up too much joy
and someone somewhere is being deprived
because i was greedy.
031226
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falling_alone like i could fall back asleep

even if i've been awake for 7 hours i'm still not quite coherant... i didnt dress yet pjs are on and i'm wrapped in a blanket.

i feel like i could sleep for more years to come...
031226
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somebody ... Vary anxious, restless and I have this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach like something is wrong, but I don't know what! This is such a dreadful feeling! I donít know what to do, or if their is anything that can be done, or for that matter if anything is even wrong! God I wish this would go away! I'm going to call, I doubt it'll make me feel better or that I'll get though God I hate this feeling! 040312
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somebody relief, hurt, paranoid 040312
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her royal highness the quirk flirtatious O:-) 040312
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thorn like i really need to talk to someone right now, but i don't know what to say. and none of my friends want to listen. i don't know. i feel incredibly confused.

and i feel like i'm plastic. it's all shiny and fake, but it's also crushed and cracked and held together with tape.

and i don't know how much longer the tape's gonna hold.
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pSyche I'm not sure.
There's a certain heaviness
Like ice seeping through a tiny fracture,
and sucking out warmth.
Or maybe, like a blanket,
smothering my spirit.

That's it.



I feel... b r o k e n.
060427
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no reason like being with like-minded people. 060525
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